EPILOGUE part 2

Inuyasha ran his hands up her slender back and tangled his fingers within her long black tresses. With a slow twist of his wrist, he tilted her head back and exposed her neck. He smiled devilishly as he breathed in her scent, bringing his arousal to the next level. Kagome's eyes were still closed, her face flushed a beautiful pink. He placed sweet kisses down her neck, lighting a fire between her thighs, which caused her to squirm against him from the overwhelming sensation. A small moan escaped her lips and his left ear flicked in response. He got such an elated feeling from being the reason for her pleasure. Inuyasha loosened his grip on her hair and she lowered her chin and kissed him again. The freedom to touch him wherever she wanted tempted her to reach for his ears. Tenderly she stroked and traced them with the tips of her fingers, which produced a low growl from the half demon. The rumbling in his chest sent vibrations through his tongue and created an interesting sensation in her own mouth. Intrigued, she did it again. To her enjoyment, his growl intensified, but he pulled back from her this time.

"You might want to be careful with what you're doing there," he warned her, his voice haughty and a fiery glint in his eye.

"I can take it if you can," she teased, purposefully biting her bottom lip in a slow sensual manner.

Inuyasha flashed a wicked smile and pulled her body flush against him. His hands travelled down her sides to the top of her hips and then further to cup her plump ass. He squeezed both cheeks, producing a startled squeak from the woman before him and easily lifted her off the floor. Taking a lead of her own, Kagome wrapped her legs around his waist and her shoes clattered to the floor.

Without breaking the swirling, licking and tasting of his sweet Kagome, he walked over to one of the small stools and sat down. Kagome felt the burning heat of Inuyasha's hands on her thighs, as he caressed and massaged them passionately. This desirous feeling he gave her, made her greedy for more so she kissed him harder. Lustfully she grabbed his fire rat robe and pulled him in for a deeper kiss. Her hands dropped to the hem of his robe and she tugged on it impatiently. He broke the kiss with a slight chuckle, but gladly took the hint and helped her take it off.

Immediately after casting it aside, her hands felt up his smooth chest. Inuyasha's cock hardened and she could feel him against her panties through his hakama. Knowingly she rotated her hips in a circular motion on his lap, increasing the tension between them.

This took Inuyasha off guard and he stopped kissing her. His eyes remained closed as he relished in how good it felt. A quiet moaned whimper escaped his throat that he didn't know he was capable of making. He reopened his eyes when she paused and the heavy lidded expression she wore made him want her more. With one hand Inuyasha pulled at the top of her pink sweater, ripping the top button off. He pushed the sweater off of her shoulders as she pulled her arms out and let it drop to the floor. His hands returned to her waist, feeling up her stomach and then groped and caressed her soft breasts through her tank top. The feeling of his hands fondling and squeezing her breasts was hot and she moaned her approval.

With her sexual desires for him growing out of control, she grinded against him harder and moaned again out of frustration. And whether she meant to or not, she was unquestionably providing him with proper motivation to take it a step further.

Inuyasha held Kagome tight against him and shifted them from the stool to the bedding on the floor, laying her underneath him. He ran his index finger down her flush cheek, studying her face as he did. This was happening, he told himself and kissed her on her forehead. Then he trailed several kisses down her nose before kissing her swollen lips again. But somehow this change in tempo and his body laying on hers allowed Kagome's nervousness to seep through to the surface.

Throughout high school, Kagome hadn't dated anyone, but she had learned a thing or two from her friends. Yuri in particular had gone into way too much detail describing her first time. So she knew it would be a little painful to lose her virginity and when she felt Inuyasha's hard length pressing against her legs, she stopped responding. Inuyasha noticed within seconds and paused to look at her. She looked unsure and maybe even a little afraid. He was probably moving too fast, he thought. He knew he had to take his time with her, but he was struggling to keep that in mind. He wanted her so badly and his demon blood was rushing him to fill her with his seed. But this wasn't the first time he'd struggled to keep his demon side in check. Luckily, the desire to please Kagome and make it just as enjoyable for her was stronger than the need to be inside her.

