AN: This is long but bare with me I have a few things to cover.

First of all thank you so much for the reviews! You guys make my day! All I asked was for was twelve, one more review than last, and I got fourteen instead. THANK YOU!!!!!

So twenty six chapters in and I've had an epiphany. I don't think I can promise quick updates anymore, it'll never be more than a week in between (unless something major comes up) and I'll still get them out as quickly as possible, but as I sat down to write this chapter I felt pressured to get it out fast and I don't want that to effect the quality of it. I tried really hard to make the reunion between BXE in this chapter desperate and I tried to convey how much they really thrive off and need one another but I'm not sure if I got there, but I tried so let me know what you think.

Alice was supposed to fess up in this chapter but BxE got carried away, I didn't plan it that way, but they kind of took over and did their own thing. And Yes I know I'm a tease! But we're not there yet (you'll get what I'm saying after you read) so that's just they way the cookies going to crumble. :) Alice's confession will be in the next chapter.

I think we got some of our wires crossed which I'm sure is due to the way I wrote it but the reason Alice can't see Bella is not because she's going to disappear. She just can't see her. Where Bella's concerned it's a blank slate, like she doesn't exist. Kind of like the werewolf effect….hmmmm, but is it the wolves??? *evil laugh*

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One last thing! The MTV Awards should have just been called the Twilight Awards!!! Awesome! New Moon looks AMAZING!

I don't own Twilight.

EPV

The sun was just starting to break through the trees as we made our way back down the mountain to where we had left the jeep, shoving each other and rough housing as we raced. Emmett, Jasper, and I were rejuvenated from all of the hunting we had done throughout the night. My body felt euphoric and my senses were at their utmost highest after thoroughly devouring three mountain lions on my own. We had mostly went our separate ways, each having different preferences as far as animals went, but each taking advantage of the large kills that we didn't have access to in Forks like we did here. After I would dispose of my kill I would take time and sluggishly lay back onto the damp grass as the blood sloshed in my stomach and I would gaze up into the night sky and my thoughts would automatically drift to Bella. I checked my cell phone religiously, anxiously waiting to get a signal back so I could hear her sweet voice again but I never got one, which left me feeling less then comfortable after our earlier conversation. I kept reminding myself that Alice was there, mere minutes away from her if she needed anything but that did nothing to ease my worry. I was already uncomfortable with the fact that we wouldn't be back by morning like I had previously assumed, the drive up here took almost the whole day yesterday with the heavy traffic and it didn't help that Emmett wanted to stop at every other tourist attraction we came across like we hadn't seen these things a million times over the span of our lives. You wouldn't think the world's largest ball of yarn would interest a vampire but Emmett had found it rather amusing. I on the other hand just wanted to get back to Bella, I wanted to drive straight through, hunt, and then get back home to her as soon as possible but now it looked as if we would be spending the greater part of today in the car, I wouldn't be back with Bella until at least this evening.

As we approached the bottom of the mountain my phone finally sprang to life and alerted in my jeans pocket, I stopped so abruptly that Emmett almost tumbled over the back of me.

"Shit bro, what the hell?" he boomed, as he hurdled over my head.

I waved off his exasperated look and hit the button for my voicemail and was automatically greeted with Bella's sweet voice. My relief turned to sheer panic as I listened to her message.

Thirty minutes later.

"Dammit Bella, pick up the phone," I growled, as the ringing shrilled in my ear on the seventh time I called her in the past five minutes.

"Still nothing?" Jasper questioned from the back seat well aware she hadn't picked up. He had been driving but after about five miles of sitting in the passenger seat feeling helpless I had insisted on taking the wheel and we were now traveling to Forks at break neck speed.

The car was eerily quiet as I dialed Bella again and her phone now went straight to voicemail, "DAMMIT." I yelled, stopping myself seconds before crashing my phone onto the dash board. I squeezed the tiny piece of metal lightly in my hands and tried to calm down, the phone felt like my only lifeline to her at the moment and I didn't want to destroy it.

"Call. Alice. Again." I gritted out between clenched teeth. We hadn't had any luck getting a hold of Alice either and there wasn't anyone else to call with Rose and Esme out of town and Carlisle at a medical conference until tomorrow.

Without saying a word Jasper willingly dialed Alice again and we all listened as the phone rang once before going to voicemail.

"Bro calm down, I'm sure everything's fine." Emmett tried to soothe, watching me with worried eyes. "Look at the time, if anything they're in class already."

