"I think we should start thinking about our future'' Blaine said shyly.

Sebastian took a sip of his coffee. "What do you mean? We have plenty of time to think about it"

"I mean, maybe we should talk about things that we want from life. I know that you want to be a lawyer, and you know that I want to be a performer, but what about everything else?" Blaine asked looking straight into his boyfriend's green eyes.

"Like what?" Sebastian raised his eyebrow questioningly.

''Like children. Do you want to have them?" Blaine asked lowering his gaze and blushing slighty. He hated dancing around the topic like that, but he was too afraid to just say what he wanted to say.

Sebastian just smirked and took his boyfriend's hand. ''We really have time to talk about it, babe"

Blaine smiled weakly. ''Yeah, you're right" He wanted to continue this conversation, it was really important to Blaine to know that they were on the same page. But he knew that dwelling on a subject would lead to a fight and he had enough to worry about without Sebastian pissed at him.

Sebastian glanced at his expensive wristwatch and sighed. ''I'm so sorry, Blaine, but I have to go. Dad wants to meet me and if I don't want him to yell at me for running late I'd better get going.'' He gathered his things and pulled out of his pocket ten dollar bill, putting it on the table, next to Blaine's hand. "That's for my coffee''

''Sure" Blaine said sadly.

''Don't be so upset, Blaine" Sebastian stood up and kissed Blaine's cheek. ''Love you'' and with that he left him alone in a coffee shop.

Blaine sighed. He had come to the coffee shop with Sebastian to tell him about his suspicion, but now he was sitting here all alone and Sebastian still didn't know about their potential problem. Blaine had only two hours to get into Dalton, but he needed to buy something before that.

Blaine wanted this moment to share with his boyfriend, but he was too afraid to tell him anything. He had tried tree times. He wasn't so brave after all.

Everyone wanted him to be the role model. His parents wanted him to be perfect son, Sebastian wanted him to be understanding and supportive boyfriend and his friends expected him to be always smiling and cheery. Luckily, not everyone was like that. Kurt was different.

He hadn't asked for help. Blaine had helped him solve his problems willingly, without any pressure. Kurt was always kind and he didn't need Blaine to be his hero all the time. Blaine liked helping him, but sometimes pretending to be so brave could get exhausting.

It didn't matter now, through. He was safe, so Blaine had to take care of his own problems.

Blaine left the coffee shop and went to the nearest drugstore to buy pregnancy test.

Unfortunately he wasn't the only customer there. Plenty of people were disgusted and/or confused to see a teenage boy looking through pink and blue boxes. He was even more upset when he heard two older women whispering behind his back. Well, they weren't very discrete if he could hear them.

''Look at this young man'' one of them said. ''He's so young and his life is already wasted"

''Well, he's the one to blame. Something like this" she said the last word with such disgust that he just wanted to disappear. "shouldn't exist"

Enough was enough. Blaine turned around to face them. They were surprised to see such a fury in his eyes, so they smiled awkwardly at him and started talking about something trivial. Blaine took blue box and went to the young girl standing behind the counter to pay for it. She smiled at him apologetically, apparently aware of what had happened to the young boy.

He smiled back weakly and handed her a few bills. Blaine left the supermarket, once again ignoring odds looks and called for the cab.

Once he was in his dorm, he read the instruction and frustrated sat on his bed. He had to wait until morning for result to be truthful. Luckily his roommate, Wes was nowhere to be found. He didn't want to deal with him on top of everything. Blaine closed his eyes leaning his head against the wall.

He wanted so desperately to talk to someone about it, but Sebastian should be the one to know about it first. Besides, he didn't want to worry his friends. He just had to wait until morning. There was no need to worry about something that could possibly be not real.

Blaine didn't want to be responsible for another person in such a young age. He was only sixteen. He had so much dreams. He wanted to be someone and inspire other people.

When he was about to fall asleep, he heard knocking. ''Come in'' he said.

The door swinged open and Blaine saw pair of blue eyes, perfectly stylized brown hair, slighty flushed cheeks and wide grin. Kurt was really handsome. And he looked amazing in his Dalton uniform.

