KYLE
"Oh, so you're not going to let me in," says Kenny.
"You can come in Kenny," I reply sitting on my bed. He closes the door looking at me as if he is not sure how to approach me. "I'm fine."
"You're not fine," he replies. "You're clearly upset."
"I'm not upset!" I snap before looking out the window.
"Stan is a little sad," says Kenny. "No he didn't tell me that but I can tell. You know how Stan is. He thinks you're rejecting him."
"I would never reject him!" I exclaim bringing my attention back to Kenny. "I just can't believe he hid something like this from me. I-I thought we were closer than that." Kenny walks over to me slowly. He stands in front of me shoving his hands in his pocket.
"I don't think it was anything personal," says Kenny. "I mean he told us, that is what is important. Stan can now be honest with us and not lie about who he is. Come on out get some food."
"I will," I reply. "I just need a minute." Kenny nods leaving the room. I glance down hearing my phone. I open it to see a text from Heidi. She is wearing a black mini dress with some type of strappy heels that are also black. She looks really nice.
Kyle: You look great
Heidi: Thanks! I'm about to head over to meet the girls. Things still good with you?
Kyle: Depends….
Heidi: Awww what's wrong?
Kyle: I found out Stan is gay. He kept it from me. He came out to us so he may tell you at some point
Heidi: That is a big deal. That is great he felt comfortable to tell you guys.
Kyle: I know but he hid it from me! I'm his best friend.
Heidi: I'm sure he had his reasons
Kyle: Yeah….maybe….I have to go
Heidi: All right cheer up hun
Kyle: All right
I put my phone up sighing. I was not happy with Heidi response. No one is going to understand how this makes me feel. It feels like Stan didn't trust me. That kind of hurts a little. I get myself together heading back out into the living room and dining area. Everyone is sitting down eating. Kenny is laughing at something with his mouth open.
"Kenny, close your mouth," I state fixing myself a plate.
"Whatever," says Kenny. "I found out from Bebe what club the girls are going to."
"She just willingly gave up the information?" I inquire.
"Of course not," says Kenny. "I had to use my skills." He puffs out his chest. "Anyway, they are going to club Main Oxy."
"Oh! They have killer good drinks too," says Cartman. "This might not be a bad night after all."
"How are we suppose to catch up with all that noise," I state. I can feel Stan staring at me. I can't meet his glance at all. I can't yet…
"We can catch up now," says Kenny. "Anything we need to know about you?" I frown from being put on the spot.
"Not really," I replied. "I'm trying to decide if I want to sign up for summer classes or look for an internship."
"Is that going to work out with your job?" asked Stan. I work at Target currently and trust me it sucks ass.
"I would look for a paid internship," I further explain. "I would not want to do it for free."
"You guys should totally look into YouTube or blogging," says Cartman. "My god I'm never that stressed."
"YouTube is not that easy," says Stan.
"Right," I agree. "So many people are on there doing the same thing. Didn't they just change partnership rules?"
"Doesn't affect me?" says Cartman shrugging me. God forbid he thinks of others. "Stan want to tell us more about your date?" Stan blushes.
"It was nothing serious," he mutters. "Uh Kenny you have any idea who you want your roommate to be if you don't room with Craig and Tweek?"
"Don't know," he shrugs. I noticed that Stan changed the subject. It makes me wonder who is this guy he is interested in. I look away trying to focus on my lo mein in front of me. I proceed to eat before downing two beers before the guys are ready to head out the door. We make Kenny drive since he had this idea in the first place. Cartman had the brilliant idea to bring the beer in the car to drink as many as we can before we get to the club. Easy to do for me right now since I'm still upset. As we pull up to the parking garage I convince myself to just let it go. If Stan wants to keep stuff from me fine! Whatever….
"This going to be nice," says Kenny as we walk out of the parking garage onto the street. "How are you guys feeling?"
"I'm buzzing so I'm good," says Cartman. "Hey Jew you okay back there."
"Fuck you," I state not in the mood.
"I'm sure Stan could take care of that for you," he smirks as Kenny starts laughing while Stan looks humiliated.
"Come on man," says Stan. "Don't do that."
"I was fucking joking," says Cartman. "Jeez…."
"Why don't we just joke about how Heidi dumped your ass not once but twice," says Stan causing Cartman eyes to drop.
"You guys promised to never bring that up," he says lowly sounding emotional.
