I see Frances coming to me. I smile at her and she gives me that little smile. I look in her eyes and see a worry. "Hey." She nearly whispers as she stands next to me. She puts her hands in her back pockets and looks at the boys. I look at them as well. "How are they doing?" She asks. "Great, they're really loving it." She looks back at me. I look at her and smile. "That's great to know. I'm glad my son is in good hands." "I'll make sure nothing will happen to him." I assure her and she nods. "Look, mom!" Sean says. She looks at him with a smile. "You're enjoying yourself, son?" She asks. I keep looking at her side profile. The light shines through her hair. I just can't stop looking at her.

"Yeah! It's so much fun, maybe soon Johnny will let us gallop as well." Sean says with a grin. Bryan stops Solero when he's close. I look at him with a smile. "Lunch is soon, let's take care of the horses, okay?" I see them both nodding. Frances and I help them stepping off when Britney came to the arena. I turn my head and see her waving. I sigh and wave a little back. Bryan is looking at her and then at me. He let out a deep sigh. "Let's go, boys." Frances says. "Honey!" Britney says with her high-pitched voice. She wants to get my attention. That's why she came to the arena. To show Frances that she's interested in my life, and probably acting as if she's interested in my son too.

Ulénus got startled and starts to walk backwards, pulling Sean with him. In reaction Solero did the same. "Dad?" Bryan asks. I see the reactions and quickly came in action. Frances grabs her son and he grabs her while shaking a little bit. I take the reins from both horses and make the calming sound. "Shh. Shh. It's all right, nothing is gonna happen to you." They breeze. Bryan went to Frances for a hug as well. She smiles at him as she rubs his back a little. I look from them to Britney whose expression has changed. I can see how pissed she's right now because my son went to Frances for comfort.

"What the hell are you thinking, Brit?" I see how she looks from Frances back at me. "It wasn't my fault." The horses' breeze again and take a step back. I make the calming sound again. "Come, boys, let's see if we can help Cath with preparing for lunch." Frances says. The boys only nod. She walks with them to the house without giving Britney one glance. I look after them and then at Britney again. She crosses her arms. "Can you please not use that voice?" I ask. "What do you mean?" She asks. She keeps standing on a distance. "The high-pitched voice you always use when you're angry… it startles the horses." She looks at the horses while I'm calming them down. I turn and walk them to the stables. "What are you doing here anyway? I know you hate big animals."

She quickly follows me on a distance. "I just wanted to know how it went." I turn my head to look at her. She sees me looking and gives me a smile. I turn my head back and walk inside the stables. She stops at the door while I put the horses in their stables. "It went great, my son is a natural… but for real, why are you showing interest now?" She slowly and carefully came closer. I'm taking the saddle and bridle off Solero. "Well, I've realized that this is where you came from and that this is what you probably always will love. So, why shouldn't I, as your fiancée, being interested in your life?" She actually has a good point there. I showed her my interest in her life, even though that's nothing great. She sleeps in every day, she does yoga and running, she goes to lunch with her rich friends, she goes shopping with them as well, and she shows me off.

I stand still before her and look at her face. She tries to smile more. I know she's trying, but it's not enough. She looks at me up and down, sees how I'm holding the saddle with one arm and the bridle with my other hand. "You look sexy." "I thought that this version of me isn't for you?" I walk to the saddle room and put the saddle on its place. I turn and went to the sink to wash the bridle bit. She came closer and lays her arms around my waist from behind. I look down at her hands caressing my abs. I exert my abs a little when I feel her hand going into my jeans. I turn off the tap and lean on the sink. I close my eyes and think of Frances. I lay my head a bit back. "What are you doing?" I whisper. She watches me biting my lip. "Something you really seem to love." "You never gave me a handjob." "Then it's time I start doing so."

I lay the bridle down and feel how she opens my jeans. She keeps working me, but now with two hands. It feels good, but not as good as how Frances was doing it last night. I close my eyes again as I think about the sex with Frances, showing me how much she loved what I was doing. I grab her hands and make her stop. "What are you doing?" She asks as she looks at me as I turn. "Why are you doing this?" I feel worked up, wanting sex but actually not wanting to give it to Britney. She looks down. "Isn't that obvious?" "You're just doing this to own me? Or am I getting more than this?" She looks at my face and sees how serious I am about this. "Well, I'm your fiancée. Do the math." I know there's more about this than she wants to tell me. I'm pretty sure this is about Frances.

Fine, if she wants it, she can have it. I grab her skirt and lift it up. Then I grab her hips and turn her around to the sink. "Take it easy, will you?" I didn't care about that. She starts to scream. "Stop it, Johnny, you're hurting me." "You wanted this, so why should I stop?" I whisper near her ear. I grab her hips tighter. "Not like this." She starts to cry. "You worked me up to this point, for what? To stop just on the point that I'm loaded, like you do so many times because you think it's funny to tease me that way?" I keep on going. I couldn't stop myself.

