STAN
I'm completely mortified by how everything went down. I mean I seriously thought I was going to lose Kyle behind this shit. Loyalty is everything to him. Me being the other man really disturbed him. I did not mean to hurt Tweek. I just always had a tiny crush on Craig. Of course back then I didn't know it was a crush. When he started to like me back I was so ecstatic. He showed me how to accept myself and how to break out my gay shell as I will call it. Christmas is right around the corner and the air is actually colder. I jog up the door ready to get inside and get warm. I wonder what did Kyle cook for dinner. I open the door to see Tweek and Kyle in the living room. I can feel the blood drain from my face.
"Stan your home on time," says Kyle standing up.
"Yeah," I say slowly not taking my eyes off Tweek. "What's going on?" I stare at Tweek as he twitches.
"Tweek wants to talk to you," explains Kyle. "I didn't want you to run off or freak out so I didn't tell you he was coming by this afternoon." I can smell that Kyle did cook but what he cooked I don't know. "I'll just be in my room if you need anything." Kyle glances at Tweek. "Let me know if you guys need me." Kyle walks away and I'm scared to be left alone with Tweek. I mean he hit me the last time at lightning speed. I didn't even have a chance to react.
"Stan," says Tweek quietly. I remove my hat, coat, and scarf before sitting down looking at him. I refuse to take my eyes off him. "I wanted to say I'm sorry for hitting you."
"It's okay," I admit. "I deserved it."
"I should have been mad at Craig," he explains. "I am angry at him. I was mad at you because I thought we were friends. It cut so deep to know my friend would willingly sleep with my boyfriend."
"I understand," I reply calmly. "Are you and Craig still together?" Tweek nods his head yes. I didn't think he would answer the question. I haven't gone out of my way to speak to Craig and neither has he.
"I love him," he mutters looking so emotional. "When your relationship ended with him he started acting super upset and crazy." Tweek glares at me narrowing his eyes. "He loves you." I barely held in a sigh of surprise. Craig never outright told me that he loved me. I felt it but he never said it. Makes me wonder was he ashamed or afraid to admit had fallen in love with me. I shift nervously not sure if Tweek wants to attack me or not.
"I use to love Craig," I reply. "I don't love him anymore. I'm completely in love with Kyle."
"I know," says Tweek. "It doesn't change the fact that my boyfriend is in love with us both."
"How do you even know he loves me?" I ask. I mean how does Tweek really know. I'm also trying to understand why the hell would Craig tell Tweek he loves me.
"I know Craig," he replies. "When he loves, he loves hard. For the fact he hid this relationship and kept you around says a lot. Him being moody when he didn't talk to you or see you is also another red flag. It may look possessive from the outside but not for Craig. He only allows a few people into his circle and he let you in."
"How can you be so calm about this?" I ask.
"I spoke to Kyle last month and he explained what he knew," says Tweek. "You have a very good boyfriend." He wipes his eye to stop a tear from falling. "I know you won't approach Craig anymore. He also is making an effort to make our relationship stronger. No one has ever managed to take him away from me except you." I'm not sure what to say to that.
"What are you expecting from this conversation?" I ask him after much thought.
"I don't want things to be awkward between us," he says. "Do know if I catch you and Craig together again what I did to you is nothing compared to what I can do." I feel a chill go down my spine as he stands up. "Craig wanted to say some words to you but I wouldn't let him. He, of course, said he was sorry, he loves you and all that bullshit. KYLE!" I jump as he shouts Kyle's name.
"Everything okay?" asked Kyle coming into the room. Tweek smiles at him as if he didn't just threaten my life.
"Everything is good," he says walking to the coat rack. "I'm going to be head home now. Hope you guys enjoy dinner, smells great!"
"Thanks," smiles Kyle walking over to Tweek giving him a hug. "Let me know if you need anything okay."
"Right," says Tweek. "Bye Kyle, bye Stan." Tweek opens the door heading out into the cold. Kyle closes the door locking it.
"How do you feel?" asked Kyle walking over to me.
"He kind threatened me so I'm a little scared," I admit.
"That is if you speak to Craig again," says Kyle. "Which you have no reason to. Nothing for you to be worried about." He walks into the kitchen, I get off the sofa following him.
"You knew he was going to say all of that?" I ask.
"I did," says Kyle. "The fact Tweek is even willing to forgive you and still talk to you is a big deal." I have to agree with him on that.
"Um okay," I reply. "How come you didn't tell me you spoke with him?" Kyle pulls dinner out of the oven.
"He needed some time before speaking to you," explains Kyle. "I actually admired him for coming to me. Just like Craig wanted to speak to you but Tweek would not allow it."
"Are you sure Tweek is over what happened?" I asked.
