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Bellapov:
Finally the summer break. Not like I have much chance of sun here in forks but at least I can spend all day with Edward and the rest of the Cullen's without any psychotic nomad's or crazy volturi. Waking up from my daydream I quickly ate the rest of my pop tart and grabbed my keys. I wasn't lying when I said I oved my truck but maybe I was exadurating a bit especially when it came to the speed of the damn thing. Its barley went over sixty and Ive been itching to go or a proper drive. Not in phoenix anymore bells I sighed to myself.
Ah my pixy, the perfect distraction from the thought's that have been taunting me on the way here, I thought as I pulled up the he mansion.
"bellaaaaa" a way to shrill voice screamed
"aliceeeee" I pretended to shriek back
"c'mon Bella I have news" Alice whined as she pulled me out of the cab
Wow a full minuet had gone past without her saying anything. Is this a new record? Slowly I began to worry about whatever her news was. I mean just because Alice said it happily means it's not bad. I could total see her singing to someone about their dog dying. Oh no now I'm even more worried. I don't even have a dog!
"Alice did my dog die? Blurted out my mouth before I could stop it
Giggling she replied "no its much better"
"see when you say much better, I never know wish direction you mean" once again spilled out of my mouth before I could stop it. Deciding to keep my jaw firmly shut from now on I looked around from my spot on the sofa
"how did I even get here?" I pondered aloud. "ah nuts I did it again"
Only realising said the last bit out loud when emmet stated howling, I clapped my hand over my mouth.
"so, what's going on" questioned a snickering Rosalie
"well I have a surprise for everyone" squealed Alice
"Jesus you sound like a dog whistle" I remarked once again on accident
"and you sound like a hungover old man" she replied in a less chirpy but still playful tone
"maybe I am hm" I murmured sleepily
"oh, please Bella, you getting drunk?" questioned emmet
"wow" I replied "so the problem is I wouldn't get drunk, not the old man bit?"
At that everyone started laughing as I admittedly grumbled like an old man at their racket.
"wow liven up Bella, I actually have something fun for us all planned." chirped Alice
"ok ok I bite, what did you do?"
"I booked us all plain tickets... to phoenix" she cheered happily.
"oh god" I murmured not remembering everyone could hear me
"what, what's wrong?" Alice immediately questioned
"on nothing, just the humidity yano. I hate sweating" I lied knowing that jasper would know different from the internal panic I was having. "do we have fun?" I asked to change the subject
"funny thing is I can't see anything that happens" Alice remarked almost as if she were talking to herself
"well then it's a mystery trip, were like the scooby gang" shouted emmet gleefully
"when do we leave?" asked rose before I got the chance to
"tomorrow at nine so Bella be here at eight thirty so we have time to get there" she replied so quickly could barely keep up
Ugh why so earlyyyy I thought to myself before once again getting enveloped in memories. Finally pulling myself out I caught onto the end of the conversation everyone except and jasper were having.
"... and I already talked to Renee so we'll go see her first"
"what bells mum Renee?"
"what other Rennes do we know emmet"
"hey you don't have to be so mean all the time rose"
"got you two bicker like little kids"
Deciding to get out before I passed out, I announced I was going to pack and headed towards m truck.
"by Bella" was shouted by a chorus of people
"bye guys" I replied then shut the door
Jasperpov:
"somethings wrong with Bella" I remarked as soon as she had gone outside
"what do you mean" panicked Edward. Only him could be so paranoid as to think she would get hurt sitting on a sofa
"for good reason" he snarled back after reading my mind
"she did seem a little off" Alice announced, it sounding more like a question than a statement
"yeh I mean she was being funny, and had good reply's" offered emmet
"maybe your rubbing off on her babe" rose cooed sarcastically whilst rubbing his arm.
"maybe it's something to do with phoenix, or her mom?" I questioned choosing to ignore my twin's last statement
"if only I could see" Alice stressed whilst rubbing her face
"hey stop it" I teased, "this is going to be grate ali, don't stress"
"thankyou" she murmured back in response to the calm I was pushing into her, "maybe she really is hung over... or just tired"
"probably tired" I soothed whilst rubbing little circles into my mates back
Bellapov:
Climbing out of my truck from the drive home I tried to keep my mind blank, this is not the time to lose it I repeated in my head like some sort of chant. But really the one person I never wanted to see and the only people I really didn't want to know about my past were about to take me strait there. Just my luck. Maybe no one will recognise me, phoenix is pretty big and I moved away what two three years ago? See nothing to worry about.
Who am I kidding I was one of the most know people in the damn place. I'll just have to try to stay out of trouble and not let the Cullen's know too much.
Sighing once again I trudged up to my room to pack. oh god I've got to pack. Pulling out the box prom under my bed labelled 'don't you dare touch this' I ripped the lid off. Lether. The smell was so strong I could barely breath, but it also felt like home in a sense.
