STAN
A FEW WEEKS LATER
"Hey, Stan…" I glance at TC as I'm just arriving at my car from my last class of the day.
"Oh, now you have something to say to me," I hiss at him. "Get the fuck out of my way." I'm so mad at him right now.
"Aww come on," says TC running his hands through his dark hair. His hair is a little longer than Kenny's. God if he wasn't so damn cute I would be ignoring him completely. I wonder why do I even continue to put up with his shit. I don't know if it is because he is my first or if it is because I might love him. When I say my first I mean the first guy I ever slept with. He is actually taller than me at 6'1.
"You know how hard that was for me to tell my friends," I inform him. I don't want him to get off that easy. It was difficult for me to come out. I didn't know how they were going to take. For most of my life the people I loved didn't know the real me. "We agreed that if…"
"I know what we agree to," says TC. "We can't talk about this here. Is Kyle going to be home?"
"No," I replied clicking the lock on my car. "He works today after his classes are done."
"Good," smirks TC. "Let's go to your place and talk this out." I roll my eyes as I open the car to my Honda Accord. TC gets in the car beside me immediately leaning in kissing my cheek when he has a moment. "You know I really care about you…."
"You got a funny way of showing it," I reply starting up my car. I put my bag in the back seat before pulling out of the parking lot.
"Butters filled me in on what I missed," he says placing his hand on my inner thigh.
"Which part?" I asked. "My life has been pretty uneventful for the most part."
"No drama with your so-called super best friend freaking out that you're gay?" he asked.
"I thought he was freaking out," I correct. "He was mostly hurt that I didn't tell him I was gay when I figured it out. Rightfully so but he was cool after that. I mean he asked about my first time and everything."
"Oh my god," says TC in disbelief. "You didn't tell him, did you?"
"Of course, I did," I replied looking at him as if he is stupid. "He was blushing like crazy but he didn't look like he was disgusted or anything. He seems surprised more than anything that I prefer to bottom." TC starts laughing clearly amused.
"I can see why your friends would think you would be a top," he says. He leans into my ear. "But we know the truth….you love taking this dick." I can't help it as I become erect. We haven't had sex in weeks. I'm not one of those guys who want to have sex all the time. I do enjoy being that close to my partner. Sex is a very intimate way to show how much you care for your life partner.
I clear my throat as I focus on the road ahead. TC makes it a point to toy with the whole home. He was gripping and rubbing my dick. I'm glad I didn't get into an accident as he caused to moan and shudder more than once. By the time I get to the apartment, I'm flinging my clothes off as soon as I get through the door.
"Fuck….."mutters TC pulling his shirt over his head. I grab TC by the back of his neck as I begin to kiss him. "Aaahh…."
"Haaa…..haa….." I pant as TC helps me out of my jeans and boxers.
"Damn I missed you in the worse way," moans TC.
"Prove it," I groan. TC slides his right hand down grabbing my ass. "Mmmm….." He starts to back me up towards the sofa. "My room…."
"Come on babe," he says before kissing my neck. "Be adventurous." My eyes flutter as TC begins to kiss my neck once more.
"Kyle would kill me," I reply.
"Ugh he is such a buzz kill," says TC. I ignore his comment. I don't want to fight with him about me respecting Kyle's space. I take his hand leading him into my room. I grab my lube and condoms from my nightstand sitting on the bed. TC drops to his knees.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"You should already know," he replies wrapping his arms around my hips pulling my towards him.
"Jesus!" I cry out.
"Mmm hmmm," hums TC licking my crown.
"Ahhh….." I whine. He slowly takes my tip into his mouth sucking slow. "Fuck…." TC continues to suck me slow. I whimper watching him suck my dick. I love when he goes down on me. He likes to take his time. TC pulls away leaving a lot of drool coating my dick. His left hand grabs my dick beginning to stroke slowly.
"Feels good?" he asks.
"You know it does," I grumble starting to thrust my hips slightly.
"You know I'm not done yet," he smirks continuing to work his hand. My eyes widen.
"Ohh….." I groan as he pushes my left leg back. TC slides his finger inside of me. "Ahhh…" That finger begins to stroke me like I dreamed of for weeks. "Haahhh…."
"Yes…" moans TC. "Damn…." He leans back over taking my dick into his mouth sucking hungrily.
"Haahhh…" I shout falling back onto my bed. It should be a crime that someone can make you feel this good. I continue to roll my hips sliding my hands into TC hair. "Ahhh…" I'm so glad Kyle isn't home. I would hate for him to hear me like this.
"Mm hm," hums TC. "Mm hm…" I know he is enjoying this. He begins to curl his finger making me grip his hair.
