A/n: I feel like this song fitted well into the bond shared between Anakin and Ahsoka from the Clone Wars to the Rebel's series. You can listen to the song while reading this. It gave me an inspiration to write this. Btw; I am a huge Anisoka and Vadersoka fan, so don't judge me. This fanfic can be interpreted as an Anisoka but this is about their bond. The song is called CONSTELLATION by Far Out KARRA.
[Verse 1]
Memories frozen fossilized
Afraid of the past, so petrified
'Cause I just don't know how to letgo
It'sforever, you're inside my bones
Ahsoka's POV: Her master's past had always been a mystery to her….Anakin; dubbed with the name "HERO WITH NO FEAR", given to by those who never truly knew him. His fear of those who he loves most outweighed everything. The fear that truly cost him everything shackled his very being...first his mother….Master Qui-Gon Jin...me leaving the Jedi….then Padmé his wife. It truly pains me to know that all this created a man into a machine known as Darth Vader.
[Verse 2]
Your DNA I can't forget
Washingaway the emptiness
Yeah, your voice is just an echo
But it's the only thing I need to
Ahsoka's POV: Of course, the order gave him a name of the "Chosen One" prophesied to bring balance and yet was ridiculed by those who tried to change him. The Jedi forbid attachments. Yet; attachments make him so strong that many idolized him for his prowess as the youngest Jedi Knight. Although with all the praises of being the said Chosen One to bring balance and peace...the pedestal brought too and so much weight on his shoulders and self-destruction on himself to meet the expectations of others that wears his heart, his mind, and finally his spirit. It tore him apart left and right making him differ to those around him.
[Chorus]
Know that you're alive
Your light will never die
So I follow in the middle of the night and find my way
You're my constellation
Ahsoka's POV: Oh, Anakin I wish I never left you. I should have been there to be the light that lifts your spirit. My memory of Mortis still haunts me in my dreams. You tried so hard to be there for me; you supported me; and you taught me so much. The scandal of my trial; accusations of bombing the temple and killing the clones, nobody even bothered to listen or was given a fair trial. For all those teaching the Jedi taught us how to be compassionate and peacekeepers were just empty words. Barriss was right about Jedi becoming soldiers and knowing nothing but violence...as war grew longer we have lost our ways. You cleared my name and before that you brought me back to life. I knew Anakin Skywalker was...is still there in that shell of Darth Vader. I'm so happy that Luke redeemed you but I wished...deeply wished I was there. I had so many things to say to you but... I couldn't. I'm alone...I'm the only one left.
[Drop]
Ahsoka's POV: I felt you again...You truly came back. I'm so happy but at the same time I was jealous...jealous of Luke being able to bring you back to the light and jealous that he was was there at your moment of redemption. The suddenly I was overwhelmed with the feeling of grief when I felt you slipping away to become one with the force.
[Verse 3]
Your gravity pulls me off the ground
Over my head, I'll never drown
You hold me steady when I'm shaking
My reality is caving in
Ahsoka's POV: I will always remember the teachings you taught me. Our banters...your training really paid of...I transitioned from Padawan to general of the rebellion known as Fulcrum. I will forever keep our memories of the time we were together close to my heart….because after all your stuck with me, Skyguy. And I will always be your Snips.
