A/N: Sorry I haven't written in a while. a lot of you were a bit confused on ch 1. So here: Tobias/Four really misses Tris and we find out that Tris is still alive. Just to let you know everyone is still alive except Al and Tris's parents. If you couldn't already tell I change POV a lot. i think that's all. Hope you enjoy!

Tris POV

"Tobias" is all I can manage to say. I can feel tears daring to roll down my cheeks as I try to hold them back. I now realize that I'm strapped to the table and why the room makes me feel safe. Its almost,almost the same color as his eyes. "Where is he?" barley audible, giving my best effort to hold back tears.

"He isn't here Beatrice. He's back in the city and to my understanding they have reestablished the factions. They did this type of silent vote where you write down what you want. Well most of the people wanted the factions back. those who didnt moved somewhere out of the city and rebuilt what the thought life was before the faction war."says Caleb. I can tell he looks reasonably pleased with himself for knowing so much. Erudite.

"Whoa. Okay. Lets get back t where I died. How did you revive me?"

"Well I really wouldn't call it reviving when you weren't completely dead. You were just postponed from life. Like you were suspended between life and death. None of the others noticed your faint heartbeat, but Matthew and I. I made him promise not to tell anyone, just in case i didn't succeed, I didn't want to get anyone's hopes up. I didnt even want Matthew to be involved, but he said he was seeing the same thing in Uriah and-" I stop him.

"Wait. Your seeing the same thing with Uriah? I thought he was brain dead and you guys 'unplugged' him?" I ask curiously.

"Well yes that's what we made it look like, while the nurses were taking care of him there was an irregular sign of something they had never seen before. So Matthew went to check when no one was there. Turns out Uriah had the same faint heartbeat you did. being that said we did an experiment. Since everyone, meaning Four, Christina, Zeke, Shauna, Lynn, Will, and Marlene, were wounded we kind of took advantage of that. While they were being treated for their injuries,we put an experimental drug in their pain killers so they wouldn't know what we were doing. The drug was designed to duplicate memories of yours and Uriah's life, good and bad. The tricky part was getting the duplicated memories out of them to putting them into you two. So we told them that we were checking for brain damage, we hooked wires similar to the aptitude test to them. this enabled us to extract the memories. while the whole time they were oblivious to this. We also constructed the experiment so that if it didn't work it wouldn't hurt them. I know you are probably mad at me for for everything I did to you friends and Four, I went through it too. Only I knew what was going on. I know it was completely unacceptable for me to do any of that, invading their space and all that, but I was tearing myself apart inside. I felt so guilty about barley even trying to keep you from going to the weapons lab. I know it sounds like I used them to get what I wanted, but it was for them too. I was watching them break and that made me break even more knowing that it was my fault. Even if they didn't voice their opinions about it. Well no one did except Four." He takes a break waiti for my reaction to this sudden flow of information.

"It's a little over whelming." I say truthfully. "Is Uriah, you know, awake?"

"He's been up for a week now, I would say. He's been in here everyday checking on how you've been doing."

"Where is he right now?" I ask.

"He's in his horpital room right now. The thing is Beatrice-"

"Stop calling me that, you know I prefer Tris." I cut him off.

"Okay Tris," he says emphasizing my name. "As I was saying, you won't be goin back to the city for a while. I know you will argue, but trust me, you need to stay here and make a full recovery be fore you do anything that will push you over your limits." He states this like he's practiced it over and over again, and who knows maybe he has.

"What would be considered 'over my limits'?" I ask cautiously, not sure I want the answer.

"Right now, get to on and off a train." I take that in and realiz how embarrassing that is. I'm Dauntless and I can't even get on or off a train.

Zeke's POV

"He seems really down lately. Not that he was ever very cheerful, but it seems like it's worse than ever." I say as we walk back to my apartment.