"He is working towards it," says Kyle as he begins to plate our food. "It's going to take time to move past something like that. All I know is Craig is going to be kissing his ass for a long time." I chuckle at the thought as Kyle sits our plates on the table. I sit down in my seat as Kyle grabs us both a beer.
"Kyle, what made you forgive me?" I inquire. Kyle looks at me after he opens his beer.
"Well for one you didn't cheat on me," says Kyle. "Two is the fact I know you love me more than you ever loved Craig." I grin hard as I being to blush. I take Kyle's hand into mine.
"Thank you," I reply lowly.
"You're welcome," says Kyle kissing my forehead. Kyle is more considerate than I know most people would be. I seriously didn't mean to hurt Tweek. I really thought Craig wanted to be with me. I won't be making that mistake again.
"I have been wanting to talk to you about something," says Kyle. I look at him wondering what could be on his mind. I see my best friend now boyfriend's cheeks begin to change colors.
"What is it, Kyle?" I ask carefully.
"I….I want you to top me?" he mutters. I stare at him in surprise.
"Um okay," I reply in shock. Kyle runs his hands over his face.
"I um like being with you," he explains. "I want to feel what you feel." I blush glancing down at my food before looking at back at him. Kyle is truly trying to understand me in every way possible. However it sounds like this is something he truly wants to experience.
"Are you sure?" I ask feeling nervous. "I mean not that I mind I just want to make sure you don't feel pressured to do this."
"I don't," he replies. "I want to try being with you in that way." Kyle sighs out of nerviness. "I have done some research online although I know you know what to do." He looks down. "God, why is this so embarrassing?" I think for a moment.
"It's pretty intimate," I reply. "I mean I'm nervous too." Kyle nods with his cheeks still ever so red. I don't even know what to say now. "So um when did you want to do this?"
"Tonight," says Kyle shifting. "I figured it would ease you a bit after speaking to Tweek." That is thoughtful because Tweek kind of scares me now. Granted I won't be giving him a reason to come after me but his threat…
"Okay," I say softly.
"I already um cleaned up and stuff," he says. "I hope I did it right."
"I'm sure you did fine Kyle," I reply. Taking things serious as always. I won't let him feel too uncomfortable. I can tell he is nervous now because he is barely speaking to me. We finish up dinner and get everything cleaned up before heading to the bedroom. Kyle and I both take a shower, his 2nd one but he wanted to be sure he is clean for me and I don't mind. I am mostly worried about pushing him too far. Kyle sits on the bed as I grab the lube. "Seriously dude, if you don't want me to proceed just let me know." Kyle nods his head yes.
"What should I do now?" he asks.
"Sit back further on the bed," I reply. "We will need to experiment to see what it is you are comfortable with. So, for now, we are going to take the beginning approach. Lay down." Kyle grabs a pillow laying back. I get on the bed on my knees gazing down at him. I tilt my head still not believing we are doing this. I place my hand softly on his thigh pushing his legs apart. Kyle whimpers a little, awe. I lean over kissing him on his lips lightly. "Kyle….." I moan.
"Mmmpphhh….." murmurs Kyle returning the kiss. I can tell he is nervous as his kiss is not as passionate as it usually is. I do however know he is enjoying himself as I can feel him becoming erect the longer I kiss him rubbing his thighs. I pull away opening the lube spreading it over two fingers on my right hand. Kyle's eyes get a little wide and he shivers a little.
"I'm not using both," I warn him. "I just want my other finger for when you are soft enough." Kyle nods in understanding as I lean over kissing him again. My fingers graze of the inside of his thigh sliding closer to his center. I know when I am there at his rim. I slide my pointer finger inside causing him to cry out.
"Hahh….ha…." moans Kyle gripping my finger.
"Relax Ky….." I encourage not moving my finger. I am trying my best to make sure he is good. Kyle pants against my lips for a minute. I can tell when he relaxes. He starts kissing me slowly. My mind wonders to the fact yet again how much sooner could we have been together? I like to think this is how it was always going to be. "Ggaahh….." I begin to move my finger back and forth slowly.
"Ahh….ahhh….." whimpers Kyle. He continues to kiss me with his passion increasing by the second. I can feel Kyle is beginning to feel like himself. He slides his hand into my hair.
"Ha….." I moan. I love when he touches my hair just as much as I like touching his.
"D-do you feel good?" he asks.
"I do," I admit. Although I am not inside of him the sexual energy he has is flowing from him through me. This is something I have heard people talk about. I thought they were full of shit until this very moment. I go back to kissing Kyle as I move my finger back and forth slowly. I know I am going to be leaking by the time I am done but it worth it. He is finally soft enough for me to add a second finger.
"Aaaggaahh…" cries Kyle grabbing my shoulder. "Ohhh….ha….ha…." I can feel his legs shaking a little bit.
"You okay?" I ask him panting.
