The story takes place right after the season 10 finale, after Dean killed Death, the Mark of Cain was removed and Darkness was released into the world. I mentioned before, new characters will be added and thrown in the story and I will bring back several former characters from the show in the upcoming future.

Chapter 32 Becky's Story

Prologue

New York City, New York

Two weeks before the Darkness

Becky Rosen just stood there in the office of her boss Ms. Van der Voort who was yelling and criticizing her once again for her so-called incompetence.

"I expect better from you Becky. You don't have any idea how lucky you are to be in your position which most people would kill for! Sometimes I wonder why I ever hired you, pity maybe because sure wasn't for your great skills I can tell you!" she yelled.

On she went berating Becky making her feel so inadequate which was mostly a typical day for her at the job. Becky just did what she usually did and just took it without any complaint or trying to reason with her which would just lead to a further rant as she learned in the past. After it was all over(finally), she allowed Becky to leave and she headed straight to the women's restroom now nearly in tears just to calm her nerves. For the longest time, she stared at herself in the mirror and started to evaluate herself and her whole 32 years of her life.

The truth was Becky is many things, a geek, nerd, hyperactive, a motor mouth, socially awkward, annoying with bad fashion sense and just an all around loser in life, school, romance and everything. She was raised in Jewish family in Pike Creek, Delaware with nerdy parents who had nerdy jobs, her father a Professor of Physics and Astronomy and her mother, a librarian who owned a cabin called the Loon Lake cabin(a nerdy name).

Her older sister, the black sheep in the family was the only member who wasn't a nerd was a total contrast to Becky whom she looked down on. Even the very few friends Becky had while growing up were just nerds and losers like herself. During most of Becky's childhood, peers teased and bullied her because of nerdish ways with her big sister being her biggest tormentor as she was often embarrassed by Becky's nerdiness, so she got it when she was in school and then at home and she didn't know which was worst. By high school, it didn't get any better and she was dubbed "Yucky Becky" by the more popular and not so popular kids alike.

Her love life was non-existence since the only boys she wanted didn't want her and the only boy that was remotely interested was Hamilton Huppert, the short nerdy shy boy with a big round pudgy face and horn-rimmed glasses who collected insects as hobby and pined after her like a lovesick puppy but Becky didn't want him. Long before that year she gave Sam Winchester that love potion and tricked him into marrying her in Las Vegas, the only daring things she did was when she was eleven years old.

At that time she had used hair bleach that had belong to her friend Gretchen's older sister and bleached her brunette hair blonde when she was sleeping over at Gretchen's house. She did it because she felt it would make her look pretty after a boy she liked in her 6th grade class was heard saying blonde girls are the prettiest but it all backfired. The boy and the other kids only laughed at her, her sister teased her mercilessly, her parents were shocked and soon she grew to hate it so she decided to grow out her natural hair color which took her over a year to do.

The other only daring thing was that same year she caught her first fish while fishing with her family at the cabin and her father took a picture of her with her fish that she held with pride. A year later, her father died while away on trip in a traffic jam. It was a tragedy in the family but Becky's status didn't change, she was still just a geek and a loser.

The only good thing she had going was her good grades and her love for fantasy, science fiction and the supernatural one of her favorites when she was little was the Oz stories by L. Frank Baum and of course she loved the Harry Potter series too. Becky became so drawn to the fantasy of witches, vampire, werewolves and other lore to escape from her dreary life, that she even started to believe in them a little, that such creatures might possibly exist the in real world. Of course, she didn't share these theories to anybody not even her mother and sister as they would think she was crazy.

While at college, she was still a geek and a nobody, but she did experience romance for the first time when she met Billy Choo, the cute skinny Asian-American computer nerd who liked anime, shared her fascination in fantasy/sci-fi, plus he was history buff who loved sword-fighting and was an expert in aikido. He demonstrated this skill when he used it on a drunken jerk harassing them outside a college party they attended and Becky swooned in delight. Billy was her first real boyfriend who told her she was pretty and even liked her geeky and hyperactive nature over the more hot chicks. Sadly as time passed on, Billy outgrew her and when they graduated, he left for Chicago to pursue his career leaving her behind.

