Chapter7

A/N: WARNING! MENTIONS OF SELF HARM IN THIS CHAPTER. So if you don't like it, there's going to be a lot of it in this story actually, stop reading. Hope you enjoy! And plz review!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything except my own ideas. All rights go to Veronica Roth.

Uriah POV

When I look back at Tris I see both hurt and fear in her eyes then it's masked with anger as she grabs my arm and drags me to I'm guessing the training room. I scared her. I made her mad at me. More importantly I hurt her.

"Tris..." I say as I stop abruptly. "Tris, I-I'm sorry. I..I-I just g-got mad. Please. Listen to me." I plead. Why am I stuttering?

"And what would you have to say that I would want to hear?" She spits her words at me and it only makes me feel even more guilty.

"An explanation maybe." I say in a small voice.

"Did you ever think I might not want to hear your explanation?" With that she runs the rest of the way to the training room. And I follow.

"Tris please just let me explain. Please." I continue to plead with her when I get into the room.

"Will it make you shut up about it?" She retorts.

"Yes it will."

"Then what are you waiting for? Explain." Tris demands.

"After I woke up from my coma Caleb and Matthew told me what happen and I got mad at David because of what he did to you. And I was really scared that you wouldn't wake up. So over the last two weeks I was trying to stay away from David and if I had to go near him for something I brought Caleb or Matthew or somebody with me so I wouldn't try to attack him. Well I saw him in the hallway just sitting there and you were next to me and I remembered all the anger that I felt and I remembered what he did to you and I couldn't stop myself. I care about you Tris. I love you like you were my little sis. I couldn't stand the way he hurt you. Even if he's oblivious to it now. Without him, without the Bureau, we wouldn't be in this mess. We would have been in the city right now sitting and talking to our friends. We would have been enjoying our lives. I wouldn't have been in a coma and you wouldn't have almost died. I care about you and I guess I didn't care what I did to David. I guess I got carried away. I'm really, truly sorry Tris."

"Yes. Well it's not all his and the Bureau's fault. Don't get me wrong I hate David's guts, but it's not all their fault. I mean they didn't plant the idea that Divergents were bad in Jeanine's head. They loved Divergents. I mean sure I'm mad at them for not helping us during the war, but you know I try not to act out of anger. Try not to. Sometimes it doesn't work out that way, but I try. And I would like you to try too. For me. For Marlene. For Lynn. For Zeke. For Shuana. For Will. For Christina. For Four. For your mom. For everyone and for yourself. And we'll get through this together. You and me. We'll get through this. I promise. So will you try? For everyone?"

"Yes I will try. I will try to stay strong for you and I will try not to act out of anger anymore. For your sake. For myself. For everyone." And I mean every word of it. I will try. I'll try my hardest.

Christina POV

Zeke and I got everyone over to his apartment so we could talk to them about doing a tribute to Uri and Tris. We both never told anyone so that way they could all be here to hear it at the same time. After all we have three weeks.

"Alright everyone thank you for coming to my glorious apartment when you could be doing something so much better with your time." Zeke starts.

"So I know you guys have no idea as to why your hear, but Zeke and I wanted to do something for Tris and Uri. So we thought that we could pay a tribute to them. You know like honor them because they weren't only big faces in the war. They were also our friends and family. And we loved them." I am not surprised when I see Marlene and Shuana get teary eyed or when I feel tears go down my own cheeks. What I am surprised about is when Four's eyes start to water. I guess it's selfish of me to think that way because he loved Tris and thought of Uri as a brother, but the big scary Four has finally showed his soft side in front of us. I think it's sweet, but he'd kill me if I ever voices that thought.

"I like it very much. I think it's sweet."

Shuana replies through her tears.

"I think we all love the idea." Marlene pipes up.

"When would it happen and where would it happen?" Four says though his voice is raspy from keeping back tears.

"Christina and I were thinking that we could have it on the night and in the Pit. We could find out more details later like who to invite, but I was kind of thinking invite some people from each Faction and of course we would have to invite Caleb, if he's still at Erudite, because he's her brother and all." Ug I really strongly dislike that...person? I don't know what to call him. I mean how can you walk your sister to her execution and then let her die for you later on. I can see the discomfort in everyones eyes. Well I guess I have to say something.

"I know you all hate/strongly dislike him. I understand. I really, really don't like his guts either, but you know he's her brother and knowing Tris for how I did, I know she probably forgave him because one he's her brother and two she was Abnegation. And she once told me that her mother said to her once, sometimes we have to forget to forgive, but forgetting is never truly the answer to our problems, and I believe that. It may be an Abnegation thing, but it's true. Well anyway we were kind of thinking that some of us or all of us could say some things about them since we were the closet, besides Tris's brother. If you don't want to that's fine. " I say and all of what I said was true, every bit of it.

"What would we do about the initiates?" Will asks.

"Stupid they would come to the Pit of they wanted to also." I tell him. God sometimes he's is such a retard.

"No! I mean what are we going to do about giving the a tour and all?" He says defensively. He may be my boyfriend, but he's still so stupid!

"You are still so fucking stupid, Will. You and I train the Dauntless-born. Four trains the transfers. Four can is capable of giving them a tour in a timely manner. We don't have to give them a tour because they lived here. Please keep up!" I say like I'm teaching a second grader a lesson.

"Sorry." Will says in defeat.

"Alright you guys aren't even married and your acting like an old married couple." Zeke says jokingly.

"Oh shut up" Will and I both say at the same time.

"So we are going to have it that night at around 8 'o clock, so that way everyone has time to eat right?" Four says stopping the argument.

"I believe that would be good. Any more questions?" Zeke asks trying to speed things up. I don't blame him, the atmosphere got pretty tense.

After no one replies we start shuffling out of the room to go back to our apartments to do whatever. I'm really glad everyone agreed. When those who have filed out are gone only Zeke, Shuana, and I are left.

"Hey um, I'm going to kind of follow Four because he looked really upset. I'm not trying to be a creepy stalker, but I want to make sure he doesn't do anything stupid. I know we all care about him too." I say to them. After they bid there heads I walk out the door in search for Four.

Tobias POV

What they came up with is really thoughtful and I really like the idea, but I can't handle this. I can't handle any longer without Tris. I loved her and I still do. I want to be with her and be with her I will.

Christina POV

When I see Four walk into his apartment I think nothing of it. Then when I start walking back to my apartment I am almost to the end when I hear...something break and I run back at full speed.

"SHIT!" Why couldn't I have just stayed there a little longer. "Christina your such an idiot!" I scold myself. When I get onto the apartment, with trouble mind you he locked the door, it is not a pretty sight. There is broken beer bottles on the floor, the bed sheets are everywhere, and the bathroom. Oh my god the bathroom. The walls are smeared in blood and there is an unconscious Four laying in front of the sink. His wrists are all bloody...

A/N: dun dun duuuun! *has evil grin*. So another cliffy. Don't kill me. *shrinks away in corner*