-recap-

The fight with pan was like nothing I ever considered. It was dangerous and Blue was missing her shadow. Still I had a feeling out of everyone we could trust Thana.

"So what's the plan?" Tink asked me

"We capture the shadow and get pan taken care of." Amira said

"Love, you know there's two things I risk my life for. Love and Revenge. Stay here." Killian said

I watched as he went over above the chairs provoking the shadow.

Tink had the coconut Neal had made as a boy and she used it to capture the shadow and destroy it. Still things were bad when we all had a plan and pan froze us where most of us couldn't move.

"How sweet but maybe I'll destroy you two first." He said pointing at Belle and Neal. He was going to go for Neal.

Thana had left us but when we least expected it she found a way to stop pan with Mr. Gold. Sadly it meant in mr. Gold sacrificing himself for all of us. Next thing I knew we were all heading to the town line.

"Mama" Liam said

"It's going to be ok." Amira said to him

-Current-

We were all at the boarder as Regina came over to Emma and Henry "To stop the pan's curse I have to say goodbye to the thing I love most." Regina said and Emma had Henry come over to her

"Henry" Emma said

"I can never see him again." Regina said

"Breaking the curse." Snow said

"Breaking the curse destroys the town." David said

"It will wink out of existence and everyone will go back from wherever their from prevented from ever returning." Regina said as she looked down

We all watched as Emma and Henry got in the car heading off to their new life. I was going to stay with my family. Killian and the crew otherwise I wouldn't be whole and my son was going to be with us. I loved them more than anything. I watched as Regina ripped the paper and as the smoke came we were all taken back to the Enchanted forest. It happened so fast and suddenly when we were back in the Enchanted forest I saw we were in a group and I was back in black leather.

"Snow...what happened?" Aurora asked, never forgot her

I handed Killian Liam as I told Devin to stay close to us. It was weird as I looked seeing in our group was everyone who was at the end storybrooke. I knew that we'd need to regroup with the crew. Everyone was seeming to consider everything and Snow looked at the princess.

"We're back" Snow said

Everyone stayed where they were but Snow asked me and Killian to walk with her and charming over to the Gazeebo. Along with my family since the boys were not leaving my side or Killian's but Regina joined us.

"How have things been since we left?" Snow asked "The Ogres?"
"Oh, Defeated" Aurora said and she looked over at Phillip "We're restoring our kingdom and our lives."

"And congratulations." Snow and I both said as we made a nod to her

Aurora lauhed "Is it that obvious?" Aurora asked
"You're glowing." Snow said

"You made it back home, I see you have a son now..two?" Aurora asked me

"I do have a son, Liam and Devin we welcomed as part of our little family when we saved him from neverland." I said

"Why is she the one pregnant and I'm the one sick?" Regina asked as she looked away
"We have much to celebrate." Phillip said "and know that you and your friends are welcome in our kingdom. If you need anything we are at your service."

Killian took my hand leading me and the boys from where they were talking. I knew we couldn't stay not with the crew somewhere out there. I knew Thana was with them though and so I wasn't so scared. Killian seemed to hestiate on his words for a moment while he looked at me.

"Luv, we can't stay. The crew needs us, the jolly roger is somewhere around here." Killian said

I knew too well but I knew Liam wasn't old enough for the seas yet. There were dangers we couldn't protect him from. I love being a pirate and I love the boys but I had to make sure I made good choices for them.

"Maybe you should go on ahead." I said

"Amira, I can't leave my first mate behind." Killian said

"I know but Liam isn't ready. The seas and things like that you said it yourself. You were a child when your father sold you into slavery on a ship. He's an infant, I want him to love the seas but if the other pirates heard about him they'd use him against you and me." I said

Killian hated that I was right, I could read it in his face. He kissed me and I kissed him back. Holding me close like he'd be ready to kill if he lost me was comforting but I was right the crew had to be there.

"I find the crew and the Jolly roger then we come back for you and the boys." Killian said as he had me look at him.

"I'll be at the castle. Maybe we can go to the summer house at least once in case something ever happens." I asked
"Whatever you want." Killian said

A little later I saw that we were given horses and Killian had his for a long travel. I didn't know how long he'd be gone and I was tending to the boys. The horse I was given had enough for a few days travel. I felt a hand on my shoulder as I looked seeing Snow.

