Waking Up to You

As Emily began to wake up, she realized that she would definitely need to get some type of curtain for the window in her room because waking up to sun all in your face was not a good way to wake up. She immediately closed her eyes again. Then she started to remember yesterday and last night and could feel the weight next to her or rather on top of her. As she noticed the weight she also noticed a couple other factors, one being her shirt had rode up considerably in her sleep, two her left leg was captured between JJ's legs, and three JJ's left hand had a comfortable grip on her right boob, which was also probably the reason her shirt had ridden up so much seeing as JJ's hand was underneath her shirt. Now this, this was the right way to wake up. But it was quickly coming to end as Emily moved slightly causing her leg to move causing JJ to moan right in her ear which made her stop immediately, but it was already to late. JJ started to stir easily squeezing Emily's boob which caused her to moan. At the sound JJ's eyes flew open to the brown eyes watching her, she smiled before she said good morning, and went to stretch. That's when it hit her she could feel Emily's hard nipple against the palm of her hand and she freaked.

"Em, I am so sorry, I forgot to tell you I move around alot in my sleep. I am so so so sorry." JJ said as she was removing her and releasing Emily's leg. Then she stopped and immediately ran to the bathroom. Emily didn't even have to ask as she followed JJ. She went straight to the closet grabbed a towel and wet it with cold water, grabbed a ponytail and went to JJ. Immediately pulling her hair into a bun and draping the cool cloth over her neck as she rubbed soothing up and down JJ's back.

"Hey it's okay just let everything out, and then we will get you cleaned up, just calm yourself down." Emily whispered to JJ as JJ let the last bits of what was in her stomach out. Leaning back against Emily again JJ was glad she had went to Emily's room last night, no way did she want to do this alone. But then she remembered how they woke up and started apologizing again.

"Em I am so sorry you have to see all of this and that I totally felt you up in my sleep. I'll stay in my room I am so sorry that I am getting into what is left of your personal space." JJ was standing and getting ready to walk out of the bathroom when Emily reached forward and pulled her back into her chest and hugged her tight.

"Hey don't you even worry about it, I am not complaining. First off seeing you like this is completely expected and you're gorgeous even though you were just puking your guts up, secondly I didn't mind you feeling me up, thirdly I sleep so much better with you right there beside me." Emily really hadn't meant to reveal that much but hell if JJ was going to be living with her she might as well be honest because the blonde would find out her feelings eventually. "Now, how about we go get you peanut here a good breakfast and something to drink." Emily said as she rubbed small circles on JJ's small little bump with her thumbs that where currently sitting on her hips.

JJ didn't know how to respond and she didn't think she really heard every word that Emily said but she was definitely up for sleepovers, breakfast and juice, just after she brushed her teeth. "Okay but I am going to brush my teeth first."

"Okay there are some new toothbrushes in the cabinet with the towels." Emily said as she pulled out of the embrace and walked back into the bedroom, and downstairs to the kitchen. It was already almost noon and Emily decided that while she was making some eggs and bacon that she was going to get a contractor out to the house today to get started on the basement and a few other things she had in mind. That's how JJ found her when she walked down to the main floor, talking on the phone to someone about renovations and making some breakfast, there already sat three cups of orange juice and some coffee was brewing in the coffee maker. Catching the tail end of the phone conversation she gathered that someone would be here around one to check out the basement today and see whatever else Emily wanted done. Emily turned around to see JJ watching her carefully.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Emily asked slightly concerned she did something wrong.

"You said you didn't mind waking up to me feeling you up, and you slept better with me there."

"I did…"

"What's that mean Em?"

"It means exactly what you think it means Jen." Emily replied hoping that that would be the end of it as she put the breakfast on the plates and put the leftovers in the oven.

"Em, look at me." at the soft request Emily met the blondes blue eyes. "What does that mean?" Emily sighed.

"It means that even though we just met I really like you. I know that it is definitely going to be rocky road, but I like you. I want you in my life and I want peanut in my life. I know we aren't ready for anything, but it means someday I want to take you on a date, but for now I know we need to focus on keeping peanut healthy. But I don't mind you sleeping in my bed or using my bathroom or even feeling me up in your sleep, I know you don't need a relationship on top of everything else on your plate right now, so I'll just reserve the left side of my bed for you whenever you want it." Emily hadn't realized when JJ had walked over to her but she had the blonde between her and the island and she had her hands on JJ's hips and was rubbing circles over peanut with her thumbs again.

