A/N: Hey guys this is my first fic like ever so I'm sorry if it seems rough or not really up to standard. Also I'm british so if any words are different I'm sorry but anyway i hope you enjoy. I love Jane/Bella pairings so I decided to try. In this Bella has been a vampire for a while and resides with the Volturi and hasn't met the Cullens.
Disclaimer: I do not own these Characters for they belong to Stephanie. Also there is smut in this and explicit language.
"Hello girls." Alec says as he walks into the library of the castle.
"Hey Alec," I say as I close the book I was starting to read. Jane just sits and glares next to me. I elbow her in the ribs as she grunts and gives a short wave to her brother, "How are you doing today?"
"I'm doing well, and yourselves?" He asks as he takes the seat opposite Jane across the table.
"Fine. Just fine." Jane replies shortly, which shocks both me and Alec as she never speaks like that around either of us.
"Uhm Jane, are you okay?" I ask as I'm worried as to what changed her mood so drastically.
"I said I'm fine, stop pushing." And she walks out the library. To where, I don't know. I look to Alec hoping he would have an idea on what was wrong with his sister and my mate but we are both as clueless.
"I mean I'd go after her but I think maybe she needs some time alone from whatever just occurred." Alec says as he rubs the back of his neck and I can see he feels guilty.
"Don't blame yourself for Janes mood. You know how unpredictable she is. I just don't see what happened. One minute we're sitting here, smiling and laughing at lines in books and the next, well you know what happened." I say as I place my elbows on the table with my head in my hands.
"Do you..do you think she's mad at me for something? I can't think of anything but it seems the only plausible reason for her reaction." He says as he copies my stance.
"I don't think it's you Alec, I think it's Jane being Jane." I say as he starts to mess with his already perfectly styled hair in nerves that I've never seen.
"But... then why would she act that way. She's my twin and never got that reaction from her. Is she tired of me being around? Does she not want to be near me anymore?" He whimpers in a sense of vulnerability I've never seen before. I rush over to his side, pull him out of his seat and hug him for all I'm worth. He gives out dry sobs with tears that cannot be shed. This gives me a sense of determination.
I pull away from him slightly and grasp his face in my hands. "I'll find out what's wrong with my mate, I promise. However, it is nothing to do with you. She will never tire of you and I know this. She would be absolutely torn if you were to go." He slowly breathes in, not that he needs it anyway, and breathes it out and nods his head.
I let go and just pat his back lightly as I leave in search for the little blonde. There are three places she could be right now: our bedroom, the throne room or the castle's garden. I try to smell where she will have gone but it seems that she's been to multiple places before taking a place. I check the garden first and see no one but a few of the human gardeners that come every day to tend the plants. I next try the throne room.
"Ahhh, young Bella, how are you my dear one?" Aro asks as soon as I enter. I scan the room as I walk towards the marble steps. So far I see nothing of Jane, however Alec has joined the room previously so he has clearly not found his sister either.
"I'm doing fine myself Master but I'm after Jane, you wouldn't know where she is would you?" I ask in case she entered the room and had a discussion with the lords of what happened or if Aro has seen her thoughts.
"Hm, Jane did seem rather tense when she came inside and claimed she needed time alone and to not disturb her. I'm sorry Bella but I do not know where she went. I never got hold of her thoughts before she left." He explains as he rubs his chin and looks towards the doors I entered with. I feel deflated as my one hope had been destroyed. I had hoped he could of shed light on Janes mood.
"It's okay Master Aro, I shall simply just search for her. I believe something is plaguing her and she isn't letting anyone know what that is." I explain to him as he said how she seemed tense previously. He simply hums and turns towards the back exit and wishes me the best. I myself turn back towards the door, giving Alec a smile hoping to ease the feelings he must be having.
I try the last place I thought she would be, and lo and behold, there she is standing by the window overlooking the fountain in the square.
"Why are you here?" Jane asks me shortly as I close the door softly. I say nothing but simply walk up to her and wrap my arms around her waist. At the contact, she tenses which hasn't happened since she got used to the affection I tended to give her constantly. I pull away quickly not wanting her to be uncomfortable and take a couple of steps back.