"I think so…" he mutters closing his eyes. "It didn't hurt…"
"I know it can be rather surprising at first," I reply. I lean down rubbing his nose against mine. "I love you so much Kyle…you mean everything to me." Kyle moans before kissing me again. He didn't say I love you back but he doesn't have to. I know how he feels about me, I never have to guess or wonder. I begin to move my digits feeling confident that this is going to be a positive experience for him. I decided to try to test out his prostate. A lot of people assume it is just mind blinding pleasure. It can be but for some guys, it can be painful when touched at first. I slide my finger further than I had been doing curling it.
"Ahhh…..Stan…." moans Kyle. I'm sure he can feel the difference in movement.
"Yesss….." I groan before brushing my lips against his.
"God….uuggghh…" whines Kyle as I continue to moan my fingers in and out curling them once inside. He bends his back quivering. "Haaahh…..ha….w-what are you doing differently…..fuck…ahhh….." I continue to stroke him for a little while as he pants heavily.
"I'm feeling out your prostate…." I inform him.
"You haven't found it?" he questions breathing hard. I brush against it as Kyle shifted his back to the point his chest is touching mine. I groan lowly watching the pleasure spread across his face. "Oh my god…..haahhh….." His body begins to shudder. "Ahhh…ha…"
"I did now…." I say softly before kissing him. Kyle returns the kiss whimpering into my mouth.
"I felt like you found it already," he whispers with his voice shaking. "What were you doing early?" I chuckle.
"Wouldn't you like to know," I taught him before licking his bottom lip.
"Mmpphhh….." moans Kyle. I work on stretching him more but my poor dick is throbbing like hell. The sounds coming from his mouth are certainly passionate with a vulnerability to them that I haven't heard before. I finally figure that Kyle is ready removing my fingers. I grab a napkin cleaning my fingers before proceeding. Kyle is looking at me as I apply lube to my dick. His eyes look so glazed over.
"Are you okay Kyle?" I ask. He nods his head reaching out touching my tip.
"You're leaking…" he says in awe. "You didn't have to wait too long." I get between Kyle's legs.
"I wanted to," I reply. "You don't want to rush this process." Kyle nods as I push his legs back a little further. "I'm going to take my time as I have been doing with my fingers. I can't promise you will cum from this penetration. If you don't I will take care of you afterwards, okay?" Kyle nods his head again. I line up at his entrance pushing forward. Kyle and I both gasp as I'm able to get my tip in.
"Ohhh…..fuck…" groans Kyle with his eyes fluttering. I study his face and I'm not seeing signs of discomfort. I lean down kissing his forehead before taking his lips against my own. I slowly move my hips moving deeper inside of him. I tried to wait just a little longer by my heart has a mind of it's own. I kiss Kyle passionately as I roll my hips listening to his voice in utter pleasure. "Hahh….ha…"
"You're going to make me cum sounding like that," I pant looking at Kyle. His eyes flutter before he focuses on me again. He isn't doing anything differently but me being inside him like this is overwhelming. My hips begin to speed up causing Kyle to bounce a little with each thrust.
"Stan…..hahh….." he cries. I slow my hips down grazing over spot feeling his ass grip me tighter.
"Ohhh….." I gasp as Kyle arches his back.
"Oh my god…" he pants. "Oh god…..ahhh…" I look down at Kyle feeling my blood become warmer than it already is.
"Ahhh….ah…."I moan feeling my body shake a little. Kyle's hand reaches up grabbing the back of my shoulders. He arches his back almost screaming out in extreme pleasure. The way he is massaging my dick is telling my exactly what is happening.
"Aaagggaaahhh…" he howls. "Hahhh…..ha…" I can feel his cum beginning to coat my lower abs. I'm so glad I made him cum on the first go around. "Ahahhh…..ha…ha….nnngghh…" Kyle shivers against me. I am even more happy to know I can pour my love inside of him as I speed up.
"Ahhh…..haahh….." I moan thrusting my hips. "I'm going to cum…haaahhh…" Kyle gazes up at me sliding his hands into my hair.
"Oh….Stan I love you…" he whimpers making my emotions overflow. I gasp before growling and crying out.
"Oh god….aaaggghhhh…."I holler pumping inside of him. My eyes roll into the back of my head as I shudder from my orgasm. "Ky…..ohhh…"I lean down pressing my lips against his. "God I wish we could have been together sooner…nneehhh….." My last comment came out in a whisper. Kyle massage the right side of my hair.
"It's okay…." he sighs. "We are together now." I lean down kissing Kyle as his slides his tongue inside of my mouth. I would say I wouldn't allow myself to get lost in love ever again. This is Kyle. A small part of me thinks I was lost from the first day we met in pre-k. I lay my head on his shoulder as he strokes my hair tenderly. I know he will be the last person I ever have to love.