hi! oh god this account is a cesspool of untreated mental illness and not-like-the-other-girls. i wanted to post an update on who the fuck i actually am ten years after this shit was abandoned. uh hi! i'm sidney, i'm 22, i am indeed not like other girls because i'm not a girl LMAO. years and years later my dumb baby ass is now firmly cemented OUT as non-binary and bisexual, i have multiple regrets on every single thing i published in this account, and i genuinely don't know why i thought it was a good idea to be that fucking edgy in my profile. but i digress, it was the wave in 2011. uh, i'm still a singer and i still write a lot, i just don't publish my writing anymore because holy shit bro that's how you end up with this. i'm now a different sector of nerd-dom, i'm still a weeb at heart but my main interests are horror film and books, metal music, and yes, you guessed it, halloween babey! if anyone has any interest in observing new-sidney in all my messy glory, i can tell you that basically nothing has changed except i'm a lot more socially aware, a lot less -phobic and racist (god what was that imma wiser commentary), and hate cops a lot more now. if you wanna yeet on over to my twitter or my tumblr, both are under the @ slashersdream and both are a disjointed mess. i tweet abt a lot of triggering shit including my mother still being mildly abusive (yeah i acted like that was normal as a kid to have your mother threatening to sell your possessions bc you didn't clean your room but holy shit on a stick it was not) and my own struggles with life, trauma, and my MYRIAD of diagnoses including dissociative identity disorder (though only one of my alters ever fronts on twitter lmao) and ptsd. i hope whatever you ended up enjoying about my fanfiction dot net profile back ten years ago still exists in me bc i like making people happy. definitely feel free to reach out if you have things that need sharing like gofundmes or petitions you feel strongly about i do a lot of helping with that in my twitter!!!! i love y'all and i gotta say thank you for supporting my baby dreams. maybe i'll post something else one day, but for now i just wanted to post a loose-threads catchall.
all my love,
sidney