"Calm down? Calm down?" I scoffed. "Did you not hear Bella's message, how panicked she sounded, I knew I should have went back home to her last night."

My phone alerted in my hand and I hurriedly flipped it open to see a text waiting in my inbox.

Bella and I are at school, she's fine. Sorry, she left her phone at home and mine was charging in my car and I couldn't get to it until now.

I took a deep breath and squeezed my eyes shut tight, she was okay.

"Are you okay now?" Jasper asked, putting his hand on my shoulder.

"No, but I'll be better when we get home and find out what in the hell is going on." I murmured. Something had happened with Bella, that I knew for sure, and Alice was being vague and unreliable, which wasn't like her at all.

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BPV

We were flying down the rode in Alice's Porsche, before Charlie got up this morning she had ran home to change and get her car to drive us to school. I didn't tell her about what had happened last night and I didn't ask why she hadn't seen it all play out already and thankfully she hadn't pushed me to talk. Alice knew me well enough to know that I just needed her company more than anything last night and when I was ready I would talk about it. Right now I didn't feel like doing much of anything, let alone talking, for the fist time since I was changed I felt exhausted, like my body was heavier. For the first time I wished for sleep.

I closed my eyes and laid my forehead softly on the window trying to remember the nights of sleep I so desperately missed at the moment. I never realized how important sleep was when you were having a bad day, the escape it provided, the peace it gave you so your mind could rest and not dwell on whatever was bothering you.

I prayed for that escape.

"Bella?" Alice interrupted my thoughts, "Are you sure you don't want to talk about it, it may help?" she asked quietly.

I was silent for a moment as I opened my eyes and watched the trees fly by, "Not right now Alice, I'm still trying to figure some thing's out." she shook her head in understanding, "Well if you need to talk about it I'm here, you know that, right?" she looked at me with nothing but sincerity and worry in her golden eyes.

"I know." I said softly.

"Um Alice?" I started, looking down and fidgeting with the zipper on my hoodie, "Before….before I called you last night, you didn't um, see anything, did you.?"

Alice looked back to the rode and looked worried, she swallowed hard. "No Bella, I'm sorry, I didn't see anything." her voice cracked on the last word.

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Alice was running late to lunch so I sat at our lunch table alone staring off into space lost in deep thought.

I wondered why Edward wasn't back yet, I wondered what he was doing at this very moment as I sat here numb, going through the motions of school but not really being here, I wondered why he hadn't called me back after the message I had left……..

"Shit." I murmured aloud, patting my pockets frantically.

SHIT. SHIT.

I forgot my phone at home.

I covered my face with my hands and groaned inwardly. God, Edward's going to kill me.

A voice pulled me from my reverie and I inwardly cringed, definitely not in the mood for him today.

"Hey Bella!" Mike called cheerfully as he pulled out the chair beside me. The screeching sound it made as it slid harshly across the tile made my ears ring.

"Um, hey Mike." I answered, a little less than enthusiastic.

"What? No Cullen's today?" he asked, eyeing the empty chairs.

I pushed back my knee jerk reaction to give him a smart ass answer to his obvious question and forced a small smile and a nod.

He smiled brightly at me, completely oblivious to my foul mood and reached for my hand. I flinched as his warm, sticky flesh touched mine and pulled back instantly.

"Mike, did you want something?" I snapped, and then instantly regretted it when I watched his face fall.

I growled under my breath in frustration. Couldn't he have picked any other day but today to annoy the hell out of me?

"Mike, I didn't mean to snap, I'm just having an, um….off day." I forced a small smile and tried to look sincere.

His smile returned and he reached over and grabbed my untouched apple in his hands and started spinning it in circles on the table.

I glanced around the lunch room. Where the hell was Alice?

"It's okay Bella, no harm no foul. Are you and Cullen having problems? Do you want to talk about it?" he asked, a hopeful smile plastered on his face.

My patience was seriously slipping and I had a random thought hit me. The image of me losing control and attacking Mike right here in the middle of the lunch room flashed in front of my eyes, he didn't even smell appetizing to me but the overpowering need to shut him up today made that thought more than appealing. A small smile broke out on my face as I wondered if Edward would appreciate my little fantasy or be upset with me for even thinking about such things so lightly. I chuckled darkly and the sound sounded foreign even to me. Maybe I was losing it.

"Um, Bella?" Mike called me back to reality nervously. He wasn't smiling any more and I averted my eyes from him quickly.

"No, Edward and I are fine Mike." I said, my voice sounding unsteady to even my own ears.

