Hey, remember when I said I had a lot of chapters and I was going to post more often. Well, for some reason, when I got a new phone, it deleted all, ALL...of my notes. I was so sad and frustrated that I lost a lot of motivation in continuing this fanfic for a while. But, I got it back! I know its been a while but thank you for being patient and sticking through this fic. This is the longest chapter I ever wrote as my gift to you.

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WARNING: Explicit sexual content towards the end! If you don't want to read, just skip it! although tbh its about time for these two huh?

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Actions and Consequences

~Lilly's POV~

I just loved dancing, especially when people are cheering me on.

I told April I needed to practice a dance in the dance room at lunch and she decided to come with me. When we got here everyone was already dancing to the song so I just decided to jump in right in the middle of it. What better song to dance to than the king himself. Michael Jackson.

This was a partner dance, so guys had a part and girls had a part. Before David slid his slimy ass over to me, Alex quickly stepped in and grabbed my hand. David was stuck with Jackie. When I stared into the mirror I couldn't help but notice a bleached blonde giving me the stank eye in the back.

"April!" I yelled over the speakers, before Alex spun me around. When I caught her attention, I motioned towards the back and saw her frown and roll her eyes. I laughed, turning around to pat Alex on the shoulder, telling him to wait for me then I skipped over to April. "Could you record me so I can look at how I'm dancing and practice later?"

She nodded, "Yeah, no problem."

I went back over to Alex and we caught up with the rest of the group.

Now, the thing about Alex is, he loves Michael Jackson. So much in fact that whenever he listens to him, he becomes Michael. His mannerisms, his foot work, everything! So when a certain part came up where we had to improvise, he left me standing there for a quick moment and moonwalked away from me before jumping on his toes and grabbing my hand to pull me back close to him. I couldn't help but laugh because everyone stopped dancing and decided to stare and cheer us.

After a while, I had to yelled, "Come on!" Because literally no one was dancing but us. Then it was the group piece. All of us separating from our partners and dancing like the king- or for me at least, attempting to.

When the music stopped, I went back to my partner and he dipped me. After that, everyone in the room cheered and came over to pat Alex on the shoulder, complimenting his dancing skills. He rested his forehead on mine, "I loved that."

I laughed, "You did great!" He gave me a hug before patting my head and going over to his lunch.

April's eyes were wide when I went over to her, she stopped recording. "Who's that?"

"Alex. He's a pretty good dancer."

"Pretty good? He was amazing!" She playfully punched my arm, "So were you. I was going to send this to your boyfriend but...I'm not sure he's gonna like how close you were to him."

I rolled my eyes, "Don't worry, he has a girlfriend. And she's older so..." I shrugged.

"Older?"

"Like college older."

April nodded, "Ah... But still, you know Raph."

"Yeah,"

April's eyes suddenly shifted from me to someone behind me. Her blue eyes turned dark with anger, "Asshole at 12 o'clock."

"I'm not turning around." I said simply, crossing my arms over my chest.

"He's coming this way."

"Kay, I'm not turning around."

"He's right behind you."

"I'm not turning around."

"Hey," David's voice rang in my ears.

I turned around, cursing at myself for giving in so quickly. "Hey," I said with a fake smile. "Were you dancing? I didn't notice."

"Yeah... I was right next to you..."

I gave him a confused stare, "Really? I didn't see you."

He shrugged, "I'm just here to say you looked great out there." Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Lindsay begin to make her way over to David. Oh no, someone feels threatened.

I smiled, "Thanks." How are David and Alex the same age but Alex is mature beyond his age.

"Yeah," David nodded, backing away from April and I. "See-" he turned and stopped when he bumped into his sweet little girlfriend.

"Why are you talking to her?" She asked, glaring at him with angry eyes. "After everything she did to you, why are you still in love with her?"

Oops, I wasn't supposed to hear that. My eyes widened and I slowly began to back away from their little argument and whispered, "Let's bail..." to April.

April nodded with a tiny smirk on her face. She handed me my bag we both slowly sneaked out of the room.

Maybe, it was petty. Yeah, it was... Maybe I shouldn't have done it because knowing me, I can't handle confrontation...but something possessed me into turning around and wave at David. "Seeya later, David!" Ooh... Waving goodbye to a guy who's girlfriend is pure evil, was I looking for a fight? Maybe...

Before April turned around to protest this act of war, Lindsay blew up. "Don't talk to him bitch!" She yelled.

Even with all the music playing, it was silent. I stopped walking, both April and I staring at each other with an almost shock like expression. I turned around slowly, "Excuse me?" I asked.

"You heard me," Lindsay spat, David was now telling her to stop, pulling on her hands.

