Choice 2 of three (four was scrapped)

-recap-

The fight with pan was like nothing I ever considered. It was dangerous and Blue was missing her shadow. Still I had a feeling out of everyone we could trust Thana.

"So what's the plan?" Tink asked me

"We capture the shadow and get pan taken care of." Amira said

"Love, you know there's two things I risk my life for. Love and Revenge. Stay here." Killian said

I watched as he went over above the chairs provoking the shadow. Tink had the coconut Neal had made as a boy and she used it to capture the shadow and destroy it. Still things were bad when we all had a plan and pan froze us where most of us couldn't move.

"How sweet but maybe I'll destroy you two first." He said pointing at Belle and Neal. He was going to go for Neal.

Thana had left us but when we least expected it she found a way to stop pan with Mr. Gold. Sadly it meant in mr. Gold sacrificing himself for all of us. Next thing I knew we were all heading to the town line.

"Mama" Liam said

"It's going to be ok." Amira said to him

-current-

We were all at the boarder as Regina came over to Emma and Henry "To stop the pan's curse I have to say goodbye to the thing I love most." Regina said and Emma had Henry come over to her

"Henry" Emme said

"I can never see him again." Regina said

"Breaking the curse." Snow said

"Breaking the curse destroys the town." David said

"It will wink out of existence and everyone will go back from wherever their from prevented from ever returning." Regina said as she looked down

I knew she was part of the ones who had been cursed as I held Liam but wondered what it would mean. She knew Storybrooke didn't belong here and neither did all of the. Emma looked at Regina though questioningly.

"You'll go back to the enchanted forest." Emma said

"All of us, except Henry" Regina said "He will stay here because he was born here."
"Alone?" Emma asked worried

"No, you will take him because you're the savior. You were created to break the curse and once again you can escape it." Regina said and she looked over at me "You should go with them, to raise your son. A life of a pirate is no place for a child." Regina said to me

My heart sank in my stomach knowing that I'd never see Killian if I went, but he took my free hand that wasn't holding Liam in his and used his hook to make me look at him.

"Go luv, it's what you've always wanted to see outside of storybrooke. You can do that, you can raise our son." Killian said and a tear formed as I shook my head no. How could I leave him knowing he was everything I wanted.

"I'll find a way to find you again I promise." He said as he held me and Liam close before taking us over to Regina. I handed Liam to Killian as I hugged my sister.

"This isn't fair, it's all my fault." Henry said

"What do you mean?" Regina asked

"If I had never gone to get Emma, If I just lived under the curse with you none of this would of ever happened." Henry said "I thought I was alone. I thought you didn't love me. But I was wrong."

"Henry, I was wrong too. It wasn't your fault it was mine. I cat a curse out of vengeance and I'm a villain. You heard Mr. Gold Villains don't get happy endings." Regina said

"You're not a villain, you're my mom" Henry said hugging her

Regina took hold of Henry and Emma's hand as she used a spell to give them new memories once they would cross the barrier then she walked over to me and took my hand and touched Liam's hand as she was planning to do the same with us. Thana on the other hand walked over to Killian and waved her hand over his hook returning his hand to him and she used her magic to do the same with him.

"You're going with your family." Thana said to him

"Thana where were you when Pan…" I asked

She smiled "I had to take care of a few things and set him up for failure also I had to sneak into my dads shop for this." Thana said

I was confused and so was Killian but suddenly she had a jar appear with a hand in the Jar. I heard the stories of Killian losing his hand to the dark one. I was shocked to see that this was really happening. I saw Thana wave her hand over the jar and when we all looked Killian had his hand and the hook was in the jar.

"What.." Killian said

"You need your hand to go into the other realm." Thana said

Regina handed me her car keys and she had the car appear. "You need your own vehicle. Follow Emma out and you get to raise your son like it never happened." Regina said

Thana took my hand and Killian's as she made sure we shared memories and stayed together. I took Liam as I saw a car seat and put him in it. After saying out goodbyes I wiped my eyes as I got in the car with Killian and drove behind Emma's car. The only one who had been cursed was me but still with Regina and Thana giving us new memories it was like a good thing.

In my new memories Killian and I had met in New York where I found Emma and Henry. We'd fallen in love over many dates and Killian worked as a police officer. We'd adopted a boy named Devin who was really our adopted son from Pan's lost boys.

Within the 4 months that had passed Amira had gotten a job making music under her usual Alias Selena Marriot to keep her personal life and her professional life separate. She'd only come out with a few singles but it was good enough to keep them going. She'd also made some friends who she could hang out with so she would every once in awhile go out for girls night with them, tonight just happened to be one of those nights as she sat with them.

"So you've been together a long time and he's proposed. So how long till you get married? You both have a kid together." Ashley said

Amira took a sip of her drink "yes, we have a 4 month old son and our adopted son Devin." I said

"Wait a minute, you're drinking sprite not alcohol. What's going on?" Ashley asked

"uh I'm just not all the way feeling well.." I admitted feeling like my stomach just wasn't wanting alcohol today

"anyway cheers to your singles!" Ashley said raising her glass and I raised my own as I smiled.

When I was done I returned home after celebrating with my friends for my singles. As I walked in the door I stretched a bit. I knew Killian was in law enforcement so sometimes he worked late but he'd been working with me to save money up for our wedding. Devin and Liam were asleep so the house was very calm

"I'm home" Amira said as I walked over to Killian and kissed him.
"How was the celebration with your little group of friends?" Killian asked

"It was nice but I wish you could of been there." I admitted

At the year mark we were already planning things like looking into venues and I had been looking for my dress. I was ready to finally wear the perfect dress to my wedding. So Sariah and Ashley went with me to look at dresses but I couldn't decide.