Just then Alice slid down into the chair across from me, "Hi Mike." her small soprano voice sang out and made Mike jump a mile, he hadn't even realized she had sat down and I didn't know whether or not to be happy or mortified that I had shaken him up so much.

"Um, hey." he muttered blinking at her when he finally acknowledged her sitting with us. "I…I was just going to ask Bella to sit with us because she was all alone but now that you're here……" he trailed off, stumbling about as he got up. He gave me one last fleeting look and walked away quickly.

Alice waited until he was a few steps away and leaned forward to look at me. "Okay, what did I miss? I'm a few minutes late and Mike Newton's scared out of his mind and your eyes are darker than I've ever seen them before." she appraised my face and looked at me expectantly.

"Alice." I scoffed, "I wasn't going to eat him for god's sake. He was being especially annoying today and I may have….thought about it, but I wasn't going to actually do it." I shook my head covering my eyes for a second at hearing my insane thoughts spoken aloud, "I was just thinking of ways to shut him up." I blurted out, and then covered my mouth, shocked I had actually just said that.

Alice giggled at me, the smile never reaching her eyes. "We've all thought about that when it comes to Mike Bella, it's no big deal. I don't think you could even imagine the stuff Edward thinks up about doing to that boy on a regular basis. He'd be proud."

I giggled with her until her face turned serious.

"Speaking of Edward," she started and my stomach dropped. "the guys are on their way home now, they should be home before sunset."

"Did you talk to Edward? When? What…what did he……" I blurted out, my brain not catching up with my mouth.

"I had a vision in class of him getting your message and then rushing home. I went out to my car to get my phone as soon as I could to text him to let him know you were okay, that you had forgotten your phone at home." she explained, and my throat felt instantly dryer.

"Is he mad?" I asked timidly.

"No, but he was worried sick about you Bella, he was frantically trying to get a hold of one of us and he was in a panic until he got my text."

"Oh no." I murmured softly, recalling how bad I must of sounded in the message I had left him last night. Oh no.

"Alice can I use your phone?" I asked quietly.

She handed it to me quickly and for a brief second I wondered why she wasn't already two steps ahead of me, usually she would have done pushed it to me and explained it was because she saw me calling him already, but I let that go for now, I had bigger things on my plate.

I held her small phone in my hands and debated whether or not to call him or text him. I flipped open her phone and started pressing keys, typing in my message, too chicken to talk to him yet. As much as I yearned to hear his voice and needed its soothing power at the moment I was too scared of what his reaction was going to be.

Hey, it's Bella. I forgot my phone at home, I'm so sorry!

I started with that and waited on pins and needles for his reply. The phone vibrated in my hand instantly and I hit the receive button.

God Bella, are you alright? I was worried sick. I'm on my way home.

I read back over each word a dozen times trying to decipher his mood through his words but I had no idea. He hadn't told me it was okay after I said I was sorry, that I knew for sure but I wasn't sure what that meant. I breathed out in aggravation as Alice watched me anxiously.

I'm sorry. I'll see you when you get back.

I swallowed hard, I wanted to write so much more. I wanted to tell him that I loved him, that I missed him like crazy. But that was all I could write, the ball was in his court and I wasn't sure how he was feeling. The phone went off again.

I love you, Bella.

I read those four simple words and my heart soared and I instantly couldn't wait any longer to see him, this evening sounded like a million years away.

I love you more.

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The day crawled by at a snails pace and I found myself watching the clock for the rest of my classes. Every now and then I would feel Mike's eyes on me and I would try to smile at him but he'd look away in a hurry. I felt bad but I would have to deal with it another day, right now I was consumed with just getting through these last few hours so I could see Edward again.

When I got home I finished my homework first and found things to clean up around the house trying to keep busy. The time couldn't of crept by any slower as I finally started dinner, my excitement that I would see Edward very soon coming to a head. I didn't even care anymore how Edward was going to be when he got back, whether or not he was going to be furious with me or happy, or just as impatient to see me as I was him. I didn't care, all I thought about was seeing his sweet face again, about getting back the piece of me he always carried with him, about being in his arms and feeling whole for the first time since he left.

While the stew simmered on the stove I ran up to my room and changed, pulling on a blue v-neck sweater I knew he loved so much and running a brush through my hair. I was about to go back down stairs when I heard Emmett's jeep roar into the drive way, the gravel giving way with the tires.

