As Louis and I made our way out of the hotel my head was still spinning from my date with Masaomi. I really wasn't expecting him to treat me that way.. I mean he was always courteous but this was on another level. It felt as though I was his master and it was his duty to serve me. I wasn't sure how I felt about it.. Part of me loved being pampered but I also want a partner that's my equal. Would that ever happen with Masaomi? I'm not sure. I felt Louis softly massaging my hand with his thumb. He could tell I was lost in thought but he didn't want to pressure me into talking about it. He always knew when I needed space. He freely gave it to me even when we were together. "What did you want to shop for today Louis?" I was curious to see what he was looking for. "Oh.. Uh honestly? Nothing." he chuckled before he continued. "I just wanted an excuse to spend time with you.. But now I guess I really don't have to have a reason." he blushed slightly as he looked at me. "Louis.. You never have to make an excuse to spend time with me. I thought you knew that?" I fake pouted and Louis laughed at me. "You're right.. I just.. I can't wait for our date Chii. I've been dreaming about it for years.." he said with a blush on his face. "I can't wait either.. Well since you don't really need to shop is there something else you want to go do?" I asked and his blush got brighter as he thought about what he wanted to do instead. "How about we go to my salon? You've been wanting to color your hair.. So why not do that instead today?" his eyes were beaming with excitement but I felt bad having him work on his day off. "Louis.. I-" he cut me off and started walking towards the direction of his salon "I know what you are going to say.. I love playing with your hair. It does not feel like work. Plus you said it was my choice. So this is what I want." he smiled and I sighed realizing resistance was futile with him once he had his mind set up. As we walked into the salon everyone noticed us holding hands. I was about to pull my hand away when Louis brought it up to his mouth and kissed it. "Don't even think about it.." he whispered in a playful tone. The clients looked at me with jealousy and his employees seemed happy? I honestly couldn't tell Louis brought me back to his VIP client booth before I could really gauge their reactions properly. He ushered me over to the styling chair and put a smock around my neck. "Now.. Chii what should we do to this hair of yours?" he whispered in my ear in a seductive manner. I felt my cheeks flush as I looked at him in the mirror. There was something in the look in his eyes that made my body tingle. "I.. Uhm was thinking of adding some blonde.." I said sheepishly and Louis smiled. "Mmm.. Blonde would be fun.. But I remember you saying you wanted a fun color like all the idols have right now. So how about some light purple? It'll fade pretty quickly so if you don't like it then you'll have your blonde." He winked at me teasingly before he went to mix the hair color. "You know what.. Why not? I was too timid to do it in college.. My school doesn't have any rules against it so might as well do it now." I looked back and saw Louis had already gotten the purple out. I laughed at myself knowing even if I had objected I still would've left here with purple hair.

