STAN
"Hey," Kyle says shyly tucking a curl behind his ear.
"Hey," I reply. We're just staring at each other not moving. We're barely even breathing. I blink remembering he is just here to lay beside me. Deep down I want more but we must pace ourselves. "Uh, I like to sleep with the TV."
"I know," says Kyle. "You don't have to explain that to me." He's right. It's not like this is some random guy I just started dating. It's Kyle, he knows me very well. Kyle's eyes dance over my body before looking anyway clearly flustered. I adjust the covers quickly to hide my hard dick. "You have to work tomorrow right?"
"Yeah," I reply. "Working at Autozone is ass but it pays the bills. At least I get the morning shift. I hope my alarm won't bother you."
"I will be fine," smiles Kyle finally walking over. He cuts off my lap climbing the bed next to me. My skin heats up just having him this close. I can smell his shower gel. It's not long before I hear his breathing has increased. I turn to something on TV I want in the background.
"Good night," I tell him rolling over.
"Night," he says softly. I roll over on my side although I'm a back sleeper. I don't need Kyle seeing how hard I am. He is not ready for us to go all the way I think. I don't want him to feel pressured. It is very important to me that Kyle feels comfortable being with me. I know we already did a little something but sex is a new level. Kyle's shifts to where his chest is pressed into my back just like when we were in the hotel. Him breathing in my ear is killing me. "Stan…."
"Yeah," I say slowly to try to keep my voice even.
"Can I kiss you?" he asks. I turn over to face him.
"Yeah," I replied. "You don't have to ask."
"I didn't want to attack you," says Kyle.
"You're my boyfriend," I say feeling fuzzy looking at him. "You can attack me anytime." I chuckle nervously because I sound horny as hell. Kyle closes the gap between us kissing me. He wraps his arms around my waist pulling me closer to his body. "Ha…haaa…"
"Ahhh…." Kyle groans into my mouth as his begins to massage my lower back with left hand. Kyle tries to pull me closer to his chest but I pull away while continuing to take his lips. Despite us being in a relationship, I don't want him to feel how erect I am. I'm fighting him a little on being close to him although his mouth feels so good. He pulls on me once again and I pull away. "Am I doing something wrong?"
"No….ahhh…..no…," I pant. He is still rubbing my back making it hard for me to think. "You're fine. It's…." Kyle grabs my dick into his hand causing me to moan in surprise that he touched me in that manner. "Nnnggghhh….."
"You're so hard," whispers Kyle leaning closer to my lips. I nod my head feeling ashamed. "Me too….." Kyle takes my hand placing it on his dick. "I'm so scared….but I want you….." I lean forward getting close to Kyle laying my forehead against his.
"Don't push yourself?" I tell him closing my eyes. Kyle whimpers before kissing me. I can tell he really wants to be with me. There is no doubt in his mind anymore regarding how he feels about me. I press my body into Kyle's no longer caring that he feels how erect I am. I begin to nip at his bottom lip causing him to groan.
"Ahhh….ha…." grumbles Kyle as his hands dig into my back a little. Kyle begins to lick at my lips making me moan as well.
"Mmm….hahh…..Kyle," I whine. God his kisses are so intimate and passionate. I feel like I will never get use to this. TC kissed me but this feels so different. It's more than just them being different people. I begin to hump my arousal against his leg with my body begging to feel more. Kyle slides his hands into my hair gripping it hard. "Aaarrgghhh….." I begin to kiss Kyle harder with our kissing becoming needier by the minute.
"Stan…." murmurs Kyle. I moan into his mouth in response. "Stan can you….can you go down on me?" I pull back enough to look at Kyle. I can see his face is red. I know it was difficult for him to even get this question out. "I-I can touch you during to keep things on somewhat of an even playing field." I kiss Kyle's forehead.
"It's fine," I tell him softly. I have no problem pleasuring Kyle. I know he loves me. Ever since the hotel I have wanted to taste him. I won't let him know that though. "Are you sure you want me to do this?"
"Yes," he replies. "I'm still nervous….."
"It's okay to be nervous," I tell Kyle getting on my knees. "If you want me to stop just say the word." Kyle nods yes rolling on his back. I see him lift his hips to remove his shorts. I pull my hard dick through the opening in mine before kneeling in front of Kyle. His dick is standing straight up. I smile knowing it is because of me. I glance at him quickly to make sure he really is on board with this. His eyes are closed panting hard in need.