My chest constricted, my anticipation bursting at the seams as I ran down the stairs at full speed. Just as I flung open the front door, almost pulling it straight from it's hinges, Edward flew up the front steps and grabbed me up into his arms. Our bodies crashed together with such force that it was incredible we somehow remained upright. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist and my arms around his neck locking him to me as he hugged me to him tighter and tighter. There wasn't an inch of space between us as he held me to him, pushing his nose desperately into my hair breathing me in with ragged breaths. I buried my face into his neck and clawed my fingers down his back with the pure need to feel him closer. He peppered my neck with frantic kisses, tasting my skin as I did the same with him, relearning each other's bodies with every inch we covered.

"Bella." he breathed, finally breaking the silence. It was only one simple word but his voice sounded sweeter than it had ever sounded before and my eyes filled to the rim as a sob escaped my throat.

He pulled back for a split second to look at me but it was too much, he was too far away and I needed him closer. I saw the hunger and pure need in his dark eyes which I was positive only mirrored my own at the moment and I pulled him back to me with as much force as I could muster and crashed my lips to his.

We both moaned at the contact as our lips found their way back home and molded to one another, our tongues dancing together in a desperate dance of hunger, devouring everything the other had to give.

Off in the distance I felt Edward began to move until we found our way into the kitchen, I vaguely remember hearing the door close behind us over our heavy panting before I felt his hands, his strong beautiful hands, slide upwards from the back of my thighs where he had been holding me upright to my ass, cupping and squeezing roughly, pulling me to him.

He pulled my bottom lip into his mouth and tugged on it, sucking and licking it urgently before trailing his wet open mouth kisses up along my jaw.

"I love you." he murmured against my skin, in between kisses.

"I love you, too." I breathed, running my fingers vigorously through his hair and attacking his ear with my tongue as he made his way to my neck.

His grip tightened on my ass as he sucked and nipped his way to my collarbone.

"I missed you ….so much," his voice came out shaky and desperate against my skin. "I can't….." he trailed off as he pushed my sweater aside with his nose and began sucking on my shoulder. I panted loudly, clawing at him trying to get closer to him as he aimlessly circled in place, moving very slowly around the middle of the kitchen.

"I can't….." he repeated against my skin. His voice sounded so broken my whole body clenched at the sound. I leaned down to his ear needing him to know whatever it was it was going to be okay, "I love you." I whispered softly but with every ounce of love and passion and need and want I could pour into it. "I love you." I repeated before pulling his lips to me and kissing him with everything I had.

I felt us moving in a blur before I felt the hard wood press up against my back as Edward pinned me against the pantry door. I cried out into his mouth as he grinded into me, his hands still holding tight to my ass, pulling me to him fiercely with every move of his hips.

He pushed me into the door again and I vaguely heard the sound of wood starting to splinter behind me as he pinned me flat against it so his hands could be free, the only thing holding me to him was the wall and my legs locked tightly around him. He slowly ran his hands reverently down the outside of my thighs and then back up again, over my hips pausing at my hip bones, and then slowly up my sides. He moaned deeply into my mouth as he skimmed the outside of my breast but continued upward, pausing and laying his palm flat against where my heart would be thudding out of my chest right now if it still beat. His hands found their way to the tops of my shoulders and then followed my arms to behind his neck where he unclasped my hands from each other and took them in his.

My eyes snapped open the instant he held them above my head and pinned them to the door, holding them both in one of his large hands, his other hand ghosting down my right arm and down to my breast. I whimpered as he squeezed my mound through my shirt and pulled him tighter to me with my legs, grinding my hips into his desperately seeking friction. Wedged between Edward and the door, my hands secured in his above my head, was the most erotic moment of my life as I watched him pull back and stare back at me before looking down and watching his own hand mold my breast, his eyes smoldered and his tongue darted out and licked his lips as his thumb caressed my nipple making it instantly harden under his touch. He let out a shaky breath and I whimpered, his hungry black eyes shot back up to mine as he dropped his hand from my chest and from my hands, letting my arms fall loosely to my sides, I whimpered again from the loss of his touch. He grabbed my face on each side and pressed me harder into the wall as he laid his forehead against mine.

His heavy panting matched mine as he swallowed hard before he spoke. "I can't be away from you like that, I thought I could, but I can't…….." he closed his eyes shut tight. "I just found you," he paused and took a deep, unsteady breath, "I can't, it's too soon….."he pleaded.

"When I'm apart from you Bella, I physically hurt…." he met my eyes again and I shook my head against his letting him know I knew exactly how he felt," It was pure torture and…. Not being able to be here…. when you needed me….feeling helpless like that….." his voice was desperate and tight, his face contorted into pain as he spoke.