He quickly sectioned my hair and applied the bleach to the tips so that I could have a soft ombre effect in my hair. The way he played with my hair always gave me goosebumps.. It would send shock waves throughout my body to feel him teasing my hair. It made me wonder if those fingers would send ripples throughout my body while we were intimate. I bit my lip at the thought and Louis caught my eyes in the mirror. When he noticed me biting my lip he smirked at me. "Thinking of something fun Chii?" he teased as he finished applying the bleach. He set a timer and took his gloves off before ushering me out of the styling chair. "I was just thinking about how good it feels to have you play with my hair.." I tried to distance myself from the gutter my mind had found a home in. But it was hopeless when I felt Louis's lips on mine. He was tender but with an aggressive touch that shocked me. I hadn't ever seen Louis date.. To be honest I had always wondered if he was asexual. He never really seemed attracted to anyone. The idea that he was attracted to me had my mind doing a double take. He seemed so out of reach that I had never really contemplated the idea of having him as a partner. He snaked his hands around my waist, one sending shock waves down my back with his soft touches while the other went up my front and went inside my top. My skin was twitching in anticipation of his soft touches against my skin. It felt like the world's softest tickle but the kiss was making my head spin. His tongue massaged mine as I tried to gain some kind of control over my body that he was completely taking over. All of my senses were focused on his touches.. Everywhere he had touched felt like his hand was still there. The phantom sensations were sending me into overdrive. The sensation was new but so familiar at the same time. He broke the kiss and went down to my neck licking up to my ear. "Chii.. You are such a vixen.. How did you hide this side of you for so long?" He asked as his hand went down my leg as he ushered it up to wrap around his hips. I could feel a slight bulge in his pants. I let out a soft moan trying to remember the fact that there are people outside this room.. We aren't truly alone. He kissed down my neck and mewed against my skin as if enjoying the feel of it against his lips. "My rooms soundproof.. You can be as loud as you want." he murmured against my skin right before he bit into my collarbone which sent waves of pain through my body but his soothing tongue instantly washed that sensation away. The moan that escaped my lips surprised me as I glanced over at the mirror. Louis was watching us.. He had seen every movement I was making in reaction to his touches. The blush on my face and the smeared lipstick on his lips gave me chills. I didn't think I was a voyeur.. But after seeing that I could understand the thought of just watching.. I could watch Louis tease me until my vision blurred. Louis turned us so that I was facing the mirror and he got behind me. He brought my hands to the small counter in front of the mirror. "Hold onto it for me Chii.." he whispered as he brought his hands up my leg sending waves of pleasure through my system. He was delicate but aggressive. "Too bad you aren't in a dress.. Then I could've easily gotten to this.." His hand rubbed my pussy through my jeans as our eyes met in the mirror. I let out a moan as I watched him lick his lips. Before anymore happened the timer went off. A disappointed sigh escaped my lips. Louis looked at me and chuckled. "Don't worry darling.. I'm nowhere near done with you." His voice made my whole body swoon in excitement.

When he started to wash my hair I felt myself getting more and more excited. He was slowly massaging my head but all I could think about was what they would feel like inside me.. Or just teasing my body like he did earlier. I could feel my whole body starting to flush with anticipation. When did I become this insatiable? I knew I had a high sex drive.. But even getting my hair washed is making me wet. I was trying to bring myself out of the lustful haze when Louis leaned down to capture my lips. This time he had situated himself between my legs and he was grinding himself against me. "Louis.." I moaned as I ran my hands into his hair as I wrapped a leg around his waist trying to get him as close to me as possible. He let out a moan as I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed his neck. "I've dreamed about this so many times.. Is this really reality.." Louis said in a panting voice as he locked eyes with me. I smiled and licked his lips teasingly. "Does it feel real?" I asked as I tried to contain myself. "This feels better than any dream I've ever had.." he smiled as he pulled me out of the chair and put me back in the styling chair. "It's so hard to hold myself back.." he whispered as he applied the lavender color to my hair. "You don't have to.." I whispered back as if we were having some forbidden conversation. "I know.. But I want our first time to be when it's just been us that day.." Louis's eyes looked somewhat upset as he spoke. A pang of guilt hit me when I realized what he was talking about.. He just saw his brother kiss me today.. Was he worried I'd compare him to Masaomi? I felt myself feeling somewhat sick to my stomach as I thought about it. He saw a woman he loves kiss someone else.. And heard he saw that she loves that person. I felt the tears well up in my eyes as I thought about how he must be feeling. "Chii.. What's wrong?" Louis had finished applying the purple and swiftly took his gloves off so that he could wipe the tears rolling down my cheeks. "I'm so sorry.. I didn't even think about the fact that we just left the hotel room Masoami and I had spent the night in.. Of course you wouldn't want to be with me right after.. Well right after I was with someone else." I felt my voice quiver as the tears streamed down my cheeks. Louis gave me a soft smile and pulled me out of the chair only to be brought over to the couch to sit on his lap. "Chii.. I'd be lying if I said seeing one of my brothers being intimate with you didn't bother me.. But to say that is the reason I don't want to touch it isn't exactly accurate.. I would take you right now here on this couch.. But I didn't want to overwhelm you. You have 11 men trying to date you at the exact same time.." he paused his speech to give me a quick kiss on the cheek and forehead before he continued. "All of which love you with their entire beings.. As much as I want to say I love you more I don't think that's true. We all love you the best we can and in different ways. The reason I'm holding myself back is because I don't want you to feel bad for being intimate with both Masaomi and me on the same day.. I know you and you'll feel guilty that you didn't give us both a fair shot if we had sex today." I felt myself start to calm down as Louis softly stroked my back and I rested my head on his shoulder completely oblivious to the fact that I was getting purple on his pink hoodie and on my shirt. He smiled and kissed my forehead. "Thank you nii-san.." I closed my eyes and just melted into his embrace. Louis always made me feel safe and nurtured.. When I was younger I thought he only saw me as a little sister he needed to protect. But now I feel like that was how he showed his love for me. He knew I wasn't ready for intimacy so he protected me from it. Even if that meant denying his own feelings. We sat in comfortable silence before the timer went off again once again meaning I needed a rinse. When I got up I realized that I had gotten dye on not only myself but Louis as well. "Oh my god! Louis! You should have told me I completely ruined your hoodie." I groaned as I thought about how much he probably spent on it. "Chii.. It's okay plus it's now a reminder of the day we spent together." He squeezed my hand as he led me back to the wash basin. I tried to convince him to let me get it dry cleaned but he wasn't about to let that happen. He styled my hair into long curls and fixed my makeup so that no one outside would notice I had cried my eyes out in here. "Chii.. You may be my favorite masterpiece.." He smiled as he played with the curls in my hair. "You are a magician like always.. My hair only cooperates for you." I smiled at him as he laced his fingers into my hair and pulled me into a kiss. It was magnificently sweet just like him.

