"Hi Edd". she said, nervously. "Hey there, sweetheart". He smiled a friendly affectionate smile to her. "Do… do you know where Dr. Brickert is?". "Dr. Brickert is out for today". "Not to worry, although". He said, in a gentle, sonorous voice Alex knew and was comforted by. "It'll be just us". He smiled. "In a box, staring at each other". He chuckled a bit. "In any case". He then closed the door to the office, locking it as such. "I'm very glad you chose to pay me a visit". "Um…. um… I guess". Alex said. "Um… Its…. um…. Good to be back in the new doctor's office….". She said, nervously, trying to make conversation. "This is the same office you remember". He said, stepping over the trash can. "Oh". Alex said, quietly. "So". he then stepped toward her. "How are you, Alexandria?". He asked this in a sonorous, deep, lower register, soothing voice. "I'm…. I'm….. I'm ok". She said, shakily.
She liked Edd, she trusted Edd. oddly enough, he made her feel calm. He and his soothing voice, and gentle, passive smile, made her feel as if everything would be alright. It gave her hope. Talking to him made her feel calmer, and much happier. His analytical demeanor, and distant attitude at times, made her think, although she truly did admire him. "Have you been feeling alright?". He asked, smiling a bit. "Um…. well…. No". "Can I talk to you?". She asked. Her big, wide, tired eyes of fear looked at him. These wide eyes indicated she had been through a lot of stress. "Of course, Alex". He said, smiling gently. "You can talk with me about anything". He said, in a soothing, relaxing manner. "Is there a problem?". He asked. "There is". Alex said, holding back tears.
"Oh, well, let's talk and we'll get….. What's wrong sweetheart?". He asked, gently, yet with a twinge of concern in his voice. Alex then had all the sadness she had been containing that day, flood out. A crying fit could be heard as she began bawling. Her face was now red with sadness as tears streamed down. Edd bent down, looking thoughtfully at her. "Alex". He said in a low, soothing, deep voice. "Here, let's get you….". Her mouth was open too, as she threw a crying fit. "I feel terrible!". She said, sobbing. "I… I…. I….. hate do-ig this". She sobbed. "I hate come-ig here". "I want Dr. Brickert!". She cried. "Oh no". Edd said concerned. "I can't". "I can't". "I can't". She began repeating herself. "I can't!". She yelled. "I want Dr. Brickert". She cried. "Alex". Edd said, gently smiling as he did so. "Let's talk about what's pestering you". "I'm sure if you get it out, the stress will… subside". "What's on your mind?". He asked, smiling. "I'm sorry". She said, sobbing a bit, as her back went up and down, quickly. "This is good". Edd said. "Just repress, and destress", Alex". "I know you can". He smiled at her, as she still sobbed.
Occasionally, he had been the sole comfort of millions of hysterical kids that lived on his cul-de-sac. They weren't nearly as concerning, or favored to him as Alex, however. He loved Alex. perchance even more than his own family, or goofy, screwed up, other two Eds. He held a deep admiration for her. When she was over his mansion, complete with state-of-the-art appliances, stainless steel, a flat screen T.V., and a hidden room set specifically for hot tubs, and 89 degree pools, now with comforting dim lighting, he had made it his hobby to "support" her. He had complimented her, split caviar with her, and talked with her, well into the night.
"Tell me". He smiled, "what's troubling you?". "This is a safe space". He said in a gentle, sonorous, low register. "Ok, well". Alex sat up, finished with the worst of one of her storms. "So… I'm really good friends with Kuki Sanban". "Oh, yes! I remember her". Edd took Alex's hands in his. "The happy one". He muttered. "So, Kuki came over my house, and demanded that I come to Sector V,". she said. "I… I…. I don't know". "I….. I've been friends with the Kids Next Door for a really long time,... but… I had no idea they were watching me, and…. Analyzing me". "These are the Kids Next Door". Edd said, confirming. "Yeah, but… they watched me, I guess, and… I… I've been staying at their treehouse, because Nigel…. Wants to use me for…". "Nigel Uno?". Edd asked in a low voice. "Yeah, but…". "Hmmm, he's pretty weird, isn't he?". Edd said, turning to Alex, as he bent over the materials table. "Um… yeah". Alex said. "He's British, which isn't even the least of my worries". Edd began organizing his tools, he had laying in the medical supply kit he brought with him. "I don't know". He continued. "I've always been a little nervous around him, don't you think so?".
He asked, polishing these tools before using. This included the reflexes hammer, ear light, eye light, and the blood pressure pump. He had polished up to the plastic spoon patients would hold over their eyes, to test distance eyesight. Alex nodded. "He's just… ". he then shuddered. "I… I kind of felt scared talking to him, but he seems kind of nice now". Alex said. "Yes, but he can seem a little intimidating, right?". He acknowledged Alex. "yeah". She nodded. "Yes, he is a bit, odd". He put these tools on a silver tray. You know what, I get really neurotic as well". Edd said, brushing a strand of hair from her eyes. Alex, who had now calmed down a significant amount, nodded. "You are?". Alex asked, exhausted from the whole ordeal. "Ugh, I'm crazy". Edd ran his fingers over his beanie once more. "Um... Well, the reason I'm worried is because I don't know if I like where I came from". Alex said, in a serious manner. "I know my intelligence comes from there, but people told me I'm being naive, and that I actually can't do much". "I don't know, I've just been having a hard day". "The nightmares from last night didn't help either". She sighed.