JJ honestly couldn't believe this was her life right now. Here was this beautiful girl confessing all she wanted to her and she couldn't even get words out of her mouth into sentences. Here Emily was confessing that she wanted her and her baby to be a part of her life in a way more than friends, here she was telling her that she knew that JJ would need time to process all of this and that she would hold the spot in her heart for JJ. JJ couldn't stop the smile and tears from going across her face. "You Emily Prentiss just keep amazing me more and more every minute, when I got pregnant and after I told Jake I thought that was the end of the line for me to have a relationship with anyone, then you come along and make me feel all these things I have never ever felt before and honestly I am a little scared about what it means. But I don't want to think about it I just want to take it day by day with you, I wouldn't say we are dating but I wouldn't say we are just friends and I don't want to be just friends. I don't want to sleep in my bed and I don't want to do this without you in our lives. Let's just see where this takes us okay?"

"Okay, but we need to eat or the food is going to get cold, and peanut needs food because we are going to go to the doctor and see how everything is going in there, and see if they can recommend anything for mommy's morning sickness." Emily said as she talked to peanut. What neither of the two girls realized was that Sandy had woken up to the smell of bacon and had gone to the top of the stairs to check it out but once she heard the two girls talking she couldn't interrupt and she really didn't want to eavesdrop but what Emily was saying to her little girl were some of the sweetest things she had ever heard and from Jennifer's reaction she knew Emily had her daughter, hook, line, and sinker. So she slowly made her way back to her room and waited half an hour before she went to the kitchen.

Emily and JJ were talking about what would probably be the best options for the basement in order for to be used at multiple different areas when Sandy came in, Emily immediately went to get up to get Sandy's food but as Sandy passed behind her she put her hands on her shoulders and pushed the brunette back down.

"I got it darling, thank you though."

"Okay, hey what do you think about making the basement into a multipurpose area, of course there would be a master bedroom/ bathroom but Jen and I were thinking we could do a living room, kitchen/dining, and playroom and there is since door down there that opens up to the walk out, it comes out under the deck so there are some posts, but I was thinking that we could set up some swings and what not down there and a sand pit and whatever else we decide so at least peanut here wouldn't get too much sun. We will definitely have to put up a fence too. So what do you think?" Emily asked as once again she had ended up placing her hand on JJ's stomach as she ate the rest of her food.

"I think that you have been thinking about this way too much and not getting enough sleep, but I think all of what you said will be perfect, besides its your house you get all say."

"But you two live here now to so I want your opinions and inputs as well." Emily said as she yawned. JJ noticed and stated that they were definitely going to bed early tonight as she too yawned and the doorbell rang.

"Perfect timing, I will be right back, Jen if you guys think of anything let me know." Emily said as she walked to the door, instead of going through the house Emily first showed him where she wanted the fence to go along the property and a gate that peanut wouldn't be able to open, then she took him to just below that deck where she enlightened him on the swings and slides and sand pit she wanted, now going inside the basement she started from scratch. "I want all of the floors and walls torn out and anything else that needs completely replaced, from the stair to the right wall which is a good thirty feet I want that area to be the master bedroom and master bath, I want all hardwood flooring and i want the bedroom to be a light grey and the bathroom to be white, the bathroom needs a bath and shower along with a secondary laundry room, out in the great room I want a Kitchen closest to the door and the living room in between the kitchen and playroom and the dining room of to the left of the stairs, but I would like for there to be all new appliances and the color of the great room to be teal." The contractor Greg walked around every room she was talking about and made notes as what she wanted and at the end of the shpiel he told her that it wouldn't be cheap but he could have the inside down in a month and the outside done two weeks after that. With that being said they shook hands and Emily showed him out just to reappear in an empty kitchen. Searching for the blonde she found her lying on the king size bed with her eyes closed. Emily slowly crept in as to not disturb the sleeping blonde, pulled the covers over her and then climbed in next to her and wrapped an arm safely around her. JJ stirred anyway.

"Hey how did it go?" JJ asked in a voice no higher than a whisper.

