Hi again. Ok so I've posted 2 chapters in the same day and am now working on this one which will most likely be posted tomorrow or mid-night. Please do not expect updates this often, I have other stories and I'm also going back to school soon. Anyway here you go. Bug Out :)
Be Happy - Dixie D'Amileo
Suggestion - XxBugaCatxX
Writing - My Own
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Sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me (Marinette)
I flopped onto my chaise lounge with a groan
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad(Marinette)
I rolled onto the ground and cried into one of the decorative pillows I had made
Sun's up, I already wanna lay down (Marinette)
I hit snooze for the tenth time
Friends calling, are you really tryna go out? (No) (Marinette)
I check Alya's texts of going out with her and Lila to make peace and throw my phone across the room
Don't wanna get dressed up to pretend (no)
I can lie and say I'm fine (Marinette)
Flashbacks of saying I was fine when I came back from battling an akuma
Maybe you'll stop calling then (Marinette)
I block Alya's number after she sends another get to know Lila text
I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older (Marinette)
I stare at the clock, counting the seconds as hours roll by
So I keep to myself
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it
I avoid Alya at school not wanting to explain my absence or lack of messages
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy (Marinette)
I panic as an akuma aproaches me but calm down in time
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there (Marinette)
I don't bother getting up when I'm shoved down for "bullying Lila"
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely (Marinette)
No friends are better than fake friends
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care (Marinette)
I reject Adrien's attempts to comfort me
Let me be sad (Marinette)
I lock the whole world out
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with (Marinette)
What's the matter with me
Bad days, it's okay, let me feel it (uh-huh, uh-huh)
And some days you've got to break your heart to heal it (heal it) (Marinette)
I spend more time with Kagami, Luka and Chloe
I know I'm gonna feel this way again
I can lie and say I'm fine
But that wouldn't change anything (Marinette)
I spill everything to my 3 friends
I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older
So I keep to myself (Marinette)
I leave school along with Chloe
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy (Marinette)
I do online schooling with my friends
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely (Marinette)
Ladybug stops giving Alya special interviews
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care (Marinette)
I turn down Adrien when he comes to apologize
Let me be sad
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with sadness (Marinette)
I finally free myself of guilt
Making me feel the way I feel right now
Goodness
Can't force you when you feel *messed* up (Marinette)
Me and Chloe want revenge on Lila
It's the salt that's on my tongue (Chloe)
It's the salt that's on my tongue (Marinette)
Me and Chloe get Luka and Kagami and start planning Lila's downfall
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me (Chloe)
Chloe charges into the classroom while Luka and me set up the next part and Kagami gets into position
If I'm down just leave me there (Marinette)
I see Chloe, Lila and Alya walking out of the class arguing the Lila sees me and starts accusing me of setting Chloe up to bully her
Let me be sad (Lila)
Lila pulls out the crocodile tears till she sees what I had put into place- all the people she lied about
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely (Lila)
I wished I never came to school today - never saw anyone as all the celebrities I lied about start accusing me
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care (Marinette)
Alya switches sides and tried to apologize but I don't want to hear it
Let me be sad (Marinette)
I walk out with my true friends after Kagami tosses a flash drive of the video file she had taken to Alya to show the rest of the class
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
Just let me be sad (Alya)
Alya cries realizing what she has done but it's too late to repair her mistake