"Oh no," I handed April my bag and decided to step up to the plate. "I didn't hear from," I took a step closer to Lindsay, "...all the way over there. I'm a what?"

"I told you don't talk to him bitch." Lindsay yanked her arms out of David's grip and got in my face. "You think I don't know what you're trying to do?"

"Enlighten me, what am I trying to do?" I urged.

April came up behind me, "Lilly, it's not worth it. Just walk away."

"You're trying to take him away from me. You're flirting with other guys in front of him, knowing he still loves you, you're trying to get him back." She growled. "Well, newsflash, he doesn't want you. No one does. Only person that wants to be your fucking friend is the weirdest chick in this place. Everyone either thinks you're fucking fat or your fucking ugly, and honey, no amount of eyeliner can fix that fucking face."

I felt my blood boil deep inside me, April grabbed my arm and began to tug. "Come on, lets go. Lunch is almost over."

David also began to grab Lindsay away from me, "Lindsay stop it. Let's go eat."

"Go fuck yourself Lindsay." I said under my breath.

"Don't think I don't know anything about you. David has told me every little juicy detail about you." She had this weird smile on her face and oh god! I wanted to smack it off! "You're just another insecure, fucked up chick who will let anyone that calls her pretty fuck her. God knows how many men you actually slept with!" She laughed.

"Me? Me!" I yelled back.

An arm suddenly popped in between the commotion, "Its not worth it." Alex suddenly said. "Let the crazy bitch talk to herself. Just walk away."

April was still pulling me back, but eventually I just sighed frustratedly and turned my back on Lindsay. "Let's just go." I groaned, feeling tears of anger fill my eyes.

"Yeah run like you always do." Lindsay yelled at me.

"If you guys fight, it's you who'll get in trouble. Not her. Remember that." April reminded me, her voice soft as she attempted to calm me down. "Let's go." She handed me my bag.

"Run!" Lindsay yelled.

"Lindsay stop." I heard someone say.

"Run to your daddy!"

I felt the world sort of...stop. I felt everyone sort of stop. April's mouth was just as wide as her eyes, just like mine. We just stared at each other in shock before April took my bag once again. "Okay..." she said with a nod.

When I turned around, judging by the look on everyone's face, I probably looked extremely pissed. Lindsay smiled at this, "Oh wait, you don't have a daddy do you?"

"That is way too far, Lindsay." David snapped, grabbing her by the shoulders and shaking her. "How can you say something like that?"

"Lilly," April said behind me. "You do what you gotta do." She said before taking a step back.

"Excuse me?" I asked her once again.

"Did I hit a nerve? You gonna cry?" She laughed. "Look at her David she has tears in her eyes. How could you be in love with someone so pathetic?"

What the fuck is wrong with this girl? Is she this crazy? Seriously... I don't know how to fight, but where I come from, saying some fucked up shit like that is a different way of saying 'punch me in the face'. I know I'm either gonna get my ass whooped, or my mom is gonna kill me. I stopped to think for a moment... What am I supposed to do this weekend?

It is a Friday... Long weekend?

Time to get this bitch to touch me. "Say it to my face, fucking bitch."

Lindsay seemed to be taken aback by my sudden change in attitude. David's eyes widened before he let go of Lindsay.

"Come say it in my fucking face. Come here." I ordered. "I have no plans this weekend and could use a long weekend. You wanna talk like you wanna fight, then throw the first punch bitch." I really shouldn't fight like this. I have no hair tie, my hair isn't French braided, and I have no vaseline! Nothing is in my favor.

Lindsay laughed before she got in my face, "You think you're something special. You're nothing."

"Hit me." I ordered, enough talk already. She talked about my dad. I'm ready.

"You're nothing!" She yelled in my face.

"Hit me."

"David said you're dating someone new. Is he fucking blind?"

"Enough talk, are you gonna hit me or are you just gonna talk shit?"

"Something has to be wrong with him if he's with you."

"Maybe it's the same reason why your boyfriend is still in love with me, bitch." I snapped. "After all, why have a twig when you can have the whole fucking tree."

"Whore."

"Pot meet kettle." Honestly, does she know herself? "Look at yourself before you call me names."

"I need to look at myself? You need to look at yourself bitch. Buy a fucking mirror, with your cakey ass face."

"Yup! I wear a lot of make up and obviously something is working because your boyfriend still wants to fuck me, bitch."