"Alexandria". Edd said, now, in a low, seducing, silky, yet soothing register that he knew would comfort her easily. "For as long as I've known you," he took her hands in his. "You have been very strong throughout". "You are also extremely intelligent". The silky nature of his soft voice allowed him to hang onto the "t" at the end of "intelligent". "But...not naturally". Alex said, quietly. "And not as smart as you are". "I need your honest, educated opinion, do you think I can do it?". "Do you feel bad for me?". "Now, Alexandria". He sat down across from her, at his desk cross-legged, folding his hands. "It is no secret you have been severely malnourished due to unfortunate events during the first 4 months of infancy". "This is crucial in determining whether or not you... survive". He said, in a professional, well spoken way. "But... you have surpassed all of our expectations, Alexandria". He continued speaking in his soothing, low register voice. "You have been phenomenal". He smiled gently at her. "I'm pretty jealous". "I wish I had as much inquiry, and skill as you". "You're only saying that as a way to support me, by bringing yourself lower than you actually are".
Alex said, pretty insightful at that. She knew Edd very well. He was at the top of his class, took all A.P. courses, and had a high IQ. She also was very keen in spotting the tactics he would employ to "support" her. He often employed these as a way of sympathy. He knew she needed this, so why not give it to her? "You really are". Edd said, softly. "You will grow to influence, and inspire those in your field". "In whatever it is you decide to do". He rubbed her hands. "Are you still planning on a career in Physics?". He asked gently. "Yes I am". Alex replied "Exciting". He ran his thumb up and down her small hand. "What branch?". "Um…theoretical". She said, settling down a bit. "Ah, I'm no expert, although I believe..." He paused for a quick second. "Let's see, Tesla's theory on magnetism has been refined". "It's Burman's". Alex said, sniffling. "Oh". Edd feigned embarrassment. "See, I don't know anything when it comes to Physics". He said, shaking his head. "Not as much as you, anyhow". "You know,". Alex said, sitting up. "I am pretty great". "I am going to change the world". "I can attest to that". Edd said, thoughtfully. "Although, you are very perseverant".
He studied her, up and down, observantly. He looked away from her, glancing at the data in his folder. Hearing a passive aggressive comment like that, made Alex smile, although afterward, think "huh?". He had snuck into her head. He usually never did with her, although, Alex was lacking in game today. "Um...". She said. "You are extraordinary". Edd grinned widely, taking her hands in his. "You are a very intelligent, kind, trustworthy, faith filled young girl". "That I am charmed delighted to call my first love". He smiled a suave smile. "I am very fortunate to have you, as an enticing girlfriend". "Thanks Edd". Alex said. "I am tickled pink to have been paid a visit by you, Alexandria". "Yeah, I.. know". "Thank you". Alex said. "Of course, anytime". Edd kept running his hands over Alex's. "You will grow to become marvelous". He said, in his soothing voice. "You will influence and inspire anyone you come across" .He spoke to her, now bending down close to her ear. "I will?". Alex asked. "You always have". Edd continued. "Oh, thank you". Alex said. "Certainly". "All for you". He patted her arm. "Whatever you want from me". He muttered, huffing.
He then readied the materials for Alex's checkup. "Alex". He said gently, walking toward her. "It is time to begin the usual process". "For this, I will need you to put this on". He handed her a paper gown. "Mmmm, I'll leave the room". He said, gathering his stuff. "Whenever you're ready". Alex nodded. As he started out the door, she got the paper gown on. Looking around, she could see he in fact was organized. He had everything placed neatly in rows, had all of the papers in her file neatly organized. She could just as easily peek in there, see what it had said. Even if she had looked at some files, she could just as easily place them back in the original order. It would still be neat either way. She was just about to slightly peek in there… very carefully when… the door opened and Edd returned. "Oh, oh,...I was getting ready, um….". She quickly darted her hand away. "Alex". He said in a knowing, yet gentle tone. She looked at him as if she were about to get into trouble. "Seriously…. I…". Alex began to speak. "I know you were curious". He looked down at her. "Oh drat! He knows". She thought to herself. "As to what is in there". He continued softly. "Although very appeasing, we will not be focusing on that". He said, in a soothing, gentle voice. "Let's see what your problem is, and determine how to fix it".
"Ok". Alex agreed. "Mm k". He then brought some tools over, setting the tray down on the table nearby. The soft, white airy nature of the room not only helped Alex calm down, it brought a soothing, collected, meditative disposition with it. Seeing her calm, gentle, yet analytical, sophisticated boyfriend walk toward her, with each foot swinging over the other; very chique; made Alex feel a little better. She admired Edd, and oftentimes would call him on the telephone when she was upset, or when she wanted to talk. Now, with how anxious, and depressed she felt, she would need to talk to him at least once a day. "Now Alex". He said in a lower register, voice, "stand up, and bend over forwards". He instructed, grinning as he did so. Getting up off the bed, Alex bent forward while Edd took measurements. "Very good". He recorded the measurements on his clipboard while Al sat back down on the soft, table. He then took out his stethoscope, putting it over her chest. "Deep breath in….. And…..". He sighed along with her as she sat, wondering when it would be over. "Hmm". Her doctor kept listening. "Oh this…. Hmm". "that's a little…..quick". Edd lifted the stethoscope an inch away from her chest. "Have you been particularly stressed in your life….or…. Oh right". He muttered. "Your….night terrors". Glancing away, he went to get the blood pressure monitor pump. "Mmm k, this will tighten around your upper arm, until it gets a good reading". He then put the blood pressure pump on her arm. "Just relax, and let it happen". He said, in his low, relaxed, gentle voice.