"Please, stop, you're hurting me." I lower my pace. I let my hand go down and work her up. "Did you ever had a real orgasm?" I whisper. "Will you stop hurting me if I tell you the truth?" "I will." I never ever had taken a woman with force. I find it disgusting, but I just know why she was working me up. I feel like doing a payback to her. "I never had a real orgasm with you." Why am I not surprised about that? I didn't reply, I feel like doing the same to her as she did to me, only I will finish it unlike her. I grab a leg and lift it up. "What are you doing?" I didn't answer. I let my fingers work her. I feel her holding her breath.

"Let it out, don't repress it, just come because it will be the first and last time that I'll let you come like this." I know she wants to reply but I work her a little harder. I can feel how she grabs my arm and squeezes hard. Her breath chokes and her mouth is open. I look at her and keep her in this moment for as long as I can. I close my eyes and think of Frances. I feel my own climax coming. When it came, I pull out and aim in the sink. I turn the tap on as I inhale and exhale deeply. She looks at me as I have my eyes closed. "You never pull out." I open my eyes and look at her for a second. I wash myself a little.

"I'm not gonna give you the pleasure of me finishing into you." She turns to me as she push her skirt down. I look at her face and see her frustrated expression. I zip my jeans and walk to Ulénus' stable to get the saddle and bridle off him. I walk back the to saddle room and see her looking at her phone. I put the saddle on its place and wash the bridle bit before hanging it up. I see Solero's bridle and take it, so I can hang it up. I look at her without saying anything, though there's so much I want to say but I don't want drama or a fight. I turn and walk outside.

I look at the woods and decide to go there. As I walk to the woods, I start to feel horrible for what I just did. It wasn't my intention to make it look like I would rape her, but somehow, I wanted to give her a payback. I also feel like I've been cheating on Frances. Which is a ridiculous feeling seeing I'm officially with Britney. So, why does it feel like I'm with Frances already? Frances walks outside. Mom has ordered her to look for me. It's almost lunch time. She sees me walking to the woods and then she sees Britney coming out of the stables. She sees Britney looking at me for a moment and then she came to the house. Frances sees her arranging her clothes.

Frances inhales deeply, pushing the jealous feeling away that's coming up. Britney sees Frances and puts up her mean smile. "You wish you could have that, but you never will." Britney whispers when she's close to Frances. She walks inside. Frances inhales deeply, she knows it's useless to argue about something like this, but she wish she could tell Britney straight in her face that she has been having sex with her fiancé, three times even. Frances walks to the woods to get me. I inhale deeply as I walk to the creek, tears a dropping but I'm ignoring them. I close my eyes and face my face to the sky. Frances runs a little and then sees me walking. She runs to catch up with me.

"You okay?" I hear her soft voice. I try to smile as I keep my eyes closed. "I try to be." I feel her next to me, her presence is irresistible. I feel how she lays her hand softly on my upper arm. I exhale deeply. I didn't realize I was holding my breath. "You don't look okay, what happened?" She whispers as she's watching my face. I open my eyes and look at her. I can see her worry. She lays a hand on my cheek, rubbing the tears away. I look down as I feel horrible. "I think I've raped her." I put my hands in my pockets.

"There must've been a reason for you to do that." She whispers. I sigh deeply and look back up. I look in her eyes, trying to feel at easy. She grabs me into a hug, and I hug her tightly. I close my eyes. "I couldn't control myself… she gave me a handjob, what she never did before, she was working me up and I knew that she wanted to stop when I was nearly there. She tends to give me blue balls. She's not a fan of foreplay either." I don't know why I'm explaining this, but it feels like I owe Frances an explanation. "You don't have to explain it to me, Johnny." I let her go and look in her eyes. "I know why she did it, she wants to show that she owns you. It's typical female behavior."

I keep looking in her beautiful eyes. She lays her hand softly on my cheek and gives me that little smile. After a moment I look up at the creek and think about what we did there. "I only could think of you and she got me worked up so much that I lost control. She cried, I told her I only would take it easier if she would admit that she always has been faking her orgasms. It was a stupid thing to do." I walk to the water and pick up a stone to throw it in the water. She turns as she keeps watching me. "And did she admit?" "Yep, she has been faking all her orgasms, until today. I didn't even finish in her. I didn't want to give her that pleasure."

"So, this was basically revenge sex?" I turn my head to look at her and sigh deeply. "I guess so, I never did anything like this before. I feel awful." She came closer to me and lays her hand on my cheek. I feel how her thumb is caressing my cheekbone in a loving way. She rubs the tear away that had appeared on my cheek. I close my eyes. "She has no clue how good you are." She whispers. I open my eyes again so I can look in hers. She smiles, making me smile back a little. "It didn't feel good either… can I be honest?" I whisper, she nods. "Of course, you can tell me everything that's on your mind." I lean in and give her a soft kiss. "It felt like I was cheating on you."

