I layed in my bed knowing there wasn't much for me, the jolly roger crew to look out for my safety, my sister assuring me that everything would work out but the one thing on my mind was I wanted Killian. I wanted him to be here to help me through the rest of what time was left, I wanted him to be there the day our child was born as it was nearly upon us but I didn't even know if that was possible. Still I remembered someone who needed help to know who they were belle. So I went to see her.

I was walking heading my way to the hospital but I had to make a side trip to the pier. As I walked I went aboard the Jolly Roger and relaxed there for a moment. I closed my eyes letting my memories play in my head all of my stubborness to avoid Killian down to the point of saying I love you to him. It was a relief to have such precious memories back and then I left knowing he wasn't there heading to the hospital. On the way I saw Henry playing with his father with wood swords, Mr. Gold and Regina talking but I didn't care.

Arriving at the hospital, I hesitated but walked in there not caring anymore. So what I wasn't there for any check ups or anything I was there to see Belle. I went in to see her with a book I'd acquired along the way and walked in.

"Hey" Amira said

"Hi, you come to visit quite often." Belle said

"Well let's say you and I had quite an experience that made us good friends." Amira said as I walked over putting a book down for her. "I'm sorry you can't remember who you are."

"Can you tell me about our time?" Belle asked

"We were locked up by the mayor in this town. She's my stepmother but other than that she may as well imprisoned us for a long time." Amira said

"You seem nice and honest. But I can tell you're worried." Belle said

Amira smiled "My boyfriend is missing, I'm worried he's not going to see our baby be born if he doesn't appear soon." Amira said

"I see." Belle said

Suddenly Gold knocked on the door and that was my que to leave so I left, but stayed close by listening. In case he tried anything I wanted to make sure she had backup not that I didn't think when she was cured it'd be a disaster.

"You're alive." Belle said to Gold

"Indeed I am." Mr. Gold said as he walked in "I imagine my last phone call was a bit alarming."

"Yeah" Belle said and cleared her throught "Sounded like you were on your death bed."

"I'm really sorry if I startled you." Gold said

Sensing no danger I went ahead and left knowing easedropping was never good but as I went to leave I was stopped by Dr. Whales.

"Selena, you should get another check up." Whale said and I pulled my arm free

"don't take this the wrong way doctor but I don't trust you." Amira said

I went to leave without saying anything knowing things were bad already. I knew that maybe I should of thought of using the hospital but I was stubborn and I wasn't subjecting myself to the way things were. I wanted to handle it without any reason to worry too much. I knew Mr. Gold, at least I knew the stories of things. I heard Belle's story of the dark one not being so bad then there was Killian's version of the dark one rutheless, heartless willing to kill the woman who betrayed him.

'You may of costed Killian one love, but you won't make him lose this one.' Amira thought

I was out for a bit looking at some baby stuff when suddenly I got a call. I wondered who could of been calling. Trust me there was a list of people who it could of been.

"Hello" Amira said

"Hey Amira or Selena, depending on which you prefer. It's Lacey. Why don't you come meet me at the rabbit hole." Belle said

"Sure. I'll be right there." Amira said

I went to the Rabbit hole knowing this would of been the place I'd be with Killian if I wasn't pregnant and if he wasn't missing. It was like those taverns we'd be going to and drinking. I met her and I smiled seeing her at the pool table.

"Hey, wanna play a few rounds of pool with me?" Belle asked

"Sure, Lacey." Amira said

So we played pool for a bit, I had fun and I got a text from Snow that there was magic beans being grown close to harvesting which was great. Still there was so much needing to be done and so little time. I'd been able to convince Anton to plant a crop in my apartment for secrecy so I could have it for backup and knowing the way things were done. They were letting Emma in the whole thing probably by now but still I was having fun with Belle.

"So who helped you remember?" Amira asked

"The mayor." Lacey said

We kept playing for a bit and I liked the way things were in this place but still it was great ot be around. I noticed some of the crew was there which made me more comfortable. When Gold came over I put the stick up.

"Sorry Lacey, I'm out. Gold is just no good to be around." Amira said

"Alright, we'll catch up later." Belle said

I went over sitting by the men of the crew not like I had anything better to do anyway so I watched the interaction between the two of them. I knew Belle or Lacey could handle herself so it wasn't like anything big. I had to admit I loved seeing her diss Gold even though it wasn't truly her.

'I like both sides of her, Belle can stand up to him but Lacey just dissed him.' Amira thought

When Gold left I went back and played a little more with Lacey since it seemed like things were great. I could handle any man who tried to come over messing with us but still it was great for now to have someone to hang out with.

After awhile I had to go though heading over to Granny's diner as I sat in the seat. I saw Granny handing David and Leroy(Grumpy) 10 bowls of chili no beans. I knew what was going on but no one else did which was in the best things for now. Still It was surprising yet watching how things were going.

"You boys got anything against beans?" Granny said

"It's complicated." David said

"What's going on?" Granny asked

"Just a little landscaping." Leroy said

Ruby walked over to me as she sat across from me seeing I was nearly there and about to pop it seemed.

