A little Lucifer sentimental.

Mention of suicide, also I don't mean to disrespect anyone with the way I talk about god and such.

Let me know what you think.

Chloe relaxed most of the drive, almost dozing off when she noticed they were driving towards the beach. "Lucifer where are we?"

"A small detour." Lucifer made a sharp turn, before coming to a stop. Shutting the engine off he turned towards Chloe.

Chloe looked around confused and intrigued at the same time. "I'm sure I will enjoy this Lucifer, but I need to get to work."

Lucifer climbed out, walking around to her side. Opening it he held his hand out for her. "Do you trust me?"

No missing a beat or with any hesitation she grabbed his hand, smiling as he pulled her against his chest. "With my life."

"Wonderful then. Forget about everything at the moment and come with me." Keeping her in his arms he walked her down the pier closer to the beach. Even though he was relaxed, Chloe noticed the way his eyes scanned everything. It was as if he was waiting for something to pop out.

Before she had a chance to ask her, Lucifer stopped staring out into the water. "This was where Maze and I landed when we decided to leave hell…well, when I decided to leave. At first I was confused, but the feeling of the water and sand was wonderful. For once I felt something that wasn't just pain, dread, hatred, or hot. I won't lie and tell you I didn't enjoy punishing those that deserved it, but it wasn't who I was…it's not who I am." Chloe stood beside him, looking out at the calm waves as she listens to what he had to say. "When my father casted me out and made me what I am, I was angry…enraged so I took it out on the those who were sent to hell. I began making my home there, I made Maze and some other demons to do my bidding. I made sections for different sins, bloody hell I build my own castle down there."

Chloe grabbed his hand. "Lucifer what changed?"

Lucifer took a deep breath. "I was never truly happy, I loved what I did, I loved that people feared and adored me, but it was never who I was. I was his favorite son you know. I was the brightest of all his sons and what did he do? He threw me out, making me into the thing all people fear." Chloe watch him go from calm to enrage. "He turned his back on me, turned me into a sadistic torturer and into this monster!" His face turned to his true form for a quick second without him even knowing it.

Chloe quickly pulled him into hug. Not caring she just got a glimpse of the true devil. "You are not a monster. Nor are you a torturer or evil. Lucifer I will not be the one to get involve in the depute you have with your father, but I am with you all the way." Pulling back, she grabbed his chin pulling him up to face her. "You are the man I love. You are loyal, charming, ten time better than every man on this planet. You are still the brightest of all the stars regardless of what they have done to you. Even if you are still a pain in the ass sometimes."

Lucifer scoffed. "You know something; my life didn't really change until I met you."

That perked her attention. "Is that so? How?"

Pulling her back into the hug they stared over the ocean. "It became exciting; it also gave me a purpose to do something. What really changed was me, I began getting feelings. Something I was never able to feel. I felt no pain or any other emotions, but with you it all came rushing in since the first time I met you. I felt intrigued by you, as the time went by it was attraction. Only not the same kind I got from the others."

"Was that bad?" Chloe asked.

Lucifer shook his head. "Bad? No. Strange? Yes. Everyone told me to stay away from you, but I couldn't nor did I want to." Lucifer was beginning to feel uncomfortable by now, this was the most he had spoken of this subject with anyone, hell he hadn't even told Linda any of this.

Chloe must have sense it since she changed the subject. "Why did you leave hell? I mean what gave you that last push to do it?"

"A new arrival. A small girl about Beatrice's age. She arrived scared and bloody, you would be surprised how many teenagers and young adult show up, but not young ones like her. Kids are small angels really, my brothers and sisters watch over them until they know the right between right and wrong. After that they are on their own." Knowing he was getting off topic he cleared his throat. "I asked her what happened. She told me she just wanted to get away from all the pain….."

Flashback:

Lucifer stepped down from his throne and approached the little girl. She wore a bloody white dress, her hair was bright yellow and must he admit stunning green/hazel eyes. she was rather cute if he was ever asked. The little girl looked around with wide eyes, cowering into herself every time Maze got Too close to her.

"What is your name?" Lucifer demanded, smirking at the way she jumped.