"houses" I squealed aloud, suddenly my phone started vibrating in my bac pocket
"hello?" I questioned
"it's Alice, you were going to call" she stated
"oh yeh I guess you already know what about then" I chuckled
"actually, I don't, and its infuriating. You're like one big fuzzy patch! she replied
"I'll take that as a compliment" I once again chuckled, "I was going to ask if you wanted to stay at my house instead of a hotel, its big enough for us all I think"
There was a long pause followed by, "oh my gosh yes I have to see your house, wait why do you have a house. OH, this is going to be so fun thankyou"
"no problem Alice, now I've got to go pack"
"oh ok well see you soon" she squealed and ended the call
Thank god that's over with without to many questions I thought to myself as I pulled out some of my less exuberant and reviling clothes from the box along with my old cell and a few business cards. Putting them some in a duffle bag and the rest for tomorrow I remembered that packing was completely pointless if we were going to my place. Finally completing the pointless chore, I dug through the box to see whatever else I could find for us to do in phoenix. Clink. Shoving my hand towards the sound I pulled out a large bottle of whiskey along with a very small gimmick glass. Tossing the glass back in I pulled off the top and took a swig.
Three hours later here I sat, in the shower, thinking about my old life in phoenix. "god my mom's a bitch" I exclaimed as I punched the wall as hard as I could. Sighing for the millionth time at my bleeding knuckles I remembered why I dint drink, and why I don't punch walls. Especially with a vampire boyfriend. Giggling at how ridiculous that sounds I thanked god that he would be hunting tonight. After another half an hour I got out of the shower and collapsed on my bed.
BEEP BEEP BEEP
"fuck off"
BEEP BEEP BEEP
"actually, go to hell"
BEEP BEEP BEEP
"oh fine, you win"
Dragging myself out of bed I eyed the empty bottle on the floor. "damn my head" I muttered whilst bending over to pick it up. Checking out the window to see Charlies curser gone I plodded down stairs and threw the bottle in the trash. Then reaching into the cabinet I pulled out my dad's emergency pack of paracetamol and took three with some water. Tucking the packet into my pocket for later I looked at the clock. Damn eight already. Resigning to a quick shower and getting changed into an old pair of verry skinny ripped dark blue jeans and a black spaghetti strap tank top that shows of my midriff I walked out of the house. the fresh air did admittedly help with my banging headache a bit but not enough to make me less grouchy. Why do flights have to be so early
"bellaaaaa" my pixie shrieked
"pixieeeee" I said back in a fake enthusiastic
"aw bells you know you love me" she shouted back as I winced
"debateable" I murmured as she crushed me into a hug then skipped away
"hey love, sorry I couldn't be there last night" a voice whispered into my ear slightly to loudly
"it's ok, we have two weeks in phoenix for you to make it up to me" I whispered ack before planting a quick kiss on his cheek, although I love kissing Edward, I don't think I can stomach it at the moment
"you ok love, you look a bit off?" he asked me concernedly as I lifted my rucksack full of toiletries and my duffle half full of clothes.
"fine, bit of a headache that's all" I lied
"ok if you say so, let me get your other bags for you"
"this is it" I chuckled, "I pack light"
"guess I'm too used to Alice" Edward replied taking my duffle from me and giving me a quick kiss
"let's gooooo, c'mon belly" emmet shouted whilst picking me up
"Emmy please shush, you are way too happy for this early" I replied
"let the poor girl down" rose exclaimed at seeing me held in the air
"Jesus" I muttered as I tried to stop the spinning from being put down. Before I could even think of moving again a hand wrapped itself around my arm
"your making me dizzy bells, you sure your good?" jasper whispered in my ear so only I could here.
Leaning back to look at him I replied, " corce, we should get going though". At that he practically carried me to my seat.
It was an hour and a half car journey, wish of corce with allice's crazy driving got us there in just over forty-five. Jasper was on my left and Edward on my right. Me and jasper had been getting on super well lately, we had tons in common and could play chess for hours. He also was really good at reading me, even if it weren't for him being an empath, I think he would still always know when I'm lying or hiding something. Therefore, this car journey just got a lot harder.
"bellaaaa tell emmet that we have to stop in the airport to get sovieners" shouted Alice pulling me out of my thinking and making me wince in pain,
"emmet do what she says it's too early and she is too loud" I automatically replied then lay back down with my head on Edwards lap and my fee on jaspers
"wow you sound real like a hungover old man today" emmet joked
"just let me sleep" I groaned
"wow bells, are you actually hungover. It would explain the dizziness and the headache" he mused
"no, it's just early ok" I grumbled whilst kicking jasper when he tried to pump some truth into me
"ow what was that for?" jazz moaned
Deciding just to send him a glare I turned over and pretended to sleep through their car karaoke session.
"c'mon our flight leaves soon" shouted Alice whilst running towards the doors. Sighing I heaved myself out of the car door and picked up my bags.