Once again, Becky was loser in life with a boring job as a data programmer at a company and no love life and the those few friends she had all moved on and drifted away while she still lived at home with her mother. Then her mother died seven years ago from brain cancer and she had to sell the house as she couldn't afford to keep it although she kept her parents cabin since she knew how much they loved the place and occasionally visited it just to get away for while. By then, her sister was long gone having dropped out of college at 19 and left home and Becky hasn't seen and heard from her in years.

Becky just got on with her boring and dull life hoping to find the perfect guy which never happened. She even changed her hair color to blonde once again to look more attractive thinking this would help after a some female co-workers did same thing and bragged how it improved their love life and one of them joking suggested Becky do the same. However, this time nobody laughed or teased her because nobody cared least of all the men as she never got any of their attention although she chose to keep her dyed blonde hair simply for the fact she felt she was more appealing as a blonde than a brunette by her own opinion of course.

No matter how much she tried, she was still just the geek whom nobody noticed. Sometime in her life, Becky discovered author Carver Edlund's series of supernatural books about the lives of brothers Dean and Sam who were globing around the world hunting and killing monsters when they were just being released and she became a number one fan. Not only did she fall in love with the stories, but she particularly fell in love with the character of Sam. Then she discovered many other fans out there of these stories on the message boards and found her place where she could finally belong.

She became webmistress to an online site under the name Samlicker81 and wrote her own fanfiction of Sam and Dean's lives a slash story called Wincest. When author Carver Edlund aka Chuck Shurley contacted her via the internet and told her that the stories were real it was dream come true especially meeting Sam Winchester, her dream guy who was real in the flesh. That changed when Chuck showed his bravery at the Supernatural convention, as she got over her celebrity crush on Sam and Chuck became the object of her affection and the two even became an item for a while at least.

After Chuck dumped her out of nowhere not giving her a good reason, her obsession for Sam resurfaced then again maybe it never went away. Even now, Becky is astounded on how far she went to snag her dream man. Letting Guy the fake wiccan convince her to give Sam a love potion on the belief that it will work if he already had feelings for her deep down, but deep down, a part of her knew that wasn't really true.

Then getting Sam to marry her in Las Vegas, knocking him out when the potion wore off, taking him to her parent's cabin and tying him up to the bed until she got another dose of the potion. Of course, Guy turned out to be crossroad demon in disguise and tried to get her to sell her soul to him for 25 years in exchange of Sam loving her as long she lived. She even nearly went through with it not caring about the outcome as she only cared about was getting Sam. More than ever, she wanted to be loved and was willing to get that at any cost.

Luckily, Sam managed to talk her out of it giving her his usual sensitive speech convincing her she was better than that just when she started to doubt it. Her conscience sunk in and she did the right thing and immediately untied Sam, fetched him his clothes and told him everything she knew about Guy and what he had promised her all before Dean and Garth barged into the cabin like storm troopers.

To make amends, she even agreed to help all of them stop Guy and even got to save Sam's life from a demon in the process. But after it was all done, she and Sam annulled their so-called marriage and she was once again all alone and unloved. Becky did follow Sam's advice to use her energy to do her own thing and she wasted no time and releasing Chuck's unpublished stories under the online name beckywinchester176.

Then two years ago, she left her hometown to move to New York City hoping to find more excitement. She even found a more exciting job as a personal assistant to Elaine Van der Voort, a CEO at one the most prestigious companies. A job that required to her to perform a variety of tasks including accompany her boss on appointments, board meetings, shopping sprees and traveling with her on business trips.

However, Becky soon learned there is a price to such a more flattering job. Ms. Van der Voort often dubbed "The Dragon Lady" by her colleagues and employees alike or a more suitable name "The Wicked Bitch of New York" gave a whole new meaning of a mean boss. Since Becky came to work for her, she had made Becky's life a living hell as Becky has been reduced to being her boss's servant, slave, doormat, whipping girl or punching bag.