Lindsay suddenly snapped and pushed my shoulders back, "You fucking-"

That was all I needed. After all, she did put her hands on me first. Even as I throw this punch, and I hit her face, I know that all I'm doing is just going to make me look like I started it. This is somehow going to be all pinned on me, Lindsay is going to walk away scotch free, and I'm either being suspended for a long time, or to a more extreme notion- expelled. You know what, I don't even know if she's worth it.

My memory and vision sort of went black, I don't remember anything, just April yanking me off of Lindsay and David pulling her out from underneath me. Lindsay gave my leg on last kick before she was rushed to the other side of the room. April picked me up, physically, and took me out of the room until I was at a safe distance.

"Get off me." I yelled, and April did so.

"It's done. It's over with. Calm down!"

I could feel tears of anger threaten to fall from my eyes. "I have never in my life treated another girl like that!"

"She had it coming, now calm down!" April ordered.

I was panting, almost like I ran a marathon. "Fucking... This is all going to be my fault. She's the one that talked about my father but this is all going to be turned on me."

April sighed, "I know."

"Come on, let's just go." I said pushing his hand and grabbing April's.

I made my way through the hallway somehow. It almost felt like the entire school just saw me fight, everyone had either a smile on their face when they saw me, or stared at me in confusion. We bumped into Casey, who was waiting by April's locker. He greeted us with a sly smile, that quickly turned into a concerned frown, "Hey...What's-"

"Casey," was all April said before he was behind us.

"What's wrong with her?" Casey asked, trying to keep up with me.

I finally ended up where I wanted to be all along. The office. "Hi," I said to one of the secretaries. "I just fought with someone, so I'm gonna stay here and wait for whatever punishment I'm gonna face, okay?" I said with a bright smile, leaving the woman behind the counter extremely confused.

"You fought-who!?"

I turned around and glared at both of them, "No one is telling Raphael but me. Got it?" I glared at Casey who held his hands up in surrender. "He's gonna have my ass because of this."

Casey snorted, "Is that a bad or good thing?"

April punched his arm, "Shut up, Casey."

"Ow..." Casey whined before leaning into April and whispering. "Do you have video?"

"Shh!" She shushed him. "I'll show you later."

"I can't believe you!" My mother yelled as we walked down the hall. "Suspended? For fighting?! Are you crazy? I had to come from work to pick you up, they're not paying me you know!"

So after the weekend, I am supposed to be suspended for two weeks. Can you believe that?! Two fucking weeks. My grades are going to drop, I'm going to miss so many dances. I knew this was all going to be turned against me but somehow all of that shit was worth it. "I'm sorry..." no I wasn't.

"No you're not." My mother snapped before walking out of the school. Once we were at least a block away from the school, she sighed. "Who was she?"

"One of the most popular girls in school." I grunted. "But my reasons for fighting are logical. It was in self defense." Yeah, she pushed me so I just had to punch her face multiple times because...self defense.

"Self defense? What did she do?"

"She pushed me."

"So you beat her ass?"

"Yeah..." Do I regret the fact that I hit her, no. But do I wish it would have gone differently, yes! I mean, I hate violence. I grew up thinking it was disgusting because that was most of what I saw... But, she just pushed me to the point of no return! "I'm sorry-"

"That's my girl." My mother suddenly said, wrapping an arm around my shoulder as we walked down the block to our place. "If you're going to fight, you win."

I blinked at her sudden change in attitude, "Um..." I narrowed my eyes. "Huh?"

"I'm not mad. When they told me you were in a fight, I asked who won. I just played the part so they wouldn't be on my ass for encouraging your behavior." She shrugged. "But if a bitch is asking for it, it's only right that you give it to her."

"Mom!" I scoffed before nodded. "Okay..."

She gave me a kiss on my head and squeezed my shoulders. "I was never mad. Just acted like I was." She smiled. "Your father used to be a fighter. But he always had a reason. It was never to cause shit. And he always won. Ian's a fighter. So you inherited that from that side of the family."

"No, I hate fighting. She was just arguing with me and said some shit that made me want to hit her." I could feel the anger slowly building once again inside of me.

"What'd she say?"

"So... She's dating the guy I used to date right? And apparently everything I told him he told her. So she sort of made fun of the fact that I don't have a father."

My mother stopped walking, I could hear a small gasp escape her lips. It was almost like Lindsay's comment was said directly to her. "She...didn't."

"I was visibly upset. And she told me to go cry to my dad and then said 'oh wait you don't have one'. I don't know if that's making fun or..." I shrugged.

My mother shut her eyes and shook her head, "I can't believe someone would say that. I hope you whooped her fucking ass."

"I did. I don't know how but I know I was on top of her." We continued walking, my mother holding onto me while the both of us just stayed silent. She definitely doesn't know how to parent well, because she shouldn't be praising the fact that I kicked someone's ass. She should be grounding me but the fact that she isn't doesn't really bother me.