"Kagome? Are you okay? We..we don't have to do this," he said honestly, even though his dick pulsed its dissent. She didn't answer and avoided his scrutinizing eyes. Inuyasha shifted most of his weight to one side and lifted up his opposite hand to stroke the side of her face. "Kagome, what is it?" he coaxed her, keeping his eyes on hers.

She looked back at him, shifting her gaze from one lovely amber eye to the other. "I jus…just," she couldn't get the words out and her face flushed a deep red with embarrassment.

But Inuyasha remained patient, he placed sweet comforting kisses on her cheeks and then her forehead. "What is it? You can tell me," he said.

"Umm, I don't want to say it, just nevermind," she shook her head and moved her hands from around his neck to her face.

"Hey, I didn't get to see your face for 3 years you idiot, don't cover it up!" he scowled and yanked her hands away from her face and pinned them above her head. His sudden change of tone and forceful way of handling her reminded her of the old Inuyasha. She pouted and looked away from him, feeling vulnerable and insecure. "Kagome," he said warningly.

"You're going to laugh at me if I say it!" she protested.

Inuyasha sighed impatiently, his body sinking heavier onto her. His eyes focused on the vein running down her neck as it pulsed steadily. Giving in to his impulses he pressed his lips to her neck and licked and nipped at the thin skin there. He could hear her gasp and feel her trying to yank her hands free, but he held them still. Her pulse quickened and his demon blood delighted in how quickly she became aroused, but he ordered it to remain calm. Inuyasha brought his lips up to her ear, "Kagome," he growled.

"You're being unfair," she whined, arching her back against him, but he didn't budge.

"Maybe, but if we're going to be husband and wife, we have to communicate with each other," he whispered, his hot breath on her skin only riling her up more. She knew he wasn't going to let it go. And grudgingly, she admitted that he was right. If she had learned anything from watching him and Kikyo, it was that the lack of communication and trust had destroyed them.

"You promise you won't laugh," she worried.

"I promise," he said, relaxing his grip on her wrists.

"I… I don't think it's going to fit," she mumbled almost inaudibly.

As if to protest this statement, the half demon's dick pulsed again. Kagome studied his face for signs of amusement, but there wasn't any. In fact, he wasn't sure what to say to that at all. The thought never crossed his mind. It was such a pure and innocent thing to say and although he hadn't lain with a woman before, he was pretty sure that 'that' wasn't going to be a problem.

Inuyasha thought it over for a second and he recalled Miroku going on and on about how to make a woman's first time less painful. At the time he had just wanted him to shut up. That wasn't a topic he ever wanted to talk about, not with him nor anyone else. But he must have done it on purpose for a moment like this. That monk really does things in a bizarre way, he thought. "There's something we can try first that should help," he suggested. And if it's still a problem then we won't do it, okay?"

Kagome nodded shyly, "Okay."

Inuyasha released her hands. "What are you going to do?" she asked curiously.

Inuyasha's right ear flicked, picking up on the hesitation lingering in her voice. He could tell she was still wary of continuing. "We'll get to that in a minute," he said, thinking of a way to get her to relax first. Decidedly he rolled off of her, situated himself alongside her and propped his head up on his arm. Kagome mimicked him, their faces only a foot apart. "Gosh you're beautiful," he said honestly, studying the small changes in her nose and lips.

Kagome completely unprepared for such a declaration blushed and smiled smittenly. Again she bit her bottom lip and the half demon's eyes locked onto them, the sides of his mouth curling into a smile.

"Did I ever tell you that it's really sexy when you do that?" he said seductively, using his thumb to draw out her lip again. "It makes me want to do it for you," he said, leaning in and taking her bottom lip gently between his teeth and sucking on it. Kagome gladly gave in to his seduction and nestled herself against his muscular chest, deepening the kiss.

Inuyasha craved to touch her again. He placed a hand on her waist and gradually slid it down her hip. She felt his hand follow the curve of her body, the feeling giving her butterflies in her stomach. His hand stopped at the hem of her skirt and then slipped under it. "I always wanted to touch your legs when you wore these short skirts," he confessed.

"Really?" she asked, "You never acted like it," she said a little bit of annoyance in her voice.

