hi guys. oh my god i literally haven't been on this site for 4 years... clearly lol. So i really don't think anyone is still reading my old ass stories on here haha but my most recent review was in like march, so its not completely dead. I know this is the most random thing, honestly i contemplated whether to do this bc lets be honest its been sooo long, i'm sure everyone has moved on, but still i wanted to give it a shot to see what happens bc what have i got to lose.
So as you guys obviously know, if you've read this story when i wrote it, or much later, i haven't updated since like what 2016? Truth is I was really growing out of winx club and life was getting extremely overwhelming as im sure it was for my friends on here who also slowly stopped updating. I felt really terrible bc i think this story just came to such an abrupt stop, and despite having started the next couple chapters, i barely had time to write anymore. You're probably wondering why the hell i decided to update this story after all this time when no one is even on here anymore, but i was feeling nostalgic tbh. Obviously right now is such a weird time with covid-19, and with like the whole world in quarantine, i got super bored and decided to rewatch winx club and lowkey forgot how good it was lol. Anyway so that made me feel nostalgic and i was like hey lemme totally humiliate myself and read my old brella fanfics, and whilst reading this one i realised how much potential it had bc i had so much planned, i was like you know what? The world is in chaos and there is nothing else to do, im gonna try and finish this fic, bc what better time than the present? Again, as i said, most of the readers that originally read this story are most definitely gone, but that doesn't mean there aren't a couple of more recent readers who wouldn't mind an update right?
To be completely honest, this is more for myself than anything, and even if no one responds to this i think i'm still gonna finish this story for myself bc it feels incomplete. Im turning 18 in less than a month and i started writing at 13, so obvs I have grown and matured a lot, and upon reading these stories ive realised how terrible my writing was omg. I was such an angsty confused tween and most of my 'jokes' were so mean honestly like if i said that shit now i'd be so dead. And idk it was just cringe in general, (not to mention the constant unnecessary swearing lmao). I feel like i'd be able to do it justice now bc i really did have a deep story planned and i miss writing so much. I have written a couple of fics since then in different fandoms (not on here, just randomly scattered across the internet haha) but yeah idk i really have the urge to continue this fic? So if anyone is out there, bored as hell in quarantine, and wouldn't mind being a little more patient so this story could finally end, then please do hmu or review bc i'd honestly love to start again!
Sorry for ranting, i feel like i really owe anyone who has read this story an explanation, and i do sincerely apologise for leaving it like that for such a long time. (Better late than never?) I feel so fucking dramatic writing this rn lmao since it's literally just a fanfic so i don't mean to come off as entitled or anything like that, im not demanding anyone reads this i was just curious to see if theres anyone out there who still does. This fic did take inspiration from someone who told me their story and at the time i felt like i owed it to them to finish it, so it was never really just any ordinary story to me.
Again i apologise for the rant i dont think anyone is bothered to read this lol but i just wanted to see what would happen if i updated! But yeah i am more than willing to finish this story rn, so if theres anyone who would like me to post it on here, please do tell me! Okay bye! 3