She didn't reply immediately. We gaze in each other's eyes. "But we're not together." She breaks the intense moment. I wish she didn't. "I know, not officially, but here." I lay my hand on my chest and she looks at it for a second. "I'm yours... forever." I inhale deeply and she moves more against me. I lean in and we start to kiss. I turn my head a little, so I can kiss her deeper. I grab her in my arms, she lifts her left foot up. She lays her arms around my neck, letting her hands go through my hair. We kiss for some time. I just don't want to stop this, but she eventually stops the kiss. I look in her eyes after I open mine.

"Will you stay here in Pampa, for me?" She whispers. "Only if you want me here, and that we can be together." She smiles. I look at her lips and bite my own lower lip. She lays her hand on the back of my neck and pulls me in. We kiss again. Why is she so good? I stop the kiss and hug her. I smell her scent and close my eyes. "It's a dream coming true." She whispers near my ear. I bury my face against the pit of her throat. "You're my dream, Baby, you always have been." "I've wished so many times for you to come back to Pampa and be mine." I smile and softly kiss her on the base of her throat. She starts to giggle as I kiss my way down. "Johnny?" "Yeah?" I didn't lift my head up. I keep planting kisses all over her chest and throat. "We need to tell the boys."

"Tell them what?" I whisper as I didn't stop. I'm getting the urge to bring her to heaven when she grabs my head. I stop and stands straight. I look in her eyes. She smile, I smile back and look at her lips. "We need to tell them that we want to be together. That you want to stay here and be with me." She whispers. "They already know." I lean in as I want to kiss her again. She pulls her head back as she watches my face. I bite my lip. "Did you tell them?" "Yes and no." I reply. She let me go and I sigh. She lays her hands on her hips. I put my hands in my pockets. "Explain, please."

"Well, for one they've been hearing us last night. My son has already asked me out about it, and I told him my feelings I have for you. His wish is that we stay here, that you and I are together, that he can go to school here in Pampa. He told me he either wants to be a vet or a rancher." She starts to chuckle. I keep looking at her face. "He's a real Castle." She says with a smile. I give her a grin. I wet my lips and she looks at my lips. "And my son?" She asks. "He told me that he has never seen you so happy before. He wants to see you being truly happy. I asked them if they would like to become stepbrothers and they seem to be loving that idea."

She giggles softly while she shakes her head. I bite my lip again and lay my arm around her neck. She lays both her arms around my waists. We kiss for some moments. After the kiss, we walk slowly back to the ranch. "What about your show, your fame and your life in LA?" I look at her face. I see her concern. I smile a little and give her a peck on her nose. "Gonna drop it all. I'll put my house on sale. The fame has changed me too much and I don't mind being out of the picture. I'm gonna cancel my show after the weekend, the chances are that they'll find someone else to replace me. Bryan and I will stay here, probably at the ranch for the first period of time. I'll look for an apartment."

She keeps looking at me, but I see a smile appearing on her beautiful face. "You know… I live in a big house." She whispers. I give her a kiss. "Sound interesting. You remember my dream when I was ten?" We stop walking. I turn to her. She lays her hands on my chest. I grab her hands. "The dance school dream?" I nod with a smile. "You want to put up a dance school? Here in Pampa?" I can see her curiosity. My thumbs caress her knuckles. "Of course, here in Pampa." She giggles. I lean in to kiss her, but before I could do so, she whispers. "I love that dream." I smile and kiss her. I let her hands go and she lays her arms around my neck. After a moment of two, we stop kissing.

"Let's eat something, we can talk about these things later." She nods. We walk on. When we got to the border of the woods. I let her go and put my hands in my pockets. We look at the house as we're talking about our childhood dreams. The more I talk about putting up a dancing school. The more I realize that here is where my life should be. Britney went outside and stands on the porch looking around. She sees us coming and crosses her arms. I look up after I made Frances giggle with a joke. I see Britney's face and stand still. I put my hands in my pockets as we step up the porch.

"What were you two doing?" Frances looks at Britney and wants to walk inside to help mom. Britney grabs her arm, making Frances to stand still. "Nothing." I reply. "Yeah, right." Britney keeps looking at Frances. I feel I'm getting protective. "I was only going to get him for lunch." Frances pulls her arm back. Britney let her arm go and Frances went inside while she rubs her arm. Britney looks at me. I look at her with an angry frown. "I don't believe her." She crosses her arms. "What do you want to hear, Brit? That I go into the woods to fuck her?" She makes small eyes as she steps closer to me. "Did you?" I snort and shake my head. "Of course not, but if you can't trust me, then maybe you should rethink in why you want to marry me." I didn't wait for an answer and walk inside.