Hey just a quick Mature Sexual content warning for this one. I was going to leave this part out however i started writing it and well... i couldnt stop writing it. Hope y'all are enjoying it. don't forget to review and tell me. Barba will return soon i promise.

I'll give you a warning when the sexual content starts.

Chapter 5.

It's friday.

Olivia benson is going to be at David's place today. They have made arrangements and she is going over to his at 7pm. Unless anything changes at work of course.

Work. The one thing that always gets in her way. The one thing that keeps her away from happiness. She noticed it first after David left. He left her because of work. Disclosing wasn't an option. It would have fucked up everything with David doing cases for her team.

But now he is back and she wants him. She wants his company. She wants to be alone with him. She wants to spend time with him. The one time he comes back into her life she is in a relationship. She loves him.

Due to work being, thankfully to Olivia, slow again she manages to get home at 7pm. She takes a shower and does all the usual things a woman would do.

She is trying to dress to impress.

She knows that. She knows she wants to impress him. She tried to then. She tries harder now. Ever since David came back, Rafael hasn't crossed her mind. She just isn't bothered all she hopes is that he is okay and that he isn't too stressed with work. She hates the temporary A.D.A though so she isn't against Rafael coming back soon. The relationship is something that Olivia enjoys however she just isn't sure its what she wants.

The nerves are soaring like a skyscraper as she gets in the taxi and goes to David's place. She's in a red dress with a cut into it that stops just below her knee. She has a black leather jacket on and black shoes. Her hair flowing and wavy. Light makeup with light red lipstick. She has a black shoulder bag too.

The taxi stops outside an apartment block and she texts David.

7:58PM: Hey. Taxi just pulled up.

Within a few moments of paying David texts her back.

7:59PM: Okay go in the building. I'll be down in a second.

She replies a quick okay. As she steps out and goes to the door of the building, the doorman opens the door and greets her. "Hello. I have not seen you here before. A very beautiful woman indeed."

She hears the lifts ping behind her and before she has anytime to prepare she hears a voice. A familiar voice. "She doesn't talk to people like you Daniles."

She turns on her heel and looks up to see David. He's in a black hoodie and jeans. She smiles softly at him.

"Me and her were just getting to know each other. Haden. What does it bother you anyway?"

"She's with me." David says without hesitaiton. Olivia's heart rate begins to quicken. She tries not to show her reaction however it is going to be difficult. The doorman looks at Olivia and looks back to Haden. "What attraction did you see in a man like him?" The door man says.

"Shut up Daniles. Before I do what I did in December."

Olivia knows this isn't going to end well. "David. Let's go upstairs. That bottle of wine isn't going to be opened by itself."

"Yeah. Run along David." Daniles says knowing that it will push David.

"David." Olivia warns. She really doesn't want to have to explain to cops or an ambulance crew why she is here.

"Its okay I'm coming.." He says looking at her.

She follows him to the elevator. As the doors opens David takes one look at Daniles before stepping in and pressing the number 4. The doors shut and David sighs.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes. Sorry. I hate that guy."

"Forget about him. Lets just enjoy our night."

"Liv..."

"Yeah."

"Let me take you back tonight. If you don't pass out on my couch. I don't trust that man as far as i could throw him."

"Okay. You don't have to defend me though."

"Liv... I..." he was going to tell her but the door pings open and they go out of lift before going to his apartment.

He puts the pizza on warm in the oven and pours two glasses of wine before walking over to Olivia who is sat on his sofa. He gives her a glass of wine before taking off his hoodie and putting it on the back of the sofa.

After talking for a while he goes to the kitchen and takes out the pizza.

"Got ham cheese and sweetcorn. Plates or no plates?"

"No plates. I don't know the last time I ate pizza straight from the box," she replies.

10 minutes go by and he notices the sauce on her lip. He smiles and puts the box on the table.

"Liv...You have sauce --" He reaches a hand out toward the corner of her mouth and as his thumb reaches it, the tip of her tongue comes out to get the errant drop. Thumb and tongue meet and he inhales sharply, as if her tongue had touched a more intimate part of his body. Their eyes meet and each saw a spark of desire in the others. She pulls her tongue back.

"Liv, I --" he stops.

"I'm going to go." She says. David allows her to get up before getting up himself.

"Olivia...Don't go." He says taking her hand. She turns to look at him.

"Why not?" She asks just above a whisper.

"I can't lose you again. I lost you once. I love you Liv."

"You never lost me. I would have stayed with you. Work would have been fucked if we had disclosed."

"I should have spoken to you before I knew about the job. Liv... please don't go."

"This isn't like then. I'm in a relationship."

"With a man who you don't want. Come on Liv. We both know that. I seen your reaction when I told Daniles that your with me. You looked like you were going to pass out."

"I have to go. I'm sorry David."

