Choice 1 of three (four was scrapped)

-recap-

The fight with pan was like nothing I ever considered. It was dangerous and Blue was missing her shadow. Still I had a feeling out of everyone we could trust Thana.

"So what's the plan?" Tink asked me

"We capture the shadow and get pan taken care of." Amira said

"Love, you know there's two things I risk my life for. Love and Revenge. Stay here." Killian said

I watched as he went over above the chairs provoking the shadow. Tink had the coconut Neal had made as a boy and she used it to capture the shadow and destroy it. Still things were bad when we all had a plan and pan froze us where most of us couldn't move.

"How sweet but maybe I'll destroy you two first." He said pointing at Belle and Neal. He was going to go for Neal.

Thana had left us but when we least expected it she found a way to stop pan with Mr. Gold. Sadly it meant in mr. Gold sacrificing himself for all of us. Next thing I knew we were all heading to the town line.

"Mama" Liam said

"It's going to be ok." Amira said to him

-current-

We were all at the border as Regina came over to Emma and Henry "To stop the pan's curse I have to say goodbye to the thing I love most." Regina said and Emma had Henry come over to her

"Henry" Emma said

"I can never see him again." Regina said

"Breaking the curse." Snow said

"Breaking the curse destroys the town." David said

"It will wink out of existence and everyone will go back from wherever their from prevented from ever returning." Regina said as she looked down

I knew she was part of the ones who had been cursed as I held Liam but wondered what it would mean. She knew Storybrooke didn't belong here and neither did all of the. Emma looked at Regina though questioningly.

"You'll go back to the enchanted forest." Emma said

"All of us, except Henry" Regina said "He will stay here because he was born here."
"Alone?" Emma asked worried

"No, you will take him because you're the savior. You were created to break the curse and once again you can escape it." Regina said and she looked over at me "You should go with them, to raise your son. A life of a pirate is no place for a child." Regina said to me

My heart sank in my stomach knowing that I'd never see Killian if I went, but he took my free hand that wasn't holding Liam in his and used his hook to make me look at him. I felt tears already forming in my eyes as I wanted this not to happen.

"Go luv, it's what you've always wanted to see outside of storybrooke. You can do that, you can raise our son." Killian said and a tear formed as I shook my head no. How could I leave him knowing he was everything I wanted.

"I'll find a way to find you again I promise." He said as he held me and Liam close before taking us over to Regina. I handed Liam to Killian as I hugged my sister.

"This isn't fair, it's all my fault." Henry said

"What do you mean?" Regina asked

"If I had never gone to get Emma, If I just lived under the curse with you none of this would of ever happened." Henry said "I thought I was alone. I thought you didn't love me. But I was wrong."

"Henry, I was wrong too. It wasn't your fault it was mine. I cast a curse out of vengeance and I'm a villain. You heard Mr. Gold Villains don't get happy endings." Regina said

"You're not a villain, you're my mom" Henry said hugging her

Regina took hold of Henry and Emma's hand as she used a spell to give them new memories once they would cross the barrier then she walked over to me and took my hand and touched Liam's hand as she was planning to do the same with us. Killian hugged me and Liam one more time before the four of us headed into Emma's car and left the town. I looked back before we passed all the way through the line and a tear fell down my cheek knowing I was leaving my fiancee behind.

Once past the barrier my new memories started to take over as I looked at my son. I loved him dearly no matter what and I knew deep down that something was missing. I noticed the ring on my hand but for some reason I couldn't remember why I had it on.

After about four months, I'd made my own life dealing with the people. I was a singer but I'd also gotten into the habit of going into bars playing pool for money and drinking. I wasn't a drunk it just seemed like this was natural. I never came home drunk as I always kept Liam in mind. Sometimes I helped Emma with catching people for her job when they didn't show up to court. It slowly worked out.

Six more months passed but I didn't think much about it. I was at a friends party with Liam and Henry. The kids were playing in the other room and I was with the adults indulging in alcohol and playing pool. I was pretty good like I'd done it many times. It was a costume party so we were all dressed up and I was dressed as a pirate.

"Wow Selena, you're pretty good." A man named Darin said

"I've played a few times." I said as I had my shot I was making sure not to over do it.

We started wagering money and I just shrugged it off as my friend Ashley went to change the music. We'd been listening to a mix of music lately and I told her to put on some metallica music. She did but the instrumental version on this particular one. The Day That Never Comes.

I particularly liked this one and it seemed as if every time I won I was getting money or another drink. I got bored and let them continue wagering money on their own as I went to get another shot. That's when I saw him, dressed in all leather like a pirate should be with a hook. Something about it seemed familiar but I didn't think much of it.

"You look quite nice lass." He said

"Thanks." I said as I poured the shot and looked over at the pool table. "Ash if you want another better come get it!" I yelled

Ashley came over and took a shot from me and I wasn't paying attention to my glass that he'd slipped something in it. I was talking with my friend when she encouraged me to talk with him he seemed perfect since I dressed as a pirate girl. I reminded her this was in my closet as she walked away.

"Sorry about her." I said

"No worries lass, you seem to handle yourself fine. You also seem a good judge of character." He said

I picked up my glass and he seemed like he was waiting for something. I talked with him for a bit and I found myself quite attracted to him but then I'd been drinking. Drinking always leads to bad decisions most of the time but in this case where I normally cared I didn't as we leaned in close but my thoughts went to Liam and I stopped.

"Sorry, I shouldn't...I" I wanted to so bad but why? He was a stranger to me. All my reasons said not to but this feeling was so strong. I hadn't even realized that my strong feeling took over as I ended up kissing him. Everything hit me fast all my memories that had been sealed away about him, about storybrooke but some of them were blurry. When I pulled away I looked at him for a minute.

"Captain…" I said softly

"Hello Amira" Killian said with a smirk

"Why..how are you here? I remember." I said

"Of course luv, true loves kiss breaks any spell but your memories are probably blurry. Drink up" Killian said

I realized then he put a potion in my drink as I downed the shot and then set it down. All those blurry moments came back in a flash. I had to sit for a minute but if he was here...then storybrooke was back.

My sister is back. I thought

"Come luv, Neal is waiting for us he went to get Emma. Where's the boy?" Killian asked

I lead him to the room and we walked in where the kids were. Henry was with Liam still and Liam came running over to us as he hugged Killian. I saw the bracelet the one that protects him from magic, I realized Liam remembered all this time. He was an infant when we left. Killian picked him up and hugged him.

"Such a big boy you're becoming, your growing too fast for being almost two." Killian said

We went to the car getting the boys in but Ashley and Sariah came out. "You can't be leaving." Ashley said

"Emma needs us, sorry." I said

"You're leaving with a guy you just met?" Sariah asked

"No, I actually know him. This is my fiancee. He's been overseas for some time." I said

"What?!" The girls asked

Killian fell in place like it was natural and held me "Aye, she's right. She got a slight memory loss with how long I was gone but I am back now." Killian said

I thought they bought it as we got in the car and I drove but I stopped at a place to get something to kill my buzz. I couldn't be under the influence with the long drive ahead. When we met up with Neal and Emma I pulled up beside her car and put the window down.

"Ready to do this?" Emma asked me

"As ready as I'm going to be. Let's go." I said

We drove all the way there to get to Storybrooke Maine. I wasn't sure if I was ready to be back but here we were.