TW
My life is even more grey since it's January and Zuko and Katara got closer and closer. I just want to die. I know i shouldn't cry over a boy but i never felt like this before. Everything hurts. When i see them together, i feel like killing them or myself. I have to decide someday, when this pain doesn't stop.
I'm hurt but i can't blame him. She's a dream and perfect.. and me? I'm just Mai. Emotionless, cold, not even near as talented as she is and just worthless. I've never felt worse in my usually so boring life. I had feelings for zuko since i was little. And i really thought he would like me too... ugh, i feel so stupid. Of course he likes her! Look at her! And her personality is just like the one of an angel. Why can't i be like her? I hate myself so much.
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Someday:
"I still remember third of December, me in your sweater. You said it looked better on me, than it did on you. Only if you knew how much I liked you. But I watch your eyes, as she walks by.. What a sight for sore eyes, brighter than a blue sky. She's got you mesmerized... While I die. Why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half, as pretty. You gave her your sweater. It's just polyester, but you like her better. Wish I were Katara.
Watch as she stands with her holding your hand, put your arm 'round her shoulder. Now I'm getting colder but how could I hate her? She's such an angel. But then again, kinda wish I were dead, as she walks by.
Bye Zuko, I'll forever love you.
- Love, Mai"
"please come back Mai. I-.. i love you too" but these words don't matter now, sitting on her grave, bawling my eyes out. I need her. How could she leave me? How could i be so stupid? I hate myself so much. I will forever regret
I was too late
THE END