James
Well fuck. I really should have told him sooner; I never meant for him to find out like this. It was just so hard... I knew he'd take it this way, so I kept putting it off. And now it's too late.
Lily and I are planning to move in together, when we graduate.
I know. I promised. The four of us would get a flat together. It'd be Hogwarts all over again, forever.
I was fourteen! I didn't know what it'd be like to want her so badly. I love Padfoot dearly - he's my best mate and always will be. But living with Lily? That's what I want.
I'll talk to him, later. I'm not sure I'd be welcome now - not until Moony's had a chance to calm him down. But later. I'll make him understand.