While he was doing all of that, Alex asked him a question. "So, um…..". She started. "Your blood pressure's high, Alexandria". He said, squinting at the pump. "It… it is?". She asked. "Yep,". "Stress". He said in a soft voice. "I… I didn't have a good week". She said, ashamed. "That's quite alright, Alex". He said, comfortingly. "Usually, when we bring up a dark element of our past, we tend to get a little, melancholic". "Yeah, only I… I…I". "Don't be nervous, Alex". He said, grinning again, supportively. "This is a safe space". He said, taking her hands in his. "I feel like, even though….I had trouble 11 years ago, that it's still there". She said, in a very simple manner, much like that of a frightened child. "I understand". Edd said, softly. "I can't sleep now, and I keep having nightmares during the day". "I just...I don't know what to do". "Can you help me?". She asked, quietly, as if she'd been hurt.
"Alexandria". He then looked at her, the way he always did, when speaking to her, as her boyfriend. He even touched his forehead against hers, a bit. "For as long as I've known you, you have been a sagacious, beaming girl". He said, grinning at her. "You have always been truly happy, no matter what your circumstances". Knowing he made another passive-aggressive comment, Alex kept with it, as she needed his comfort, and his warm support. "You are very strong as well". "I think you will be successful no matter what life brings you". "I know". Alex said, sniffling. "You are an extraordinary, talented individual who will influence and inspire the world". Alex nodded to everything he said. "It is no secret you have been severely traumatized, and neglected at birth, which has led to a significant shift in IQ level". "Although, you've surpassed all of our expectations, Alexandria". His low, comforting, soft voice soothed her, as she nodded along with what he was saying.
"You have been…phenomenal". He continued "supporting" her. "You're very impressive". His soft voice cuddled her. "Thank you". Alex said. "Of course, Alex". He then took a small light used to see inside of people's ears, and eyes off of the tray. "Continue staring straight ahead". He instructed. "Good, good". He then jotted down a few more notes on the clipboard. "I… I talked to my mom, this week". "Oh, did you?". Edd asked, busying himself, cleaning the tiny eye light. "Well, I talked to her about when I was little, and she said it wasn't my fault". "It really isn't". He replied putting the eye light back after labeling it. "those who are often severely deprived of the essentials during the first 4 months of life, aren't at fault". "Usually it's the work of the parents or the environment". "My... my birth mom died when I was only five days old". Alex said, quietly. "Oh…. I'm sorry to hear that". Edd said, sympathetically. "Yeah, and I was abused by 8 more people before my… My mom and dad now got me". "Hmmmmm, have you been thinking about that, lately?". Edd asked. "No, I just have nightmares, I've had them since I was little, and now they're worse than usual". "I… I don't know what to do". She said, turning to him. "How often are your nightmares occurring?". He asked, gently. "During the day, now". She said, quietly. "Oh, that's not good". Edd said, scowling. "Have you taken any sleep medication?". He asked. "To help it?".
"Well, Nigel Uno made me take this medicine, that.. That…actually makes my nightmares worse". "I wake up in the middle of the night sweating, and so I quit taking it". "I lied to Nigel and everybody else because, I have no control over anything over there". "They all act fake, and act like they're trying to help me, when in reality, they're not". "I'm having nightmares that are getting worse". "I think we've established that". Edd then situated the ear light tool. "I'm having them during the day". "I don't want to take medicine, I hate medicine". She continued. "I don't know where I'm supposed to turn". Looking at her, observing her, Edd could easily see the fear and disdain in her eyes. His ray of sunshine was now cloudy and gray.
"Just please tell me what to do". "Alex". His soothing, low, sonorous voice returned. "I understand what you are going through". "It's hard on you, isn't it?". She nodded. "But you know, you are very perseverant". His voice lowered to a gentle alluring, register. "You can do anything". "Thank you". Alex sniffled. "You are very intelligent". He rubbed her small, tiny, although, underdeveloped hands. "You are very beautiful as well". "I am honored with the privilege of having a strong willed, ardent young woman as my true love". "You have strength". "You will get through this, you always have". He grinned. "Thank you". Alex said, again.