"Edward, it's okay, I'm okay…." I soothed, still panting hard as I reached up and touched his cheek.

"No," he growled, the pain swimming in in his dark eyes as he spoke, "IT. IS. NOT. OKAY!" he seethed, as his hands left my face and smacked the wood on both sides of my head, the door creaking and protesting under his weight.

He was quiet as I stared back up at him, my heart breaking as I watched him tear himself down and blame himself.

"What happened last night, Bella?" he finally spoke, his voice still unsteady.

My eyes filled up and I blinked rapidly trying to see Edward through the tears that would never fall.

"Bella?" he questioned, his voice becoming more soothing as his hands moved back to my face, he tilted my head up to look at him.

"Edward, please." I begged, shaking my head back and forth. "We'll talk about this later, I promise. I just…." I began, pulling him closer to me, "I just need to be close to you right now, please. I can't explain it, I just….need you." I bit my bottom lip and looked deep into his eyes as my fingers desperately ran up and down his back not being able to get enough, not being able to satiate the constant ache of not being close enough to him.

He held my face firmly in his hands and searched my eyes as I stayed still willing him to see how I felt. I watched his resolve slowly dissolve before he growled under his breath and dove into my neck, pressing me back roughly into the door again. He attacked my neck, sucking and licking every inch of skin he could reach, tasting me, humming in sheer pleasure as he went, always avoiding the left side. In return I did the same to him, hungrily devouring him, drinking in his intoxicating taste. He began rocking his hips roughly into mine as I scratched and clawed at his back, feeling his muscles constrict with each movement as he held me up against him, his hands cupped firmly back on my ass. I was completely lost in him, his scent overpowering me, his taste flooding through my system, his body awakening every fiber in my being. I licked down his neck slowly and when my tongue rested in the nook where his defined neck met his broad shoulder three things happened at once. First, in the very distant background through my lust filled haze, I heard the faint sound of the timer sounding on the stove. Second, Edward moaned huskily into my ear as he ground into me with abandon. Third, I hungrily kissed the spot on his neck, pure primal need overtaking me as I drank him in before all rational thought dissipated and I closed my eyes and bit into him, hard.

A strangled moan reverberated through the room and echoed in my ears as my eyes snapped open, the realization of what I had just done slamming into me. I tried to push him back to see his face but he held tight to me his face buried into my shoulder as he panted in and out raggedly. I didn't push him, I could of forced him to look at me if I wanted to but I let him be, reasoning with myself that maybe I didn't want to see his face, maybe I had hurt him.

"Edward I'm…….." I began to apologize but was cut off as I was abruptly spun around and pressed firmly into the door, my cheek resting on the hard wood.

He stood flush against my back, his hands everywhere at once as he panted wildly into my ear, eliciting small moans to continuously escape my lips.

He rasped something incoherently before grabbing my hips and pushing his hard cock into my ass.

I cried out in pleasure and whimpered softly wishing I could see his face. He was completely giving himself over to his animalistic side and I wanted to see it. I wasn't scared, I wanted him to lose control and not hold back.

"Fuck." he murmured huskily in my ear as he ground himself into me again, this time letting go of my hips and reaching around to palm my chest roughly in his hands.

"Oh god." I panted, throwing my head back against his chest, as he pulled and pinched my nipples with his fingers before grabbing the bottom of my shirt and yanking it off over my head.

It hadn't even hit the floor before his hands were on me again, squeezing my breasts as he sucked and bit lightly on my neck. My senses were in overload as I continuously ground my ass back against him panting his name.

His right had slid down my stomach and undid the button of my jeans and pulled down the zipper frantically before pushing his hand inside my jeans and cupping my center in his hand at the same time he pulled the material of my bra down and held my bare skin against his palm.

"Fuck." I cursed softly under my breath, losing all control and he growled hungrily against the skin of my neck having heard me just fine.

Before I realized what was happening I was spun back around and held tightly to him as he turned us around and backed me into the kitchen table, pushing me down softly to lay on top of it. He was completely lost in his need that was for sure, but my Edward was still in there, never handling me too roughly and touching me reverently with every touch. I laid there, sprawled out before him watching as he tore off his shirt and crawled slowly up my body on his hands and knees, my breath hitching when I finally saw his face.

