May one year ago

Saying i was nervous would be a major understatement. I walked though my room lighting the incense and candelles. We had only been dateing for months but we were ready i could feel it and i didnt want to be like val, who I had learned to love, who decided to loose it to someone who pretended she didn't exist anymore.

I sighed whiping my lipstick off it was too much, i settled for gloss. I opened my robe to adjust my lacy black undergarments.

Was i thinking too hard, did i have to put in all this effort, i knew danny, i have since i was ten.

But when a familiar chill entered my room, thinking wasn't an option. "Sam, I was wondering-"

He stopped short noticing the open robe. I turned red, he was staring places i had never dared shown anyone. "So are you gonna stand there slack jawed or are you gonna kiss me?" i huffed trying with all my might to hide my blush.

That was easily the most memorable and sweetest night we had spent together.

The next morning i woke up to us still intertwined flesh on flesh, my head in his chest. I wiped my mouth.

"Sorry I think I drooled," i whispered noticing he was already awake.

"Dont worry love, you snore too." I glared at him as he kissed my nose. "Sam, come with me this summer."

He was going on a tour across the country for press conferences on what had happened earlier in the year, he wasn't able to at the time because of school. "Me, you the fenton RV and so many things to see,please sam?"

I knew my parents would be away the whole summer, so i didn't hesitate. "Of course."

"My god, sam, I love you." his clear blue eyes drilled into my violet ones.

"I love you too, Daniel Fenton." he kissed me, and didnt stop.

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A little over one year ago.

Danny and i had just gotten back five days ago, we dont alway agree but there was no doubt i was so in love with the ghost boy and everyone said he was just as infatuated as i am. I was walking around amity park towards fenton works, it was the last day before summer of junior year.

Danny and i had gone to a party last night but i ended up feeling sick after a drink or two so i left kwans early. I trusted danny with everything I had.

Sine the whole phantom planet incedent last year danny and I had been together. When i tink it was so funny how we danced around eachother for so long, he was my first crush my first kiss, and well my first time.

I walked into fenton works like i usally do, there was a note from Maddie in the kitchen saying she left him lunch in the fridge.

I rolled my eyes of corse he wasnt up yet, the boy was never up before noon. I grabbed the plate as well as a watter bottle and went up the stairs.

I passed Dailles door to hear snoring, and walked to Danny's.

The world stopped the plate with his luch fell. And two serts of eyes were on me, one was extreamly startled and the other one had the lookk of a crule victory.

Paulina sat on top of danny his hands pinned over hom as she was kissing his neck. She was in dannys shirt and her own under where.

"Sam, i swear, listen-" sanny snapped out his eyes pleading.

"Your dead to me daniel." he was taken aback by the harsh tone in my voice, in the ten years weve known eachother he was always danny to me.

"Paulina out," she demanded as the girl blew a kiss and left. "Sam i swaer we didnt do."

"Really danny so that just happened no involvment from her." i pointed to his boxers. "Because it looks like she had a loth to do with it from were i stand." i was angry but tears streamed down my face. "I thought we were past this, I thought you were past her. Well cant trust a man right? Put something desprate with a vagina in front of him and hell gladly take it."

"Sam please jus-" he grabbed my waist pulling me to listen.

"Dont touch me! Never touch me again." i turned starting to walk away. "Was she worth it Daniel?"

Days later

I was walking down the hall it was the third day of school, people noticed tucker with either one of us, but never together. The whispers started days later.

Danny had continuously tried to talk to me, it wasn't working at all. He was obviously not giving up. I started walking to Lancers english class, when I got there a voice stopped me

"Hey, sam." i turned to see a guy with square glasses, tall in a dark hoodie and jeans. "How have you been?"

"Mikey?" he changed over the summer, he looked the same the first few years of highschool. "How have you been?"

"great , I spent the the summer in upstate new york with my family." he gave me a sweet smile. "You know my parents said your family usually goes up there in the place next door."

"Yeah i had my own plans." I smiled at him a little. I noticed Danny and Tucker walking in.
"Anyone in the seat next to you?"

"Not at all, Nathan nabbed a seat near valerie," he shook his head. "It's yours if you want it."

I gladly sat in the seat next to him, I smiled and talked with him. When we walked out of the classroom I felt a tight grip on my wrist.