"Well I couldn't just start stroking your legs whenever I wanted, could I? Besides it would've been inappropriate," he said proudly, tracing invisible swirls on her thigh.

"Well what if I wanted you to? Then would you have done it?" she teased.

Inuyasha stopped moving his hand, "Uh, well, no...I don't think so," he answered sheepishly and resumed making swirly patterns on her thigh.

"Hmmph, thought so," Kagome said with a disappointed tone and averted her eyes. She took to playing with his hair that draped over his shoulder.

Inuyasha concentrated on her face. Is she pouting? Does that mean she wants me to….

A smile spread across his face and his heart beat a little faster, "Kagome?"

"Ya," she answered, half distracted.

"What else would you have liked me to do?" he asked innocently, rolling her onto her back with a light push on her hip. He had her full attention now and he leaned over to stare at her beautiful brown eyes.

"Uh. Um, w..why are you asking me that now?" she stammered, astonished at the devilish smirk on his face.

Inuyasha placed one hand on her knees and with little persuasion pried them apart. He moved closer to kiss her neck and simultaneously ran a clawed finger along the inside of her thigh. Kagome was quiet, but she was responding. She closed her eyes and let her other senses soak in the feeling of his touch. The kind of feeling you can only get by being touched from your lover for the first time. She tilted her head to the side to give him more of her neck to kiss and her heartbeat picked up again. "Tell me Kagome, did you think about something like this often?" he whispered in her ear before sucking on her earlobe.

"Maybe," she breathed.

Something about Kagome laying there willing and waiting for him to touch her was enjoyable on multiple levels. It was time to test out Miroku's advice. He just hoped that she would actually like it.

Inuyasha swept his hand gently over her underwear and slipped his fingers inside. She didn't stop him so he proceeded further. When his fingers brushed against her clit, Kagome gasped and as he began to massage his fingers over it gently the smell of her arousal increased. This immediate reaction pleased him. And within seconds his fingers were wet with her juices. His fingers continued to work and Kagome continued to show her approval. Her hips rose and fell as he worked and she arched her back as the pressure built up in her groin. She didn't seem to mind him watching her enjoy it or rather she was lost in the pleasure he was giving her. He didn't know why, but he wanted to see his fingers touching her pussy. He took his hand out, moved up on his knees and positioned himself in front of her. Rather impatiently he pulled down her white thin underwear and she lifted her hips up to help. Suddenly shy, she pulled her knees together. "No, let me see you," he pleaded and spread her knees apart again. Her pussy was a lovely pink and wet for more. He touched her again and was greeted with a satisfying moan. The smell of her arousal was so overwhelming, it made him want to taste her. He didn't know if that was normal or if she would even like that. But she smelled so damn good. Without much warning Inuyasha grabbed the outside of her thighs and dipped his head to her pussy.

"Wait, Inuyasha," she protested. But before she could say anything else she felt his tongue licking her. The feeling was even more intense than before and she moaned loudly as he licked up her juices enthusiastically. Kagome writhed in his hands and he reluctantly lowered her hips back down. She tasted good, but he wasn't entirely sure if she had liked it.

Deciding to stick to his first method, he freed up a hand to rub his thumb over her clit and gently inserted his finger into her. Kagome inhaled sharply and opened her eyes. She looked surprised. "Is it okay?" he worried, wondering if he should have warned her. She nodded and rocked her hips in a way to encourage him to move in and out of her. She was so warm and wet inside and it made him feel powerful to bring her pleasure. Not wanting to hurt her he pumped his finger in and out of her slowly, all while continuing to work her clit with his thumb. Kagome breathed heavily and her moans increased, while her hips followed his movements. He sped up and his dick throbbed with excitement and envy. And then things changed all at once.

Kagome's pussy tightened around his finger, her hips lifted, her legs spread wider apart and she grasped onto the bedding. "Inuyasha," she called out loudly as she cummed.

Did she just…. moan my name? He didn't believe it, there was no way…

"Inuyasha," she moaned again as the built up pressure exploded within her, making her think of nothing but the pure enjoyment and satisfaction that ran through her body.