Emily moved in closer and pulled JJ tight to her, "It went well but go back to sleep Jen, I'll tell you more when get up."

JJ turned over towards Emily and Emily rolled to her back, JJ immediately went to her favorite position, laying on her side Emily's left leg caught between her legs, her head on Emily's shoulder, with Emily's arm around her and her own arm resting on Emily's bare stomach, while Emily's other arm rest on top of JJ's. They were both out like a light.

Emily woke to her alarm alerting her that her and JJ's OB/GYN appointment was in an hour and that they needed to get ready. So Emily, slowly turned over trying to get JJ to stir, but it wasn't working.

"Jen, we need to get up so that we can make the doctor appointment." Still nothing. "Jen come on we gotta get up." Not even a single movement. Emily was thinking about the easiest way to wake JJ up but decided she could sleep for ten more minutes and they wouldn't be late so pulling the covers off JJ a little bit and pulling her shirt up so she could see peanuts bump she decided she was going to have a little conversation with the little he or she inside their. "Hey peanut, I know you probably can't hear me to well in there yet but if you could just give mommy a break from all morning sickness, that would be much much appreciated, and she would have so much energy to do things with you, but now all she wants to do is sleep because you keep taking all her energy away. I'll tell you what why don't you leave mommy's energy alone and after you're done doing nine months on the inside you can take all the energy from me you want and you can snuggle with me and mommy and we will play with you and feed you and keep you happy, but you gotta stop making mommy feel so bad okay peanut? I love you bunches already little one." From the moment Emily had started talking to her belly and placing kiss on her belly she had woken up. JJ had heard every word Emily had spoke to her bump and she was falling for the girl talking to her baby, like it was her own, harder and harder. When Emily looked up to find blue eyes watching her she blushed and pulled the blondes t-shirt back down. JJ not letting Emily hide away from this one simply pulled the brunette in for a toe curling kiss as she pushed the brunette to her back and straddled her stomach. Emily was quick to respond and as soon as she realized that JJ was moving to straddle her she grabbed hold of those hips she loved and held her in place. The kiss became a battle for dominance but as JJ was on top and had the better angle she easily won. But emily was still kissing back like her life depended on it, at least that was until she felt one JJ's hands grab her right boob, and a kiss land on her neck.

"Jen, J-Jen, Jen! As much as I would love to continue this if we don't stop now we are going to be late for our first appointment and we have all week to spend together, and you and i both know that we aren't ready to have sex yet." Emily eased the blow with a kiss to the lips and rubbing of her thumbs to meanut once again.

"I know but it is so easy to get lost in you Em." JJ said as she placed her forehead against Emily's with her eyes closed.

"You have no idea what you do to me Jen and I wish we could continue this but we really are going to be late i tried to wake you up already but you wouldn't budge so then I started talking to peanut and you woke up and now it has probably been twenty minutes and you need to get your sexy butt off me so we can get moving." JJ grinned and gave Emily another kiss before slipping off her and the bed, to go get dressed, Emily following suit she went to the bathroom to make sure her hair looked alright and then went to change, she met JJ downstairs and they both hollered at Sandy that hopefully they would be back in two hours. Before they got into the Jeep Emily decided it was more then warm enough to take the tops and doors off and quickly unlocked everything before JJ assisted in removing the top and placing it just outside the garage along with the doors. Emily drove them to the appointment the whole there JJ played with Emily's hand sitting in her lap. Just before they got there Emily asked JJ something.

"Hey Jen?"

"Yeah Em?"

"You are sure you want me in there when they check you and the baby?"

"Of course Em?" JJ didn't know where this doubt was coming from but she was going to put an end to right away. As soon as Emily parked she was out the car and waiting for JJ to get out but JJ didn't get out she waited for Emily to walk over.

"Is something wrong Jen?" Emily asked worried as she arrived at the opening of where JJ's door would be. JJ didn't answer just turned and pulled Emily to her resting her forehead with Emily's.