"And we don't," I replied not feeling bad for him. It's been years but Cartman never covered from his relationship with Heidi. I always told him he should have been treating her better than he was. Not my fault Heidi and I connected.
"We won't mention your past relationship with Heidi as long as you stop the gay and Jew jokes," says Stan. "Let's just have a good time tonight all right." I look at Stan surprised he actually stood up for me. He glances at me before focusing his eyes ahead of us.
"Check it out," says Kenny pointing across the street. "There is no line."
"For now," says Stan. "Let's get there before something crazy happens." We walk over pulling out our money and ID cards. I'm glad this club is reasonably priced at being 15 dollars per person. We head inside the place is really dark. I strain my eyes to try to make out the dance floor. I have never been to this club before and I don't think I will be back. There are people everywhere on the dance floor. I can see a cloud of smoke which I'm sure is cigarettes and weed. I didn't think it would be this many people in here. I glance at Kenny rubbing his hands together licking his lips. He spots a cute girl already giving him the eye. Without another word, he is gone.
"Well that was quick," states Cartman.
"You know how it is with Kenny," says Stan. I scan the room looking for Heidi. I guess they haven't arrived yet. Girls can take forever to get dressed. Cartman walks to the bar to order a drink while Stan and I find an empty table. "You're mad at me." I stare at Stan trying not to look mad but I know I do.
"I don't want to talk about that right now Stan," I reply knowing what he is thinking. He sighs.
"Dude you're overreacting," he says.
"Really," I question. He just pissed me off. "I fucked Craig."
"What!" he exclaims. "What the hell are you talking about! You're lying!"
"Am I?" I ask although I'm totally lying. "Craig is nicely packing should I say. Shame he hides under all those layers of clothing."
"I can't believe you…." says Stan almost sadly.
"I didn't," I reply folding my arms. "I was making a point." Stan glaress up at me with his face turning red. He stands up balling up his fist.
"What point was that!" he angrily shouted. "You…."
"I what?" I asked cutting him off. "I would never keep anything from you, Stan. Ever." I look away from him crossing my arms. Stan angrily turns away from me disappearing into the crowd as Cartman appears.
"Well you really pissed him off," says Cartman.
"Whatever," I mutter.
"Like seriously," says Cartman. "Why the hell are you so mad at him?"
"Does it matter," I reply.
"Well yeah," drones Cartman. "Usually you know I could give two shits about what you guys have going on but you two never fight."
"You wouldn't understand," I replied looking out into the crowd spotting Kenny. He is now dancing with two girls or what some would call dry humping, Jesus dude. Looks like they are fucking.
"You're probably right," says Cartman before drinking his beer. "I hope there is a lady out there that loves a nice husky man." I hold in a chuckle. There is someone out there for everyone.
"I'm going to get a drink," I state. "I'll be back." Cartman nods as I walk off. There is a nice crowd at the bar. It's finally my turn. I order a beer so I don't get a hangover. By the time I get back to the table, I see two girls talking to Cartman.
"I love your channel," gushed the one girl twirling her hair around her finger. "So does the celebs hate you?"
"Of course, they do," smirks Cartman. "They have threatened to sue me more than once."
"So cool," grins the other girl. I sit down and both girls glance at me like I have shit on my face. I roll my eyes proceeding to drink my beer. I wonder where did Stan go? I hope he is okay. Even if we fight we always make up right away. Maybe I am being petty.
I sigh deeply watching the fun happen while I enjoy drinking my beer. I'm buzzing pretty good when I spot Heidi on the dance floor. She doesn't see me. She is dancing very suggestively. I didn't even know Heidi could dance like that. She bends over and is twerking against Bebe who slaps her ass. I almost spit out my beer. Heidi starts grinding her hips slowly on Bebe as she giggles while I see Wendy come into view with a drink hand giggling as she has her arms wrapped around some guy.
"Well look at that," says Cartman causing the two girls to turn around to see what he is looking at.
"We can dance too," says the girl grabbing Cartman's hand. "Let's us show you." My god he actually has groupies. I continue to drink my beer as I'm entertained watching my girlfriend act like a fool. I'm on my 7th beer and Heidi has not noticed me. I'm a little glad for the fact she would probably want to be up under me. On the other hand, I could go for a damn blow job and then some. I haven't seen Stan since he stormed off. I'm a little worried at this point and get up to go look for him. I check the restrooms first and he's not there. I come back out making my way to the dance floor that is even more crowded now that it is after midnight.