"Jane, baby, please tell me what's wrong. This morning you were happy. You were joking with me and playing along with my games. And as soon as Alec, your twin, joins, it was like a switch was flipped and you became your cold self you are around strangers." I utter as I simply want to help her feel better. I don't know what's going on inside her head but I just hope she'll tell me.
"Nothing. I told you in the library I'm fine. Now go and leave me alone." She shortly voices. She doesn't turn to look at me. She doesn't look at me over her shoulder with her soft smile. Just staring out the window at the flowing water.
"Jane. Please. You got to tell me what's in your head. I'm trying my damn hardest to make you happy. I'm your mate. You're meant to trust me and let me help you with your problems. Please. What's wrong?" I plead, just wanting my sweet Janie back. She turns to face me with a hard look on her face. Her body tense. I can feel the anger bubbling inside of her without needing an empathy gift.
"Fine. You want to know what's wrong. You. All I want to do is spend time with my mate alone. With when my duties are and how it clashes with your schedule. I feel the only time I see you is when we feed. And then we're both gone. Then when we are together and have that time alone, we get interrupted and I'm sick of it!" She exclaims throwing her hands around for effect. Her face getting harder with each word spoken. I don't know how to react.
"...Jane, I-" I start as she simply just takes a step forward and continues with her rant.
"Why is it that everyone else who has a mate has moderate time with them. They get to laugh and smile together. They get to hold each other and make love. When was the last time we made love Bella?" She asks with a pointed look and glare in my direction.
"Uhm, I don't know, a few weeks ago?" I hesitantly reply, feeling ridiculous for how embarrassed I feel discussing this where anyone can walk in and hear.
"No Bella, it was back in January. It's now August. I haven't been intimate with you for 8 months and I miss having that connection. I don't like sharing my time with you. There's always someone and I hate it. I can't even tell you the last time we kissed that was more than a peck in passing." She mumbles as she moves away from the window and sits on the edge of our bed with her hands in her lap. I walk over to her and sit on her right side.
"You think I don't feel the same way? The only time I get with you is so few and far between that I take any time I have with you whether we're alone or not. You think I don't miss having your lips against mine? You think I don't miss having your body pressed alongside mine as I connect with you in a way that's only ever been yours?" I press as I slip my left hand on top of her two intertwined hands and squeeze softly.
She turns her head to look me in the eyes and I see the rare vulnerable side to her in those ruby red eyes, "Then show me." she whispers.
As soon as the words escape her mouth, I turn my body towards her, softly cup her cheek in my hand and pull her lips towards mine. They lock with each other sweetly as Jane twists her body to sit in my lap and grasps my face herself with a building sense of urgency. I comply with the urgency feeling it myself and push my lips harder against hers. I gasp as I feel a cold, lithe tongue swipe my bottom lip. As I gasped, Jane pushed her tongue inside my mouth and gave off a deep moan, releasing my own in response.
I pull away slightly and push her back so I can still see her as she stays perched on my legs. "You're so beautiful Jane. You take my breath away. Quite literally." I utter with a slight chuckle, making her give me a heartwarming smile on her gorgeous face. Now illuminated from the sunset shining through the window, giving the room as soft orange glow.
She pushes me back onto the bed and unclasps her cloak and throws it towards the red leather chair in the corner of the room. After it gets tossed, she reaches up and pulls her hair out of her typical tight bun. My breath catches as the sun seems to catch her in the right light.
"Sit up please." She says as she runs her hand through her soft locks. I comply with her words and am now an inch from her face, not being able to resist giving her a soft kiss as I reach her. Her hands reach the top button of my white shirt and slips the button through.
"Baby, please. I need you." I whimper, needing Jane to hurry her actions as the desire pooling low is getting desperate. She simply chuckles to herself and mutters 'patience' to me. Then proceeds to rip open my shirt with her strength, breaking my shirt in the process. She strips it from my body and pushes me back down. I frown at the loss of the shirt then get instantly distracted by the hand that travels from my sternum to the button of my jeans.