Because of the fight, April was interviewed by the principal and completely put the blame on Lindsay. Alex was interviewed and put total blame on Lindsay. David... I actually don't know what David said. He didn't even want to look me in the eyes after the fight, maybe it's because his girlfriend put out his dirty laundry for everyone to see. I still don't understand how you can be in love with someone who a) doesn't love you back and b) you've only dated for like a month. But anyways, everyone said Lindsay started it, but I got two weeks suspension and Lindsay got three days all because she cried in front of the guy who banging her mom and told him he didn't feel safe with me around.

Why was I suspended? Oh... Violence, harassment and bullying. I couldn't believe it. The moment I step up to the girl who's been bullying me, I suddenly turn into the bully. When I go back to school, that's it. I'm not talking to Lindsay, I'm not even looking out her. The only thing she did that drove me to that point of no return was the fact she talked about my dad. Who does that? Who says things like that? I would never...

We finally get to our place, my mother sighs. "What are you going to do?"

"April and Casey were supposed to pick me up so we could head over to a friends place. In like...two hours or something."

My mother nodded, "I have to go back to work." She turned and began to walk. "Um..." she said before turning back around. "Aren't I supposed to ground you or something?"

"Um...technically..."

My mother smiled, "Okay..." she thought for a moment. "No tv?"

"I can work with that." I snorted before waving goodbye and watching her leave. "Bye." I took my keys out of my bag and placed it into my door. "No tv..." I chuckled to myself, shaking my head. "They cut off our cable weeks ago."

April and Casey practically ran to my house, scaring the shot out of me when they both began to bang on my front door. I thought someone was going to come crashing through that thing and kill me. Just as I ordered, no one told Raph. When he sees this scratch on my face I'm sure he's going to ask me how I got it. Until then I'll tell him.

Right now we're inching our way getting closer and closer to the lair. Casey would seriously not stop talking.

"You never even pulled her hair! She grabbed yours but that did nothing and you kept punching her. You were like," he mimicked the punching movements. "Holy shit dude!"

"Case-" April wanted, noticing I was getting a little annoyed.

"And the conversation you had before that! 'Why have a twig when you could have the whole tree' fucking genius!" He laughed.

"By the way," April began. "Am I a twig?"

My annoyed eyes softened at her tone. I wrapped my arms around her frame. "I'm sorry, I was mad and trying to hurt her. I shouldn't pick on anyone's body type or-"

"I'm not hurt, I was just wondering. I knew you were pissed." She said with a small smile.

"Still..." I rested my head on her shoulder.

"If anyone mentioned my dead dad, I'd fuck them up too." He held out his hand. "Hi five."

At first I just glared at him, but he means well so I slapped his hand. "Don't expect to ever see that again. I shouldn't have acted so rash."

April scoffed, "Yeah huh... She mentioned your dad. I would have let you continue but people were getting worried."

I raised my head from her shoulders, "Girl, where did you get the strength to pick me up?" I asked her, to which she shrugged.

All three of us walked into the lair and were greeted with waves and smiles. Casey quickly threw himself on the couch right next to Raph who squinted his eyes at me, almost as if he were suspicious of something. I let go of April so that I was able to give Mikey a hug when he ran over to me. I opened my arms but he stopped.

"What's that?" He asked, pointing at the scratch at my face.

"A scratch." I said before hugging him quickly. I went over to the couch and noticed everyone looking at me. I mean, it may have been a scratch on my cheek, but it did look like someone slapped the shit out of me.

"How was school?" Leo asked.

My eyes shifted to Casey, who looked like he was going to pop at any moment. "Fine." April quickly said. "Pretty good."

"How was that test, April?" Donnie asked. "Did you get it back? What was your score?"

"Oh! I was supposed to but...I didn't." Because she was called into the office thanks to me!

"Why is that?" Donnie! Stop asking questions!

I could feel Raph's eyes staring at me, and I knew he knew something was up because I wasn't staring at him.

Casey was turning red from holding it in, I better say something before he does. "She was called into the office." I muttered.

"Why?" Donnie asked.

I couldn't help but smile, raising my hand slowly. "Because of me..."

"What did you do?" Raph asked.

I felt my heart jump at his voice, I'm gonna get it. "I kind of...maybe...sort of..."

Casey suddenly jumped up, "Lilly totally beat Lindsay's ass!" He yelped.

"Casey!" I growled.

"I'm sorry. Not really. Judging by the video April took, Lilly whooped ass. April show them!" Casey jumped. April immediately took out her phone and began to look for the video she recorded.