"Open your mouth, Alexandria". Edd was now ready to examine the inside of her mouth, and her throat. "Ok, good good". He put more notes down on the clipboard. "No abnormalities". "So, am I supposed to take medicine again, or…?". "Because I don't want to". "I'm morally opposed to anything that will harm my well-being". She said. "Oh my". Edd said, as a smile formed on his face. "You're a carbon copy of me!". He chuckled. "You know how passionate I can be at times". He said, throwing his head back, confidently. "I completely understand, although medication will help". "But… but.. I was thinking maybe I could do talk therapy instead". Alex said. "
That could be a viable option, although these nightmares are a compilation of once, former traumatic flashbacks, that through time have addled the brain's fluid distribution, as well as damaged the nerve endings located in the amygdala, sophoric region". That could lead to something bad". He informed. "Oh.. I didn't know". Alex said. "It could also be a result of severe PTSD". He said in a flat tone. No longer with a singsong ring to his voice. "Umm… umm". Alex turned her head, with her fingers in her mouth. Edd looked down at her, understandingly. "This nighttime medication will help with depleting the presence of nightmares, and hardships completely".
"Trust me". He said in a soft, silky, yet soothing voice. "I think, it'll help you". He grinned yet again. "But I don't want to take anything that will jeopardize my health, and my safety". "Alex". Edd's soothing voice calmed her a great amount. "This medication will eliminate any bad nightmares, you have". "It'll rock you to sleep, and allow the nerve endings in your amygdala to repair themselves replenish, allowing you to wake up, and feel...rejuvenated". His soothing, sonorous, meditative voice felt like a nice chocolate cookie that had warmed Alex's heart. Slowly but surely, she was coming to, and letting her damaged heart be bandaged, and warmed, cleansed, bathed, a little bit, by the soothing presence of her boyfriend. To have her boyfriend be her doctor, was pretty relieving.
At that moment, she had felt all of her sadness, and pain go away. She began to feel much better, thanks to Edd being there for her, showing genuine concern and compassion for her. Unlike the KND,he wasn't fake, or suspicious. Unlike The Bagges, he wasn't cynical, or dangerous. He truly did care for her, and he did radiate a genuine, kind nature about him. She needed him, and she looked up to him, as the only person at this point, who truly cared for her, and was gentle toward her, as well. She looked up at him, with those wide, fearful, sad eyes and hoped, even wished to be there longer. She even thought this was better than seeing her original doctor! "You should continue taking medication". He said, grinning a wide, happy, yet supportive smile. Alex still sat looking up at him. He still spoke to her, his gin and his lips, and teeth moved along, shaped along with the inaudible words he was saying. "Will you try it?". He said, softly, inaudibly. "Can it be Melatonin?". Alex asked. "Mmm, well". Edd began gently. "Melatonin is a vitamin that has been seen as a sleep enhancer". "Through natural slowing of the brainwaves, and generation of the melatonin fluid, it does help with sleep". "However, it does not help with nighttime anxiety, and regression of PTSD-esque symptoms". He still said gently, and softly. "So…. that's a yes?". Alex asked.
"Alex". Edd reminded. "You've been having these nightmares since you were a year old". "It has been painful for you, I understand". "And they've been, getting worse?". He asked. Alex nodded. He held her hands once more. "You need medication". He said, softly. "A normal vitamin pro-supplement won't exactly help the way medicine will". "It does not shift fluids to fit the repair of nerve endings". "But… I don't want medication". Alex said, becoming upset again. "I can't take medicine again". "I won't". She said. "I won't", "I won't". "Alex". Edd said with a silky tinge to his gentle voice. "It will help you". "It will allow for your sleep to be more relaxing". "Don't be stubborn". He reminded. "I'm not taking medication". Alex said. "There's no way I will, and there's no way to make me". "Why not?'. Edd said, a bit irritated. "Because it doesn't work". She said with tears in her eyes now. "I still have the same nightmares, and now I have thoughts that someone, or something is going to hurt me". "No one will". He muttered, quietly. "No, I have the same nightmares, and I can't sleep". Alex began crying again, while getting mean in the process. "You all don't know what I'm going through". Seeing her sad eyes, and knowing her upset feeling would come about, Edd rubbed her back.
"Alex". He continued. "I understand your previous medication embedded some…". "Lingering doubts". He said this in a lower, sonorous, voice. "Although, I can assuage you this newer medication will truly help you attain a better sleep". "Like what does it do?". Alex asked, concerned eyes looking up at him. "Oh it's not… yeah". He muttered, putting the ear, eye, and mouth lights away, and getting out the reflex tester. "Alls it does is relax you, and get you down before you drift off". He added. "Will I have nightmares?". Alex asked. "You shouldn't". Edd muttered. "I'm… I'm sorry". "It's just… I'm really nervous about how this one will go". "I…. i…". "Don't worry about it". Edd said, gently. "I get very nervous about new things, too". "But...but.". "You're exactly like me". He then pulled out the reflex hammer. "I guess". Alex said, looking down. "Yep, I think you have that, type A personality". He said gently. "Don't worry, I'm like that, too". He said in a gentle voice. "Right exactly, where you worry about every little, finicky thing that bothers you". "I understand". He said.
"Yeah, I mean, I love rules, and I think rules are important". Alex looked down at the floor. She was clearly uncomfortable, and exhausted. Hence why she was no longer confident, proper, sophisticated, and sure of herself. She also felt deeply saddened, although she couldn't figure out why. "I… um… I always get worried when something is out of place, and I always get angry when something goes missing". "Oh, well I'm crazy". Edd said, testing the other knee reflexes. "I get all...yeah". He gestured a cuckoo bird flying around his head. "I get a bit worried when people do crazy, outlandish things". He shook his head. "Um… do the Eds do anything dangerous?". Alex asked. "Oh yeah". He muttered. "They're nuts". He rolled his eyes. "There's only so much we can do to stop them". Alex said, sadly. "Will they ever learn?...". She and Edd shared a look. "Ok, your reflexes luckily, aren't as bad". He skimmed her health report. "That seems to be the hero". He muttered, cynically. Alex did hear him even as he was over at his desk.
