I found myself lost in his lips, the absolute last place I needed to be! Come on Faith! Wake up! I tried to force myself to pull back and I just couldn't break the trance. All that seemed to matter was his lips on mine and how the light stubble of his beard tickled my cheeks. I tried pulling back and he dug his hands into my hair and pulled me back in. What was he doing to me? This is the last thing we needed to be doing! His tongue slid over my bottom lip and I felt a rush of heat flood my body. My head started to get really fuzzy. Is this normal? Was this what it was like to really kiss Jax Teller? No wonder girls went so crazy. I stepped into him, eager to get as close to him as possible. I needed to feel his skin. Hell I needed to feel his skin against mine.I ran my hand down his torso, my hands slid down his stomach gently gliding with the trail of sweat until I reached the patch of hair on his lower stomach. He let out a low groan as his hands went underneath the back of my shirt. His fingers seemed to electrify me. He scooped me up under my butt and I wrapped my legs around his hips. Was I really about to do this? He held me there for a few minutes, moving his kisses from my lips down my neck. I let out this low gutter sound and leaned my head back. Yeah I knew I was going to do this and in that moment I knew there was no turning back. I pulled back from him and lifted my shirt over my head. His eyes stared at available inch of exposed skin. He didn't say a word until his eyes stopped at the top of my hips, where the top of my pants started.

"Goddamn Lu, you're beautiful. How was Ope ever able to leave you alone?" I shrugged my shoulders. His mouth went back to my neck and I was lost all over.

He spun around and laid me down on the bed. His lips left a trail of hot kisses. I felt myself start to come undone. His lips stopped at my hips and he lightly started to suck and I lost my mind. My hips were off of the bed. Oh. My. God. Why hadn't anyone ever told me how great this felt. I ran my hands through my hair and moaned. God! I wish I had known this was this great before! He stopped sucking and let out a light chuckle.

"What?" He looked up at me and his eyes were bright and was no sign of the lost puppy that was in my bedroom earlier. This look was hot and full of something I didn't recognize. He licked his lips and I felt a cold chill run down my body. What was I doing? This is my best friend. We weren't a cliche dammit! I was so hot and lost in his body that I had forgotten that but honestly right now I didn't care.

"You're killing me darling, I haven't even got started yet and the way you're moving...I'm going to take my time with you." I rolled my eyes and wrapped my hands in his hair. I drug his head back to my lips and kissed him like I've never kissed anyone. Hell I kissed him like I had imagined kissing Opie time and time again. He pulled away from my lips and went to my neck and bit me hard! I had always thought being bit would hurt but it felt so much better that i would have thought. He kissed it afterwards and my hips lifted off of the bed. We heard a noise causing him to raise his head up, much to both of our dismay his door opened and in walked someone neither of us wanted to see: Gemma holding a couple of grocery bags.

The look on her face was one I don't think I would ever forget. Her eyes were wide with surprise but she quickly gained her senses and a smile broke across her face. I grabbed a pillow and covered my face. I was so mortified. She walked to the other side of his room by his dresser and set down a bag. Jax sat up and just stared at her,Im guessing waiting on a lecture, But it never came. She looked at us both with a big smile on her face and I wanted to die on the spot. Could this get any worse?

"I picked up some thangs for you baby. I'm gonna go ahead and go. I love you guys." She shut the door and I threw the pillow at Jax. His reaction? He laughs and shakes his head.

"I really don't know what's so funny about this." He crawled up towards the top of the bed by me. He flipped so he was laying on his back and just laughed again. I hit him again this time with my hand.

"You know she's never going to let this go." I looked at him. No shit Sherlock! I think I would have rather Clay have walked in on us. He would have at least kept his mouth shut. Granted he would tease me about it but we both knew Gemma would have never heard a word about it.

"Naw really? You're an idiot! Why didn't you lock the door?" He lifted his hand to his chest in a mock "who me?" Kind of gesture.

"Yeah you! Who else would I be talking to?"

"Well I wasn't planning on my best friend coming in here and seducing me." Are you serious right now! He kissed me! I turned to face him and put as much hatred in my eyes as I could muster.

"There you go again looking at me like that. If you only knew what it does to me." I hit his arm as I rolled my eyes.

"I seduced you, that's the funniest shit I ever heard. You kissed me remember?" He rolled over to his side to face me and began to twirl my hair around his fingers. He stared straight ahead into my hair, not saying anything for a few minutes. When he finally spoke, it was completely random.

"Well now I know Kyle will leave you alone."

"Huh?" He lifted his fingers from my hair and lightly traced my neck.

"When he sees this, he will leave u alone. If he doesn't I'll kill him." I pulled his face up to look at me. His eyes stared into mine for a few minutes. I finally spoke.

"And what does this mean Jax?" He stayed silent.

"I honestly don't know Lu. You're my best friend. You deserve the world. You're beautiful, smart and any man better gladly hand you the world. But what if I can't give it to you?" He sat up and stared at the window. I knew this conversation was over. I sat up and grabbed my shirt. I was now more confused than ever. I pulled my shirt over my head and walked out of the door. I just almost had sex with my best friend and I was confused as to why I did it. Why had I let it go that far? And even more so I was now more sure than ever that Jax had feelings for me but they confused the hell out of him.