Becky had the daunting tasks of fetching her boss's coffee, her coat, her purse, carry her bags on shopping sprees or her heavy luggage when accompanying her on business trips, open the door for her, getting her lunch for her, made to pick up things her boss accidentally knocked over out of frustration. She ran errands for her such as doing her shopping(she loves fur coats) including her groceries, or any other personal errands for her.

She has to bear the brunt of her boss's rage and frustration when her coffee was too hot or not hot enough for her liking, the sandwich she asked for during lunch break didn't suit her, when Becky doesn't show up soon enough the minute she calls her even if she's busy performing another task she had assigned her, when she is five minutes late fetching her coat, purse or lunch, or she wasn't able fulfill an errand she had sent her on even if it was totally out of her control or when her boss was just in a bad mood and needed someone to vent her frustration on.

Ms. Van der Voort has yelled at Becky in front of the other employees, yelled at her in private, insulted, belittled, humiliated and embarrassed her. Basically her boss is means-spirited, an egomaniac, a prima-donna, a shrew or just a royal bitch, extremely difficult to please that is no surprise by anyone that she had been divorced three times, lives alone and is disliked by almost everybody even her so-called friends.

Today again she yelled at Becky and this time Becky had the urge to really unleash her rage at her boss, to hurt and humiliate her the way she has done to her in the past and she nearly came close to doing it but managed to hold back. Now she is in the restroom, she just starts breathing in and out letting go all the negativity as she been taught from her yoga class that she's taken and self-help books she's read for a while now as she's used her energy into these things too including meditation.

All these methods are helping her improve herself by embracing positive energy, living healthy and building more confidence in herself, although lately it doesn't feel like her life as improved that much as she still doesn't have a love life, not much of a social life and boss from hell who seems to delight in humiliating and demeaning her. Later that day while on her lunch break, she confided her woes to Rosie, a co-worker and one of the two real friends she has since moving to New York City.

Rosie is a very large, overweight woman who seemed just as pathetic as Becky as she is rather bland and uninteresting with an uninteresting life who isn't at all outgoing and just like Becky felt like a loser. To her credit, Rosie is quite nice, a good listener, easy to get along with, loyal and also just like Becky she's quite lonely and besides Becky doesn't really have anyone else. Rosie listened like she always does, tried to cheer her up as they talked for a while.

"I feel for you Becky, that woman was born evil, to think I actually used to envy you for being her personal assistant and all, but everything you told me, I think I'm much happier just being a lowly secretary" Rosie replied while eating her sandwich.

Becky just continued to moan while eating her salad.

"I would think I would be happier too, sometimes I think that woman lives to torture me even though I know that is ridiculous of course, but she is hardly ever satisfied and so damn hard to please. She is such is such a means-spirited old shrew that you see in those old movies who are never happy, never nice and just live to so..so…um…miserable, and sometimes I wish I could really just tell her to drop dead, or where she can do with her coffee, sandwich or luggage whenever she orders me to go fetch, of course that isn't a very nice thing to feel so I have to get rid of all this negativity I have in my head right now and think only positive things but sometimes it too hard" Becky said all in one sentence in her typical quick-talking hyperactive tone she uses when she is really upset, happy or excited.

Rosie had just gulped her juice and turned to her friend.

"Well, I can help you forget about her and get rid of that negativity, how about coming over to my house again this weekend to watch another movie on DVD and eat popcorn" Rosie suggested which was what she mostly suggests for them to do as she didn't have anything else more interesting she liked to do.

"What do you want to watch this time?" asked Becky curious.

"It's a chick-flick called 'The Best of Me', I think you will like it" said Rosie.

Becky looked unsure at first as sometimes she got tired of watching those chick-flicks and wanted to do something else but she didn't want to hurt Rosie's feelings, but other times she was looking forward to it.

Finally making up her mind, she just looked at Rosie and said, "Okay" as there wasn't anything else to do.

Rosie smiled in satisfaction and kept eating the rest of her lunch. Just then Simon her other only friend showed up to join in the conversation.

"Hey girls what's up, oh Becky luv, I heard the wicked bitch of New York chewed you out again, what was it this time, you were too late in fetching her broom?" he said sarcastically.