After that he brought me to my apartment in his car. We exchanged a quick goodbye kiss before I went inside. My heart felt like it was in free fall. I knew I loved all of my brothers.. But having to pick someone at this end of this process was going to rip me apart. I knew that no matter who I picked I'd be breaking the rest of their hearts. I plopped onto the bed after feeding Juli his dinner. There was a note from Azusa saying he had fed Juli last night. He still left me notes even though he had texted me about it prior to my date.. I guess Masaomi had told him that I wouldn't be home and someone needed to take care of Juli. Honestly part of me was wondering if it had been better to just keep my feelings under wraps forever.. But if they felt the same way I had all these years.. At some point someone else would have cracked and told me how they felt.. Right? Maybe not.. With my brain swimming with what ifs I got next to no sleep. I looked at my phone and saw there were messages from almost every brother.. I really just didn't want to deal with it right now. "Juli.. Can we just run away? That seems like a good decision right now." I joked as he pranced over to me to give me his morning kisses. He nuzzled his nose against mine and gave me a small smile. "Chii you can do this.. I know you can. Even though it's hard for you at the end of all this you will know who you should be with or you'll know that you shouldn't be with any of them.." his voice trailed at the end as if he wanted me to just stay single. I laughed at the idea that Juli was maybe jealous of my brothers.. He is just a squirrel after all. "Thank you Juli.. You always help me think things through." I nuzzled him and rolled over in my bed deciding today was just going to be a lazy nap day.

Authors Notes:

Hello lovelies! It's been a while.. Not really a planned break but I am back with a new chapter. These past few months have been a roller coaster. Ended up having emergency vascular surgery, dealt with an infection related to that and then had pain med shortages because of Covid. So I've been feeling pretty rough.. While also having to become a first grade teacher over night for one of the kids I am the nanny of. Lol Teachers seriously don't get paid enough.. Trying to come up with a lesson plan has been an adventure in itself. Hope everyone reading this is having a better 2020 than I am. Or at the very least that this story helps you forget those troubles while you read it. 3 I am hoping to get back to regular updates but I'll likely be having another surgery soon so we shall see. Don't worry this story isn't dropped. I love my boys too much not to share my smutty mind about them with you all. 3 As always thank you for reading!