Sighing, she tried not to cry as she looked down at the floor. Feeling as if she had gotten a punch in the gut, she then felt a sting, with his words, even as he was far away. Alex felt as if being upset all these weeks, no, all of these years was suddenly wrong. She felt as if she'd done something wrong. Or said something wrong, right there. She sat looking at the floor, not saying, or doing anything. She had felt low today. What started and ended as a great couple of days, a week, ok, 5 weeks, had suddenly become sour. She was having a classic, "bad day". "Alex". She then lifted her head at Edd's gentle voice. "Yes?". She said softly. "What has you down?". He asked, walking toward her. "Nothing, I'm fine". She said, quietly. She was still ashamed of herself for letting her health deteriorate. It wasn't her fault. She had nothing to do with it. "I'm fine, really". She said, indifferently. "You seem very aloof". He said, gently. "No please, I'm fine". "Truly I am". She looked at the floor, masking her ashamed feeling. She did very well with it too. She looked perfectly normal. However, it took the skill of true emotional sensation, of true love, of a true boyfriend to see past her normal facade.
"Alex". He said, knowingly. She lifted her head at the sound of his gentle voice. "Mm, you are responding well". He said, softly. "Yes, what do you need?". She said, in a normal, polite manner. "Tell me what the problem is". "Nothing, I'm good". She said, perkily, burying her feeling. "Alexandria". Edd said, gently. She then, at that true moment, felt everything go...heavy. As if a weight were crushing her shoulders, as if a huge burden were crushing her soul, as if pain were suckling at her, sinking its fangs into her side, snarling evilly, although she didn't seem to mind at all. She smiled through it. She seemed oblivious, and even if it were, she'd nonchalantly seem to wave casually at it. Though now, the pain was crushing her, making her palms sweaty, her heart beat fast, and her feel like everything around her was massive.
"I heard you say something, earlier". She said quietly. "What was it?". Edd asked, gently. "I heard you make a comment about my health". She continued. "Oh, what did I say?". He asked, now with some concerned sprig to his gentle voice. "You looked at my folder, and you said, and I quote, "that seems to be the hero" ". she said, quaintly. "You were referring to how that was the only good part of my health report so far". "The context in which you made said comment was "cynical", and like I had done something wrong". "I now feel ashamed, and I feel as if you all of a sudden think lower of me". "I don't care what you say, or do". "You are always accurate, and viable with every statement". She continued. "What exactly are you getting at?". Edd asked, gently.
"The context by which your comment was made implied that it was a huge disappointment, and dishonor that everything was lacking". She stated. "You made it seem that by me being unhealthy due to my first 4 months of neglect, that I did something wrong". "I can't help the fact that I'm behind on some things". "I can't help the fact that I'm small, and underdeveloped due to". "I can't help the fact that the last 11 years of my life, I have had damage done because of pain". "But, whatever is achievable to you". She said. "I know I'm different, but when you make simple-minded, comments such as, you not only sound like a jealous idiot, but you will hurt the feelings of those who are very sensitive". She said. "I usually tolerate your comments, they're what I love about you, but you've crossed the line with that one". "I think you should seek some other patients, whose parents would feel fine and dandy filing a lawsuit with you". She said. She then began crying again, now that the pain from Edd's comment subsided. Her shameful, look made it known just how much little subtleties such as, hurt.
Although she had felt confident, with only a mix of fear; she had stood up to, ok, not so much Edd as his passive aggressive comments. She then waited for how he would react. She was a bit frightened though. "Oh, I did". Edd said. "Oh, well now I feel bad". He said, gently.
"Is that what I said?". Alex nodded. "Oh,... hmmm, I never meant that". He said, putting papers away. "Yeah, It's ok". "Alex". He said, in a low, sonorous, almost, alluring voice. "You understand, I would never say, or do anything that would defame you". He took her hands in his. "You are a phenomenal, fantastic girl, that I am sure will break ground one day". Alex nodded. "You, are, extraordinary". He continued. "You very well know, I don't think of you as lesser-than". "You've always known that". He looked down at her, now with his face above hers, he seemed to be floating above her. "You've known how much I care about you". He said, softly. "There's no shame, or sadness in having a rough start". "I know". Alex said. "But...you don't understand how ashamed you made me feel by saying what you said, behind my back". Alex looked up, concerned. "Or so you thought it was behind my back". "If I can hear you, you're not doing it right". Alex said. "You don't understand that now I feel horrible". "I get that". He said, gently. "I understand exactly how you feel". "That was not proper for me to say". He admitted. "My deepest apologies". "It's been a hard few passing months hasn't it?". He said, soothingly. Alex nodded.