"Wait, you actually fought someone?" Leo asked. "You? The girl who can't meet new people without having a panic attack?"

"I-" I started

"Look!" April handed the to Raph. Donnie and Leo both ran to his side, Leo pushing Casey out of the way before sitting next to Raph while Donnie stood behind Raph.

"You wanna talk like you wanna fight, then throw the first punch bitch." I heard myself say. I felt my face become flushed.

Mikey wrapped an arm around my shoulders, "You actually fought someone?"

I nodded, "April when did you start recording?"

"After you handed my your bag." She said.

"David said you're dating someone new. Is he fucking blind?" Well, fuck... Completely forgot about that.

"You're dating-" Leo began before he was shushed by Raph.

"Maybe it's the same reason your boyfriend's in love with me, bitch. After all, why have a twig when you can have the whole fucking tree."

I could see a small smile begin to creep across Raph's lips. The more I talked, the wider his grin became.

Casey sighed, "I love that part. Wait wait...watch this." He instructed.

"Buy a mirror, with your cakey ass face."

"Yup! I wear a lot of makeup and obviously something is working if your boyfriend still wants to fuck me, bitch."

Casey laughed out loud, "Here it comes!"

"My language really is-" I began before everyone winced in pain and let out an 'ooh'. "Yeah..."

Raph raised his brows and nodded, "So that's how you got the scratch." He winced once more before continuing. "Who... Oh goddamn! Who taught you how to fight?"

The video suddenly stopped and April took the phone back. All eyes were on me, for a while I just sat there feeling completely embarrassed by that video. My language was too much for these guys' innocent ears...well Mikey's at least. Not so much Raph. "I just...fought. No one taught me." I sighed, "In all honesty, I'm not proud of fighting her."

"Why did you fight her in the first place?" Donnie asked.

"She was just talking shit. And I was about to walk away until she mentioned my father so..." I shrugged. "Ian used to say, 'if you talk like you wanna fight, don't be surprised when your ass gets beat.'"

"You're very quick with those comebacks." Raph said with almost a proud smile. "I gotta admit, never thought you had the balls to fight someone."

"Yeah well, because of that she got suspended for three days and I got suspended for two weeks."

"Two weeks?" Leo, Raph and Donnie all said in shock.

"Are they really serious with that?" Raph shouted angrily, standing up. "You obviously didn't start the fight. She pushed you."

"Did you tell the principal she was talking about your father?" Leo asked.

April answered before I did, "She wouldn't! I told them. And so did Alex a guy who was trying to stop the fight just as much as I did."

"So two people who said you didn't start the fight, and you still got a more severe punishment than the girl who started the fight? And not to mention, the girl who's been terrorizing both you and April for months." Donnie chimed in, visibly irritated.

April shrugged, "I expected it. Lindsay's mother is with the principal."

"Yeah, but there's still a set of rules you're supposed to follow. Everyone has to be treated equally." Leo said.

"Unfortunately, some people don't follow that." I sighed.

"That's some bullshit." Raph growled. "Equal justice for all."

I rolled my eyes, "Relax, it's school not court."

"Its the same rules. I would have beat the principal's ass if I were you." He growled.

I stared at my hothead of a boyfriend. Normally, I'd roll my eyes at him being angry at something that didn't even happen to him, men being angry piss me off, but right now I couldn't help but stare at him as if he were something to eat. Stop... Stop... Bitch, if you don't stop staring at your man in front of his brothers like you're gonna jump on him, you're going to expose everyone.

Raph caught me staring, and glared at me, "I'm serious."

I blinked myself awake, clearing my throat. "Well, it's settled now. Nothing we can do."

Donnie shook his head, "You can have your mom fight it."

I shrugged, "I don't know. My mom asked the principal who won the fight when he called her." I rubbed my temples in frustration. "For me, it is what it is. If she leaves me alone after this I'll be fine."

"Well," Mikey began with a smile. "As long as you're okay, and she's not bothering you or April anymore, then I'm okay."

Casey laughed, "After that beat down, Lindsay won't have the balls to even look in Lilly's direction."

Leo suddenly grunted, "I don't know if I like the fact that you don't know how to fight, and you're out there throwing punches."

"Well, it's not like I'm this guy." I said, pointing at Raph. "I don't pick fights, I don't start them, I end them. And that's what I did here." I felt angry again. "I hate that it got to that point where we had to physically fight but..." I smacked my fist into my other hand. "You don't get to mention my father and not get your ass beat." I growled. "Plain and simple."

