The last tear ran down Blaine's cheek. He couldn't cry anymore. He was numb. White stick was still on the floor presenting to the world two ugly lines. Blaine didn't want to look at them. This small item was the proof of his stupidity. His knees were cuddled to his chest and his heavy head was on top of them. It was time to man up and face the world.

But it was so hard to act like an adult while everything was falling apart. He wasn't ready to have a child. He was still a child himself. As a teenager he was supposed to have fun and just enjoy his life. Now he had to think about a little person growing inside of him.

He didn't know what to do. There was so many options, but it felt like everything would lead to one thing. Sebastian would break up with him. He would be ashamed of having freak as a boyfriend, but he needed to know the truth whatever Blaine was going to do with their baby.

His whole body was shaking and he was sweating. He glanced at his cell phone. 7 AM. Wes was going to wake up soon and start worrying about Blaine.

And couple of minutes later Wes did just that. "Blaine? Is something wrong?" he opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't find adequate words. Wes tried to open the door, but Blaine had locked it. ''I need to use the bathroom, Blaine. Now. Hurry up.''

Ten minutes later his voice was softer. "I'm scared, Blaine. Please, come out. I will help you. You just need to come out and tell me what's going on." He paused. "Or maybe you want me to call Sebastian?" No he definitely didn't want to talk to his boyfriend right now.

Blaine said nothing and leaned his head against the wall trying to calm himself down. He needed to face the reality. If he stayed in the bathroom, he could pretend that it wasn't real, but he knew that it wouldn't help him. He just needed a little bit more time. A little bit. After another two hours, he heard familiar voice. Kurt's voice.

''Blaine? What's wrong? Please, come out. We are worried about you." And then it hit him. He couldn't stay safely locked in the bathroom forever. It wouldn't just magically solve his problems. Everyone would know that something was wrong with him in no time, so he forced himself to stand up and look at himself in the mirror. He was too pale and his eyes were red and puffy. Nothing that long shower couldn't fix.

So he got undressed and took long, hot shower. Then he gelled his hair. Unfortunately his uniform wasn't here, so he had to come out and take it. And face Wes and Kurt. He really didn't want to worry them, but it seemed to be unavoidable. Blaine closed his eyes and took a deep breath. They couldn't suspect anything. He was about to leave his safe zone, when he noticed that white stick, untouched was still lying on the floor. Throwing it to the trashcan didn't seem like a good idea. Wes could easily notice it.

So he did what he thought was the best option. He threw it through the small window.

He touched door-handle and did his best to smile.

Now or never

When he opened the door they both looked at him. Wes was sitting in the middle of the room and Kurt was lying on Blaine's bed.

''Blaine!" Wes yelled as he stood up. "What the hell, man? Are you insane?''

''Wes...'' Kurt interrupted him, but Wes didn't even give him a chance to speak.

"You have been in the bathroom for three hours or even more. What's going on? Have you got any idea how worried I am? You're like this all the time. Are you seriously sick?" His voice softened. "I am your best friend, Blaine. You can talk to me. Or-" He glanced at Kurt. "if you feel uncomfortable with me, you can talk to Kurt. We just want to help you."

''I'm fine." Blaine said trying to convince everyone, including himself. ''It's just a stomach bug. You know that.''

''No, Blaine.'' Kurt said. "There is something seriously wrong with you. I just have no idea what. Don't ignore us. You don't have to pretend that everything's alright."

Blaine sighed. "You know what? I think I know how to take care of myself. I don't need you to worry about me. I'm perfectly fine by myself." He snapped. "And if I really needed to talk to someone it would be my boyfriend." Blaine took his clothes and took one calming breath. Kurt and Wes were his friends. They didn't deserve to be treated like that. "I'm sorry, guys. I'm just sick."

"We just wanna help." Kurt took a step forward and smiled softly at his friend. "If you need someone to just listen to you- I'm here. We both are.''

Blaine smiled back avoiding Kurt's gaze. ''I know, but I think you should go now. You have lessons to attend and I don't want you to be in any trouble because of me."

''He's right.'' Wes said resting his hand on Kurt's shoulder. ''I can handle him.''

''I'm still here.'' Blaine said crossing his arms over his chest.

''Okay.'' Kurt said leaving the two other boys alone.

Wes sat on the bed and patted empty space next to him. "Come here."

''You're not my father. I don't need a pep talk from you." Blaine said rolling his eyes.

''What's wrong with you? Are you still my best friend?'' He could see the worry in his eyes.

Blaine sighed as he sat next to Wes. He immediately wrapped his arm around Blaine's shoulders. ''Of course I'm your best friend.'' he said. ''And I'm perfectly fine. It's just a stomach bug. There is no need to worry.''

''Are you sure?"

"Yes, I am."

Wes looked straight into Blaine's eyes and small smile appeared on his face. Blaine didn't like lying to him, but he needed Sebastian to be the first to know about his condition. They needed to think about it together and then decide what to do. Blaine really needed his support and love more than anything.

''Okay. Now we need to hurry up."

After his last period Blaine needed to find some quiet place to make a phone call. No one could hear him. He couldn't go back to his dorm, because Wes would be there and if he locked himself in the bathroom for more than five minutes he would freak out and make him go to the doctor.

That's why he found himself in his car. He was holding his cell phone in his shaking hands. Sebastian was supposed to be the first to know, but he needed to make sure that he was pregnant before telling him that.

He dialed the number and took a deep breath.

''What's up, little bro'?'' he heard Cooper's cheerful voice.

''Hi, Cooper'' he started shyly. "I need to ask you something, if you have time.''

''Sure, go ahead.''

''Do you know about any strange things happening in our family?" Blaine asked swallowing down.

''Our family is unfortunately perfectly normal and consequently boring as hell. Why are you even asking? Don't you have better things to do? Like having sex with your boyfriend?"

''Cooper" Blaine blushed. ''This is really important and I need you to focus.''

''Okay, just tell me what's going on." he could hear annoyance in his voice.

''Do you remember anyone getting pregnant in our family? I'm not talking about regular pregnancy. I mean-''

"Please, don't do that. I hate it.'' Cooper cut him off.

''Do what?''

''What do you really want?"

Blaine sighed. ''Do you know about any men getting pregnant in our family?"

''Carriers?''

''Um, yeah'' Blaine said.

''Well, our family is really boring, so I'm not sure. If they are, they probably don't know about it anyway.'' Cooper said. "Why are even asking about something like that?"

''I'm just curious?'' Blaine knew that he was horrible at lying to his brother. Cooper could read him like a open book.

''Blaine-" his voice suddenly softened. "Are you...pregnant?''

Blaine opened his mouth, but no words came out. His eyes filled with tears and he focused on keeping them there.

''What are you going to do? Does Sebastian know?"

''No, but I don't know for sure yet. I need to go to the doctor."

''Then go."

''But I'm not eighteen yet, so someone has to go with me there. I don't want our parents to know about it. At least not yet, when I'm still not sure"

''I see. Hang on for a minute" he paused and Blaine could hear beating of his own heart. There was no reason to be nervous anymore. Cooper knew and he would help Blaine. "I'm back. I can take you to the doctor on Monday, so you have weekend to calm down and tell your boyfriend. Then we all can go to the doctor. Okay?"

''You don't have to fly here from Los Angeles.''

''You are my brother. I have to look out for you."

Blaine smiled. ''I love you, Coop."

''Love you, too.''