"Shit…..uugghhh…" I yell. TC hums liking my response repeating the movement. "I'm going to cum…" TC takes my dick to the back of his throat. "Haaaa…..ahhh…..aaagghhh….." He starts curling his finger against my spot sending me over the edge. "Ahhh…..aaggghhhh…nnngghhh…." TC rubs my lower stomach as I thrust my hips into his mouth riding my climax. I bend my back whimpering towards the end of my climax. I have my eyes closed trying to open them but my body is wiped. TC releases my dick chuckling.
"Did you not play with yourself babe?" he asks. "You're pretty tight." I was too upset to even think about sex of him not texting me for over a damn week. I open my eyes gazing over 6 pack abs as he drops his pants. He removes his briefs grabbing the condom I sat on the bed. "I know you ready for this dick.
"Yes….." I mutter. I can't lie, I want it. He doesn't deserve it considering what he did but he makes me feel so good. TC leans over me touching the side of my face lightly. He turns my face to look at him as he pushes his way inside. "Ahhhh…."
"Stay with me babe…" he groans as he begins to slowly roll his hips.
"I'm here…" I reply breathing hard. "I'm here…..hahh…..hahh…." TC closes the gap between us with a kiss. He slides his tongue into my mouth moaning loudly.
"Oh yeah…" moans TC. "Ugh…..just like that…." He continues to kiss me rolling his hips. I like this. It's slightly different from what I'm use to. Usually TC is more aggressive. Dare I say this feels more…loving.
"Oh shit…" I bellow as he grazes my prostate. TC begins kissing me as I become hard again. How can I not. He is fucking me so good.
"Mmm….." grumbles TC pulling away from my lips. He gazes at me as he touches my spot again.
"Ahhh…" I cry shuddering.
"I love it when you sound like this…" he groans. "You like fucking me huh?"
"Yessss…" I whimper. "You know I do…..uggghhh…"
"I want you to stay with me…." he pants rolling his hips. TC can like eye contact from time to time. He seems to be very in need of it today. His hips begin to speed up causing me to rock. "Stannn….aaahh…"
"Hahh…." I mutter arching my back. I'm not use to him saying my name like that but I can get use to that. My eyes flutter as I feel another climax building. "Ohhh…ha…..ha…" TC begins to increase his pace leaning close to me.
"Stan…" he wails. "I'm going to cum…haaa….ha…..going to cum…" TC thrust dig deeper causing me to grab on to his back.
"Oh cum inside me," I cry out in pleasure. "Oh god…..hahhaa…"
"Stan….Stan….I'm cumming…." he shouts. "I'm cumming…..aaaagghhh…..ahhhh…" I hold on to TC allowing my 2nd climax to take me. "Fuck Stan…." I know TC is feeling every bit of my orgasm.
"Ahhhh…." I whine riding my climax as TC continues to rub my spot. He finally slows his hips down panting hard. I can feel the wetness of my cum between us. It's not so bad since I climaxed earlier. TC kisses the side of my neck. "Mmmm….." That feels so nice. Talk about a good way to relieve stress. I'm lying on my bed trying to catch my breath. I run my hands through my hair as I feel TC move. I sit up enough to see him.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"I have to head back," he replies grabbing a paper towel from my nightstand.
"Already?" I asked sitting up fully. "You just got here. Can't we hang out a little while." TC looks at me giving his best smile.
"You know I would love more than anything to do that," he states. "I can't. Things are really good right now so I have to go. Trust me I would rather be here with you."
"If you would just…" TC walks over to me kissing me quickly cutting off anything I was going to say. He slides his tongue into my mouth making me whimper into the kiss. "Ugh…..don't do that."
"You want it again don't you…." he says against my lips.
"I haven't seen you in weeks," I reply trying not to be embarrassed. "Of course, I want to have sex again. What I really want is just time with you."
"Well I can possibly plan a weekend getaway for us," he says standing up walking over to put his shoes on.
"For real?" I question.
"Yup," he replies. "I would pay for everything. It's the least I can do."
"You don't have to do that," I replied standing up. I grab some shorts from the drawer sliding them on. I will get cleaned up in a minute. "I can chip in."
"I don't want you to," he replies. "Let me do this for you. I also have this for you." TC pulls out his wallet handing me five hundred dollars.
"TC….." I mutter in amazement looking at the money.
"Take it dude," he replies. "I know you need it. I would have brought you something nice but you know my time is limited."
"Are you sure about this?" I ask. "I mean this is a lot…."