"Well how would you feel if you lost the love of your life." Shuana says to me. I try to interfere, but she just keeps on talking. "Yes, yes. I know you lost Uriah, but not everyone can put up a front like you Zeke. At least you got to spend your whole childhood with Uri. Four barley got to spend a year with Tris. And besides he's feeling more down than ever because it is almost her 2nd year anniversary of being gone. Believe me it's painful the first couple of years. We may never get over the fact that two of our beloved friends and family died way too young without deserving to." she takes a breath. "I think we should invite everyone over for Dauntless and Candor. "

"Yeah let's do that and try to get a smile on everyone's faces, but then again what if Four won't come?" I ask her.

"We're just going to have to force him to come." Shuana says indifferently.

Luckily Four had no problem in coming over for Dauntless and Candor. So that was a relief. As usual e held the game in my apartment and the only changes were 1: the absence of Uriah and Tris and 2: the fact that Shuana moved in with me because no matter what she says she still needs my help getting around the compound and we both wanted company so we wouldn't be in our apartments by ourselves.

"So we shall begin. Who wants to start." I ask. Not sure if I want to start my self.

"It's yours and Shuana's apartment so why don't one of you go first." Cristina asks.

"Alright then. Will, Dauntless or Candor?" Shuana starts the game seeing as how I am uncomfortable. It was always Uriah that started.

"Candor"

Again awkward silence. Uriah isn't here to yell PANSYCAKE.

"Okay, why did you transfer to Dauntless?"

"Is that the best you got?" Will retorts.

"Just answer the damn question."

"Alright. I transferred to Dauntless because I didn't want to sit behind a desk all day doing pointless research and Dauntless members looked happy with their choice. Plus it looked really fun." He answers simply.

"My turn. Christina, Dauntless or Candor?"

"Dauntless!"

"Alright I dare you to get a ridiculous tattoo that I get to pick out. I also get to pick where you get." Cristina takes off her jacket.

"Hey, I know how Will is and I know he will keep true to his word. Plus tattoos are permanent. I may seem like a PANSYCAKE , but I don't want to do something I will regret later."

Tobias POV

"Four?" Cristina asks

"Sorry what?" I wasn't paying attention. I was thinking about how empty it feels without Uriah's yelling and Tris's warmth next to me.

"I asked you ' Dauntless or Candor?" She says. By the look on her face she might know what I'm thinking about.

"Dauntless."

"I dare you to get tattoo that means something to you. Anything." I am relatively pleased she asked me this.

"Anyone coming with me?" Everyone gets up and fallows me out the door.

When we get to the tattoo parlor I ask Tori to do my tattoo since she isn't busy. I already know what I want to get. I put it together on the way over here. Another reason I asked Tori is because she will already know what it's supposed to mean. So I won't get strange looks or pity from any of the other artists.

"So what's your tattoo going to be?" Cristina obviously asks for the whole group because they are all looking ant me expectantly.

"That is for me to know and you to find out."

"Well at least we know someone never lost their stern character." Everyone laughs at that.

"Well, Christina, at least we know someone never lost their Candor smart mouth." I say in a mocking tone. Well at least Cristina shuts up at that.

"Four you do realize, in order to give you the tattoo I have to know what it's going to be." Tori looks at me expectantly and so does everyone else.

"Yes, I know. I'll write it down on paper." After I have the soon to be tattoo written down on paper, Tori gets to work. I get it on the inside of my right arm, knowing that is my dominant arm so I will look at it often. After a little while Tori's done and I feel the familiar sting that the tattoo needle left.

Christina, not being able to take being oblivious as to what my tattoo is tries again. "So, are you going to tell us what your tattoo says now?"

I give her smirk then tell them. "It says 'Those who we love never really leave us'. I can tell they have enough common sense to tell that I'm talking about Tris and I'm relieved by it. As we head back to the apartment I figure out what I want to ask Lynn a Dauntless or Candor.

A/N: I really appreciate the reviews that I have gotten and I'm sorry if I don't update regularly. I live on a farm and it's hard to find time to wright this. Also I know realize that my chapters are short. I'll try to rite longer ones. Thank you again for reading! Review review review! Pls