AUTHOR NOTE: It is about to earn the 'M' rating. You have been warned.

Chapter 14

"Edward, don't say things like that. I don't like it when you are down on yourself. You know that this isn't true," Bella commented.

"Bella, you have to know that my leaving would not be something that any of my parents would be proud of. I am sure that they would be completely ashamed of what I have done. The fact that you have forgiven me is just too good to be true. By all rights, you should hate me right now but by some miracle, you still love me and still want to be with me and I will be eternally grateful to whatever God there is for granting me this blessing of your favor," I explained.

"Ugh! Look out, everyone! Emo Edward is rearing his ugly head. Come on, Edward. Leave the angst at the door. You deserve every single good thing that is coming your way and there are so many good things coming your way. Let it happen. Start enjoying your life, every part of it. Listen to me and if you don't want to listen to me listen to Bella. For once, do what you want to do," Alice chided.

"Alice, dear, how about you leave your brother alone? He, I am sure, is trying to figure things out. Let them figure this out without our 'help'. You know this is something that they will need to figure out on their own and if they want our help, they will ask," Esme informed us.

"Ally, darlin', Esme is right. They'll have to figure this out on their own as we all do. We just need to let them be," Jasper added.

"Okay, okay. That's enough. I don't think we need to hear any more advice. We've got this by ourselves. We can figure this out."

"Yes, yes. Bella is right. She and I will figure this out ourselves."

"You're going to dial down the angst, Emo boy?"

"Leave him be, Alice. Let the boy be," Carlisle tisked.

"It is fine, Carlisle. I know I am angst-filled and I probably do need to lighten up."

"It would make things a lot easier on all of us if you did," Alice added.

"Alice," Carlisle said.

"I'm okay. Alice is right about that it would be better for everyone if I would dial back the angst and let things go. But I must say that it would be easier said than done."

They all had a chuckle at my expense which I was fine with. I laughed along with them. I knew that I was 'emo' as they had always called me that. It never bothered me and it wasn't bothering me now. I was over the conversation and Bella was looking tired.

"Bella, love, are you getting tired," I asked.

"A little. How long before we get there?" She questioned.

"It'll be a while, darlin'," Jasper replied.

"Let's get you in the back to lay down," I said as I helped her out of her seat and towards the back of the plane. As I placed the sound system I turned in on for us to listen to as well as drown as much of any noise that might come from our room. It, of course, did not drown out the thought of my family. I could hear them loud and clear.

"Son, I have complete faith in you. You will never hurt her," Carlisle thought.

"Edward, you will be fine. You both love one another very much. It will all work out fine," Esme said in her head.

"Hey, you got this, Bro. Make sure she is 'satisfied' first if you know what I mean," Jazz snickered.

"All I know is thank God Emmett is not here. You two have fun. You deserve it and you will not hurt her. Trust me on that," Alice soothed.

"Edward, do you think I could take a shower?" Bella asked.

"Love, you can do anything you want. Let me show you how to get everything working. Would you like me to find you some PJs? I am sure there are some around here," I said.

"Can I have your t-shirt?"

"You can have anything that I have."

"Just your shirt for now."

I unbuttoned my top shirt and threw it in the chair. I pulled my white shirt off and handed it to her. Bella's eyes got wide as she stared at my naked chest and it made me feel proud and excited all at the same time. God, how I wanted this woman.

"Thanks, baby."

There was that word again. I growled low and I instantly smelled Bella's arousal saturating every corner of the room. Bella turned, looked over her shoulder, and winked at me. My shaft was instantly hard and threatening to burst out from behind the confines of the zipper in my pants. She wanted me and I will be damned if I deny her. That to me was an opening invitation if I had ever seen one. I immediately went towards the bathroom door and was stopped by Alice's voice in my head.

"Edward, there is not enough room in there for two people. Wait in the bed. I see it working after that. Try to be patient," Alice thought.

