A/N: THIS IS A VERY IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE: I am going to be changing my username to something a little more mutual. I will be changing it for the next chapter. Also, yes I realize I haven't really been doing the disclaimers so here: I ONLY OWN MY IDEAS. ALL RIGHTS FO TO VERONICA ROTH. THIS DISCLAIMER GOES TO ALL MY CHAPTERS( that I forget to,put disclaimers for). That's it for now. Enjoy the chapter!
Tobias POV(see what I did there)
I wake up to another day without Tris there to say good morning to me. Most people would think I'm stupid for not moving on. For not accepting that she is gone and no one can come back from the dead. I am not even sure why, but I'm still hopeful. I still can't bring myself to find another girl. I can't and I won't find anyone like Tris again. At least that much I have come to accept. I look at the tattoo that I got just last night. I got it to remind me of her. I got it for Tris.
"HEY! YOU UP IN THERE!" Ah the typical Zeke. I walk over and open the door.
"Where's the fire?" I ask calmly.
"What?!"
"Where's the fire? It's my day off and your getting me up at... 6 in the morning."
"We're going to go zip lining and we're dragging you along with us."
"No your not taking me zip lining. Goodbye." I say as I try to shut the door.
"No, dude come on it's going to be fun."
"Fun is not the word to use with someone who is deathly afraid of heights. More like terrifying."
"Oh come on you did it for Tris once."
"Goodbye Zeke and have a good time." I say coldly.
"No! Wait, Four I'm sorry."
"GO AWAY!" I slam the door and walk back into my apartment. I feel tears running down my face. I feel guilty for doing that to Zeke, but he pushed me too far. I still ache for the kiss I never got to give her when I came back. There's only three weeks until initiates come. There's only three weeks until the two year mark of her being gone. Being dead. I walk over to the dresser and stare at the picture of us sitting over the chasm that she gave to me for my birthday. It was the best thing that I ever got. Well besides Tris. I look at it to remind me of her and what we had. I find joy in it.
Tris POV
I wake up to another day without Tobias beside me. I groan. I have to start training today. I wonder if it will be anything like Dauntless initiation. I still worry that Tobias has moved on and when we go back into the city I'll just be parading into his life, unwanted. I hear someone knock on the door and groan at the fact that I have to get up to answer it.
"You up yet?" It's Uriah. I go to the door and open it.
"Actually I just got up." Then I realize that I'm just in my shirt and feel my face heat up in embarrassment. I pull down my shirt. It doesn't go very far.
"Alright. Well put some cloths on and meet me in the cafeteria for breakfast and I'll tell you what going on."
"Ok thanks Uri."
I put a different shirt on and some leggings and head for the cafeteria. When I get there I see Uriah sitting at a table with Caleb. I go grab my breakfast-which consists of a chocolate muffin- and I walk over to where Uri and my brother are sitting. "Hey."
"Good morning Tris." Caleb says to me when I sit down.
"Morning. So what's going on?"
"Well first off you need to start eating decent."
"Oh shut up Caleb."
"Anyway, your going to be training with me. Caleb and Matthew set up a training room, with my help, kind of like the one back in Dauntless, only a little smaller. There you will be working on your physical strength. And your brother is right, you will have to start eating more food than that in order to not pass out." Uriah says. "So then hopefully by the end of the month you will have gained enough weight and strength for us to go back to the city." At the last part I look down at myself and just now realize how skinny I am.
"Your sounding like my brother Uri." I say.
"That's because I think of you like my little sis." I can see Caleb tense up after this.
"Oh and your also going to have to spend one night in the hospital every week so we can put you on a heart monitor." Caleb says to me.
"Why?"
"Because we need to know that your heart is getting stronger after almost dying and make sure it's functioning right."
"Courtesy to the Bureau I'm guessing." I say lazily.
"Yes."
"So you ready to go to the training room now?" Uriah asks me.
"Yup." The walk to the training room isn't long. When we get there Uriah shows me what to do, which is to stand in front of a punching bag and see if I am strong enough to move it- I can move it barley an inch, then I'm done for today. So I go back to the 'apartment' that I sleep in. It's the same room that Tobias and I lost our virginity in. The same room that Tobias and I last had a decent conversation. It reminds me of him. A lot. A little more than I would wish, but hey I miss him. A little more than I would wish.