I kept walking until I was out of the clubhouse and into the parking lot. I knew I was sort of in the wrong for snapping at Opie, but from Opie's major announcement, or shall I say Donna's to Ope's former love confession I was emotionally drained. Mainly drained from all of the drama that unfolded in an hour tops. I wasn't sure how I was supposed to feel about everything that had happened tonight. I'm his best friend, I'm supposed to be supportive but at the same time I was devastated. I still couldn't believe she was pregnant. How did that happen? I rolled my eyes at myself. Obviously I know how that happened but I assumed he was being careful, then again he was a red blooded male all he was probably worried about was trying to get a nut. I guess like father like son. I couldn't believe that thought had even crossed my mind. Opie was so far from Piney in a lot of ways, granted they still were alike but he was definitely not his dad. There I go again defending him even in my own thoughts. I wasn't sure how easy it was going to be to completely let him go. There will never be another Opie, ever! I know that sounds dramatic but your first love dies hard, even if its unreturned. He was a really good guy and the sad thing is he doesn't even know it. He thinks he is just like his dad, but he's not. I sighed as I looked back towards the clubhouse and for the first time in my life I wished I had a cigarette. Maybe it would calm my nerves down, or would that be weed? I shook my head. Yeah I'm really glad I didn't smoke on anything right now, it would just be a temporary fix for what was wrong I told myself but to be honest, I really wasn't sure. Maybe it would help. You know what I really needed, to talk to Jax. He would tell me what to do and make everything okay. I smacked myself in the forehead. The Jax situation was complicated as well right now. He picked a hell of a night to go crazy on me. Maybe things would be back to normal tomorrow I thought, but as selfish as it was to say I wanted it all to be resolved tonight. All of my problems fixed in one night, I laughed to myself, that would be a dream. I heard a loud bout of laughter so I looked over my shoulder at the clubhouse once again, every answer to all of my questions lied inside that building and right now it was the last place I wanted to be.

My thoughts went back to the mess that I called my Harry Winston love story. He was getting married and having a child. So I guess I needed to close the book on said love story because it was obviously not going to happen. I guess its considered a lighter note, he did admit to having feelings for me. I sighed, only to have my little bit of hope crushed by the fact that he no longer had them. Why hadn't he said something? It could have been me he was marrying or having his child. Or you could have lost him forever because it didn't work out. I mentally flipped off that little annoying voice in my head. Like I didn't already know that. I thought back to me snapping at him, I still don't understand why he even started calling me kid in the first place. Seriously though, I was really tired of him calling me kid, I was not a kid anymore. I sat down at one of the picnic tables and stared off towards the Teller-Morrow sign. Why couldn't life be easier? I just wanted a little bit of happiness and to have my best friends is that so much to ask for? I stared off into the darkness of the parking lot for a few minutes. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't hear anyone walking up. It wasn't until I felt weight on the bench next to me that I looked up to see who had occupied my picnic bench when there were tons of others out here. Much to my annoyance, it was Kyle. Looks like my already bad night just took a major turn for the worst.

"You know its not good for a pretty girl like yourself to be outside alone." I rolled my eyes. The last man in the world I would want protecting me from something bad would be Kyle. He would get me killed just so he could see me naked. He all around disgusts me. It took everything in me to leave that disgust out of my voice.

"Yeah but I just needed a minute to myself, Opie should be out anytime. He said he would follow me out." Kyle's laugh sounded like he was trying to force it to be sexy and it just didn't work. Not only did it sound hideous, he started coughing afterwards so yeah apparently his plan failed. He scooted closer to me and I could feel his breath on my ear. I was suddenly nervous of my surroundings. I was outside, alone mind you, with Kyle Hobart and both of my big bad best friends were unavailable to me. I knew if it came down to it, I would beat the shit out of him but sometimes its nice to have a male around when everything hits the fan. My brain quickly replayed Opie's last line to me. "You know how he gets when men oogle you. You pretty much gave them a reason too." Oh how nice it would be to have Jax around. He would pound Kyle's face in for fun.

"You're lying," yeah now I was twice as nervous. How did he know that? No one had known Opie and I had gotten into it but well me and Opie. Also no one knows about my secret love for Opie but Jax and I'm pretty sure Gemma. I know Ope didn't hang around to watch Jax sleep so he had to be roaming the clubhouse right?

"I have no reason to lie to you Kyle." He moved in so his lips were inches from my ear. If I moved even slightly he would be defiling my ear with his nasty nasty mouth.