"I don't know where this doubt is coming from in you, but I want you to know that no matter what I want you and only you to be at everyone of these appointments with me and you don't need to worry about whatever it is you're worrying about because I am here with you and you are mine and you are going to be just as much this baby's mommy as I am going to be. Okay?" she felt Emily nod as she watched a tear run down Emily's check she swiped away with her thumb and then leaned in for a kiss which Emily returned, before she grabbed JJ's hand and walked into the appointment just on time, they were put into the back right away. Not Five minutes later the doctor, doctor Meyer, appeared and was asking JJ about when she noticed she was pregnant and the last time she had sex. JJ told her about the party and that it had been at the end of July on the 21st and that that was the last time she had sex. Emily had held her hand the whole time and when Doctor had asked her to leave so she could check JJ, JJ had immediately said that she could stay. Doctor Meyer decided she should probably ask the relationship of the girls and she did as she applied the ultrasound jelly.

"So, JJ, who is this sitting with you."

"Oh this is Emily, she is my partner." JJ said as she watched Emily's face for a reaction. Emily smiled as she watched the doctor move the ultrasound around some and then frown and move around more. Emily was starting to get worried as she did this two more times.

"Doctor Meyer, is there something wrong?"

"No i just want to be sure before I say anything. Okay you see this little pulsating blob here?" Emily and JJ both nodded "that's your baby." JJ and Emily both looked at the screen then at each other. "Now you see this here blob?" emily went pale and nodded while JJ was still trying to figure out what she was looking at. "That's is baby A's sibling, congrats guys you're having twins." Emily looked from JJ to The screen to JJ again and smiled the widest smile with tears flowing down her cheeks, she stood and hugged JJ whispering into her ear.

"Did you hear that baby, twins!" JJ just nodded not knowing what to say, clearly Emily was happy about this so it wasn't a bad thing but she just pictured having to get two of everything and how much that was going to cost and then she imagined how it would be once they got here and she was getting really dizzy now. Emily noticed the change in JJ right away. "Doc there is something wrong with JJ."

"Nothing to worry about she is just taking it all in. It is probably just making her head spin a little. Just talk to her, here are your copies of the ultrasounds. Your due date is going to be around the end of April but with it being twins I say she will deliver early probably closer to February but we will know more once we see how they are growing." With all that being said the doctor gave them the room to themselves. Emily moved back to whispering to JJ.

"Hey baby I need you to come back to me, everything is going to be okay, there is plenty of room at the house for twins, and I have plenty of money so that isn't something you need to worry about, Okay?' When she felt JJ nod and hug her Emily knew JJ was back from wherever she had drifted off to. "You okay Jen?"

"Yeah just hearing her say twins was not something I expected."

"Jen have you seen the size of your bump? I was honestly prepared for her to say Triplets!" Emily laughed and kissed jen on the cheek before saying "but I am glad it is just Peanut and Sprout in there." JJ smiled as she realized Emily was right she shouldn't worry, and the fact that Emily was already expecting this put her mind at ease a little more. But the part that put her mind at ease completely was that Emily had already given them both nicknames and she was already so attached to the little ones growing inside of her. JJ didn't know what this would bring them, but as long as she had Emily and her two little ones nothing much could stop them.

"Thank you Em, for being here and being so calm about things. I would've freaked if you weren't here." Emily smiled and gave JJ another kiss before saying.

"That's my job baby, now let's get out of here, do you want to do some shopping or go back to the house?"

"Can we go ahead and do a little baby shopping, I'd really like to get the big stuff taken care off."

"Like what big stuff Jen?"

"Car seats, cribs, changing tables, just the essentials."

"Okay let's get this done. Ooooh and we can use the car seats and put a picture of sprout and peanut in each one and that's how we can tell your mom that you are having twins."

"Em?"

"Yeah Jayje?"

"It's we."

"It's we what Jen?"

"It's we are having twins. Like I said Em these babies are going to be just as much yours as they will be mine, and you are going to be their mommy too okay?" It was a good thing Emily had just parked because once again there was tears streaming down her face, and once JJ noticed she got out of the jeep and walked to the otherside pulling Emily in for hug the brunette immediately returned relaxing as she could smell the blondes shampoo. JJ pulled back to kiss Emily gently on each cheek then her lips, seeing as she calmed down, JJ wiped the tears and asked the brunette "are you ready to get your shop on?"

