We fell asleep snuggling into one another. During the night I decided we would have a simple wedding generic ... in the other town where family and friends wouldn't know. I liked the idea of eloping with my beauty, and thought I would be suited to do it on Friday, the Muslim sabbath and the beginning of the jewish sabbath. It was that sacred and special. It would be on this Friday, so there was no sirmen just me and Lisa untied together. No creed or wall of life was going to separate us from now on...no that it did before. She was a big support when I decided to be an imam and to take the hajj.

I dreamt of Sharing that sacred kiss, sealing it forever, exchanging rings, as we to do. The morning, I kissed her and told her what was I thinking. She said that would be romantic but we had to go some other town to be united. Eloping to me was the best idea, made it more especial. Besides the pilgrimage I will be wearing the hijab and a pant suit, goth lipstick. With nicely hennaed hands and with nail polish. She said what dress she choose would be a surprise. I didn't show what I was wearing as this would be bad luck. When it came to true love I was very superstitious.

I spend the last week praying and reading my Quran, and doing the art and jewelry making that was going towards the wedding. The only person i told was my brother, Jon. He didn't like me eloping but was happy for me. My parents were in a nursing home and never. Knew of the wedding. I know my bitch of a mother would a freak out. Just because she accepted me doesn't me she had to like it. F*ck her I thought. Her boy friends threatened me with severe torture for calling them out and reporting them to authorities, she can burn. I did not accept her adulterous ways with terrorist so I was glad she was in a home. Because she would probably run her f*cking mouth during the wedding ruining it. She wouldn't except someone I met on POF so I disagree with her cheating and drinking ways. And told my brother that. He agreed that she was an complete *sshole and other choice words. Last time I talked to him he was going to take her to the dentist to get rid of her teath because they were hurting her...if I was him I would leave her. I know sounds Terrible but she did terrible to me. As far as I was concerned I would rather have sireman at the wedding. Siren men is a Egyptian mummy with sirens for head and is very tall. What he ate was mystery.

Sppeaking of siren man I was going to do a book and painting of him. I had him tattooed on my back to scare off men and other idiot that Pissed as i walk away from them.

I had more then just siren man on my skin, I had more uplifting tattoos other then I biohazard sign to signify my foul language. I also had a daliha on my hand and the north node.

Even though I was having hena down on my palms.

I wonder what she has in store for the wedding.