"Mmm I see you're wearing my favourite bra today. Did you suspect that this would happen princess?" She huskily asks as her nimble fingers trace the black lace of my bra, my nipples straining for the vampire. I quickly shake my head unable to form any verbal response. She quickly pinches my left nipple between her thumb and finger and growls, "I asked you. A question. Don't make me repeat myself."
My panties flood even more and I let out a moan at the pinch and the words spoken. "No. No. I didn't. I just wanted to wear it today. I swear." I toss my head to the side where her tongue licks from the bottom of my neck to my ear.
"I thought you could speak. Now what do we do with you hmm?" Jane whispers into my ear and all I can do is moan and buck my hips, looking for release.
Remembering she wanted me to answer verbally today I quickly stammer out, "I don't know. Maybe you can start by levelling the playing field." Finding a small sense of confidence when Jane is clearly in charge, I quickly sit up and undo my bra clasp and throw it in the direction of her cape and lay back down. Seeing her eyes darken and dilate gave me a sense of pride, which she caught.
She slips her dominant mask back on and cups my right breast as she leans towards my left nipple. It gets sucked into her mouth where she lathers it with attention, giving the same to my right with her fingers, when she suddenly bites in making me gasp. "I'm in charge. Don't order me to do anything smart mouth." Even as she says this she reaches for the back zipper of her dress where it gets stuck in the fabric between her shoulders where her arms can't reach.
I can't compress the smile that reaches my face at her look of frustration but suddenly she looks me in the eye, smirks and rips her dress also and pulls the shreds from her body, onto the floor, soon followed by the tights clutching her legs.
"You aren't wearing a bra. Did you suspect that this would happen today?" I repeat her earlier words with a small smirk which gets me a growl as she moves to my ear and gives a soft breath, making me shiver.
"This is from my previous event today where I thought of our time in London and had to take care of myself before you came in being the hero you are." Making my brain shortcut. She masturbated just before I arrived to the thought of our week long vacation three years ago where it was all sex with barely any time for feeding. Seeing my dazed look, she smiles and pops my button on my jeans breaking me out my stupor.
"Babe. Please." I whimper. It's been too long since her skin has been against mine and she must sense this too as she removes my shoes, jeans, underwear and her own with her vampire speed. She lowers her body to mine and we both release guttural moans at the feeling of skin on skin for the first time in months.
Jane situates a leg between mine and pushes leg so it grazes my core. I involuntarily buck my hips so I ride Jane's thigh slightly. Moaning, she encourages the motion with her hands resting on my hips repeating the motion. Letting all pretence go, I give into the hunger and just ride her thigh with wanton. As my hips start to buck, my own thigh rises high and brushes Jane's own mound, surprising us both as she pushes down against it as we ride each other.
Movements get quicker and lose the rhythm they once had as Jane's head is thrown back and my hands grip the sheets below me. I start a mantra of 'I love you' as I get closer to the edge. Seeing this, Jane places two fingers on my clit and starts to rub harsh circles on the bud. Giving up the mantra as words escape me, I quickly reach my peak as my back arches and toes curl with a scream of Jane's name. She keeps her fingers circling, yet this time slower to draw out my orgasm.
"Wow. That was mind blowing and you barely touched me." I gasp as I catch unnecessary breath. She sits straddled on my hips as she leans down to give me a soft kiss.
"Not how I pictured this going. I wanted something soft not this fight of domination from me, I'm sorry." She mutters as she looks at my stomach where her hands are splayed. I simply take them, raise them to my face and give them a kiss where I get a small smile from my mate.
"Jane, any time with you is perfect. Whether it was slow or fast, I love it because I love you. It's always special to me because it's with you. Now let me return the favour." I breath as I flip our positions where I now reside between her legs as they wrap around my waist.
I give her a soft kiss and cup her face with my left hand, angling her head towards my own as my right travels to her right breast and gives a soft squeeze. She merely moans into my mouth and arches her chest into my hand. I smile against her lips and give her nipple the attention they haven't received in months. I remove my mouth from Jane's and start to place gentle kisses down her neck and trails them to her left nipple where it's brought into my mouth and licked the underside before giving it a soft bite.
"Be-lla, please. No teasing." Jane pleads with me and as much as I'd love to draw it out with sweet torture, my need to make love to Jane is stronger. I give a swift nod and release her nipple from my mouth. I quickly lean up to kiss her before leaning over her face.
