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I was given quite a few prompts in the reviews, which I am very grateful for, thank you all. If you have any more ideas for me please don't hesitate to leave a review or shoot me a PM, or any other story requests are welcomed.
This prompt was given to me in a review by someone named "Smile". Thank you! -E

~Letters~

Jade had a secret.

She wrote letters to Beck.

But she never sent them.

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Jade was never one to express her feelings. Unless they were feelings of anger, annoyance or general discomfort, or of course jealousy when it came to her fluffy-haired Canadian boyfriend. She made sure to never express those feelings of jealousy in a way that made her sound weak, however. It always came out through anger, although she was pretty sure Beck could almost always tell when she was genuinely hurt, by the way he made an extra big fuss of her afterwards. Beck was always one for making a fuss of Jade, whether she liked it or not, although generally she really really didn't mind, deep down or on the surface.

Saying that she didn't ever express her feelings would be a lie. The girl usually found some way of showing how she felt towards Beck, "You don't look so bad today" meaning "You're so hot" or "You're a terrible actor" meaning "That last scene you just did was amazing" or "You're the worst boyfriend ever" meaning quite the opposite, or "I hate you so much" meaning, again, quite the opposite.

Sometimes she just outright said what she meant, but only if they were in complete privacy, only Beck was allowed to see her soft side at all times.

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Beck was in Canada. And Jade wasn't going to lie, she missed him a lot. They called every chance they got, but it wasn't the same. She wanted him to be physically there so he could hold her. She didn't want to sound sappy, but as much as she tried to deny it, the fact was still there.

They called every chance they got, but it wasn't the same. Jade wanted to tell him how much she was missing him, but she was so scared of someone hearing either on her end or on his, and usually just whispered a quick I Love You at the end of the phone call.

On the fifth night of Beck visiting his home town, Jade was missing him almost overbearingly, and was mad at herself for it. She had thrown two pairs of scissors at her wall, and was contemplating a third as she paced her dark room angrily. Slowing, she threw herself on her bed, burying her face into the shirt she had "borrowed" from Beck. It was all good though, Beck kept one of her's in his RV.

Taking deep breaths of the "Beck scent" as she called it, that came free with the shirt, she calmed. Wanting a way to vent her feelings, she grabbed the pen and paper she was going to be using to start writing her script for Sikowitz, instead writing something completely different.

Dear Beck,

I'm not going to lie, I miss you a lot right now. But don't think too much of yourself for it. Today Cat made me plait her hair. And it felt kinda like yours. But always remember, I hate your hair. A lot. I can't wait until you get home, I'm going to braid your hair, then you'll really look like a girl. Haha. Girly Beck. I'll have to call you Becky...

Hate, Jade xx

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And she continued on in this fashion every time Beck left for Canada, and she kept a box full of these short manuscripts.

Yeah, Beck was never getting those letters, as long as she could help it...

I never said there was a point to this.
These are probably really ooc and fluffy...

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