"I'm good," he replies kissing my cheek. "Buy something you really want babe. It's the least I can do for bailing on you. I know no amount of apologizes will be enough." I smile at him because sometimes he just does too much. This is one of those times. TC kisses my cheek again before walking out of my room. I follow him looking at my scattered clothes. "God this looks so bad…."
"I know," I replied pulling him in for a hug from behind. "I will clean up in a minute." I kiss the back of his neck. He reaches back patting my shoulder lightly.
"I'll text you," he says. He gives me a quick kiss on the cheek and is out the door. I run to the bathroom ready to freshen up. Kyle may know the truth now but I don't want to walk around smelling like sex. I come out the bathroom grabbing my clothes from the floor just as Kyle walks into the apartment.
"Hey," he greets.
"Hey Kyle," I reply trying not to blush. I am anyway, I can't fight body reaction and guilt. Kyle chuckles.
"Did you fuck in our living room?" he asked heading into the kitchen.
"God no!" I exclaimed with my clothes in hand. "I was just eager is all. How was work?"
"God it was work," he says. "You really don't want me to answer that. So….um…everything good?" I can't help but laugh a little.
"Are you asking if the sex was good?" I asked him. Kyle looks away for a moment before looking back at me.
"Well, y-you hear me all the time," he stammers. "I mean I don't know…" I hold up my hand.
"Dude, are you seriously complaining about not hearing me?" I asked.
"No!" he exclaims. "That is not what I meant. I just wanted to make sure you're satisfied." Kyle grabs a water bottle from the fridge before grabbing some chips.
"Well yeah, I'm satisfied," I replied. "TC would love to meet you but he had to go. I was hoping he would have stayed." Kyle nods in agreement walking towards his room.
"Put up your dirty clothes," he instructs me. "I need to tell you about Heidi." Thank god! I was waiting to get the scoop on this! I run off putting up my clothes up before heading into Kyle's room. He already has his TV on and is in the process of plugging up his phone. He pulls his shirt overhead before walking to a draw. "So my girlfriend is bi-curious." I was not expecting to hear that but at the same time, I'm not surprised. She was kissing the hell out of Red.
"How long has she been bi-curious?" I ask sitting on his bed. Kyle is glances at me as he puts on his tee shirt grabbing some shorts to put on.
"She said since we graduated," explains Kyle. "I mean we weren't dating at that point. She could have experimented or whatever."
"Totally," I reply leaning back on his bed. Kyle tosses a shirt at me.
"Put that on," he says. "Um…" he looks away. I don't even say how shitty that made me feel. He has never reacted to me like that before. We have seen each in next to nothing. I put the shirt feeling a little down.
"You were saying….." I asked slowly. Kyle walks over to me.
"Stan I'm sorry," he says before sitting on the bed.
"Sorry for what?" I inquire.
"I hurt you," he explains. "Just now…I could see that in your facial expression." I don't say anything because he did hurt my feelings. "I…don't know what to say. I mean you didn't do anything wrong. I just wanted you to know that."
"Okay," I reply slowly confused. He is obviously uncomfortable seeing me shirtless. I decide to let it go. "So what are you going to do about Heidi?"
"Shit I don't know what to do," says Kyle sighing. "I mean I really like her. I want to keep dating her, but I don't know…."
"Well, what else did she have to say?" I asked.
"She felt really bad," says Kyle. "She did tell me this was not her 1st time kissing a girl. She has done it before." No shit. "This was only her 3rd time. You know….I couldn't even be mad at her."
"Why?" I asked. "I mean were you that turned on?" Kyle laughs nervously.
"Well I actually thought of you," he says slowly. "Like I wouldn't want to write you off so how could I do the same thing to Heidi." I'm completely floored as I was not expecting him to say that.
"Kyle…" I say slowly feeling a little emotional. He is really trying to understand me.
"You think it's stupid don't you," he says. "Cartman found out about Heidi because of Red's big mouth. He clowned me for it."
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked.
"You had your own stuff going on," says Kyle lying back on his bed. "I mean you seem kind of down lately." I lay back beside him.
"I kind of was," I admit staring at the ceiling. "Like I hadn't heard from TC until today."
"Seriously?" asked Kyle. "What the hell is his problem? What kind of boyfriend goes weeks without speaking to their….boyfriend."
"I told you he is super busy," I explained.
"No one is that busy," says Kyle. "He couldn't send a text." I glance at Kyle to see he is staring at me with fire in his eyes. He is really upset about this.
"Please don't hate my boyfriend," I tell Kyle. He looks away from me. I know instantly he doesn't like him. "He's a good guy, I promise."
"Um hm," says Kyle. "What you want to eat tonight?"
"Shit, I don't know," I reply thankful for the change of conversation. "Let's order a pizza."
"Done," says Kyle.