His core kept pounding as he walked to the cockpit of the ship after being checked up. He was flushed and embarrassed, his green and black eyes glazed over, his pale face laced with a layer of blush. He collected reports and typed them in the machine, the small data pad glowed signaling that the coordinates were sent to Ra Moon. His core beats, he sighed. He had a run in with the lord, Sunstar. He had feelings for him. The feelings happened awhile back ago and he couldn't push away those feelings. He respected lord Sunstar with all his core. On Ra Moon he swore he wasn't supposed feel this way about someone ever. He was supposed to be the grumpy one. He won't be lying when he said that he had feelings for Sunstar would he? After all the Stardroids knew hell Ra Moon even knew that he yes he Terra Commander Terra was in love with Lord Sunstar. Everything about him seemed... Perfect... Sunstar was warm and inviting to whenever Terra had issues with Pluto or Mercury, he was normally quiet due to his thinking. He thinks quite a lot. He was a thinker, not a fighter.
Yet again these feelings were absolutely... Strange and seemingly odd to have feelings for a comarade let alone the leader, he was just so damn considerate. And kind. That he wasn't able to handle this level friendliness, he walked down the hall after finishing the reports. And he didn't notice that his face was still a deep pink. It was intense like an intense pink. And he covered his face. the blush spread to his nose. And then Sunstar popped up. He jumped.
"Hey! uhm, Lord Sunstar whats up?" Terra attempted to strike a conversation with his Limerence. He looked at him and smiled.
"Hello, Commander Terra, lovely day we're having, yes?" Delayed response but it was a response none-the-less.
"Yes, Lord Sunstar its a lovely day..." Terra said trying his damnest not to seem out of character, which he failed. He debated weither or not to tell him his feelings. But thought against it because well to be honest. he doesn't know how Sunstar will react if he told him. He got all worried that Sunstar will think he's weird, so he never told him and he began to hold said feelings in, and that will affect him later on.
"Commander Terra, you are one of the best commanders on my team, I need you to do me a favor." Terra snapped his neck towards Sunstar and looked in his eyes. Before blushing a deep pink again.
"Yes? Lord Sunstar?" Terra questioned.
"I need you to file more reports. Some more came in and the commander wants you to file some. I have to go back to patrolling the ship." Sunstar said. Terra nodded. He didn't mind having to file reports for Sunstar. He loved him and wanted to do what he says. He was a loyal worker and besides he did say that he was one of the best commanders on the team which made him feel all fluttery inside. Terra scurried off to do more reports and he sighed, once again. He did not tell Sunstar how he felt about him and once again. He didn't confirm the feelings. He decided to tell Sunstar sometimes afterwards. He decided he will do just that. Once he got his slag straight. He wanted Sunstar to be his coremate and not just a limerence. He wanted more and he wanted to tell Sunstar but he was afraid of rejection. Sunstar wouldn't reject him, right? He began to type faster, tears staining his green-black eyes he was hurt and pissed.
Why can't he be happy? Terra wiped the tears from his face and sniffled sneezing in a tissue, he brought this upon himself. He did this, and now the world is going to punish him for what he has done. Things that seemed awfully terrible, and things that he was supposed to do. Between him and the other Stardroids he was nothing but Ruthless. He was always finding ways out of a confession. He wished he confessedbut it isn't easy! Nothing will push him or motivate him to even confess. He was a fragging mess.
He sighed and got up. He finished the reports and reported to Sunstar, Sunstar was busy reading a book. Like he usually does. Terra watched him from afar pining after his love. He couldn't stand the fact that Sunstar was having fun. He wanted to be there physically with him... Then Sunstar noticed him.
"Commander Terra. What are you doing?" He asked sweetly. Terra gulped, and looked down.
"I wanted to tell you Lord Sunstar that I have finished the reports and they were easy to... Uh..." Terra said.
"Great. Anyways. Commander Terra, I have a question for you." Sunstar placed the book down.
"Yeah? What is it? Lord Sunstar?" Terra asked.
"Have you ever wanted a sparkling? If so what would you like to name him or her, if... You want one?" Sunstar asked. He smiled sweetly. Terra never got asked a intrusive question like this before, this made him feel weird. And he chuckled.
"Well if its a female I'll name her Aayala and if its a male then Ayern..." Terra said. Sunstar chuckled and wrapped his arms around Terra in a hug.
"Commander Terra, thanks for working hard. I appreciate it. I should reward you, with a break do you wish to read a book with me?" Sunstar asked holding up a book. Terra's face flushed pink before he opened his mouth.
"I'll have to think about it. See ya!" Terra rushed on out face blushing from embarrassment. He was done with Sunstar, because he made him embarassed and flushed and tired... He has to tell him soon. Otherwise he'll burst with anger and upsetness. He had enough. He cannot believe he rejected a semi-date with Sunstar of all people! He was mad at himself and the world. He chose to scream in his pillow.