"I can't believe that I can share a dorm with Nick and Jeff" he immediately started talking closing the door behind him. He sat next to Blaine on his bed. "But I don't like this uniform. What is it for? It makes us look the same and takes away what's special from us"

"Hi to you too" Blaine said smiling at his friend. "Aren't you happy to be here?"

"Of course, I am" Kurt said rolling his eyes. "You look pale. Are you okay?" Kurt asked in concern.

''Yeah, I'm fine" Blaine said trying to sound convincingly, but Kurt could read right through him.

"Really?'' he asked raising his eyebrow. "And I think that you shouldn't work so hard. I mean, school, Warblers and boyfriend. Don't you think that you deserve a break?'' Blaine opened his mouth to argue, but Kurt didn't give him chance to do so. "And don't even try to argue. Maybe I don't know you that well, but I can tell when you are exhausted. And you are now"

Blaine smiled and took Kurt's hand. "I'm not that tired, but thank you for making sure I'm okay" He didn't like seeing worry on Kurt's face. He didn't want him to get wrinkles from that. He wanted him to get them from smiling and laughing.

Kurt smiled back. ''You're welcome'' he said and took a deep breath. "What do you think about me joining Warblers?" he asked biting his bottom lip.

"I think you would be fantastic addition" he said still smiling despite headache and nausea.

"You really think so?" Blaine nodded his head. "Okay, I won't bother you anymore. You need to sleep"

"It's still early" Blaine argued weakly knowing that Kurt was right and he needed to rest.

Kurt stood up from bed and rested his hand on Blaine's shoulder in comforting gesture. ''See you tomorrow" and he left Blaine alone in his room once again.

As soon as Kurt was gone, Blaine ran to the bathroom and emptied his stomach. Exhausted he sat on the cold floor and wiped his eyes. He was crying. Wes couldn't see him like this. He had to stop acting like a child and face consequences of his irresponsibility like a man.

He didn't even want to think what his parents would think about all of this. They didn't even know that Blaine had a boyfriend. Paul Anderson had made it clear that Blaine's friends weren't welcome at their home.

Monica Anderson on the other hand was nice and tolerant woman, but she loved her husband too much to stand up against him. Blaine had told her about Sebastian and she was very excited. Blaine had been so happy to see her so supportive.

"I love you no matter what, Blaine" she had said with tears in her eyes. "I want to meet this boy to see if he is as handsome and perfect as you make it sounds"

Blaine didn't want his mother to be disappointment. He wanted her approval and love more than anything.

Couple of minutes later Blaine calmed down and showered. Afterwards he couldn't stay awake anymore, so he went to bed. When Wes entered his door glancing at Blaine worriedly, he was already asleep.

Couple of hours later nausea hit again, and Blaine ended up with head in the toilet waking up Wes in the process. He took a moment to steady his breath. It was ridiculous. He wiped his mouth and slowly stood up. Brushing his teeth he noticed his reflection in the mirror. Black circles underneath his eyes, pale skin and bloodshot eyes. He looked like a shadow of a man.

"Blaine" then he noticed Wes leaning against the doorframe. ''You need to see a doctor. It's not just a flu"

"I'm fine, Wes'' Blaine said firmly observing Wes closely. He could suspect something and Blaine didn't want anybody to know about this. Expect Sebastian, but it was different story. "Go back to sleep. I don't need your help"

Wes took a deep breath and walked over to Blaine, resting hand on his shoulder. "Don't shout me out. We're best friends. If you want to talk about something, anything, I am here for you''

Blaine was grateful for such a good friend, but he just couldn't tell him. Sebastian deserved to be the first to know. Without hesitation Wes wrapped his arms around Blaine's body. "Are you seriously ill, Blaine?"

''I'm not" Blaine said quickly shaking his head. "But this something that I have to deal myself''

''If you're sure" Wes pulled slighty away to look into Blaine's hazel eyes. ''Go to sleep. It's only 5 AM"

They went to bed, but Blaine stayed awake. He made sure that Wes was asleep and went to bathroom taking pregnancy test with him.

He followed instructions and sat on the toilet seat. Now he had to wait for a three minutes.

He buried his head in his hands and waited patiently. There was no reason to start crying now. It didn't have to be pregnancy. It could be anything.

Three minutes later he had a pretty good reason to cry.