KYLE
"I hope you washed your hands," says Cartman.
"Well yeah, I hope you washed your ass," I snap at him. Of course I washed my hands. What kind of person does he think I am.
"I got you guys," says Kenny. "Let me know what you want and I will load up your plate."
"My hands aren't dirty," I reply. "Since you offered I will take 2 slices and 3 wings."
"Cool," says Kenny fixing my plate before focusing on Stan's. I go to sit at the dining table with Cartman already eating his food.
"Man, I knew you two were together but damn," he says.
"Cartman I don't have time for your shit," I reply. Stan comes up to the table.
"Stop making my boyfriend uncomfortable," he states.
"You guys made me uncomfortable fucking in the bathroom," says Cartman.
"I personally found it to be hot," says Kenny sitting down. I bury my face in my hand regretting almost attacking Stan in that bathroom. We begin to eat and Cartman gladly teases us about the latest Celeb gossip he will be discussing on his channel. Stan tells the guys how he finally got an internship thanks to my help and he starts in January. It was the last thing he wanted but at the moment it seems worth it. Stan starts at 20 an hour. We finish up eating and Stan is ready to go as much as I am. "You're leaving already," pouts Kenny.
"Yes," I reply deciding to be bold. "Unless you want us to fuck in your bathroom." Cartman actually laughs while Stan puts on his coat before handing me mine. We hear a loud bang from Craig and Tweek's room causing us to look in that direction. What the hell?" I see Tweek come into view from the hallway.
"You son of a bitch!" he yells.
"Whoa, Tweek," says Cartman standing as does Kenny. Cartman looks just as surprised as we are. "What is wrong with you?" Tweek ignores him running towards Stan punching him in the face.
"Stan!" I cry making my way over to the two. Tweek climbs on top of Stan punching him again before I grab him. Stan is gasping in pain. Tweek may be little but he a lot stronger than I thought. He is fighting to get lose as he kicks his legs. I managed to pull him off Stan.
"Tweek!" says Craig running into the room. "Kyle, let him go, I got him."
"Don't you touch me asshole!" yells Tweek. I'm still holding on to him but barely. I want to let him go but right now it doesn't feel like a wise decision to do so. Kenny is helping Stan off the floor while Cartman is just standing there watching everything that is happening.
"I told you it's over," says Craig. "Please let's go back in the room and talk about this."
"There isn't shit for us to talk about," snaps Tweek ripping away from my arms. He hauls off hitting Stan again before Craig wraps his arms around Tweek as he begins to cry historically. They both crumble to the floor as we all look at them. Stan is holding his jaw. I know his jaw is going to be sore as hell tomorrow morning.
"I'm sorry," apologies Craig. "I'm so sorry."
"N-no your not," sobs Tweek. "How could you do this to me." Tweek begins crying so hard he is hiccupping. "How could you TC….." TC, wait, what? I glare over at Stan. He might have started blushing but it's hard to tell with his face already red from the hits Tweek delivered.
"You have got to be kidding me," says Kenny recognizing the name. "TC…Craig….like what." Craig looks up at us all as if remembering we are here.
"I need some privacy if you guys don't mind…." he says. I stare at him walking over to them.
"In fact, I do mind," I reply. "Who the fuck is TC?" Craig sighs.
"I'm TC," he says over Tweek's cries. "Can you guys please just go away." I look at Stan as he finally starts moving towards me.
"Kyle I can explain….." he says.
"Stan save it," I say cutting him off. I pull out of my car keys walking out the door without another word. I wanted to go off on Stan. He was fucking god damn Craig. It's not the fact that it is Craig it is the fact that Craig was in a relationship. How could Stan do that? I get into my car quickly making my way out of the parking lot. I sigh not wanting to go to my parents. They don't need to know my first fight with Stan is because he was fucking someone else's man. I head straight to the apartment and I just feel….disgusted.
No sooner than I walk through the front door of our apartment my phone is ringing. I assume it is Stan but I see that it is Kenny. I answer the call curious to what he has to say.
"Yeah," I greet as I take my coat off.
"Hey," says Kenny. "Stan just left."
"Oh, that's nice," I droned. "I can't believe he was sleeping with Craig."
"I know," says Kenny sadly. "I don't know how Tweek found out, he is still agitated over here. Craig wanted me to leave too and I had to remind him I pay fucking bills around here."
"Aren't you afraid for him to hear you?" I asked walking into the kitchen to fix me a drink. The other alcohol as made its way through my system. I need some more.
"I'm on the balcony right now but I can still hear Tweek crying," explains Kenny. "Man, what the fuck was Stan thinking?"
"I don't fucking know," I hiss. "I feel like he has been lying to me this whole time. I thought we had established we could talk to each other about anything." I take a deep shaky breath as I remember our love confession earlier tonight, then it was ruined by this bullshit.
"Are you okay?" asked Kenny concerned. "I mean I know you guys haven't been dating long and all."