The women laughed a bit at Simon's remark as he has a way of lightening the mood.

Simon was a very skinny stereotypical perky and witty gay man who knew more about fashion and style than Becky and Rosie ever did. It was he who convinced Becky to get rid of her dyed blonde hair and grow it out back to her natural brunette hair, improve her fashion sense by getting rid of her square clothes and dress more stylish by taking her out shopping and even wear makeup more often. This was one improvement and it gave her a little more confidence, but this didn't really change who she was and it didn't change her social life or gained her boss's respect as underneath she felt the same.

"Hey, I vote that we do something this weekend to get our mind off of work and our boss from hell" he said.

"Well, Becky and me are going to watch a DVD at my place eating popcorn" said Rosie.

"That's sounds cool, do you mind that if I come along to the party? You know I'm always up to good movie" he replied and they were pleased to invite him for Simon also shared their love for chick flicks and felt like he was just one of the girls.

Despite her friends cheering her up, Becky was still in thought about what is wrong in her life and now and again, she started desiring to be someone else, to be different with a whole new attitude and persona to match. Someone who didn't take crap from no one, who did what she wanted, went after what she wanted with confidence and no care in the world, someone who was tough, gutsy, cool and fearless just like…. Of course Becky shook off these feelings and remembered to focus on her positive energy and positive thinking and went on with her life going to her yoga classes and meditation and reading those books hoping they would improve her.

After the Darkness

Then that fateful day came when daylight disappeared and the world suddenly became night and remained that way. It caused a hysteria in the city as businesses temporary closed and chaos erupted all around and people where glued to the TV for news about the shocking and horrible stories in the aftermath. Becky knew right away this had something to do with the supernatural and in no time the Winchesters would be hear getting involved to stop what this thing was. She hadn't thought about them in long while until this Darkness appeared and wondered when they would show up while she remained inside her apartment fearing the worse. Then her company opened up again and it was back to business as usual and she went to work and went back home and wouldn't even go out to buy food.

However after doing more meditation, reading one of her books, plus talking to Simon on the phone who encouraged both her and Rosie to stop hiding away and shutting herself off, she realized she had to let go of her fear and embrace a positive outlook by not allowing recent scary events disrupt her life and finally started leaving her apartment and going out when she needed to to buy groceries or to visit her friends. It wasn't too bad as businesses still managed to run despite the outcome, it just felt like night time all the time. The only other difference was more employers and employees alike started carrying guns because of robbery, vandalism and maniacs coming in and out. One day, she happened to head to the grocery store to do some shopping and afterwards she was heading back to her car when a strange old woman dressed in black who had creepy eyes appeared on the sidewalk.

She seemed like peddler with a bunch of items and offered to sell Becky a beautiful silver-banded ruby ring with a big gemstone. At first Becky tried to turn this creepy woman down but this lady was persisted promising her that she wouldn't regret it. Becky fears started to cease and she began to pity this woman who is probably desperate for cash and trying to make a living despite the circumstances. Besides, the rings were beautiful and she didn't have anything to lose so she agreed to buy one for $10 cash which seemed quite cheap for such expensive looking ring. The strange woman just grinned and told her once again she won't regret and made Becky seemed a bit uneasy at first. Later after returning to her apartment, her worries were gone and she looked at this gorgeous ring and as the ruby gemstone seemed to sparkle. She then slipped it on and it fitted perfectly.

As the week passed, Becky started to feel a strange sensation and suddenly and gradually started to change. The person she was before started to cease and a new persona emerged. One who was bold, daring, wild, feisty and a fearless full hellion. A real bad bitch who didn't take crap from anyone and did whatever she wanted without worrying about the consequences. She especially wouldn't take crap from her boss anymore that's for sure. Becky had plans for Ms. Van der Voort and after she was through, her boss will learn she is no longer someone she can walk over. One day Becky just stared at her reflection in the mirror and no longer seeing the geeky loser as that person was completely gone and now the new Becky is here so watch out.

After glaring herself over she then muttered in her new voice that sounded nothing like the old Becky, "I don't know what happened but it's awesome!" with a sinister look on her face.