I look down at his dick. It's like I'm seeing it for the first time. Considering that I'm about to take his dick into my mouth doing things I never thought I would be doing feels….strange. I swallow my fear leaning down licking his head. Kyle sucks in his breath deeply as I continue to lick him. I wanted to test him before taking things further. I take his crown into my mouth as I begin to suck slowly.
"Ha….hahh….." Kyle wails. My dick twitches realizing he is enjoying how I'm making him feel. I begin to bob my head up and down taking him more into my mouth. I finally wrap my hand around my cock moving it with the rhythm of my head bobbing. He is so warm in my mouth, taste so good.
"Mmmm…." I hum around his dick. It almost feels like Kyle is trying to hold his voice back but I am hearing him loud and clear.
"Ohhh….." moaned Kyle thrusting his hips a little. I start to quicken my pace because I love hearing his voice. Sounds much better than when we were at the hotel. My left-hand rubs the side of his hips. "Oh my god….ahhh…." Kyle slides his hands into my hair.
"Hmmpphhh…" I groan as I continue to suck his dick. Kyle hands begin to massage my hair making my dick twitch. I pull my mouth off his dick as my hand continues to jerk him. "Fuck…" I mutter. I can't wait to feel him inside of me. I'm getting this turned on just by oral. I glance at Kyle quickly and his eyes are closed. My left hand tightens on my dick at the sight. "Gggnnnn….." I groan as I stop stroking my dick. Jesus, I felt like I was going to climax for a second. I breathe hard trying to gather myself. I take Kyle back into my mouth moaning immediately.
"Ohhh….ahhhh…..haaa…" cries Kyle.
"Mmpphh…." I groan. I begin to suck Kyle harder with my pleasure heightened as I stroke myself. I'm not only sucking off the person I love but it's Kyle. My super best friend. Kyle hand tightens on my hair. Kyle curves his back.
"Oh my god…..haaa….haaa….." he cries. "Stannn…ohhh…" I groan feeling like Kyle is going to orgasm in my mouth. My dick begins to tingle at the thought.
"Mmm…..mmmm…" I hum trying not to cum. Kyle seems to be losing it. I glance up at him seeing his face is red, his head is tossed back deep into the pillow. Kyle begins to roll his hips. I groan imagining him thrusting inside me. "Hhmmpphh…"
"Oh Stan….." he mutters. "I need to feel you…..nneehh….." I pull mouth off him really quick in shock.
"What!" I exclaim. "You…..you….said you wanted to wait." Kyle is breathing hard for a moment before swallowing hard. He looks me his face flushed.
"I know what I said," he replies. "I want to feel you….I want to be inside you." I can't complain about how he is thinking of me with how I feel right now.
"I want to," I reply after a moment. I feel a little scared. I don't want Kyle to regret this. I know he would never to lie to me but a part of me is still scared. "I just want you to be sure….."
"I am," Kyle says confidently. "I want to connect to your body inside and out." I bite my lip to hold in a moan. Holy shit. Such powerful words.
"All right then," I say standing up. I remove the rest of my clothes without fear walking to my nightstand to grab my lube and condoms. "I hope this brand is okay." Kyle chuckles.
"It's not like I have to worry about getting you pregnant," he says. He clears his throat. "I….I want you to take the lead…..I hope you don't mind."
"I was going to anyway," I tell him becoming nervous. Being on top is my favorite position besides doggy style. Being in charge is so intimate for me. It's the main reason I'm becoming a little anxious. I can see how my lover is responding to me. It gives them easy access to touch me, connect to my body. Kyle is going to find out tonight anyway. Find out how much I really love him because there is no where I can run or hide.
I get back on the bed. I can't help but noticed he is still hard. He must really want to do this. Lucky for Kyle I like to clean my area often. I have my own set of toys in the draw that he knows nothing about. I will keep it that way for now. I know how Kyle and frankly I would be embarrassed if I wasn't as clean as I prefer. I should still be a little soft from my personal time the other day.
Kyle puts on the condom while I'm applying on lube. Kyle relaxes into the mattress. I put some lube on the condom for extra slip before climbing on top of him. My cheeks are really hot as I stare down at Kyle. He is glaring up at me. I grab his dick lining it up with my entrance. I begin to slide down on him making us both to moan instantly.
"Ohhh….." groans Kyle. He arches his back grabbing on to my hips. "Ha….ahhh…" I gasp because he unintentionally just moved inside of me.
"Shit…." I mutter as my dick spasms. I take a deep breath feeling fuzzy already. We barely got started. "Nngghhh…" I begin to ride Kyle slowly. I want to give him time to get use to me. "Ahhh….ahah…" Each time I go down I work him inside of me more and more. I roll my hips allowing my body to feel everything. Kyle bites his lip as he continues to watch me slowly take his dick.