"It's just the fact that Stan would do something like this," I reply. "I mean what if he cheats on me and thinks it is okay. Like ugh….."
"Stan wouldn't do that to you," says Kenny strongly. "Just wait to hear his side of the story."
"What reason could be good enough for him doing this?" I ask. "This is insane."
"I agree," says Kenny. "Cartman was actually freaked out by everything. I think more so by Tweek crying. You know he doesn't do well with listening to others emotions."
"I hope Tweek knows I didn't know about this," I reply.
"I don't think you would have been with Stan if you knew otherwise," says Kenny. "Although Stan certainly loves you more than TC or Craig I mean."
"Oh and that's suppose to make it okay?" I ask heading to my bedroom. "He knew it was wrong, I just can't…. I just know there is more to the story. I don't know if I can handle it."
"Everything is going to be okay," says Kenny. "Just remember Stan loves you man. He would never do anything to hurt you." I hear the front door and I know Stan is here.
"I have to go," I tell Kenny.
"Don't hit him!" exclaims Kenny. "He has had enough of that."
"Maybe," I say slowly. "Maybe not. I'll talk to you later." I end the call snipping my drink knowing Stan will come to me. It takes a few minutes but he stumbles in with a ziplock bag of ice to his left cheek. God, Tweek hit him hard as shit. Stan looks humiliated, sad, and frightened. Something tells me I'm not going to like what he has to say.
"Kyle," he says softly. "Can we talk?" I fold my arms still holding my drink in my right hand.
"I don't know what more there is to say," I state angrily. "What the fuck. You basically did what Heidi did to me with Red. How could you do something like that!" Stan closes his eyes confirming my suspicious that Heidi was cheating on me. I am not even surprised now.
"Dude this was really hard for me," he says. "I had a crush on Craig towards the end of high school. Our freshmen year we started hanging out and I told him I was gay. He made me feel so comfortable and welcomed."
"Whoa," I say cutting him off. "You told Craig first that you were gay?" Stan opens his eyes realizing the heaviness of his words. He just nods his head yes sadly. "Unfucking believable…..you couldn't even tell me but you told him."
"I liked him!" exclaims Stan. "I mean I knew he was dating Tweek but I didn't think things would go this far. It started off with little shit. Just texting here, messaging there, hanging out and next thing I know my feelings got stronger." I shake my head at him before finishing my drink. Stan walks over to me. "I'm sorry for what I did. I mean I ended the relationship with your help."
"A relationship that should have never been happening," I reply. He looks destroyed right now. "To think you were in love with Craig." I hang my head into my hand. I feel Stan hug me tightly.
"I love you, Kyle," he says into my shoulder. "Please don't leave me…." I can't return the hug like I want to with him trapping my hand to my chest. "I didn't know what love was until you….." I bury my face into his shoulder as my free hand grips his back.
"I love you so much Stan," I mutter. "I don't think I could let you go if I wanted to." Stan starts crying and I rub his back before kissing him softly on the lips. Stan's lips are shaking as I think he is still upset. Understandably so. I continue to kiss him softly as I rub his back. Stan moves away from me. I pull my shirt over my head before pulling him in for a kiss.
"Ahhh…" Stan gasps into my mouth. I growl reaching for his pants. Stan begins to kiss me sloppily as we remove the remainder of our clothes. I lay Stan on my bed once our clothes are removed. I'm careful to not touch the bruise that is more than likely going to develop on his face. I run my hand lightly down his chest and stomach before I take his dick into my hand. "Hahh….ha….." I start stroking him as I suck on the side of his neck. "Mmmpphhh…." Stan is whimpering. I'm sure he can feel my erection against his leg. Stan reaches his hands down grabbing my ass.
"Mmm….ahh…." I murmur. I move away from Stan to grab the lube. I hate breaking that connection but we seriously need this. I coat my fingers with lube knowing I am about to drive Stan crazy. I lean back over him as he was staring at the ceiling. "Stan, do you know how much I love you?" I begin to slide in one finger.
"Ha….hahh….nnggghhh…." cries Stan with his hand gripping my back. My eyes trace over his face as I focus on feeling his insides.
"Your sensitive today aren't you?" I ask him. I lean down close to his lips as my finger continues to stroke him. "It's because you love only me right?"
"Ahhh….yessss….." whines Stan. He arches his back as I continue to make him feel good. I lean a little further licking the side of his neck. "Aarrgghh….Kyle…." After a little while, I add a second finger. "Hahh…..shit….."
"Fuck, fuck, fuck…." I mumble as I continue to work Stan open for me. I can't wait to feel him. I move my head to where I begin to taste his sweet lips once again. Stan begins to whine into the kiss. I know it is because it is too much for him, it's almost too much for me. "Stan…..haaa…" Stan looks at me through hooded eyes.
