Truthfully, I should know better,
but my heart is so used to control
A part of me has belonged to you,
since you chastised me,
since you told me to become better,
honesty won over the tender part of my heart
When you visited,
I didn't know what to do,
but every moment with you struck a chord in my heart,
until my heart started playing like the violin,
and I grew lost in something only you can cause
I'm not supposed to love you, Shirayuki,
and I'm trying to tame my heart
just for you, so that you can live beautifully
in a way that gives your heart the joy you deserve
I'll bite my tongue
and refuse to budge
when feelings want to pour out,
just so you don't have to be hurt
by me all over again.