"Have you talked with your mom since this has happened?". He asked, softly. "Well, I talked to her last month when my dad was away, and that's when the nightmares started becoming horrible". Alex said. "And you haven't informed her of what was happening, have you?". He inquired. "No". she said. "You do need to enlighten your parents of when these situations come up". He said, gently. "They are there to assist you when needed". "So are we". He said, softly. "Why haven't you told them?". A bit of his neuroticism came to. "I...I I don't know". Alex said, sadly. "I don't know". "I don't know why". She sighed. "Mmmm, well, when we inform our parents of what's happening when situations arise, we're putting good in the hands of ourselves, and our caretakers". He rubbed her hands. "We're here to mend your ties". He said, in a silky, soft, whispery voice. He smiled as he said this. Alex looked up at him. "Relationships can be hard to assiduate". His tongue seemed to hang onto the "t" of assiduate. "Luckily with us, you will be very successful". He said. "My darlin". He said, chuckling, and smiling brightly. "Oh ok". Alex said. "Not to worry". He said, gently. "You will be extraordinary". "You always have been". "You will be phenomenal, I will assuage you that". He then measured her breathing.
"Oh, thank you". Alex said. "Of course". He replied. "I like this new modest you". He noticed, complimenting her. "Have you been taking advice from your dad I'll bet?". He asked. "Abigail's been teaching me how to be more humble". She said, sniffling. "Mmm, learn while you can". He said. "Just out of curiosity, what medication were you on before?". He asked. "Um… I… I don't know". Alex said. "Try to remember". He said in a low, soothing, supportive voice. "You can do it". "You always have". He said in a low voice. "It..it was called Circa Monom". She said. "Circa Monom". He said, "mmm, that one has been claimed to have not worked properly". "If, at all". "So, what do I have to take now?". Alex asked. "Mmmmm, well, there's always Deprixin". He suggested. "What's that supposed to be?". Alex asked. "It is a nighttime medicine designed to enhance a normal sleep, while repairing the nerves in your brain". He informed. "Will it hurt me?". Alex asked. "Of course, not". He said, gently. "All's it will do is calm you, effectively until you become tired". "You will then fall asleep". He informed. "Now, I recommend taking this during the day, as well". "During the day?". Alex asked. "But...but". "The repair of nerve endings is crucial". He reminded. "It will get you a bit drowsy, but you'll be depleted of nightmares during this time, and be relaxed most of the day". He continued.
"But… but". Alex started getting nervous again. "It will also eliminate levels of anxiety". He said, looking her up and down. "If you want, you can get comfortable talking with one of our licensed talk therapists". "I…. I.. I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but…". "Mmmm, what is it?". Edd asked, leaning against the white wall. "I want to talk to you". Alex said, looking up at him with her wide, frightened eyes. "I… I don't want to talk to anyone else, right now". "Please?". She asked. "Of course". He said. "We will always talk". "Mmmm, I'll look at my schedule and see what days I'm available". He said, gently. "We'll talk then". He smiled brightly and grandly.
The wide gap in his teeth was seen clearly, as his smile became mischievous. "My darlin". He winked at Alex. Alex nodded. "My angel". He mouthed the words inaudibly to her. "Ok". Alex said. "In all aspects". He took the stack of papers that had been printed, and set them in a folder. "Your health is not good". His demeanor became serious. "Your blood pressure is low, your heart, and stress level is very high, your blood pressure high, and your sodium/ carbonate, sugar intake is at an ok level". "Your IQ level is still at 201?". He asked. She nodded. "Mk". he mumbled. "Although your developmental, prefrontal cortex is still damaged, and there is still marking around the...earlobe?". He asked. Alex nodded. "Mmk". "Your reflexes look to be the only true report on this examination docket". He said. "Luckily, with your new medication, and some much needed revitalizing". A smile formed on his face. "You'll feel much better". "Yeah, I..I guess you're right". She said, turning away, sniffling again, beginning to cry. A soft sob was heard nearby. "What's wrong, Alex?". Edd asked, putting a hand on his oversized, baggy jacketed hip.
She continued sobbing. "Mm, what's wrong, turtledove?". He asked, softly. He now stood in front of her. "I... I… I don't want to go back to their treehouse, I don't". She sniffled. "I want to stay here, and talk to you". "I'm not going back to their treehouse". She said. "Alex", Edd said in a low, soothing, sonorous, tone. He took her aside. "You are phenomenal". "There is no one else as talented, lovely, and as potent as you". "I think, you will rise to great heights one day". "There is no end to what you will accomplish". He comforted. "You think I can do it?". Alex asked. "You will, Alex". He said in a gentle, assuring, almost, motherly voice. "You have the courage, confidence and spirit to do as you wish". "Whatever your destiny might be, you will rise above". "I know it". He said. "Thank you". Alex said. "Of course". Edd said in an airy like tone. "I could never be as smart as you". He methodically lied. "You are quite amazing". "I think, you will change the world". He said, kindly. Alex nodded along. "You already have". He said in a low voice. "You have made life wonderful for me". He sighed. "I absolutely adore having you at my side". "You truly are, my muse". He said gently. "You… you don't...you don't look down on me, or think I'm dumb, or behind at all?". Alex asked. "Of course not". Edd said, methodically "supporting" her. "You're smarter than I'll ever be". He said smiling suavely.