"Ahhh….." he moans in pleasure. "God damn you can move them hips Stan…haa….hahh…." I whimper liking this compliment a lot. Makes me feel like he has never had anyone better than me. I lean down to kiss Kyle's forehead before I focus on filling myself completely with him. I let my voice out now that he is fully inside of me. I'm talking to the rim. I usually never push myself to take on that much so soon but I want Kyle to feel everything I have to offer.
"Ah-ahhhh….." I weep. "Ohhhh….hahh…..hahh….." I look down at Kyle. He barely has his eyes open.
"Gggaahh…" he hisses. "Mmmm…you okay?"
"Yeah…"I murmur. "I'm great Ky…..haahh….." His eyes flash brightly as I begin rocking my hips slowly. He gasps lowly before his mouth drops open.
"Nnggghhh….ha….." howls Kyle. I watch his face as his hands grab my hips. His eyes flutter before closing. "Stan…you feel so virtuous….mmmm…."
"Mmmppphhh….." I whine closing my eyes feeling everything he is saying. I'm glad he feels good but a little tiny part of me is worried. I don't want him to regret anything. I open my eyes to see Kyle is staring at me taking my breath away. I lean over kissing Kyle as he wraps his arms around my waist. Everything feels so natural. There is no clumsiness to anything we are doing. Kyle slides his tongue into my mouth. "Haaa….."
"Oh…mmmm….." hums Kyle. I start grinding because I'm so close to him as we continue to kiss. I groan into Kyle's mouth as my cock is rubbing against his abs as I move my hips. God damn this feels so good. Kyle begins to thrust up causing me to lose control of my voice. "Ahhh…..shit…..hahhh…"
"Ahhhh…so fucking good….." moans Kyle. He begins to kiss the side of my neck causing my dick to twitch. Kyle begins to thrust harder. His left arm stays wraps around my waist as his right hand drops down to holding my ass. I gasp as I begin to tingle. "Haaa…..hahh…." Kyle can feel it, he feels me spasming around his dick. I'm getting close. I pull away from him sitting up so I can ride him with more control.
"Yesss…..Kyle….." I moan as he repositions his hands to hold on to my hips bringing me down firmly on his dick. I slide my hand into my hair pulling it off my forehead as I fight to not cum. This tingling has me feeling an afterglow before I even reached my peak. "Ohhh…godddd…..I'm going to cum….." I pant heavily glancing at Kyle through hooded eyes. Kyle wraps his right hand around my cock and begin stroking it. I wasn't ready for this! Oh my god…. "Hahh…..ahhhh…..Ky…."
"I'm….nnggghhh…..going to cum…" moans Kyle causing my eyes to roll in the back of my head. "I'm going to c-cum inside….." Granted he has a condom on he the way he feels inside of me we are clearly connected. We are feeling this together. "Ohhh…..Stan…..I'm cumming….I'm cumming…..haaa…..haa…..aarrgghhhh…." I look down as Kyle's eyes squeeze shut as his head rolls back into the pillow as he arches his back.
"Ohhh…..fuck….." I cry as Kyle's hand tightens around my cock causing me to cum. "Shit…..Ky…ahhhh…..aagggrrrgghhh…." My body begins to shudder as cum shoots out onto his abs and upper chest. I slowly rock my hips riding our climax together. "Haa….haaa…." I shake a little towards the end of my orgasm as he is still stroking me with his hand. "Nnnggghhhh…."
Kyle finally lets my dick go breathing hard. I peer down at him panting hard. I lean over to my nightstand grabbing a tissue to clean him off. Kyle's eyes are closed as I clean him up. I finally separate from him cleaning myself as his breathing is returning to normal. I climb into my bed as Kyle finally removes his condom tossing it in the trash can. He gets back into the bed facing me.
"Um….don't know what to say…." says Kyle before laughing a little. "I really enjoyed that…..being with you in that way." He blushes closing his eyes. I feel the love I have for him grow instantly. "It felt right….." I take Kyle's hand into mine kissing it.
"As a gay man, I have to say that is what I felt like when I was a guy for the first time," I explain to him. "Although I never felt anything like what I feel with you." Kyle opens his eyes looking at me.
"I'm so glad….that we have each other," he says softly. I nod yes smiling agreeing. Kyle pulls me closer to his chest cuddling. I wish I could say more. The timing is perfect but I also want to be sure that Kyle is in love with me as much as I am in love him. I fall asleep in his arms getting the best rest I have had in months.