"Jules." She whispered.

"Speak up child." Maze growled.

"Jules!" The child cried.

Lucifer rolled his eyes. "Way to go Maze, now I have to deal with her sobbing." Maze just shrugged her shoulders. "Right then, why are you here child?"

Jules cried. "I-I don't know."

"Bloody hell." Sending a glare up to his father he circled the girl. "What happened before you woke up here?"

"I-I just wanted the hurt to go away. I didn't want him to hurt me anymore." Jules whispered.

Lucifer frowned, stopping in front of her he knelled down. "What?" Jules shook her head. "Tell me what do you mean?"

"He told me he was going to hurt me if I told anyone."

Lucifer chuckled. "Believe me there is no way in hell he will find you here. Now who is he?"

"m-my daddy." Jules mumbled. "All the time when I finished my prayers he would come go in my room and do things. They hurt and I even had blood once."

"Your father." Looking over at Maze he wasn't surprise to see a bored look on her face. "What happened after?"

Jules took a deep breath. "When he went away I went to his room, grabbed his gun and I shot it."

Lucifer was shocked, for the first time since he was casted out he was shocked. "Let me get this right. You took you father's gun and shot yourself?" Jules nodded. "Why in the bloody hell would you do that?"

Jules sniffed not wanting to cry again. "I don't know! I just wanted to hurt to go away."

"And your mother?" Lucifer was sure her mother had to have done something.

"Mommy died." Jules answered.

Maze having heard enough placed a hand on the girl's shoulder. "Well now that you know what the sin was. I will take her." Lucifer wanted to protest, but there was nothing he could do. If he took her in as his own, they will see him weak and try and take advantage of it.

Looking up he growled. "She is just a child, one of your precious children! The ones you so much love and protect! Yet you allow some scum to dishonor her and once she can't handle It any more, you turn your back on her! Do you have any idea what awaits her here!? Do you?!" As always he got no response, that was the moment he made his choice. He was leaving hell.

End of flashback:

"We left that same night." Lucifer mumbled.

Chloe couldn't believe it. "Is she still there?"

"Who?"

"Jules."

Lucifer nodded. "Yes, she will always be there. Only way a soul can enter his holy home is when he allows it. I am willing to let Jules go and reunite with her mother, but that would not be possible until dear old dad allows it."

"Why won't he?" Chloe didn't understand that; she was only a baby.

"Dad takes suicide very serious. It's like a big fuck you to him, when someone throws away the life he had given them." Lucifer explained.

Chloe nodded. "What about hell, do you have to do something as little as stealing or what?"

Lucifer chuckled. "No. Hell is not for ordinary sins. It is not for the parents who lost their tempers in frustration whilst struggling under the stresses of life. It is not for the mentally ill or those too damaged to know right from wrong. Hell is reserved for those who knew their actions were wrong and did them regardless, enjoying the anguish of others and taking what was not rightfully theirs. For those that did something knowing it was wrong and felt no regret or remorse. Hell is for those that have no heart just like the one who runs hell."

Chloe pulled back glaring into his eyes. "Don't say that! Lucifer you have a heart and big one at that." Placing a hand over his heart she felt the steady thump. "I can feel it against my hand, hear it pounding when I am close to you. Lucifer if you had no heart you would have not felt the way you did with Jules, father Frank or with your father. You would not have the feeling you have for me." Grabbing his hand, she placed it over her own. "If you still think you don't, just remember you have mine and always will."

Lucifer gazed down at her with admiration. "You truly are an angel." Leaning down he rested his forehead against hers. "I don't know if I am capable of loving nor if I ever will be, but at this moment you have mine as well detective." Grinning Chloe pulled him down for a passionate kiss, one that made both their knees do week.

They stayed at the beach for a while longer, Chloe has convinced him to take a small walk. He showed her where he had burned his wings and the where the fight with his brother had happened. Chloe just laughed at the giddy way he told her the story. By the time they arrive back at Lucifer's place people were already getting in line. Chloe glanced down at her watch cringing at the fact that she was two hours late already. Chloe followed him up to his loft, stopping at in by the piano she watched him disappeared into the room.