Something seemed to awaken in Inuyasha when Kagome said his name and crumbled to pieces before him. He continued to pump his finger in and out of her, continued to rub her clit. He wanted her to keep screaming in pleasure. He wanted to give her more. He was scarcely aware that she had grabbed onto his wrist and was trying to pull his hand away.

Take her, a voice persisted. Ravage her now. Do it.

Don't ravage her, don't ravage her. No, I don't want to take her like that, he argued back.

"Inuyasha, stop. I can't take it anymore," Kagome groaned, her voice reaching him clearly. Instantly he stopped and that persistent voice in his head went silent. He looked down at her, horrified that he had done something seriously wrong. But she lay there sweaty and smiling at him. The after effect of her orgasm made her tremble and he relocated to her side and held her tight in his arms. But he didn't want to look at her. Why couldn't he stop before, what had happened and for how long? Maybe this wasn't such a good idea, he thought. It wasn't too late for her to change her mind, since he hadn't actually taken her yet.

His unsatisfied dick pulsed its disappointment and he cursed at it silently. Kagome's breathing and heartbeat began to slow and she lifted her head up to look at him. But the expression she found there was puzzling. Had he not enjoyed it? Does he find me unattractive? I knew I shouldn't have let him look, she thought. "Inuyasha?" she breathed softly, his left ear flicking in response.

"Hmm," he replied without looking at her.

"What's wrong?"

He looked down at her, but his expression seemed to tell her he didn't want to say. So Kagome poked him in the ribs, "Husband, we have to communicate," she said sternly. "D...did you not like it?" she asked uneasily.

"What? No, I should be asking you that," he objected. "You were beautiful and sexy," he smiled and kissed her on the forehead.

"Then what is it?" she asked nervously.

Inuyasha heaved a giant sigh. He didn't want to give her the option to leave him, but it was only fair, wasn't it? "Kagome, how long were you asking me to stop for?" he asked her seriously. Inuyasha's question confused her and it was plain on her face. "I think, I think I almost just lost control," he confessed shamefully. He felt his heart lodge itself in his throat, to keep him from saying anything else. "Maybe this isn't a good idea, maybe we aren't supposed to be together," he forced the words out even though he didn't want to hear them himself. "I don't want to hurt you," he whispered.

Kagome remembered the time he was afraid of losing himself to the demon blood coursing through his veins. "That won't happen and you can't get rid of me that easily, Inuyasha," she declared. "So don't pull that crap with me again," she spat, remembering the time he pushed her into the well after yanking away the jewel shards.

"Kagome, this is serious," he insisted, unwrapping his arms from her and sitting up.

"Ya and so am I," she said, sitting up too. "When are you going to get it through your thick head that I'm not going anywhere?" she shouted. "Did you prefer it when I wasn't here? Should I just go back for another 3 years for you to think about it?" she yelled, her face heating up from anger.

She made a move to get up, but before she knew what was happening Inuyasha had lunged at her, grabbed her wrists and tackled her to the floor. His actions took them both by surprise. Kagome looked up at him shocked. Wasn't he just willing to send me away a second ago?

"No! Don't say that. I couldn't take it again if you disappeared!" he shouted back at her. "Out of all the shit I've been through, those were the worst years of my life…. Losing you," he confessed, his brows furrowed deeply.

Kagome had tried many times earlier to ask Sango how Inuyasha had actually been over the last 3 years, but had been constantly interrupted. But now she was finally getting an answer. He stared at her with a desperation in his amber eyes.

"I fucking love you Kagome and I don't ever want to be the reason for your pain again. But please, don't leave me," he begged. He hated himself right now. He didn't want to show Kagome how weak he was. He wanted to give her the option to leave, but he couldn't stomach the thought of it. He didn't want her to go.

Kagome's expression softened, as she recognized the familiar expression on his face. The one where he struggled with the honesty of his own feelings. "Then trust me when I say this is right. Trust me when I say you aren't going to hurt me. I love the half demon Inuyasha. You're the only one I want to be with and I'm not going anywhere," she soothed him.

