"Ami what happened?" Snow said as she comforted me

"I'm such a fool." Amira said as Snow led me to her couch and I explained everything.

I don't think anyone knew what I was going through. Who could know the measures of fighting with the first love of the man you were in love with? Snow comforted me till the point of I fell asleep from crying so much.

"everything will work out Ami. Till then you stay here." Snow said

I slept for a few hours then when I woke up. Snow made sure I ate of course more healthy as I sat with her. David was there too so they both more or less comforted me about everything would work out. I'd been there a few hours before there was a knock on the door. Snow went over to the door answering it.

"Hello Snow, where's Amira?" Killian said as he looked past her towards the table.

My eyes met with him, he looked really bad. Blood dripping from his mouth and the side of his head. I wanted to say something but then at the same time I didn't.

"she's not going with you hook. She's my sister, my baby sister and I think you two need space." Snow said in a firm tone.

"I know what's best for her Snow. When your father died she left with me. She chose me over staying with you." Killian said

My worst fears came to light, my sister and my lover fighting over what's best for me. Both meant well but i didn't want to be near him right now. Thinking that he moved on with me only to know Milah was there in his mind.

"Enough. Can't you both see this is stressful for her? Hook if you mean well than give Amira time." David said

That seemed to click as I watched him walk away and then my sister closed the door. David was right it was stressful because both thought I didn't need the other but I need both of them. I don't want to have to choose between my sister and my lover. Still that might I stayed with Snow,David and Emma not really comfortable and even when lights were out I couldn't sleep.

'I wish he considered the truth. I need both of them but he thinks i just need him. I'm not her, i chose to leave for my own reasons.' Amira thought

Somehow I did end up falling asleep. By morning though I heard my sister say he was in the hospital and I insisted on going over there. When we got there I went in and got the room number heading to see him. He was in one of the hospital gowns and pretty banged up as I walked over to his beside. Tears streaming down my cheeks from my eyes. The handcuff on his wrist got under my skin easily.

"Emma did that?" Amira asked

Killian opened his eyes looking at me. "You're crying luv. Don't worry about this I'll get it off."

I wiped my eyes "you idiot! You got hit by a car with cracked ribs." Amira said

"I'm alive and not dead just as promised." Killian said and smirked even in pain "so we're talking now"

"I'm still upset with you but I had to see you after hearing you got hit by a car." Amira said as I folded my arms

"even so you're cute when your mad." Killian said "your niece interrogated me for information on Cora."

How he could say all this knowing yesterday I wouldn't even talk to him after what happened on the ship. I'd heard about Belle and I was sure I could work my way in getting close to her. I had a feeling the baby had reason to do with my change of heart today.

"what were you talking to that cricket about?" Killian asked smiling "please luv humor me."

"I was considering names for the baby. I had an idea on if it's a boy." Amira said

Killian raised an eyebrow at me part of why I liked him. "what name if it's a boy?" Killian asked

"I think we should name the baby after your brother if it's a boy." Amira said "Archie thought it was a good idea."

His hand that was handcuffed to the hospital chair held my hand "I like it luv."

After spending time with him I went to see Belle. I was cautious walking in seeing she didn't recognise me at all.

"I'm sorry do I know you?" Belle asked

"yeah. I'm Selena, you and I were friends before your accident." Amira said

"I'm sorry I don't remember you." Belle said and noticed about me. "your pregnant."

"yes. In a few months I'll be having my baby." Amira said

"I see. Congratulations." Belle said

Belle and I talked about what she knew. It was brief since I couldn't talk to her about anything in the past. I had to go though and finding out there was more danger didn't help.

"ok this is too much." Amira said

"I agree luv." Killian said and as I looked back seeing Killian with the handcuff undone hanging and a plate of Jello in hand. "by the way what is this?"

"your not discharged. Get back to bed." Amira said

"it's Jello. You eat it." Snow said

I went home with my sister later relaxing. We were visited by gold who by the way I wish had stayed away, turns out he cashed in his favor with Emma.

"your going to help me find my son." Good said to Emma "you do honor your deals."

"yes." Emma said

"Good." Gold said

Gold went to leave but then he turned to everyone pointing to all of us. "if anything happens to Belle while I'm gone. I'll kill all of you." Gold said as he pointed to me "starting with you Amira White. You're important to that Captain of yours."

I didn't like that but he left as Emma started preparing for the whole trip. I helped Henry with previously helping before doing what I could do. Henry smiled when he was fully packed and I hugged him.

"be careful Henry." Amira said

"of course. Are you and the Captain making up?" Henry asked

"if it's meant to be we'll get through this. It's not the first time I've been upset with him and it won't be the last." Amira said

When it came time and Gold came back Emma insisted Henry to go with Cora about. Gold seemed sentimental about it saying they had to buy another ticket. I stayed out of sight. Later Regina visited but it wasn't exactly a good visit though I was glad Snow apologized to Regina.

I saw Snow after Regina left getting ready to go. I wondered what she was up to. She walked over to me, getting a cost for me to wear.