"Snow" I said surprised

"Are you leaving?" Snow asked

"No, I'm gonna stick around for a bit with Liam. Killian's going to find the crew and the Jolly Roger then come for me." I said

My answer seemed to leave snow surprised but I didn't care since I was gonna live a pirate was my choice and no one could talk me out of it. My sister seemed to understand that as she walked over as I saw Killian getting on the horse and talking with them. He looked over at me and I nod as he understood I was staying for the safety of our son. Watching him leave on a horse was hard but I got up on the horse as Devin handed me Liam and got on behind me.

Traveling by horse will be easier for carrying Liam all there. I thought

Snow wanted me up front with her and her husband as I had the horse walk beside them. Listening to them talk about the castle was one thing I wasn't sure about. This castle was my birth home but it wasn't my home anymore, the Jolly roger had become my home or really anywhere Killian was.

"I'm gonna go ahead." I told Snow

Before she could say anything I was ahead and we had to stop half way when I put my hand out seeing a barrer. I knew it was Regina's magic, it had to be but then something seemed more wicked about it. Maybe I was wrong that it wasn't Regina's magic at all.

"Something isn't right.." I said
"Mama, what is this?" Liam asked

"Magic, strong magic." I said "I don't like this, we have to go back to the others."

I went back in the other direction and had it slow when we were back with the others. Snow seen my distress and looked at me. My worry probably said it all but something was definatly off.

"Ami, what's wrong?" Snow asked

"There's a barrier" I said

As we made our way and came back snow caught me up on the unfortunate things that happened. The guest called Robin of Locksley offered a place we could go. I got down knowing the horse could use a break Devin was light though so I told him to stay on. As we made our way there I was thinking about a few things when suddenly I saw him looking at me.

"Something wrong?" I asked

"What's a pirate doing with Snow White?" He asked

"I'm Amira White, Snow's sister. Selena Marriot to those who know me as a pirate." I said

I let Liam down and he walked infront of me and I noticed Robin was looking. "Are you raising the child without his father?" Robin asked

"No, his father is my Captain and will return for us soon enough." I said

I didn't want to be bothered with so many questions and when Regina went about getting on with lowering the shield I liked that she was really trying. Soon we got the kingdom back and I led Liam to a room. It was my old room and I had the boys lay down and rest.

"Mama, how do you know so much about this kingdom?" Liam asked

"I used to live here...a long time ago." I told him

We stayed there for a few days and Liam adjusted to a lot of people. I still wore black the opposite of Snow's all white outfits since I was like the black sheep of the family choosing a pirate. About three weeks finally passed when Killian returned walking in with the crew. I hugged him as did the boys while it was nice.

"Amira, you're safe." the crew said and I waved to them.

We stayed for a little while with my sister, the crew was given the option of their cabins or guest rooms to stay in. Killian told me this was my chance to go to the summer palace that I wanted to go to. It wasn't going to be the wedding thing like we hoped but still going with the one I love would make my dream come true. So we went but took Liam and Devin with us. We spent several days there enjoying the time.

After relaxing for five months we felt we could handle having Liam on the ship. So we said our goodbyes and left to travel the world. I went down to check on the beans I'd hidden seeing they were there. We could go anywhere still and not have a care in the world which made me really happy. Though time seemed to pass and suddenly we were at a place when we saw Neal.

"Hey we need to go like now" Neal said

"What for?" I asked

"There is going to be another curse and we have to outrun it." Neal said

We really did out run the curse which took time and well a lot of light magic mixed with dark magic thanks to Thana. Thana had been with us the entire time since we rejoined on the ship. We used a bean to travel to New york where Thana went with Neal to get Emma. Relaxing on the ship as I concealed it knowing that things were going to be interesting.

"Amira, you're quite skilled but luv you need rest." Killian said
"I can rest later." I told him

We waited for hours but soon we saw Thana return telling us that Neal and Emma along with Henry took her car. We headed through the seas going to storybrooke. Once we were back I really didn't know how to feel and my biggest question.

Who made this curse?