I think everyone could tell that I was getting pissed again. Not at anyone but Lindsay was I mad at. The more I thought about her smug little bleached blonde ass talking about my Dad, the angrier I got. Honestly, if I would have walked away after she called me all those names I wouldn't be in this mess and I'd most likely be doing homework at home, but for some reason this girl had to poke that the one button no one should touch. I really wished it wouldn't have gotten to that point but it did... I shut my eyes and took a deep breath.

Casey laughed, "Easy spitfire, don't blow up on us again."

Raph smiled, "Yeah, don't swing on us now."

"I think you are more like Raph than you think." Mikey joked.

I shrugged, "That's fine by men." Raph and I locked eyes. "We both kick ass."

"Bye guys!" I yelled, waving goodbye to everyone, before Raph, Casey, April and I all walked out of the lair. As soon as we were far enough from the lair, Raph grabbed my hand and I rested my head on his shoulder. "I don't know about you guys but I'm exhausted."

"Whooping ass will do that to you." Casey chuckled, kicking rocks as hard as he could.

Raph gave my head a kiss, before whispering in my ear, "I'd like to see more of that side."

"What did your mom say when she picked you up from school?" April asked.

"Once I told her why we fought, she said and I quote 'I hope you whooped her ass.'" I chuckled, I really love my mom sometimes.

"Your mom is one of a kind." Raph snorted.

"Yeah," Casey laughed. "She's freakin' hilarious from what I remember."

"So I'm assuming she didn't ground you since you were able to hang with us." April said.

I nodded, "Well, kinda. I'm not allowed to watch tv but the thing about that is," I shrugged. "We never paid the bill so we don't even have cable."

Casey sighed, "Same here. My pops says we have to chose whether we want to eat or watch tv."

Casey never talks about his home life, I wonder why? He barely mentions anything about his parents and when he does its about his father only. "Do you only live with your dad, Case?" I asked.

Casey kicked another rock and nodded, "Just him, my lil' sis and me."

"Where's your mom?"

Casey stopped for a split second before shrugging, "Probably with some guy in a different state."

"Your parents are separated?"

"Yeah, divorced. They have been since I was like 12. My mom was with some other guy while she was with my dad." He looked over at us. "It's a sad story. Don't really like talking about it."

I nodded, "No problem." I then groaned in order to change the subject. "What the hell am I going to do for homework? My grades are going to fucking drop."

Casey laughed, "You actually care about that stuff."

"Of course I do! Good grades lead to good school leads to good job and out of the house."

"Good point.''

We walked the rest of the way making small talk, and I had to admit one thing to myself. Although at times he was annoying beyond belief, Raph was kinda right when he said Casey was a good guy if you just get to know him. Only problem is that I was able to get on his good side by punching another girl in the face. I guess that's one way you can make new friends. Maybe now he'll get off our backs when it comes to telling everyone about us being together.

Once we were top side, I gave April a look and motioned towards Raph. Thank the heavens she knew what I was talking about and almost immediately turned to Casey. "I just remembered I have to get something for my dad. Do you think you could walk me to a store real quick?" She asked him.

Casey nodded, "No problem." He turned to Raph. "You gonna walk her home?"

"Yeah," Raph said with a nod. Finally! Some alone time!

"I guess I'll see you guys later." I said, giving April a wave.

"Try not to fight anyone unless I'm there, small fry." Casey joked before him and April left the ally.

Raph chuckled, "Come on, let's go."

He helped me up the fire escape and onto the roof before we began our short journey to my place. We both walked in silence up until Raph began to chuckle softly to himself.

I smiled, confused. "What's so funny?"

"That video of you." He wrapped his arm around my shoulders once again and drew me closer to him. "I never thought you would actually fight someone. Granted, your reason was..."

"Don't get used to that side of me. I literally never fight. I always walk away but-"

"I know the story." He interrupted me. "I wasn't saying don't stick up for yourself when it comes to bitches like that. I just..." He moved behind and hugged me. "You're freaking adorable when your mad, but seeing you like that...all sassy and shit." He kissed my head. "It reminds me of one of the reasons I started liking you in the first place. Full of surprises. You always entertain me babe."

At least he gave me a reason for why he likes me. "I'm still shy."

"My ass."

I laughed, giving him a playful push, "That's 'cause I like you. I'm comfortable around you and my friends." There still time where I feel myself getting really anxious around new people, I find myself distancing myself and not wanting to continue a conversation with new people. When I'm around April or Raph I am able to come out of that shell I have. "I'm shy around other people still."

"You ain't shy around me." He hugged me. "And I like that. 'Cause it feels like I'm the only one you show your true colors around."