The car seats had definitely been the worst thing to shop for. Emily was adamant that they had to be the best out there and it took over and hour just to find that and then to find one the liked was a whole other ordeal until JJ stumbled upon this matte black she just knew would be perfect for the twins and it came with the matching stroller. She turned to Emily with those puppy dog eyes and Emily put four of them on the flat cart she had found at the front. With JJ's feet starting to hurt her from walking around the same area so much she decided to plop down on the cart as well and as Emily pushed her toward the cribs and changing table she already could spy the one that she wanted to get and when Emily pushed her up next to the exact crib and changing table all in one that she wanted she knew Emily wanted it to. So sliding two boxes from the shelf to the cart, the cart now being full they decided it was a good time to head to checkout and JJ called to tell her mother that they had just done a little shopping after the appointment and were at the checkout now and would be home shortly. While JJ was on the phone Emily paid. Once they got to the Jeep the gentleman helped them get everything in the back and Emily pulled out the car seats so they could show Sandy the new knews. It was almost 7 p.m. by the time they got back to the house JJ put a picture in each of the car seats one of Sprout and one of Peanut, and then Emily grabbed both car seats and let JJ through the door first because she had to unlock it and then walked in herself with both car seats after getting through the threshold Emily handed sprout off to JJ as she carried peanut, they could hear soft noises coming from the kitchen so walking just a little more to where they now knew Sandy to be, they waited till she turned around to notice them and what they were carrying. When Sandy turned around she thought logically.

"Hey guys nice to see you thought of both vehicles so that we don't have to move car seats back and forth."

"No mom look closer!" JJ said now getting excited about having twins and how her mom would react. Sandy took a few steps closer and realized there were to different ultra sounds in the car seats, she looked from Emily to JJ to Emily and then back to JJ again.

"No, Honey you aren't serious are you?" When JJ nodded her head and a quiet "Yes mom we are serious." That was all it took for Sandy to start screaming and doing a happy dance around the kitchen before she ran back over and hugged JJ with all her might.

"Careful mom. You're going to squeeze them right out of me!" JJ laughed. Emily Just grinned before she realized she was now the target of that squeezing and before she knew it she was having 'we need to talk later when Jennifer goes to bed' being in her ear she nodded enough to where Sandy could feel it and then Sandy pulled away and grabbed the pictures from the seats that were now sitting on the floor.

"Oh I can't believe it! TWINS!"

"Yes mom, Sprout and Peanut, but what did you cook because they little ones are going crazy and are hungry along with their mommies."

"Oh yes, right, food! I made some chicken breasts and alfredo noodles, there is some salad in the fridge also." Emily grabbed the salad and dressings and took them to the dining table before returning to help carry the chicken and alfredo noodles into the dining room also. Seeing as JJ had already grabbed a plate and was stuffing her face with noodles as she walked to the table to sit by Emily.

"Honey, why didn't you tell me you were that hungry we could've stopped and gotten a little something to hold you over." Emily said as she watched JJ stuff two more forkfuls of noodles into her mouth.

"Because...I didn't... realize how hungry… I was till I smelt the food!" JJ said around the noodles. Emily just smiled and shook her head as she started eating.

By the time they were done eating JJ had two bowls of noodles, one chicken breast, and two and a half bowls of salad, and she was stuffed. Emily had already cleared the table and was putting the dishes in the dishwasher when she felt two slim hands wrap around her waist and a kiss on her neck before JJ whispered in her ear. "I'm gonna go run a bath come find me when you're done."

Emily had to suppress a moan as JJ kept kissing her neck and before she knew it JJ had disappeared. Emily had rushed to get the dishes done but as soon as she was she turned around to see Sandy Staring at her and pat the seat next to her at the dining table, she looked to the stairs and then looked back to Sandy before she went to sit.

"So, you like my daughter." oh no Emily thought. She had never gotten, The Talk, before and she really didn't think she needed it but knowing that it wasn't just JJ anymore it was JJ and the twins, she knew she was getting the talk tenfold.

"Yes I do very much so Mrs. Jareau. And I already love those twins like they are my own. I would never do anything to hurt any of them." Emily said with as she tried to show Sandy with her eyes how much love she held for this little family.

"And you know that when JJ loves she loves deeper than anyone I know and she would be heartbroken if one day you decided to up and leave her and the twins. I don't think she has let on to how much she really cares for you and wants you in her and the twins lives."