Kagome lifted her head up, her lips reaching for his and he met her kiss halfway. Inuyasha released her wrists and deepened the kiss, thrusting his tongue in her mouth. They moved much faster than they both intended, but their raw and exposed emotions intensified their mutual desire for each other. He needed her kisses now, he needed to feel as close as possible to her. He caressed her with a hunger and urgency that Kagome matched. Her hands entangled in his hair and her legs wrapped around him tightly. She needed and wanted him just as much. She wanted him to finally make her his. Inuyasha trailed sloppy wet kisses down her neck and pulled her tank top up. Kagome gladly raised herself up and untangled her arms from the straps. He tossed the shirt aside and delicately ran his hands over the lacy bra before placing sweet kisses on the top of her breasts. His hands slid around her back and fumbled with the back clasp. He had spied how she did it once, but he couldn't seem to get it off.

"Just rip it," Kagome ordered impatiently.

With a deft slice of the thin material with one of his claws, the bra fell, freeing her plump breasts. "Gosh you're so beautiful," Inuyasha mumbled, before taking a hard nipple in his mouth and sucking on it. Kagome leaned back and let his tongue swirl around her nipples. She reached up to stroke his ears, turning him on more. Inuyasha groaned in response and roughly cupped her breasts, squeezing them together and licking and sucking both nipples. His sexual tension was almost at its maximum and he struggled to keep from cumming prematurely. Kagome's whimpers and soft hands touching him in ways he had only imagined was driving him crazy. He tugged her skirt down to her knees and she pulled her legs free. Thirsty to taste her again, he trailed kisses along the inside of her thigh. But Kagome had other plans. She clamped her knees along his sides and insistently tugged her knees up for him to come back and kiss her. Taking the hint, he came back to reclaim her lips and her hands fumbled to untie his hakama. Kagome pushed them down as far as her arms could reach and when he didn't help her the rest of the way she bucked her hips up against him, in frustration. Her warm wet center grazed his firm stomach muscles, which seemed to remind him what the end goal was and he sat back on his knees and pushed his hakama down, finally freeing his length. Hard and erect it seemed to aim at Kagome and he hastily yanked out one leg after the other.

Kagome reached up to touch his cock before he could lower himself back on top of her and he grunted at her touch. She teasingly ran her smooth fingers along the shaft down to his balls. But as good as it felt, he didn't need the extra encouragement, so he pushed her hand away and pinned her back to the floor, his warmth brushing the inside of Kagome's thigh. He reminded himself not to dominate her and let her hands roam freely as he kissed her again. She wrapped her arms around him and spread her legs wider, inviting him in.

"Are, are you sure?" he asked her again, looking for any signs of hesitation, but Kagome greeted him with a sexy consensual stare that was begging him to take her. She was ready to be his.

She nodded and he raised up on his knees, her legs naturally spreading wider apart. Inuyasha supported himself with his left arm on the side of Kagome and reached down with his right hand to line his cock up to her pussy. And at the touch of his warm, erect dick, Kagome tightened her arms around him and seemed to hold her breath. Slowly Inuyasha pushed his hips forward, sliding into her wetness. He met the resistance of her virginity and knew he would have to be more forceful now. He kissed her neck as he tightened his ass and pushed deeper inside her. Kagome cried out a little, but he wasn't all the way in yet. He tried to cradle her between his arms now, as if trying to let her know it would be okay. Then he kissed her neck again and pushed some more. She gasped again as he penetrated her further. Almost there, he thought. Her pussy already felt so good, but he knew he had to go deeper. He burrowed his head in her neck, refusing to look at her face in case he would lose his nerve to keep going. "I love you," he breathed in her ear as he thrust the rest of his length into her, his balls smacking up against her butt.

This time Kagome cried out from the pain rather than pleasure. Her cry startled him, but he didn't pull out. It was bound to hurt just as much if he did, so instead he urged his hips to remain still. It was faint, but he could smell Kagome bleeding. The monk had warned him not to freak out when this happened. Little whimpers escaped Kagome's lips and he cradled her head in his hands and placed the sweetest kisses along her jawline and neck. "Try to relax," he whispered, in between his kisses. He would stay still for as long as it took. But his excitement and pleasure couldn't be completely contained for his dick pulsed happily within her. Kagome could feel each pulse radiating against her walls. It was intriguing, but made it difficult for her to get used to the feeling of him inside of her.