Hes got nothing to lose now.

He takes her hand to stop her and pulls her into a kiss. It's a heated passionate firey kiss.

"We shouldn't have done that." She says.

"Why?"

"Because." She she goes past him and as she's about to leave him with his question unanswered she turns back and she looks at him. Her feet become stuck like there is concret or something holding her in place. She walks back to him and before she even knows what she is saying she is talking.

"You want to know why. Because, guess what, David? I'm still not over you. I know, it was years since we were together and we weren't together long but I can't get you out of my head. When I kiss others, I just see you in my head, not them. When I work cases, all I can think about is when we worked that case together. When I was in your arms when i feel on the stairs, all I could think was how much I just wanted to be able to have that all the time. It was so fucking bad. I still stutter when we talk. You still have the power to take my breath away. You still make me weak at the knees. The one thing that makes this even worse. I am with a man who I know loves me. But then... when we kissed. Rafael was the last person I cared about. I shouldn't want this."

"But you do. You do want this." He says getting up. He puts an arm around her waist. "Liv. Listen. We can forget about that kiss if you want. If you want to be with Rafael that is fine with me. I'll forget all about this. If you want me Olivia. Just say the words."

"Why is it that easy for you?"

"Because... you are the... You Olivia are the person I love. I love you. I loved you back then. I love you now. I am like 99.99% percent sure that i loved you all the time since. I care about you more than you know Olivia. That's for dam sure."

"6 and a half years later we meet again and I am in a fucking relationship and for the past 10 minutes i have done nothing else except think about wanting to be in your arms."

"Then sit back down. Lets finish this pizza and then you can be in my arms."

She sits down and they finish their meal and as he promises she rests her head on him and he has his arm around her. Tears roll down her her face onto his t shirt. "Are you cold? Your shaking." He whispers.

"A little. I don't know to be honest." Her voice is broken as she is still crying. He takes the hoodie off the back of the sofa and wraps it around her.

"Talk to me Liv. What's wrong?"

"I haven't thought about Rafael since you came back. I don't care. As long as he's safe and he comes back soon as that temp A.D.A is driving me insane."

"What about your relationship?"

Her grip tightens on him for as she gets more comfortable. "I don't know. But I know one thing. I won't be forgetting that kiss David."

"Why not?"

She lifts her head off him and half smiles at him. "I think we can do better than it." She says.

SEXUAL LANGUAGE WARNING.

She leans into him and presses her lips against her. His arm snakes around her back and she pushes harder onto the kiss as she sits on his lap. He messes with hair like he always did when they kiss. They lift off for air and david whispers a quick "bedroom?" Before leaning into kiss her again. She moves away and gets off him. Confused, he gets up as well and she goes on her tip toes, now she's took of her heals she's alot smaller than him, and wraps her hands around his neck as he lifts her up and her legs wrap around him. "Yes." She says between kisses and he takes her to the bedroom. She kicks the door shut.

He puts her down. "I would put you on the bed but I've spent my time with you this evening . wondering about how nice it would be to see that dress fall to the floor."

She takes off his shirt and kisses his neck, causing him to moan softly at the kisses down his neck to his chest. She kisses down his chest before looking up at him. She quickly pecks him on the lip before moving to the belt buckle of his jeans. She undoes the belt and the button and takes them off.

He undoes the zip of her dress and watches as it falls to the floor. "So fucking sexy." He says as kisses her ear and sucking on her earlobe before going to her neck. The moans get louder the lower down her neck he goes. He goes back the ear and sucks on it again softly before nibbling her ear and goes back her neck.

She is completely weak.

As he kisses her neck he unhooks her bra. He has one hand on her breast and the other hand running the fingertips over the top of her underwear.

"David don't tease me... please." He lifts her onto the bed as lays her down before going to her.

"Are you sure about this Olivia?"

"Yes."

"Okay." He kisses her softly. He makes his way down her body. Kissing and sucking on her breasts. He kisses down her stomach. One hand is on her breasts the other is at her legs. He takes off her underwear. Before he goes any further he looks at her. Theres a fearful look in his eye. "I havent been with anyone in the however long its been since we ended it. I don't have any condoms left."

"Well i trust you and I'm sure that ship has gone along time ago."

"Are you sure Liv?"

"David. I love you. Right now this is this most sure I've been about anything in a long time. I want you."

"I'm going to..."

"Its okay Liv..."

"Ahhh fuck." She moans loudly. "DAVID. AH FUCK."

"I'm so close. Olivia."

"Cum baby. It's okay."

That was about as much help he needs.

"That was amazing." He says kissing her lips.

"It really was." She agrees and smiles.

"Can you stay the night?"

"I was hoping you would say that. There is no place else I want to be right now."

"I love you." He says as they get under the covers of the bed.

"I love you too."