"I'm wondering if I'll ever live up to you". He said, in a low voice. "Oops, I could've said that more eloquently, could I?". he chuckled nervously. "Oh...oh oh my!". He chuckled. "The ol' slip of the tongue". Alex smiled, going along with it. Even if she knew he was only employing his tactics. "Ah, Alex". He said. "I am very impressed by you". "No matter what, I will always be right beside you, comforting you in a time of need". He said in a low voice. "I will always be at your equal discovering any wonderful thing with you". "Even if you were indeed...delayed". He said, flatly. "We'll always have a special connection, the universe knew we were intended to be together". "It had it in for us". He smiled. "I know". Alex nodded. "You truly are a savant". Edd said, gently. "Thank you". Alex said. "Of course, my darlin". He said, airily, and softly. "My muse". He grinned. "I will always love you, and all you do". He said. "Thank you, Edd". "you too". Alex said, they both began nuzzling each other.
"I will always think you're heavenly". Edd whispered. "Me too". Alex said. "Thank you for helping me, and being there for me, and supporting me". "I know I'm someone that is behind, and impaired, and childish, and you're leaps and bounds ahead of me, but still thank you so much for staying behind, and helping me". "Alex". Edd said, gently. "Lower your voice". "This is a safe space". "Its exclusive". He whispered. "Still, thank you". Alex said. "Of course". He whispered. "Anytime you wish to have me". He muttered, crisply. "I love you Edd". Alex said, looking up at him. Her frightened, wide eyes looked for comfort. Edd remained silent, for a while, before saying, in a very romantic, and seductive voice. "I love you too, Alex". He then looked at her for a moment, before they both went in for an amazing moment. He leaned in, almost immediately, as they both shared a moment of pure warmth. Alex had felt her lips against his, as he asked, "Are you ok with this?". Alex nodded. They continued kissing. At that moment, Alex felt all of her troubles, her pain, and her sorrows based on Edd's one error from beforehand, melt away.
She had now felt a new light of healing, and of courage beam down on her, erasing the pain, the monster that had sucked, and sucked, and tried to torture her. The pain slowly disappeared, and love left a beam of light, on her as she relaxed. She had felt a new wave, a new relaxing, small white ocean wave of trust, and of renewal wash over her, as Edd's thin, rough, cracked lips touched hers. They had seemed aged from something he wasn't exactly supposed to be doing. Alex knew exactly what it was. It was why his voice sounded low, and deep, when he spoke gently to her. It was an indulgence a lot of people she knew did. He smoked. Alex didn't approve, nor did she think he smelt good at all in doing so. Though his good-natured, coddling, supportive attitude trumped that.
She liked Double D, Eddward, as he was formally known as. She knew, while he did have flaws, he was an upstanding, therapeutic, loving, nurturing source for her to rely on. She loved him, and knew he would be there for her. "Let go". She heard his voice whisper. "Quiet". She had thought she had heard his voice, as true love, and hope surrounded her. Happiness had blanketed her as well, as she giggled happily, knowing now, that there truly was an upside to her day.
The kissing continued, as Alex relaxed. "It's destiny". Edd whispered. As they released, Alex felt quite good, knowing she had not only got her first kiss, she had felt true love. As she hugged Edd, who, surprisingly was her doctor for the day, she knew there was hope. She loved knowing that no matter how imperfect life was, she would indeed see light at the end of her tunnel. Let's just say, the coming weeks were going to be fun. "Thank you". She said. "Of course, darling". Edd said. "We should get a little nosh, don't you think?". He whispered. "Um…. I don't know?". Alex said. "Honey". He said. He was attempting to do the role of happy couple with her. "Oh, and I'll call you sometime after work, darling". He said, smiling. "Ok". Alex said. "Oh, look at us, whispering sweet evils into each other's ear".
He then burst out laughing. Alex nodded along to what he was saying. "Anyhow". He continued as the laughing subsided. "Are we...good?". He asked. "I'm ok". Alex said. "I know I've said it over 4 times now, but, Thank you". She looked up at him, with sad, wide eyes. They looked human. "Of course, Alex". Edd said, gently. Looking down at her, he smiled understandingly. "Mm hmm". He nodded, rubbing her back while hugging her over the shoulder. "It'll be good". He assured. "Don't worry about it". He whispered. "Don't take after me". He winked, then letting a chuckle through. He then rubbed Alex's shoulder.
"Alright, so...". He checked his pocket schedule. "Mk, I have 4 more patients this afternoon". He tore a tiny slip off of a piece of paper. "Ok this", he pointed to the items on the list quickly. "Has your new medication over here, these depict your results for the year, and this is your recommendation for a licensed therapist". He said, smiling. "Someone to console you, if and when you need it". He said gently. "Hold onto this, and take this". He gave her some papers from the file. "To the front desk". "Got that?". He asked, grinning. "Yes". She said. "Ok". "Well, I must be off, although it was quite lovely seeing you, again". He said. "It's lovely to see you're doing well, in school". He continued, pursing his lips. "It was nice to see you too". Alex said. "I will… um... see you again". "I'll see you soon, Alex". He said, walking away. "Not to worry, we'll talk". He winked. "For as long as you like". "Ok". Alex said. "My darlin". Edd chuckled. "Angelic". He said, softly.
