I realize what I truly desire is companionship, someone to love and accept me. I not only want to be loved but to love. I am so alone. It is difficult to feel important if no one regards you as such.
After ten long years Takano moved on, and I tired I really did. But there's been no one since him, faint copies at best.
It's because of him I'm so jaded today. He did this to me!
Yet ever since our worlds collide, I haven't been able to get him out of my mind. Not only did we end up in the same profession, but now the same department. Fate is truly cruel.
I wonder if he enjoys torturing me. Touching me and kissing me whenever he gets the chance. I won't allow us to repeat history. I won't allow you to use my body to scratch an itch.
I won't allow it.
Even if my body burns with a fiery desire only you can quench.
Onodera scrolls through his phone. Halting his search once he's found a suitable candidate.
He seems attractive enough. I'll give him go, even if it doesn't work out. At least for tonight I won't be alone and I won't be cold. If I'm lucky maybe he'll be a gentleman and take me out for a meal.
Onodera replies to his message, accepting his request and waits for his work day to be over. He doesn't notice the raven haired man actively paying attention him. To preoccupied with his evening plans, and steeling himself for what's to come.
He stretches his arms over his head and yawns, quickly getting up and putting on his jacket. The day seemed even longer then normal since he was waiting in anticipation. Giving one last check to make sure he didn't forget anything. He spares a quick glance at the man at the end of the table, meeting his eyes.
"Goodnight." Before he could hear a response, he darts out of the room, down the hall. Skipping the elevator and running down the stairs to the first floor. Before exiting the stairwell he takes a moment to compose himself, then makes his way outside. Literally running into his date for the night.
"Oh! Please excuse me."
The man smiles and laughs, wrapping his arm around the other smaller man. "Don't worry about it. You can bump into me anytime. I have reservations not too far away."
While the two men make their way to the restaurant, neither of them notice being followed.
I'm kind of disappointed, he's almost been too nice. While I don't really want to admit it to myself I really have one hunger. And it wasn't for food. Maybe I can coax him...
"So, is your place near by. Or maybe a motel?" Onodera blushes, his date laughs lifting his chin with a finger. Kissing him forecefully, pulling him closer to his body, rubbing himself against Onodera.
"I was going to wait, so I wouldn't scare you away. But if that's what you want it would be my pleasure." He takes Onodera hand, and leads him to his place.
Across the street to the mans apartment, another man with a stoney gaze watches them enter the building.
Making their way into his apartment, taking off their shoes just inside the entrance. Not bothering with pleasantries, Onodera attacks the other man with his lips. Kissing him powerfully, exploring his mouth with his tongue. Breaking apart only to come up for air, gasping in between long bouts of passion filled kisses. He man picks him up masterfully stripping them both of their clothing on the way to his bedroom.
"You're really good at that." Onodera blushes.
"Not my first rodeo." He forcefully throws Onodera onto his bed, crawling on top of him. Kissing him, nibbling his neck and exploring his entrance with the tip of his finger.
"I-I'm ready for you." Onodera say breathlessly. He looks at the man giving him pleasure with huge wanton eyes. "Please don't make me wait, I-I want you." The other man grins wolfishly and happily complies with his request. He aligns himself and powerfully thrusts his hips, breaking the barrier of the other man with such force Onodera screams wordlessly, his body arching off the bed. Taking this as consent to continue, without time to rest. He begins hammering into the smaller man beneath him.
After a few moments his pulls out, flipping the smaller mans body over till he's bending over with his bottom in the air. He slams back into him, both his hands on the sides of his hips for support. The only sounds are of Onodera wordless cries, the mans heavy breathing and the animalistic meeting of flesh between them.
Sometime later the man comes, and passes out having tired himself out.
Guess he wasn't really a nice guy after all.
Onodera blinks quickly to hold back his tears, trails of blood and cum running down his thighs. He whimpers when he tries to get up, the pain in his back and his hole unbearable. Fumbling around in the dark he puts on his close and leaves the mans apartment. Limping down the street, until he feels a hand on his shoulder. Trying to fend off his attacker he flings his arms out, but instead falls into the mans arms who powerfully fold around him.
"Ritsu, it's me." Onodera looks up at the other mans face, only illuminated by the pale street light adjacently overhead.
"T-takano. What. Why." The tears he was previously holding, threatening to release the floodgates.
"Oh Ritsu. My poor Ritsu." He squeezes the smaller man tighter to his chest.
"I-I'm...sorry..." before he could say anymore. A fuzzy darkness consumes his vision, then nothing.