"we need to know where the ship is and who best than your captain." Snow said and I wondered how she'd manage but I knew he'd get out anyway. "with you he'll be more cooperative"

It wasn't much longer we were all walking. I noticed he was holding himself grunting as we walked. I felt bad for him with fractured ribs but that was on him since he wasn't giving up on his revenge.

"you didn't ask me about my recovery." Killian said

"how are you feeling, hook?" Snow asked as I more watched looking at him. I would of asked but then he came back with a remark I not David found found funny.

"come closer and feel for yourself." Killian said as David pushed him. "you wanna lose the other hand? Where's the ship?"

Killian looked at me motioning towards the ship. "the only other person who knows where my ship is would be Selena." Killian said

"Come on. Archie told us. It's shielded somehow. Isn't it...mate?" David said looking between me and Killian

"Aye. That it is." Killian said and looked at me "Selena lead your sister and her Prince to the ship, luv."

I wasn't sure why he insisted I showed them. Maybe it was a way of fully getting back in my good graces after everything. I led the way with my hands in my pocket. Killian walked beside me and behind us was Grumpy or Leroy who accompanied.

"Nothing funny Pirate. I'm watching you." Leroy said

Killian laughed "yes, Dwarf. That should deter me from any Malfeasance." Killian said

"oh, don't worry Leroy. He'll help us." Snow said

I had to laugh a bit as we stopped hearing my sister. She was so confident but I could read Killian, this wasn't about Cora or his revenge right now.

"what makes you so sure?" Killian asked looking at Snow

"Because you're a pirate. You know which way the wind blows, and right now it is gusting towards us." Snow said looking at Killian then she briefly looked at me the one who hasn't said a word "you also want my sister to forgive you."

"oh I see where your sister learned some things from. Selena lead the way." Killian said

We were on the pier but I smiled walking up the hidden stairs and leading the way. Killian was behind me followed by Snow, David and Leroy. Snow was amazed and I smiled admiring the work of the ship.

"you sailed this ship from our land. Can you sail it back?" Leroy asked as Killian walked up toward the helm.

Killian sighed "my ship? She's a marvel. Made from Enchanted wood. We weathered many storm together, seen many strange,glittering shores." Killian said "but to travel between lands, she must go through a portal."

Snow watched between me and Killian walking over to me. "this ship holds memories for you." Snow said

"it does. I'd come up at night watch as the men slept the beautiful sea so peaceful and Killian at the helm." Amira said as she took her sister below deck showing her and leading her to a door. "this is my cabin." Amira said opening the door and Snow looked in seeing it wasn't luxurious but easy.

"so you liked living in non luxury?" Snow asked

"it was manageable. Not many responsibilities. This was my safe area for a while avoiding Killian." Amira said

"your safe area? He won't enter the room." Snow said

"yeah. Came in handy before I changed my mind. Mostly we kept our relationship secret from the crew, in fact they still don't know they're right just assume it. Sneaking around the ship keeping things private in his quarters was nice." Amira said as I rubbed my stomach smiling knowing it led me to where I was. We soon went back up and I was in shock when I felt movement.

"luv something wrong?" Killian asked approaching me and I placed a hand on my stomach feeling a kick. "Everything is fine. Just a kick." Amira said as I looked at him seeing him smile.

"so Cora's main plan is over here." Killian said as he went over revealing a cage and inside someone sleeping. Snow and I went over to check it out and Killian kept me back some.

"who's that?" Snow asked

"It's the Giant. The one I got the compass from" Amira said and looked at Killian "why did Cora bring him here?"

"whatever she intends to do with him it's important." Killian said

"I think you know what she's planning." David said

"really? Why don't you have Selena torture it out of me." Killian said and looked at me "which could be fun for both of us."

I knew the man well to know even pregnant he didn't seem to mind my somewhat extra weight. Still David didn't like it and was willing to fight him but Killian handed over the key letting snow aake the Giant. Leading me down from the helm as they did so.

"Hey are you ok? What's your name?" Snow asked him as he got out of the cage.

"Anton." Anton said and looked around "where's that witch?"

"she's gone." Snow said

Anton looked at himself "what did she do? She made me small." Anton said

I was gonna walk over but Killian kept me back which I didn't understand why. I knew he meant well but I spared Anton. Still I considered there was more than Killian led on with Cora's plan though once Anton seen David he got very angry. Soon he ran off since Killian pretty much concealed me from his sight.

"Hook keep my sister safe. You seem to know how to do that." Snow said

"trust and believe there is only two things I risk my life for. Love and Revenge." Killian said to Snow

Snow and David went to figure out a plan with leroy. Killian seemed to be thinking about everything.

"stay here luv." Killian said as he went off the ship walking to an area.

I sat there waiting but I knew he was reporting to Cora so before he returned I walked away from the ship. No one controlled me and I was hungry so I wasn't waiting for him to get done with Cora. Halfway to the diner he caught up to me.

"I told you to wait on the ship." Killian said

"I couldn't wait. Besides we need to talk." Amira said looking at him "it involves the dark one."

He only looked at me as we walked.