Alex laughed at the odd, nerdy, yet sweet antics of her boyfriend. She loved how effeminate and kind he was. For someone who was a genius, he was very kind, and often loved helping people. He did like Alex, and even as he had the knowledge of her being delayed, he acted as if she was his "muse", and coddled her. Although, he and the Eds didn't do it in the conventional way. Edd had his way of rallying them all around her, often calling her "the coolest girl", and "drooling" over. Heck, they liked her over him. They often fed her a large amount, and Eddy often flirted with her. Although they did this, they still on rare occasion, talked down to her. They did this in their own subtle, hidden ways. The talent aspired behind "supporting" her, and employing the advanced skill of "helping" was suitable, and a great way for Edd to bring himself down to her level. While also masquerading his true feeling of skeptic realism, around her.
"See you later, Edd!". Alex said. "Love you! ". Edd's line-thin lips formed a wide, grin. "I'll see you soon, Alex". He said in a gentle, understanding, voice. "Take care for me, ok?". He hugged her. She nodded. "I love you most". He said in a low, soothing, sonorous voice. "Ok, see you later". Alex said. "Goodbye, Alex". Edd said, still grinning. Alex started out, as Edd got another soft-spoken PA to clean the tools. Looking up at him, Alex recognized the soft, pale face, with a small smile. Hold on! The PA was Jimmy! "Hi Jimmy". She said, looking at the ground. "Hi Alex". He said, softly, yet cheerily.
"These folks in the back...say they know you?". He hesitated, glancing at the clipboard. "Abigail and...Hoagie... I believe". "Oh...oh...yes, they're my friends". She looked up at him with her big, eyes. Her arm covered most of her face, except her eyes. "Yes of course, they requested they come back". Jimmy said. "Oh, did they? ". Edd asked still drying his tools. "Yes, they did". Jimmy informed. "Mmm k, send them back". Jimmy hurried out, while Edd and Alex still remained in there. Alex tried to talk to Edd, although he stayed fixated on his flip phone.
Pressing the green button, he called someone. One of the Eds? The proctor for the Olive Oil making class? The agent for his Gelato making class? "Yes?". "Yes, yes, right…". "Ok, yes, she's back here, we just did the necessities". "Right". "Right, yes". "She was good, right". "M k". "Hold on, let me get in a better zone, here". He then, walked with haste to a back room. Listening in, Alex heard bits and pieces of their conversation. "Oh yes". "She has her physical exam results". He said scandalously. The rest of the conversation was a little choppy, and she'd only caught bits and pieces here and there. "Yes". She had heard again. Everything else was a blur being that the room was soundproof. Although, she did hear a faint, "do you want me walk her out?". The sound then became hard to hear yet again. Soon, the phone snapped shut and Edd reappeared.
"Ok, now, will you do me the honor of coming with me?". He asked. Alex nodded, as the two made their way back to the waiting room. Hoagie and Abigail were waiting. "Mm hey how'd it go?". Hoagie asked, putting the KND magazine down. "It was great, wasn't it?". Edd bent down acknowledging Alex. She nodded, now with her fingers in her mouth. "I...I um, I really trust Edd". Alex said. "I actually feel like I can talk to him, and not be judged". "I feel like I can actually share my feelings, and not have anyone's reactions be fake". "I feel safe there". She said. "He also told me that I can come in and talk to him, anytime I want". She said. "Well, that's great". Abigail said gladly. "Sounds magnificent". Hoagie agreed. They then glanced up at Edd, sharing a look with him. "She summarized it perfectly". He smiled. "Ok, well, thank you". "I guess we should "hit the road" as you Americans say". Alex joked. "Come on, ladies and gentlemen". She felt a tinge of happiness, and the familiar feeling of her old self surfacing once again, only to be hit with Abigail's request.
"Actually, we need to talk with Dr. Edd". Abigail said softly with a tinge of quiet in her tone. "Why don't you sit down and make yourself comfortable while we get things situated". "But...but". "Sit down, while we talk with your doctor". Abigail whispered. Alex then looked at Abigail who had closed her lips. Slowly she sat down. "Why don't you make yourself comfortable? ". Hoagie asked cheerily, breaking the miniscule amount of tension between the two. "Here, you can read this". He handed her his KND Magazine. Alex skimmed it, as they disappeared behind the door to the hallway. There were a couple of headings for articles entitled, "Soopreme Leader", and a picture of Rachel was seen. She knew Rachel very well, as she was best friends with Nala. She knew Rachel as part of the Kids Next Door as well. The article had a Q and A with Rachel about being "Soopreme Leader", and friends with her advisor, Fanny Fulbright, Numbuh 86. Alex knew Fanny very well, as she oftentimes went over to Fanny's house on some weekends. Talk about someone who idolized her, Fanny invited her over every weekend, and obsessively would talk about the next time she would be back. While she was over, Fanny would give her makeovers, make "Girls Rule the World" t-shirts, and pull her hand, possessively when she'd be in the kitchen talking with Shaunie, or with Mr. Fulbright. Fanny always talked about how great Alex was, and even berated her brothers to be more like her.
Alex sighed, hoping that Fanny didn't call her up, and invite her over. She wasn't in the mood to tolerate any hyperactivity that day. She didn't even want to see Kuki. she glanced over at the door, while a secretary typed away at her computer. She first, wondered why Edd wanted them back there. To talk perhaps, although that lead to another question of just what they were talking about back there….