The look in his eyes would have taken my breath away, it was so beautiful, I could have cried from the pure passion that shone from them. His eyes were filled with need, want, lust, love, admiration, respect and so many other emotions that I couldn't keep up but for the first time since I met Edward there wasn't an ounce of control in his dark penetrating eyes . He laid his strong body flush against mine and gave me a small sinfully sweet smile that shot straight to my core. My body ignited as he put his full weight on me and I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling his lips to mine. His hands worked diligently, snapping my bra in two at the front and then shredding it from my writhing body before his hands slid down to my hips, slowly pushing down my jeans. When they reached down below my knees I began fiercely kicking them off as his feet helped and when they hit the floor I automatically went to work on his jeans as he attacked my bare chest. As I got the zipper down his fingers slid down my sides and took the sides of my panties into his hands, he froze and his body shook with effort as he tried to reign in some control but failed miserably as I felt the fabric of my panties tear down the sides in his hands.

EPV

I pulled the torn lace away from her body and held it tightly in my hands as the smell of her arousal, now uncovered, hit me ten fold. My head fell back and my nostrils flared as I breathed her in. After she had bit me I lost all rational thought, all I knew looking back down at my sweet Bella laid out beneath completely naked was that I was going to make love to her, I was going to take her on this table and make her mine. I brought her panties slowly to my face and nuzzled them with my nose watching her face as she watched me with hooded eyes. She whimpered and writhed as she reached up and tried to pull me back down but I stayed frozen in place drinking in her scent fully before discarding them to the side and falling back into her. My body pressed against her naked skin, enjoying it's softness as it molded with mine and I ground into her wet, naked core aching to finally be inside of her. I lifted my hips to let her push down my jeans as I leaned down and took her nipple eagerly into my mouth, I could do this one action over and over again for the rest of my existence and never tire of it.

As she pushed my jeans down, her legs opened wider for me and I couldn't help but reach down and push my finger into her softly at first and then deeper as she squirmed and panted out in pleasure.

"God, Bella. You're so wet for me baby." I breathed huskily into her ear.

I pushed another finger in and then a third stretching her out for me, even though I was overtaken with my primal need for her, I still was highly aware of the significance of this moment.

"Uh Edward, uh….." she moaned as she pushed down into my hand, grinding against me the deeper and faster I went.

"Fuck baby, yes. I can't wait to be inside of you. I can't wait to have you wrapped around me like this." I rasped.

"May I be inside of you love?" I asked, breathing roughly in her ear, quickly coming undone.

She smiled up at me and leaned up to crash her lips to mine. "Yes Edward, please," she panted when she pulled away and fell back onto the table, "I want that more than anything, please."

I slid off the table with the intention of picking her up and carrying her to her bedroom, after gaining a little more of my senses back I didn't want our first time to be on this table in the middle of her kitchen. I bent down to pull my jeans off of my feet when I heard it.

"Shit!" I growled, digging the heels of my palms roughly into my eyes.

"What? What is it Edward?" she jolted up looking at me with worry, the fact didn't escape me that her legs were now bent and spread wide open giving me the most tempting view.

I stared at her exposed center contemplating whether or not to just run out the back door with her not wanting this to end but I glanced around the kitchen at the destruction we would be leaving behind and had to face reality.

"I hear Charlie's cruiser a few blocks away, he'll be here any minute." I murmured, for the first time really taking in the kitchen. The stew was smoking on the stove as a burning smell flooded the kitchen, our clothes were scattered about torn and disheveled, the kitchen chairs were on their backs in various positions around the room, and I didn't even want to look back at the pantry door.

"Oh my god." Bella moved to jump off the table but I stopped her, holding her in place by her knees and spreading her legs wide open before me.

"EEdward….." she stuttered out, her eyes wide. "I leaned down slowly in between her legs, her scent enveloping me as time seemed to stand still, I blocked everything out around me as my mouth met her soft lips and I kissed her wet flesh tenderly."

"Mmmm." I moaned softly against her skin.

"Edward….." she whispered breathlessly as I unwillingly stood back up and pulled her off the table.

"Go get dressed." I whispered, " I'll clean up, he'll be here any minute."

She stared at my lips as I spoke and then ran up the stairs. I watched her run away from me and it took everything I had in me not to follow her.

I took a deep ragged breath and was greeted with Bella's scent on my skin. I licked her off of my lips hungrily and then growled out loud in frustration as I sped around the room and made it presentable.

AN: Just in case you were wondering Jasper was teetering on the edge of confessing everything to Edward at the beginining of this chapter in the car. If they wouldn't of finally got a hold of Alice he would of told him about his phone call the night before, he wouldn't of let Edward suffer the entire day.

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