"Inuyasha are you.."

"I can't help," he answered embarrassed, his cock pulsing in time to his racing heartbeat. He couldn't control it. It was after all his first time as well. Her walls gripped his dick tighter each time, so he could understand why she was struggling to relax. It felt like hours to Inuyasha, but it was actually only ten minutes that passed before Kagome finally relaxed.

She loosened her arms around his neck and he risked a glance at her face. He was thankful, she wasn't crying, but she seemed to lay there, a little stunned and he hoped he hadn't hurt her too bad. "Is it okay?" he asked her again.

"It's okay, Inuyasha," she answered, knowing that he was seeking permission to continue. He kissed her passionately and moved his hips back a little, pulling out only a little bit before pushing back into her. He rocked back and forth inside her until she seemed to become comfortable with the feeling. Kagome moaned each time he moved in and out of her, although it was a strange feeling, a mix between pain and pleasure at the same time. But the closeness they shared was what she wanted.

His strokes were getting longer and quicker. He breathed heavy as she moaned and their sex noises filled the house. Her clenching was practically trying to squeeze the cum out of him, but he insisted on holding out. She felt so good, better than he ever could imagine. He wanted to finish, but he also wanted this sensation to last longer. His instincts however were fighting to take over, to slam into her harder and faster, but he refrained. In and out, he thrusted over and over again at what was a painstakingly slow rhythm for him, but a comfortable pace for her, until the pressure built up so high that he couldn't take it anymore. With an exposure of pleasure he groaned and cummed inside her, his hips jerking erratically as he filled her with his seed. In response, Kagome dug her nails into his back and wrapped her legs around him to steady his hips. His world was completely turned upside down as his release spread throughout his body. Every muscle shuddered and he collapsed on top of Kagome with his full weight, not being able to hold it together any longer.

Together they lay there, breathing heavy, with Kagome stroking his back. And then she felt his dick slip out of her as it softened. This made the smell of her blood more prominent, which ripped him out of his bliss and he moved off of her. "Are you okay?" he asked her affectionately, stroking her face.

Kagome nodded and turned her head to kiss him.

"Hold on," he said, breaking the kiss and walking over to the chest in the room. From its contents he pulled out a blanket and a clean rag. Carefully and much to Kagome's embarrassment he cleaned her up with the rag before cleaning himself off. "What did I tell you about covering your face," he growled.

Kagome peeked through her fingers, "Well that depends…"

"On?" he asked impatiently.

"On if we end every screaming match this way," she teased, knowing that next time she'd enjoy it more.

"If you want to," he smiled suggestively and crawled over to her.

"Inuyasha," she said warningly and the half demon froze. She realized immediately why he stopped.

"I'm not going to say it," she fretted. Inuyasha let out a sigh of relief. "Shouldn't we ask Kaede how to take them off?" she asked, reaching out and touching the beads of subjugation.

"No," he said firmly.

"Why not?"

"Because I got used to them, plus it's technically the first thing you ever gave me," he said quietly.

"Well, you didn't actually want…."

"Besides I don't plan on giving you a reason to use them," he cut her off.

"Well, it seems a little…"

"Keh, don't worry about it. Come here wife," he said, nestling up behind her before tossing a blanket on top of them. Kagome tucked the blanket under her side and nudged closer against him. A few days ago she would've never believed that she'd be snuggled up in his arms. Inuyasha interlaced his fingers with hers as she fell asleep. Unable to sleep immediately, he stared at her for a while, admiring how amazing she looked with the firelight flickering on her smooth skin. "I love you Kagome," he murmured and kissed her shoulder lightly. She was really there, she was really his wife and she would be there when he woke up. For the first time in his life, Inuyasha felt an inner peace that gave his struggles in life new meaning. It was all worth it to meet her and he would do it all again just to be together with her. With that as his final thought, Inuyasha fell asleep with a smile on his face as he looked forward toward tomorrow.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to all my readers and to everyone who left comments, it really means a lot. The Lost Chapters are finally at an end. I hope you enjoyed my short stories.