"So any day now, huh?" Ruby asked

"Moe like any week, and he's still not back yet." Amira said

"I see, so the usual?" Ruby asked and I nod

Gold soon came in while David and Leroy were still getting the conversation with Granny. I rolled my eyes a bit knowing he couldn't of stayed away that was clear but he was on my nerves for sure seeing him everywhere I went.

"What do you want?" Leroy asked

"I need to talk with the prince." Gold said

"It's alright, Leroy. I got this." David said

Leroy left and David went over by Gold

"What do you want to chat about gold?" David asked

"Regina." Gold said "She, uh helped Jog Belle's memory"

I knew that the memories Belle had were not her own but the ones under the curse. We all had our curse memories underneath it all. One was stronger than the others that was clear but it didn't mean much for Belle right now. Her personality wasn't the same at all. I merely listened hearing he wanted to win Lacey over. When ruby brought my meal out I ate while listening to the conversation between David and Gold.

'Oh I have to keep watch on this, Killian would just love to see this.' Amira thought

I watched seeing the way things were going to go but still after I was done I payed my bill then left. In truth I knew the way thing were not as they always seemed and I only briefly knew Belle's story. So I went to the rabbit hole watching how it all played out. I sat there by the crew watching seeing how things were going to go. I was surprised the way she accepted and walked away but David caught I was there when Gold walked away

"What are you doing here?" David asked

"I'm bored, waiting for Killian and I have nothing to do." Amira said

I eventually caught up to Lacey and helped her pick the whole outfit out.

"So why don't you date?" Lacey asked

"I do, my boyfriend isn't back in town yet but he'll show up for our baby's birth I just know it." Amira said

"Confidence, this guy he's your type." Lacey asked

"In another life I was a princess, I ran off with him for my freedom and in our time together we fell in love. Yes, he's my type just not the guy you'd think I'd go for." Amira said

"Well I hope he does come back to you." Lacey said

Watching her leave was nice but still I kept my distance and watched from away wanting to see how it goes. I had my coat on and watched, Smee joined me in watching since normally I would of been with Killian. Seeing that things were not as they seemed, I knew Lacey wasn't into Gold or his nicey nice act.

'I do miss you Belle, but I can manage Lacey for now.' Amira thought

I'd be friends with her no matter her name, I knew that the real Belle was in there. I'd visited her the whole time so imagine my surprise when she's making out with someone outside of the diner. Oh Killian would of loved seeing the whole thing cause this, this was Killian's revenge or at least part of it. Killian was the reason Belle lost her memory, why she was lacey now. I watched as Gold found them seeing the pain he was in.

'For now Belle is gone dark one, Killian was right now you know how it feels. The pain you caused him.' Amira thought

Part of me wanted to leave the area and say i was done but still watching the whole thing seeing Gold get mad and the guy run off wasn't exciting. Lacey was calming him down and I watched as she let him down easy walking away. I was going to say give up but then I noticed Regina up to no good and knew there was no way I could ignore that seeing she was using magic to find out where that group had been.

'She's going to find their harvest.' Amira thought

I would of followed but I didn't think it in need of the risk yet. I knew there was abd coming along still Smee and I went on the move to get a better move.

"He's up to something." Amira said

"What do you mean?" Smee asked

I saw the guy that Lacey had been making out with approaching Mr. Gold, I saw him use magic which was something to keep the guy quiet then he started hitting him. I was gonna intervene but then I saw Lacey show up and she seemed to like what he was doing.

'How could she like that?' Amira thought

I couldn't shake that feeling that something was coming, yet I knew my instincts were true when it came to things like this.

Killian was closer than I thought, I could practically sense him so this part was mainly what he told me. I was below watching Gold and he was in the clock tower where he could see below. I had a right to not trust Tamara but he was a pirate so he knew how to talk his way out of things. Briefly from what he told me Tamra and Greg had him look over the window seeing Gold and Lacey together like I did.

"Amira" Killian said as he saw me with Smee and then he saw Lacey and Gold "No. No!"

"He's alive, Hook and your girl carrying your baby is waiting for you." Tamara said to him

"What do you want?" Killian asked them

"We want to offer you a job, a way to kill the dark one." Greg said to him

"Yeah, that way you can get everything you want and live with your girl and your baby without him bothering you." Tamara said "We can help you. We know how to kill Magical creatures."

"What's your price?" Killian asked knowing nothing in this world was free

"I need you to help me find someone." Greg said looking at Hook "My father, He was taken in this town. A long time ago."

"Why the bloody hell do you think I'd be able to help you find your father?" Killiana asked him

"Because you know the woman who took him." Greg said "Regina. Do we have a deal?"

Just from what I was told they pretty much manipulated him, I wish I'd of sensed it sooner so I could of been with him. Still it wasn't meant to happen yet and that was clear as day but our paths were meant to cross again as we were meant to be. Just had to be patient and I knew that soon it was going to happen.