"You are so beautiful. I love you. So much Jane. And I'm going to show you just how much, okay?" I say as she returns the love sentiment and nods her okay. I press another quick kiss as I kiss down her body.
I gave her nipples quick attention before kissing down her soft stomach, stopping to give attention to her naval and giving it a quick nip, getting me a moan and a hip buck. Getting the message, I move my hands to her inner thighs where I back myself slightly.
"Fuck. Please. Make love to me Bella. Please," She begs as I just sit on my knees between her legs as my hands massage the skin inside of her thigh. I look up to look in her eyes and moan at the look there. That look of hunger and desperation gives me the initiation of moving my right hand from her thigh to her mound. That first contact has her head thrown back and her eyes close. Because of this I pull my hand away, making her whimper and lean in her elbows, "Baby, why would you stop?" She asks breathily.
"I want your eyes on mine at all times. They move, I stop. Okay?" I slightly demand as I want to see her eyes as I give her that pleasure that only I give her. She gives me a short moan, licks her full lips and just nods her head in compliance which rewards her with a single finger entering her.
Her lips then get drawn into her mouth where she gives a whimper and a whisper of 'please'. Seeing her like this is something I barely see. She has such a mask of dominance and control that when she lets go it's truly beautiful. Giving into her request of more, I swiftly insert another finger when the first starts to withdraw from her body.
She seems to be struggling to keep her eyes on mine but she also seems determined for me not to stop, knowing I will. That doesn't last long as I give her clit a brisk lick. Her body falls back to the bed and her head is thrown back again and hands clutch at my hair to keep me there. It doesn't work. I pull my mouth away resulting in her hands to fall to her side, stop my fingers but keep them inside her and hover over her face.
"I told you that if I lose eye contact I stop. Would you like me to pull out?" I smirk as I already knew the answer and wasn't surprised to see her get a frantic look and vehemently shake her head. I quickly chortle and resume my fingers inside of her. Jane picks her hands back up and places them on the back of my neck where she pulls me into a kiss.
Not distracted at all, I continue to work my fingers into her core and move my hand slightly so my thumb can reach her clit and reach her special spot inside of her and press against the spot. Her hands scratch down my back, only to grasp my shoulders. She breaks the kiss to break out the neediest "fuck" I've ever heard, motivating me to speed my ministrations. Her eyes look ready to roll back to giving her the permission to break eye contact, she throws her head back where my lips start to map the expanse of her neck.
"I'm so close. So close. I need- faster. I need you to be faster." She utters in short breaths so using my vampire speed, I move my hand quicker than I originally planned and press my fingers firmly against her spot, press my thumb hard to her clit and as she reaches her peak, I bite into the junction of her neck and shoulder. She cries out my name and I keep up my movements before she pushes my hand away and pulls my fingers into her mouth. My jaw drops and feel the desire come back.
"Thank you. I truly missed you and I already hate sharing anything let alone my time with you. I am going to speak to the Masters in regard of us and hope they allow us more time together." Jane states as I lay my body against hers and rest my head on the opposite side of where I bit.
"I think they shall. I spoke to Master Aro on my search for you and he seemed to understand the pain of this but the person you should speak to most is your brother. He thinks you're mad at him." I say, tracing my bite as Jane's hand runs through my brown locks. Which soon stops.
She moves slightly so I move up to look down slightly at her. "Alec thinks I'm angry at him? No, I'm angry at time. We have all the time in the world but that time is not with my mate. The one I belong with." She replies and gets a sad look on her face. I knew she wouldn't be mad at her brother.
"Why don't you get dressed and go and speak to your brother before he ends up overthinking too much and I can go back and tidy our mess in the library with our books scattered." I question as I know she'd want to correct things with Alec now that we were sorted out. She nods and speedily gets new clothes on and reaches for her cloak. Cloak in hand, she looks over at me and gives me her most heartwarming smile.
"I love you Bella, never forget." And just like that she leaves the room so i lay back on the bed and bask in the glow of the last of the sunset, and in the glow of my sexual endeavour with a warm smile on my face