"You are kinda." I leaned back, shivering against him when I felt him breathe in deeply. Was he smelling me? I don't know how I felt about that but I wasn't about to judge him. I am, however, going to worry about what I smell like. I don't want him to think I always smell bad if I do, in fact, smell bad. "Come on," I turned around so I could wrap my arms around his neck, "Let's get home before my mom gets home."

He raised an eye ridge, "Am I getting a surprise?"

I smiled, my cheeks suddenly warming at his stare. "Maybe,"

When we got to my home, I entered through the window but stopped Raph from coming in. "What do you wanna do?" I asked him.

He smirked, "I have a couple things in mind but I know you have something in store for me, beautiful."

I bit my lip, "How'd you figure?"

"First of all, the way you've been looking at me all day..." He sighed. "I know I'm good looking babe but please, try not to look at me like I'm a snack in front of my family."

I rolled my eyes, "I have not been staring at you like that."

He gasped, "You liar." He pointed at me. "Liars go to hell."

"You give me the same looks. If we get caught it's because of you."

"I have self control."

I laughed, "No you don't! You couldn't keep your hands off of me as soon as Casey and April left and you're the one that tells your brothers you're patrolling when you're really here with me. That's happening way to often, Raphael."

He shrugged nonchalantly before crossing his arms over his chest, "I don't hear you complaining." He cocked his head slightly to the side, narrowing his eyes in thought. "Hmm... Actually, you don't really say much when you're tongue is down my throat."

I scoffed, "You should talk, you practically beg for anything and everything." All except sex...

He smiled, "You are a big liar tonight. That's not very lady like you know. I never beg." He said placing a hand on his chest as if he'd accomplished something.

"Raphael!" I laughed. "Who was blowing up my phone as soon as I got off of school last Friday begging for another sexy photo?!"

"Who never sent one?"

"You already have so many while I have nothing. If I don't get a dick pic, I'm not sending you anymore pictures of my boobs."

He practically whined like a little child, "You know how I feel about my area."

"Area? You mean your penis?" I chuckled. "Yes I know and I don't know how many times I have to tell you that I literally don't care if it doesn't look human."

"You will..."

I crossed my arms over my chest and frowned, "How do you know that?" He stayed silent. "Exactly," Now, I'm not begging nor am I pressuring him to show me all his naughty bits, but it doesn't seem fair that he's seen me practically naked and I've seen nothing.

"Hey, it's not like you're quick to let me see your lady parts."

"Do you want to see them?" I asked, without even thinking.

Raph's eyes quickly turned from annoyed to shocked in a matter of seconds. God, it felt like hours before he lifted his arm, scratched the back of his neck and shrugged nervously. "I mean...if you'll let me...sure."

My heart jumped into my throat, my palms almost immediately started to feel sweaty... Why did I just offer that when I, myself, am completely insecure of almost every single part of my body? I understood where Raph was coming from and now I immediately regret offering this. I sighed deeply before nodding. I held out my hand. "Okay,"

There was a childlike curiosity in his eyes, almost like he was given his favorite toy... In this case, I am the toy.. He smiled nervously, "Really?" When I nodded, he almost hesitantly took my hand and followed me inside, where I sat him on my bed.

I went over to my bedroom door to shut and lock it, then before going back to Raph I took a couple deep breath in an attempt to calm my stomach and heart. I stood in front of him, his stare was so intense I immediately felt my face heat up. "Um..." I cleared my dry throat when my voice cracked. "I never did anything like this with a guy before."

He raised an eye ridge in confusion, "Not even with..."

I shook my head, "He usually skipped foreplay. Said it was gross..."

Raph scoffed, "Fucking pussy..." He growled. "If you can't eat it, you don't deserve to fuck it."

My eyes widened for a moment, I covered my face and laughed. "That language doesn't help my nerves you know..."

After a soft chuckle, he grabbed my wrists in order to reveal my red face. "Look at me," I didn't want to, but when I did, his desired filled stare mixed with his gentle voice sorta took away my anxiety... Well, most of it at least. "You don't have to do this."

I smiled, my hand cupping his face. "I want to." I leaned forward until my lips softly touched his. I felt his hands wrap themselves around my waist, pulling me onto his lap. I cupped his face with both of my hands now, our soft kiss now turning into a searing, deep kiss. This was the slowest relationship I have ever been in. David wanted to have sex as soon as he found out that I already did it, I lost my virginity two months into my first relationship... Being with Raph is like a whole new thing. It was almost like everything was new to me, and it wasn't. I know about sex, I know about kissing, I know about most things but when I'm with him...it's like I'm starting over. I wish I could... I really wish I could erase my first boyfriend and go back to being untouched.