"I-I'm here…" he whispers. He tightens around my fingers from our eyes connecting. Deep down this makes me smile. I want to feel connected to him in every way possible. Stan seems ready to receive me and just in the nick of time. I could feel him twitching around my fingers as if he was about to climax. "Gggrrrr…." We can't have that.
"Gahhh" I growl knowing he is going to grip me tightly. I put lube on my dick before lining up with his entrance. "You're going to feel all of me okay?" Stan gazes up at me.
"What?" he asked coming out of his lust filled haze. "You mean…." I nod yes before kissing him. "Hahhh…..ha…"
"Let me give you what Craig never has," I moan sliding inside of him.
"Ohhh….hahh….ha…." howls Stan gripping the sides of my waist. I begin to roll my hips into him taking my time. His body is responding to me perfectly. "Aaahhh…"
"Aarrgghhhh….." I moan feeling him grip my dick tightly. "Mmm…..fuck…." Stan's eyes roll into the back of his head. I know that look all too well.
"Kyleeee….ha….ha…..arrrghhhh….." he moans arching his back. Stan's insides are pulsing causing me to look down. I watch as he begins to climax with cum landing on his stomach. He came so quick. It sounded like he was trying to warn me, I'm not sure. I lean down close to Stan kissing his cheek as I continue to thrust into him. Stan begins to shudder a little. "Ahh….."
"Do you always finish this fast?" I whisper. I really want to know that I satisfy Stan in every way that TC never could. I shouldn't be so insecure but I am. He revealed to Craig he was gay over me. He dated Craig over me. He fell in love with Craig over me. I roll my hips over his spot making him grip my skin.
"Ky….nnnggghh…" he groans quivering. He begins to gasp for air a little. "You make me feel so much. Hahh….haa….." This makes me thrust just a little harder.
"You feel so good Stan…." I moan. "You feel good for just me….." In the back of my mind, Stan's mind and even Craig's I think we all know Stan would have fallen in love with me as I have fallen in love with him. I was able to move through life with him close by but for him to be beside me as my partner is a different level. Stan slides his hands into my hair.
"Ohhh…god…." he cries. "I love you, Kyle, I love you….haaa…" He begins to hold me tighter.
"Arrggghhh…." I bellow as my hips take on a mind of their own. I begin to dive deeper and faster inside of Stan. I can feel him convulsing around me. "Stan….I'm going to cum….aahh….ha….." He is squeezing the hell out of me.
"Oh fuck Kyle….." screams Stan before whimpering. "Come inside me….please…..ahhhhh…" I hold myself up over Stan so I can see his face. Swollen cheek and all he is still handsome. Stan wraps his arms around my neck as he begins to meet my thrust the best he can.
"Ahhh….shit…." I cry feeling my spine tingle. I gasp trying to focus my mind as my climax starts at my toes working it's way up. "I'm cumming…..aarrghh….I'm cumming….ha….haaahh…." I start pumping my release inside of Stan as I feel him twitch around me.
"Nnggghhh…." grumbles Stan gazing off to the side as his body begins to shake a little. I see that Stan climaxed again. I glance at him and he seems to be avoiding me. He is still looking off to the side of the room as if he is embarrassed. I'm leaning over Stan panting hard trying to catch my breath. I don't think I have ever felt such emotion when having sex before. I pull out of him grabbing a tissue. Stan turns his head to the side moaning lowly. I get myself cleaned up a little before focusing on Stan the best I can.
"So….." I say softly. "That makes sense why Craig was attacking me at dinner during our getaway." I finish wiping Stan down before getting in the bed beside him. I can see he is out of it a little.
"Yeah…" he replies. "Craig thought I came there with you to piss him off but I didn't even know where we were going when we planned the trip, to begin with. You know he told me if I came out to you guys he was going to break up with Tweek."
"Are you kidding me?" I inquire. "You came out to us because you wanted to be in a relationship with Craig?"
"Well yeah," he sighs. "I really regret that now. I wish I would have just came out to my best friend." He stares at me. "I'm really sorry."
"I know," I tell him softly. "I mean Craig has no intentions of leaving Tweek."
"I know that now," says Stan looking back up at my ceiling. "It really hurt me because I did love him. Like seeing he ditched me on the trip to bring Tweek…..that let me know it was never going to happen. It still hurt like hell." I bring Stan closer to me hugging him.
"I was worried that you would cheat on me you know," I explain. "If you could do this to a friend close to us what is to stop you from doing it to me?"
"I could never do that to you!" says Stan. He starts shaking and I rub his back to calm him down. I sigh deeply.
"Heidi cheated on me with Red didn't she," I state. Stan nods his head into my chest.
"I didn't know until after everything happened," explains Stan. "Craig told me how they were um hooking up for months. He said Heidi didn't want to hide it anymore once you saw her with Red. I wanted to tell you but I also didn't see the point." I shake my head knowing Heidi was not the girl I thought she was. "I wanted to protect you."
"I can see that now," I tell him kissing his forehead. "Calm down, it's okay babe." Now that everything is out there we can move on together successfully.