''There's no point in learning all of this.'' Kurt said dropping his pen. Blaine looked up at him smirking. ''It's not funny, Blaine. Not everyone is history genius like you. I don't need to know about French Revolution and Napoleon. This is stupid. I can watch Les Miserables to know all of that.''
Blaine laughed shaking his head. ''History is important.'' He said simply. ''How can you not like learning about our past? It's so interesting.''
''Seriously?" Kurt asked raising his eyebrow. ''History is interesting to you?''
''I think both of you have other questions to answer.'' Both of them looked up at their teacher, Mr. Carter. ''Go back to work and don't make me come near your tables again.''
Kurt and Blaine nodded their heads and watched the teacher as he made his way back to his desk. ''Jeez, he's insane.'' Kurt whispered.
''I have to agree.'' Blaine whispered back. ''But at least he teaches well.''
They went back to reading their books. Blaine had always liked history, but now it was even better, because Kurt was there. He loved hearing his bitter comments about their teacher. Over the past couple of weeks he had got to know Kurt better, and they were really close. Blaine didn't know what he would do without him. He was always understanding and supportive.
They locked eyes and Kurt send Blaine a warm smile. The dark-haired boy smiled back. Kurt was really something special. He was beautiful inside and out. His big, blue eyes could say everything and nothing at the same time, and the small freckles on his nose were just adorable. Someone was going to get really lucky in the future. A perfect, handsome boyfriend that would cherish every moment spent with Kurt.
Blaine wanted that for himself too, but he knew that in his situation he couldn't even dream of a boyfriend. There was a wound in his heart that only Sebastian was able to heal. He still owned Blaine's heart even if he didn't want it.
He knew that they still had to talk about their child's future. Judging from his reaction Sebastian didn't want to have anything to do with the baby, but a part of Blaine's heart was stupid enough to hope that they could still have their happy ever after. It was foolish to think that Sebastian would come back to him, but Blaine wasn't sure if he would cope without this hope.
Blaine sat on the window seat and looked through the window at the world bathed in sunlight. Everything was still covered in snow. Blaine loved winter, but now he couldn't enjoy the view. It was difficult to even smile or laugh these days. It was Thursday and Blaine wanted to spend the weekend at home to tell his parents about his difficult situation. He was scared of his father's reaction. He wanted to make Paul proud of him.
One, single tear fell down Blaine's cheek, but he quickly wiped it away with his sleeve. He didn't want to cry anymore. He had to be strong for himself and his unborn child. Even if the whole world was to be against him he had to show that he wasn't afraid (even if it was a lie).
All of sudden something catched Blaine's attention. Someone was standing in front of Dalton in designer, leather jacket. Blaine would recognize this jacket everywhere. Couple of minutes later someone walked over to Kurt and hooked their arms. Together they went to the red car.
Kurt had told Blaine that he wouldn't have time for him today, but it was still surprising to see Kurt with another boy. Maybe Kurt's happiness wound come really soon. For a brief moment Blaine imagined how it would be like if they were together. Holding hands, sweet nothings whispered into his ear at night, cuddling and drinking coffee together, every day.
Blaine shook his head. There was no place in his life for daydreaming about something that would never, even in his wildest dream happen. He had other things to think about. His father, for example.
He had been cold and distant in the past couple of years and Blaine wished that he would just accept the fact that he was different and love him regardless.
Blaine wanted to think about something different for a while, something that would make him feel at least a little better, but no matter what he couldn't stop imagining two disappointed faces.
Pull your shit together, Anderson.
But he couldn't.
When he blinked his eyes open his room was dark and he couldn't see anything. Blaine stood up and switched the light on. Then he checked the time. 8 PM. He hadn't slept that well in weeks. His mind was clear and when he looked at his reflection in the mirror, he could notice that his skin wasn't that pale anymore and the shadows under his eyes were almost gone.
Blaine could actually smile to himself and for a short moment he pretended that everything was still perfect. Then his smile faded and he decided that he could use added energy and do something useful like doing his homework. When he started working on his French homework Wes entered the room with Jeff and Nick on his tail. These two were inseparable even though neither of them were gay.
Wes placed his bag on his bed and took off his blazer. Nick and Jeff sat side by side on Blaine's bed smiling ominously. "What's going on, guys? I don't like this smile.'' Blaine asked trying to focus on his friends and homework at the same time.
''Kurt has a boyfriend.'' Jeff said smiling like an idiot. Blaine gave up on his homework, closed his book and sat on Wes's bed opposite two other boys raising his eyebrow.
''A potential boyfriend, Jeff.'' Nick corrected him rolling his eyes. ''It's his first date. And I think that this is his first date ever, so don't expect much. Luke's great and all, but we all know that he's head over-" Jeff punched his arm painfully and Nick hissed in pain. "Hey!"
''Just shut up!" Wes said leaning against the wall. "What's wrong with Sebastian, Blaine?'' He changed the subject. Blaine didn't know if he liked that or not. He wanted to know what was going on in Kurt's life, but on the other hand it felt strange to listen to the story about Kurt and his new friend. Blaine shook his head. It was Kurt's life and he could do whatever he wanted. ''He's...different. Are you in the middle of some huge fight or something?''
Blaine lowered his gaze. He wasn't surprised that Sebastian was acting differently after hearing about Blaine's secret. "We're not together anymore." He said quietly, but loud enough for his friends to hear.
''What?" Wes asked sitting down next to Blaine. "But why?"
Blaine looked at his friends. He could see the pity in their eyes. He bit his bottom lip and sighed. "It's really complicated and I don't think I want you to know everything...'' Blaine said honestly. He was tired of lying to the people that cared about him.
Wes wrapped an arm around his friend's shoulders. ''You can tell us. Whatever it is we are your friends and you can trust us.''
Blaine shook his head. "I'm sorry, guys, but I can't.'' He looked into Wes's eyes. He was even more worried than before and his gaze was so intense that Blaine couldn't stand it. He tried to stand up, but Wes grabbed his wrist and sat him back down.
''You're not going anywhere, Blaine. I'm done with listening to your lies. Jeff, Nick. Out.'' The boys shared a glance, but obediently left the room. When they were alone, Wes turned his full attention to Blaine. ''What the hell is going on, Blaine?"
''It's nothing. Just drop it." Blaine said lamely avoiding Wes's gaze.
''No, I won't.'' Wes said firmly, but then his voice softened. ''You don't have to be embarrassed, if he has been violent or pushy."
''It's not like that," Blaine said immediately. "He would never hit me.''
''Then tell me why you're not together." Wes said, almost begging.
''I-'' Blaine couldn't say these words. They were stuck in his throat and he couldn't do anything about it. He really wanted Wes to know the truth. He had been by Blaine's side in his darkest moments and he knew almost everything about his past. Wes deserved to know.
All of sudden Wes wrapped his arms around Blaine hugging him tightly. ''Please, tell me the truth. I won't judge you, I promise."
Blaine knew that he couldn't do this anymore. He gathered his courage, took a deep breath and opened his dry mouth. "I'm pregnant, Wes."
Wes remained silent for a few moments, before pulling away. His eyes were focused on Blaine's abdomen. He quickly wrapped his arms around himself feeling exposed. Wes looked up at Blaine's face. "Pregnant?"
Blaine nodded his head. Wes opened his mouth, as to say something more, but in that moment his stomach twisted and he ran to the bathroom to throw up. When he wiped his mouth he returned to the room, but his friend was already gone.
A/N: Please, review!