I didn't know what I should wear, a traditional Muslim dress or pantsuit with my hijab. I decided to go with traditional as I want this to perfect,Lisa was going for the white dress but never saw it yet, according to her friends she was stunning. I believe that.this elope wedding was east meets west. She wanted a cake but told her it was just us eating it.

Decision decisions

I decide to drop superstitions and send selfie of me in my beautiful and hijab to her on Facebook messenger. We exchanged dress selfies. I was stunned but her beauty but this was more then every day stunning.

She sent a message say good for breaking superstition and showing her

Lisa went on to say that she wanted to make love to me in my dress.

I blushed. I couldn't wait for our wedding night.

Then she messaged me saying after the wedding we would go to Moscow.

I was flabbergasted in a good way. She said she wanted to eventually live in Russia to get away from the drama of Canada...she had a heroin junky who was a total psychopath and deranged because she choose women over men. During the pandemic I constantly said the police, call the police.

If I saw him based on what she said about him I would knock him out.

Typical freak male.

That being said there are some good men and guys out there, the become friends and penpals. But that is where it ends with the male gender. I remember that when I was looking (too hard) for a good woman then my mom said " she hates guys on the internet"

I was just looking for women , and not f*cking round with internet safety. Nothing worse then a dick pic or tantric sex threats or tantric sex porn in your messenger. Yuck.

I have been treaten with forced tantric sex with one monk, and got a sh*t load of porn from another. I was devastated and I can see Lisa's point of view of guys because they DO THAT sh*t.

Now I screen people on my Facebook or I make sure we talked before adding the idiot. Any talk of tantra and sutra I block the f*cking ret*rd. And I hate to say this but I find that some Buddhists shouldn't be online or on the streets, as I was nearly nabbed by when of f*cking porn bots. That's in my opinion what they are, porn bots. I think to my self that there are good buddhists but I just avoid them all for fear of obscene material.

Like for example when I was in the group home I was confronted with a Buddhist woman and I want to call her a pervert pedophile just because of her mail counterparts...f*cking sad.

Question: why can't we all just get along

Answer: perverts.

On my Facebook I have to have a completely different name not that I am fake but to avoid the pervert drama. Sorry for the dramatic memory.

When Lisa and I finished playing dress up we had a nice dinner and dessert. We then cuddled with each other while watching a Kung fu movie.

"This will be a wonder rest of our days tomorrow," Lisa said. I agreed and we kissed.