"Daniel James Fenton, let go of my wrist you fucking idiot." i growled at him as he dragged me. People were watching as he dragged me into the janitors closet.

"Sam why won't you listen to me." he yelled. I didn't this think that he had any right to yell. "Sam you need to hear the full story, please it's not what you think."

"Your a dumbass if you think i'm gonna believe that." I almost laughed."You are dead to me danny." i could feel my tears streaming down my face. I finally looked into his eyes. His dumb bright ocean blue eyes. I hated it i almost forgot for a second, almost. He took advantage of my moment that i was thrown off and kissed me. Anyone who's ever kissed daniel fenton can tell you how easy it is to melt into danny,i gave in. then i didn't.

"I love you Danny, but right now i really hate you. Stay out of my way and i'll stay out of yours." I was broken at this paint my voice cracking.

"How long?" i can see the tears in his eyes.

"For a while, maybe forever Daniel, and remember you're the one who couldn't keep it in his pants." i walked out and found half of our class outside the door.

Tucker, valerie, mikey and by default nathan were standing directly in front of the crowd paulina stood to the side with star smirking like she won something.

I walked off to the cafeteria alone.

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Today

I walked over the lawn at casper, hand in hand with Mikey, we made our way to the tree that we dreamed ours. We sat and ate in silence.

"So Sam I was wondering what we'd be doing today after school?" it was friday, we always did something on fridays.

"I actually didn't plan anything in advance if there's something that you wanted to do." i smiled at him.

"Actually yeah, how would you feel about going on a real date?" he scratched his neck giving me his shy smile, the one that i didn't feel butterflies for nor did it make my heart skip a beat.

I nodded pulling his mouth on mine. He grinned making the piercings we got pop out.

"Ew, look amor, Loser love." paulinas voice sounded disgusted. "Of course I don't think Morticia Addams over there could do any better."

"Lina im serious, be quiet." danny said annoyed, the latina just continued insulting her to no one in particular. "God dammit paulina, why do you act like this, i've told you it's not a good look on you."

I watched as he stomped of to his motorcycle. Mikey nudged my shoulder "looks like a bad lovers spat."

I shrugged as Danny's form left the school.

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Mikey picked me up at eight exactly, he was never ate. "Miss manson."one of the maids Emilie called. "A young man is here for you."

I smoothed my hair down and put on my boots. Jeans, a black sheer top (tank top under) with a batwing collar.

"Hey, mey eyes caught on mikey looking somewhat dressy with a black button down, his motorcycle boots and hoodie.

"Let's head out, i got my dads car tonight." he held up the keys to what i knew was a vintage red mustang.

"wicked , lets go." i smiled at him. We drove down to the skull and lurk, there Ember was waiting tables at the cafe area and on the main floor people were sitting in rows.

"Alright people, tonight we have a classic horror double feature." Ember smiled into the mic, "dracula and frankenstein, the cafe is open as well as the book shop itself. Have fun don't trash the place."

Mikey led me to a blanket with pillows set up on it. It was perfect.

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After Dracula finished i went to get Mikey and I some drinks.

"Listen dipstick, I told you i haven't heard anything, i sure as hell wouldn't work with him," Ember scoffed. "I have a life here now, i haven't been back in months, let alone talk to clockwork. I'll let you know if i hear anything."

I walked up to see danny and ember talking heatedly. "Hey, Em can i get a black coffee and a vanilla one."

Danny jumped and ember smirked at him. "Okay, on the house as always. Want anything to go Halfa."

"A large Ecto Latte would be good."he smiled.

"Four dollars fifty six cents," she moved her hand out.

Danny growled light heartedly and handed it to her. "why do I have to pay?"

"Your face still bothers me."

"Is something up in the ghost zone?" i couldn't help but question him.

"Nothing too bad, look sam i'm sorry about last weekend that was out of line and i really didn't mean-"

"Ecto Latte to go," Ember pushed the drink into his hands. "I don't appreciate you talking to her, dipstick."

Ember handed me the drinks and continued picking up.

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Once I kissed Mikey I went home and changed, something kept stopping me from sleeping I was bundled up but something was still impossibly cold. As I was drifting in and out of sleep i heard a malicious whisper. "Oh samantha, how you've grown so lovely, yet so insecure. You darling are the only way to get under his skin."

I was frightened by the familiar voice haunting me at night. but it could have been a dream.