I'm so busy it hurts but writing this shiz brightens my day.

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Okay so some people might not like this chapter it all depends. This is pretty much a chapter with just Hinata and Sugawara. Sorry there won't be any Tsukihina but we WILL get back to that, it's all part of the plan guys. I will have a few chapters dedicated to Oikawa and Kageyama don't worry, but it's just not gonna be in this chapter.

Okay, so I hope you guys enjoy this and hopefully my next update won't take too long.

When I woke up I looked at my clock and saw that it was almost time for morning practice to start. I sighed and turned away from it deciding to go back to sleep. I should just skip school today and stay in bed. I heard my phone buzzing and ignored it figuring that it was probably the captain or Kageyama. They will most likely be angry at me tomorrow, or at least Kageyama will be, but I don't really care at the moment. I pulled my blanket closer to my face, buried my head into the pillow, and closed my eyes. The next time I awoke was to someone calling my name. I peeked a look outside and noticed that it was still a little dark so my guess was that I had slept for about 30 minutes. I tried to ignore the voice calling my name and ended up telling them to go away, and that I was tired. Instead of doing what I wanted they patted my head. My eyes widened and I turned to see Sugawara. I gasped in surprise and he laughed a little at that.

"Sorry for intruding Hinata, but I was worried and your mother let me in."

He gave me a caring smile while sitting on my bed. I was still shocked and decided to ask him the first thing that popped into my head.

"….am I still asleep?"

It was silent for a moment, while we both stared at each other, until Sugawara started laughing uncontrollably. I thought at that point that yes, I am still dreaming. Sugawara was starting to get control of himself, so I just waited patiently.

"Haha, oh I'm sorry Hinata, I didn't mean to laugh that hard."

"Says the person who is still laughing."

He stopped laughing all together this time and gave me a stern look.

"Don't get smart with me Hinata."

I felt like I was being scolded by my mother.

"I'm sorry."

He kept his stern face for a second before turning it into a wide smile, while patting my head. I blushed a little and smiled as well.

"Now Hinata, tell me what's wrong."

Sugawara went back to a serious expression. I thought about lying again but knew he wouldn't accept that and also a part of me really wanted to tell Sugawara.

"Umm uh you won't judge me will you?"

I was stuttering and scared, and Sugawara could tell. He grabbed my hand and smiled at me.

"I would never."

I felt relief at those words and moved over a bit so Sugawara could be completely on the bed. When he started to let go of my hand I grabbed his again. He looked at me questioningly. I blushed and looked away.

"I-It's comforting."

He looked at me almost…lovingly? We were quiet for several minutes. I was trying to figure out what all I was going to say and Sugawara was just waiting patiently.

"I-I've only told Kageyama this and that was because I found out he was going through something similar."

He nodded his head urging me to go on.

"I'm gay or at least I think I am."

"Ok, I am too."

"I know it might be weird and-Wait WHAT?"

I looked at Sugawara shocked. He was just smiling at me like everything was just fine.

"Really?"

"Yep"

Knowing that made me feel better and I let out a long sigh. He chuckled at me before squeezing my hand.

"Was that all it was Hinata? No one on the team would judge you for that."

"I kn- know but it's still scary and that's not really the big problem for me."

He looked confused at my answer so I went on.

"I don't really mind that I'm gay…it's who I like that bothers me and is the big issue for me."

I looked at Sugawara and my eyes widened. He had a sad look on his face as if he understood completely and knew about my problem.

"It's Tsukishima isn't it?"

Nevermind he did know.

"H-How did you-"

"I told Daichi that those looks you were giving him actually meant something."

"…Sugawara"

"Hmm?"

"I have a question?"

"Yes?"

"Are you and the captain…together?"

"Yes"

He said it so casually that I thought I had misheard him. When I think about it though them being together explains so much. What we talked about yesterday in the gym ran through my mind, Sugawara as the Mother and Daichi as the Father; I liked the idea and smiled. A tug on my hand brought me back to reality.

"Oh, sorry."
He shook his head telling me it was fine.

"Let's continue our conversation Hinata."

I nodded and started telling him everything. How I felt about Tsukishima, that I don't think he even likes me, about him and Yamaguchi, how I try to hide my feelings, and how easy it is for him to hurt me. Throughout all of this Sugawara would just nod and listen to me, it was comforting having him there.

"I really like him but he doesn't even notice me, or like me. Being near him hurts but being away hurts more, so I had decided to just deal with all the pain and ignore my feelings since I could at least be near him. I-I know that he will probably never accept my feelings and I acknowledged that from the beginning, but sometimes things will happen that make me believe that just maybe he could like me too. It…hurts…so much."

I had started crying near the end and couldn't control it anymore.

"I-I'm..sorry..I-"

I was suddenly laying down on my said with my face in Sugawara's chest.

"Shh, it's okay Hinata. Let it all out, it's okay."

He was stroking my hair while holding me and telling me everything was going to be okay. All of the feelings I had kept bottled up came out and I held onto him as I cried uncontrollably into his chest.

After my little fit we just laid there, Sugawara was still stroking my hair. I felt safe and warm, so I snuggled closer to Sugawara and closed my eyes. He chuckled and I felt it through his chest.

"Hinata don't go to sleep."

"Why not?"

"Because we need to go to school soon. The first class started 15 minutes ago."

"Do we have to?"

"Yes"

"But I don't want to!"

"Hinata"

We stared at each other trying to make the other give in. I sighed and slammed my face into Sugawara's chest.

"Fwinfe"

He patted my head while laughing and I smiled into his chest.