"Because I watched Opie walk into his dorm with Donna, I wonder what they could be doing." Well, shit. Way to go Ope for failing me when you didn't even know you were doing so which is like all of the time. I thought about Jax and I shook my head. I'm pretty sure every one knows about Jax sleeping so there goes that excuse. I guess it was all up to me.

"Well when a pregnant girl wants, she wants I guess." I said with a laugh and I thought about what I was implying and my chest hurt. That's the lovely thing about being secretly in love, you have to say things like they're normal even when it kills you. I stood up and stretched. He grabbed my arm and I attempted to yank it back.

"Where do you think you're going?" I rolled my eyes and finally snatched my arm out of his grasp.

"I'm going inside, where my friends are." Even if I was mad at one and the other kisses me and passes out. I stepped over the table bench and he grabbed me again.

"Maybe I want you out here with me, you know to get to know you." I rolled my eyes. The absolute last thing I wanted to do was get to know Kyle. He acted like women should fall at his feet and ew not this girl.

"Well we can do that another time, right now I'm tired and want to go lay down." I almost added with Jax, because that would make the situation so much better but we have cuddled before and it wasn't awkward. He laughed and it almost sounded like a cartoon. Only it wasn't so much muwahahaha it was like hehehe only evil. Did that sound right? I'm not making much sense now.

"So that's why you're not interested in any of us, because you're fucking Teller. That lucky bastard he always gets the good ones first. Well when you're tired of being used hit me up and even if you are used goods I will still treat you right." I don't know what came over me but in an instant my fist connected with his nose. I hit him hard enough that he reached up and grabbed his nose.

"Don't you ever talk about him like that. And just for the record I'm not fucking Jax but if I was, I definitely wouldn't downgrade myself to sleeping with the likes of you. He's a good man which is something you are not." I practically spit my words at him I was so mad and I walked towards the clubhouse, only to be surprised to see Gemma standing by the door. She pulled me into a hug and I felt myself blush. I guess I should be proud Gemma seen me in uber bitch mode but I was more embarrassed that she seen me go into it over her son.

"I was worried for a minute but you proved me wrong. I'm proud of you baby now let's get inside." She opened the door for me and turned in Kyle's direction.

"And Kyle, if I catch you talking to her again and she doesn't approve of it, you won't have to worry about the guys getting to you. I'll handle you myself."

We walked into the clubhouse and she ushered me towards the bar. I shook my head. Yeah I don't think she would care I was underage drinking but Gemma was a stickler on a few things and I wasn't sure if this was one of them. So she ordered herself a shot and a jagerbomb magically appeared in front of me. I looked around pretending to not notice it, causing Gemma to laugh.

"Do you honestly think I don't know that you drink?" I looked at her sheepishly and then looked at the floor. "Drink up kid. You deserve it." I slammed my drink back causing Gemma to laugh.

"Thanks Gemma, I wasn't sure what to say when you got me a drink. I don't want my mom knowing I do because she will flip." She pulled me in close.

"That's why you should be glad I'm not your mom."

I actually had a good drinking conversation with conversation with Gemma. That woman is tough as nails but she's good to talk too. I think she was feeling me out more than drinking though because I don't remember seeing her drink more than the one shot, compared to me three jager bombs. Despite the drinking, I still tried to watch what I said. It was a struggle though, not to spill the beans about the entire night, including her son kissing me so I took that as a sign it was time for bed. I made my way to Jax's dorm room and figured I would crash there for the night. Its not like we hadn't slept next to each other before. I went through his drawers and found one of his samcro t-shirts and a pair of his pajama pants. I went into the bathroom and changed quickly then I crawled in bed next to him and tried not to think about all of the things that Opie was probably doing with Donna right now. As soon as he felt me get into bed he wrapped me up in his arms, which surprised me at first but it was welcomed.

"Good night Faith," he said with his sleep filled voice.

"Good night Jax."

a/n: so this chapter wouldn't leave me alone until I wrote it, very annoying sometimes let me tell you. But here's the new one I hope every one enjoys it. Thank you guys for the reviews as always, so what our oppinion on the Opie situation? How do we feel about Faith and Jax or do you think Opie will eventually see the errors of his ways? Let me know what you think I love hearing from you guys. Also shout outs to :Emmettluver2010: I'm glad you are back lol, Guest: I know Ope is being a bit of a jerk right now but maybe it will get better. Traceyklewis: well i can tell which way you're pulling for in my previously asked question. some big things will happen in Faith's world...maybe some of those center around Jax and as usual some center around Opie, its going to get pretty good I think but I'm the writer so of course I think so. Wordweaversdream: Thanks for being a new reader and letting me know what you think. I'm glad you enjoy the story and hopefully there's a lot more to come keep reading. Until the next chapter guys