I want someone

who doesn't mind

that I'm not the girl

my father raised me to be,


I want someone

who will share the responsibilities

that my rank requires me,

someone who can look at me

and without saying a word knows

that I need a break


I want someone

who will challenge me to a swordfight

to relax and let every anchor fall away,

someone who will laugh with me,


I want someone

who doesn't need me to sugarcoat life,

and all of its harshness,

and yet also doesn't need me to be

the spark in the conversation

that keeps it from running away

into deep silence


I want someone

who doesn't see a noble

when he looks at me,

but sees Kiki

and loves her for who she is.


I want Mitsuhide

for he became that person

just by being who he is.