"You're awfully picky" Ashley said

"I can't help that it has to be perfect." I admitted

When I had finally found the dress I liked and picked out. I took it to the dressing room where I put it on and smiled.

"it's perfect, it fits you so well." Ashley said and I smiled knowing Killian and I weren't hurting for money by no means yet I noticed a girl approach me. She seemed familiar in the sense I should know her.

"May I speak to you alone?" She asked softly.

I"uh sure I guess." I said as I went back in to change giving my credit card to Ash to go buy it then walked with Thana.

"Is there something wrong? Do you need help? My fiancee is a police officer." I said to Thana as I texted Killian that I finally found my dress.

"There is something wrong. The rest of your family needs help." Thana said. I merely looked at her in confusion knowing that something about that seemed odd "the rest of my family?" I asked and she nod while handing me bottles. "Take these. I'll be around. The name is Thana. I'd you take this the truth will be revealed I promise." She said with a small soft smile. I got the feeling I knew her somehow but it still seemed odd.

I drove the car home after I dropped Ashley and Sariah off at their places before arriving home and walking in.

"I'm home." Amira said as she placed the bottles on the table before putting the dress away where Killian couldn't find it. Devin had went over to the table picking one up and he sniffed it. "odd." Devin said before he drank it and put a hand on his head. I started to worry since I didn't know what substance was in that bottle.

I walked over to devin putting my hands on his shoulders.

"Devin what did you do?" I asked

"What you need to do" Devin said handing one to me and Killian.

"you both need to drink this, to remember what you've forgotten. Amira, your sister is Snow white Emma's mother." Devin said to me. I looked at Devin for awhile and then at the bottle "A girl named Thana gave me those."

"Thana is your best friend, she's also close to your family even to him." Devin said, it all sounded strange to me and I looked at Killian "I..six months ago I didn't mention it but after feeding Liam I had an image of a pirate ship in my mind."

Killian seemed like he didn't know what to say and suddenly as if Devin knew before we did. He ran over to the door and opened it. I was all confused on this whole thing but still when he opened the door there was thana.

"Amira I see devin took it. Nice to see ya again laddy." Thana said with a smile. "Now where is Emma? Her man is looking for her." She asked Devin.

"They didn't take it Thana!" Devin said and looked at me and Killian. "you both rescued me from Neverland you need to take those drinks."

"Neverland?" I said thinking he sounded crazy, then again I had that vision or dream of being on a pirate ship.

"You were a princess who ran away and joined the Jolly Roger crew with him. He's really Captain Hook." Devin said and Amira went over to Killian looking at him. "his story seems odd but if you were really captain hook you're better than what's in the book." Amira said to Killian even though she hadn't taken the memory potion

Killian laughed. "I doubt I am the one from this fairy tale devin sajd." He said to me.

Thana sighed. "One down side about this realm." She said under her breathe. "Mind telling me where Emma is So her man can help her?" She asked devin.

"Emma is with Henry or her boyfriend Walsh." Amira said still finding this weird. Liam who'd been walking some was behind Amira's leg looked at Thana, he had some of his father's looks

"You have grown since I last say you little one." Thana said kneeling down carefully to look at Liam. But also making it clear she isn't a threat.

Liam smiled reaching and touching both his parents hands as a light came from him, this time he triggered a memory of herself looking in a mirror dressed as a pirate and Killian beside her with a hook which made Amira and Killian blink

"Ah little one has magic." Thana siad taking noticing both of them blink.

"he's triggering your old memories. By touching you both he can get you to remember something." Devin said

I wanted to say something but what could I say when none of this made sense. I heard Killian threaten Thana to leave and I got a weird feeling from him doing that. I wanted to tell her to stay if that sounded odd or not. We'd held Devin back from her a bit worried

Devin got free going over grabbing the bottles "she's not trying to harm us." Devin said and he looked at both of them.

"We're a family, but haven't you both felt like something is missing?" Devin asked and Amira sighed "I have, it's a feeling I haven't been able to shake."

"You told me the story of how you fell in love when you took me clothes shopping. Regina changed your memories of how you met but it's not the real way you met." Devin said and Amira could tell he was telling the truth. "he's telling the truth..I can tell."

"I don't believe or trust the girl." Killian said pointing to Thana. "Im calling my colleagues." He said and went for the phone

Neal had followed and was behind Thana "I wouldn't do that, You won't believe her maybe you'll believe actual proof." Neal said handing an envelope.

I put Liam down and took the envelope as I pulled out Pictures. She saw it was me and Killian as I went through them but one made me stop seeing Killian with a hook for a hand. "Killian..these photos have us in them. That really was a memory Liam triggered."

"They can easily be photoshopped luv." Kilian said. "Leave both of you." He said.

"You have a heart tattoo with the name Milah on it." Neal said

"he does, how do you know that?" Amira asked

"Milah was my mother." Neal said

Okay let me be the first to say how strange that sounds that Milah was this guy's mother. I mean Killian never mentioned a Milah but he always said he couldn't remember how he got the tattoo. I never asked much questions as it just seemed normal and looking at the photos of this place called Storybrooke I could see there was the tattoo in the same place.

With all the proof that was infront of us we decided to go ahead and drink from the bottles. The memories came like a head rush and tell you I for one didn't want to know what all had been happening. These memory potions are a big headrush. Still after convincing Emma which took a bit of time we packed everything and ended up on the Jolly Roger. We drove all the way there to get to Storybrooke Maine. I wasn't sure if I was ready to be back but here we were.