Deep calming breaths everyone. We have to help Iris out because she's not doing too good...
Ch. 40 No Tears
I wanted to vomit, but there was nothing to expel. I wanted to cry, but there were no tears to fall. Everything hurt. I thought vampires couldn't feel pain, but that was wrong. We felt it so much more intensely than any human could ever dream. Why did everything hurt so damn much? I can't breathe. He was gone. My Edward. Gone. I had no reason to be, no tether to this world. No reason to exist in any universe. He was everything. He was mine and I didn't save him. He had it correct when he said there are no words to adequately describe this feeling, or lack of feeling, or too many feelings at once. I was spinning, falling, floating, couldn't see straight. I couldn't hear. Noise. There was noise everywhere, and yet it was also silent. Something was nudging me, shoving me, pulling me, holding me in place. There was heat, a flash of light, and I was everywhere, everything, nothing. Then I was no more.
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