Hi! I'm the writer for "Truths Unfold" the KevEdd fanfiction, and this is going to tell you a little bit about me and what's going on with my publishing.
So, You can either call me Danny or Caroline, either works for me. I am 21 years old, cis-gender female, and pansexual/panromantic (Engaged btw). My fanfiction story is short I know, but the reason is that I wrote this story based on some actual events in my life.
I DO NOT HAVE A BRAIN TUMOR (I don't think)
I Have been experiencing seizure-like symptoms that are caused by my extreme anxiety that ties to my Tourettes Syndrome. I have recently been to the hospital I think 3 times to scan my brain activity, to get x-rayed to see if I have a tumor, and to check my general behavior with different emotions during my growth since the first set of tests we went through when I was 8. I have mostly muscular tics and some verbal which means I hit myself, twitch, and squeak. With age, this has gotten better with my training emotions, however, this has caused me to become numb until recently.
My tics are tied to emotion and energy which meant I had to learn not to express, feel, or overexert emotions. I became numb inside much like Double D but for many different reasons.
I write my experiences as I said, but I haven't experienced all of these occurrences, I was alone for my first seizure, and instead of my parents finding me, I was found by a friend, later on I told my mother and she got me to the hospital to be tested. There was no tumor but all the same, they tested for one, I was asked to do experiments and blood work and I was old enough that I could do it alone even if I wanted company. The fear of having a tumor was great, it weighed heavily on my mind and I had to wait a week or so to get the test results.
When I was first tested for a tumor I was 8 years old, it turned out to be Tourettes but I wasn't told what was happening, they kept me awake all night so that I could enter REM sleep easier and I was angry, my mom waited until I was out to say that I was being tested for a tumor in the brain. Like Edd, I had my own health kept secret from me.
My bad news with the doctors was something no one wants to hear, you see anything based on my new seizures and why they happen is just a theory, the doctors can't explain what's happening and don't even know what to do. A doctor telling you that they have no idea what is happening to you when you are in great pain is a horrible feeling that can cause such horrible anxiety. After I got my news I was so riddled with anxiety that I was having Seizure like symptoms on the daily, I was surprised I never got a concussion.
When I figured out my anxiety was causing it I worked to remove stress and anxiety-inducing strains in my life. COVID19 hit me like a ton of bricks and ever since, I have been experiencing depressive episodes, minor anxiety attacks, and several Seizures. My social anxiety has rocketed and motivation to do anything seems impossible.
I promise I have chapter 3 in the works I'm just having a hard time writing at the moment. Whenever I get an idea to add to the story I'll write it in but until then I might just post some older stories I've written and never published before. If you have questions, suggestions, or requests I'd be happy to hear what you have to say in either the reviews/comments or in my DMs. Thank you for reading what I had to say.