"I see all your concerns Sandy. But if I had even the slightest doubt in my mind that i wouldn't be able to handle having a family and all that came with it, I would've never even invited JJ to stay here. I have thought since i found out that she was pregnant and the timeline that she was having twins or triplets because of how big her bump already is and I was prepared to go into that doctors appointment and find out that the girl that i love was having triplets, but i was told she was having twins and when she started freaking out i calmed her down not Jake or anyone else that should've been the ones in that room with her today. No that is all on me. I may have not chosen to fall for her so quick or even at all but Sandy I do love your daughter and her kids even though they are not biologically mine I am prepared to be there other mommy and I am prepared to love and support that girl up there sitting in my bath carrying, our twins. And I can't wait to prove you wrong for thinking that I couldn't love them two and their mother the way their biological dad could. Jake already left them, and I am not anything like that asshole." Emily Prentiss was upset to the point of crying and as she walked up stairs and into her bedroom she stripped naked and walked straight to the bathtub knowing JJ didn't hear come in because she had music playing and the lights down low, JJ was leant forward just enough to where Emily could easily slip behind her and as Emily wrapped her arms around JJ's waist and pulled her back to her as she laid her tear stained face against the blondes back she decided that she wasn't ever going anywhere and that JJ and the twins were stuck with her.

JJ had been startled when someone had slipped in behind her but as she felt the strong arms wrap around her torso and pull her in she knew it was Emily but when she felt the wet face touch her back she knew something was wrong, wanting to bask in the moment and let Emily relax she decided she was going to wait till the laid down to talk about it. She felt Emily reach for the sprayer head and turn the warm water on before she felt the whispered breaths against her neck.

"Can I wash your hair Jen?" with the slightest nod JJ let her know that yes she could wash her hair. She leant back to allow Emily to spray her hair with water before working the shampoo through her scalp and locks. Emily took her time and massaged the shampoo in well before spraying all the shampoo out, and washing her own hair. JJ felt Emily wrap her arms around her stomach and flatten her hand before taking a finger and drawing small circles over the bump, and once again whispering into her ear. "Jen the water is getting cold why don't we get out and I'll give you a massage."

"Okay Em, but I am giving you one too." JJ said through a yawn. Emily and JJ each dried their own bodies before both slipping on some boyshorts and nothing else, Emily grabbed JJ's hand and walked her to the bed, she pulled the covers back before she had JJ lay down on her stomach. She grabbed the massage oil she kept in her nightstand and then climbed onto the bed before she straddled the blondes legs just below her butt. Emily worked the oil between her hand before planting a kiss to the nape of JJ's neck and asking JJ to move her hair to one side of her head. After JJ had done as asked Emily slowly started to work the oil into the blondes neck, shoulders, and upper back adding just a little pressure so the blonde could feel it work her tense muscles. JJ was trying hard not to make any weird noises but as she felt the brunette work the oil into her lower back and the soft command to relax come from the brunettes lips she let the moans role of her tongue and into the dimly lit room Emily shivered at the sound and was sure JJ felt it. But the moans only became louder as Emily suffled the boyshorts JJ was wearing to her knees and started working the oil into her love handles, butt and around her hip sto the front of JJ's pelvis and when JJ thought she couldn't take any more Emily moved lower to her hamstrings and the inside of her thighs cautiously avoiding going anywhere near new territory, Emily hadn't meant to work JJ up but she was just trying to give a good massage and her hip muscles were really tight. JJ couldn't take it anymore her skin was on fire and if Emily didn't stop they were going to have to go further and she didn't want to rush this.

"Em baby if you don't stop I'm going to need a release and I really don't want to rush this." JJ said in moan as Emily went back over her ass. But after hearing those words Emily immediately removed her hands from JJ but wasn't finished with the massage. She moved JJ's underwear back into place before asking if she could work on her shoulders and neck a little more, getting a nod of approval Emily put a little more oil on her hands before working JJ's muscles for another twenty minutes. What she wasn't expecting was to find beneath her was a sleeping JJ. Emily smiled as she realized her mission was accomplished after the past few days that JJ had had she just wanted her to relax completely so rolling off of JJ and onto her side of the bed she turned the lights off, pulled the covers over them and snuggled into JJ feeling JJ move into her favorite position she finally felt like she couldn't be anymore content to just sleep. So Emily shut her eyes and immediately fell to sleep thinking about the family she was coming to love more than anything else.