Patient? Be patient? Fuck! I'm an over one-hundred-year-old virgin and I say fuck to waiting. But you never bet against Alice. I stopped and turned towards the bed. I lowered the lights, pulled down the sheets, fluffed the pillows, and got Bella a glass of water and placed it on the bedside table. Should I leave my clothes on or strip down to my boxers? After a moment of indecision, I removed all my clothes but my black boxer briefs. I was as ready as I would ever be as I waited for her to finish her shower. My body was tingling with excitement. How much longer would it be? What would she want to do when she came from the shower? Would she want to just go to sleep or would she allow me to worship her body for hours on end? If she let me do that I could show her pleasure that she had never known. Even if I was a virgin, I know how to please a woman. I know I knew it by the book and by hearing people and my family over the years. There had been times before when I was Bella that I wanted to go further but my upbringing had stopped me. Tonight I would say to hell with the Victorian. I would consummate with my mate right here. I heard the water turn off and I stood up to help her over to the bed. A few minutes and my patience was rewarded with a vision of Bella in my white shirt and her wet mahogany locks flowing down her back. Her cheeks and exposed skin was a slight blush from the warmth of the water. I could smell her natural floral scent along with the artificial smell of strawberry from the shampoo she always used. But above all that, her arousal was heady. It made my mouth water and my cock pulse. I am sure if she looked hard enough Bella would see a stain on my boxers where I was dripping from my tip. I put my hand out, palms up, for her to take. Bella placed her warm hands in mine and allowed me to pull her body flush to mine. I ran my hand from her shoulder down, wrapped my hands around her hip, and towards her hard firm behind; my other ran up her back and into the back of her hair. I skimmed my nose up her neck and then ran my tongue over her lips. Bella opened her mouth and I thrust my tongue inside and tangled it with her warm one. The kiss set my body on fire and my whole being was a live wire. Bella responded to everything I was doing to her and she, in-kind, grabbed the hair at the base of my skull and the other hand caressed my abs and ran up to my chest. There was not a breath between us. My erection was poking out the top of my boxers and into Bella's stomach. The moan from her lips was like it went straight to my groin. Bella's scent was ten times stronger as she was not wearing any panties. She ran her leg up to my calf and then brought it up to my waist and pulled me closer to her weeping flower. My length was cradled in her moist heat. I thrust into her and she moaned into my mouth.

"Edward, please," she gasped.

"Please what," I groaned.

"Please, baby, take me. Make love to me. Please."

"My love, you never need to beg," I growled as I pulled her to the bed and effectively ripped my shirt right down the middle. Bella managed to push my boxers down past my hips and they fell as I got closer in which I then stepped out of them.

I lay her out the sheets and placed myself between her opened thighs. We continued to kiss and touch each other wherever we could reach. She was exquisite. Her long legs, creamy skin, pert breast, perfectly round nipples, expressive dark eyes, and everything about her called me in. She wanted me and I wanted her just as much. Every single gasp and every single sigh was fueling the fire deep with my loins and the need to be one with her was great but I knew I needed her to be satisfied first. As much as I wanted to sink within her depths, I knew I did not want to hurt her. Her safety meant more than satisfying my own lusty needs. Bella wanted me, wanted every part of me. I would give her all that I could. I touched her in ways I had never allowed and her body opened up to me. Her wonderful aroma filled my senses in a way I never dreamed it would do. She made me weep from want. I knew that Bella could feel me straining to become one but I would hold off until I knew she was ready. I touched her in ways that made her sinfully moan my name. The sound did things to me that I was not expecting. I growled at her wantonness and I basked in it. She clawed at my back and thrust herself against my ministrations until her body was played out and she coated my fingers with her sweet essence. I edge her legs further apart, placed my member to her scorching heat, and kissed her with all the passion I could allow. Bella bucked up against me and my eyes rolled back in my head. God that felt so good.

"Bella, baby! That feels so fucking amazing," I growled and her arousal kicked up again.

"Now, Edward. Love me now," Bella demanded.

Who am I to deny that request?

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There are no words to describe the feeling of the first movement into her luscious depths. There are no words to describe the response from my lover's lips and the feeling that surged up in me. There are no words to describe the utter act of making love to my mate for the first time. I was rendered speechless by not just the act but every single part of being one with the woman I loved. She pulled me in, thrust with me, clung to me, pulled my hair, scratched at my back, dug her heels into my ass, and cried my name over and over again. I gave her as much as I could and the inner vampire stayed under control. I knew I could not bite her and the urge was easy to manage. I wanted her, mind, body, and soul. Bella gave it all to me and I gave it to her in return. I had never felt such utter joy and bliss well up through me. I never wanted this to end, never wanted it to stop. We were both climbing higher and higher headed for the pinnacle of our pleasure and we reached it together, crying each other's names into heaven. I pulled her close and I felt the most content than I ever had in my existence.

AUTHOR NOTE: I am so sorry I have taken so long to update but I am getting my Master's in Secondary Education and I am usually doing homework. Add that school starting back, new puppy, and stepson moving here and we have no time for me to write. I will not fail you. I love this story and by putting it here I feel more obligated to update. Yes, this chapter was risque but I warned you at the top. You know what was coming. And be prepared for more of the same. I'm a bad girl. LOL!