I moved my hands to the end of my shirt, breaking the kiss just for a second so that I could lift it up and over my head, revealing a black lacy bra. Ha! I knew this would come in handy! Raph gave me a small smile before taking my lips into another kiss. Now, having my shirt off made me feel...weird. I am definitely not skinny, but if I tried hard enough, I could suck in my stomach to give the illusion that I was...skinnier than I actually am. I had stretch marks beginning to form at my hips, or should I say love handles... I wasn't the biggest fan of my body, but Raph going from lips to my chin, to my neck, to my shoulder made me sorta push my insecurities in the back of my mind. I sucked in a sharp breath when his hand grabbed a bra strap and pulled it down so he could properly kiss along my collar bone. I reached around and unhooked it before tossing it to the side. Whoa...pictures is one thing but this is the first time Raph has seen...the boobies. My heart felt like it was humming in my ears when he quickly leaned down to take one of my breasts into his mouth.

I covered my mouth with the back of my hand when I felt a moan threaten to escape, my other handheld on around his neck as if I were about to fall. This is a new sensation I have never experienced before. And here I thought boobs were useless when it came to anything sexual. For some reason, I refused to let out any moans, nothing but small gasps and sighs escaped my lips while Raph moved to the next breast. To think, he went from being someone I didn't really like, to my friend, to my boyfriend who now...does this. Cool! I'm happy... Really happy actually. I felt him give my nipple a gentle, but firm nip, and I couldn't help but let out a soft moan, "Oh..." I quickly covered my mouth before covering my face in embarrassment.

Raph pulled away, finally, from my nipple and looked up at me. "Well hello there..." He chuckled, hugging me close. "That sound made me happy." He said, kissing my chest.

I shook my head, "Sorry, I couldn't...help it." God, my face felt like someone poured boiling water on it.

"Don't be sorry. That was hot." His arms tighten around me for a second. "Let's see if I can make you make you do that again." Suddenly he picked me up then tossed me onto my bed. I let out a surprised squeal before giggling madly when he pulled my legs apart so that he could lay in between them and kiss me passionately, practically sucking the breath out of my body.

His hands made their way to my pants. Oh man, this is really happening, isn't it? Okay okay okay... Suddenly my anxiety levels began to skyrocket. I felt nauseated for some reason and excited at the same time. I was happy we were doing this but scared. I was...filled with contradicting emotions but nevertheless, I did not want him to stop. For a moment, he pulled away from my lips to make his way down my neck again, but I whimpered softly, grabbing his face and slamming my mouth back on his, "No, come here." I whined against his mouth.

He chuckled, "Yes ma'am."

When he got my pants unbuttoned, I raised my hips high enough so that he was able to pull them down. I kicked off my shoes before quickly helping his take my pants off completely. Okay... He moved my legs out from under him, resting his knees completely on the bed. When I felt his hand suddenly touch me, I gasped into his mouth.

Raph pulled away for a moment, staring deeply into my eyes with his green eyes which were now dark with desire. "Do you want me to...?" he let the question linger.

I actually had to think for a moment, did I actually want this? Um... Yes! I've been dying for him to touch me. "Yes,"

He nodded, "If you want me to stop because you-"

I shook my head, "I don't. You're fine. Trust me, if I wanted you to stop I would be...fucking naked." I laughed nervously.

Raph smiled sweetly, "You're nervous though..."

"I..." I sighed. "I am. Like I said, this is all new to me."

He gave me a small kiss, "You're in good hands, babe."

After about five minutes, I felt my heart rate begin to increase completely, it was some pressure was beginning to build up in my tummy. I knew what it was, but...I didn't want to let go. I didn't want it to happen. I suddenly felt like I couldn't breathe, that's not normal. Then...

I quickly grabbed Raph's hand and pulled him away from me before pressing my legs together. I pressed a hand to his forehead and waited for my breath to come back into my body.

Raph stared at me with concerned eyes, "You okay?"

I nodded, "Yeah, I great. I just," I swallowed in hopes to moisten my cottonmouth. "I couldn't let go... I'm sorry. It's just all of a sudden I couldn't-"

Raph shushed me, "Don't explain yourself, babe."

I nodded, "Thank you."

"Oh trust me, it's my pleasure."

I giggled, "I'm sure it was."

Raph rubbed his nose against mine like the little cheese-ball he was. "You're beautiful," he whispered.

I gave him a small kiss, "Go wash up and go home before you get in trouble." I laughed.

"Already kicking me out? Damn, are you even going to call me tomorrow?"

"Maybe..." I teased.

[EDITED] They loooove each other! How cute...*sighs* anyways, see you in the next one real soon.