A/N It has been a long time since I was able to post a new chapter. I sincerely apologize for the delay in posting this chapter. I truly appreciate it that y'all are so faithful and have kept waiting for me to post another chapter.

Recently my life has taken some unforeseen directions, however, it might be that for y'all, my readers it is not a bad thing. It seems like I might have a new muse, and therefore I hope that the times of having a major writer's block are over or start fading away.

Alright enough talking from me. I have to protect my Badass reputation, so I shut up now and let y'all read.

WARNING: this is an M rated chapter! If that's not your cup of tea, don't read this chapter and just wait for the next one to be posted.

As always, please read and review, your opinions are very important for us writers.

Chapter 56

"Dame, dame, dame,(touch me, touch me, touch me)." - Jennifer Lopez & Chayanne.

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Alex looked down at her hands and up to Oliver before her eyes traveled down again and she looked mesmerized at the position where her hands were. She couldn't believe and probably wouldn't have believed it if she hadn't seen it with her own eyes. Oliver, her Oliver had placed her hands on his breasts, carefully, but still. Alex felt like she was in heaven, the beautiful blonde was finally touching her husband's breast, for the very first time. She had longed for this for so, so long and now that the moment was finally there she realized that reality was so much better than her wildest dreams. And boy, did she has been dreaming about this exact moment. At the same time, she was well aware of the gift Oliver was giving her. And that made it even more special for her, to know that she was the first person allowed to touch her husband intimately, to be the first one that saw her husband completely, purely so to speak. And it made her love and fall in love with her husband even more.

After looking at Oliver silently asking him if he was sure and the tiny almost shy nod she got back from the Detective, Alex slowly pulled her hands of Oliver's breasts and in awe let her fingers travel lightly over the beautiful ' landscape' that her husband's upper body was. Feeling his muscles almost dance beneath her fingers and his skin. Skin so soft as silk and in hard contrast with the strong muscles beneath it as she was finally touching his stomach like she had been dreaming about for years.

Looking back and forwards between Oliver's eyes and his breasts, Alex hands and fingers went upwards slowly. And the blonde stopped her hands when she heard a soft hiss coming from Oliver's mouth. Looking up and in the Detective's eyes she was assured that Oliver was alright but still wanted to know for sure she softly asked her husband, " Are you alright, Liv, is this OK?" Alex asked.

"Don't stop Lex. It feels really good and that's the first time for me. Looking into your eyes and see not just lust there but love, and looking like you are in awe of my body is something I've never seen before. I've never felt like this before, never felt like the beautiful person you clearly think I am. Don't get me wrong I still know what I'm going to do is the right thing to do, it's who I am. Seeing you like this does help me with not only accepting my body as it is for now but also feeling very special. Nobody ever gave that feeling before, Alex. Nobody made me feel like I'm worthy of them, not completely, not like you do. I never felt aroused by simply being touched like you just did and you didn't even touch me intimately, well you did of course but you get what I'm trying to say. So yes, my dear wife, I'm OK, this is OK. Now enough talking and start touching me before I change my mind and start making you mine, physically, Counselor," Oliver finished.

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Alex couldn't nor wanted to suppress the loud moan that came out of her mouth. Her mouth went dry while a shot of arousal made her body shiver. Her body reacted instantly to the words spoken by the strong Detective. All rational thoughts left both their minds and Alex's thoughts about wanting to wait to make love together, flew right out the window, too. And Oliver knew it. He gently pushed Alex back and on the bed behind them. Waiting for the blonde attorney to be settled on the bed before he slowly crawled towards her and laid between the blonde's strong thighs. Hovering over Alex and leaning on his arms, Oliver looked into stormy blue eyes and saw that he had the ADA's permission to start or more like continue what they had started earlier, before their conversation.

Oliver lowered his head and kissed the lips he had been wanting to kiss from the moment the blonde said 'I do'. Not wanting to wait Oliver immediately asked for the blonde's permission and softly bit the attorney's bottom lip so she would open her mouth. Things got pretty heated and rather fast from there. Oliver touched his wife everywhere he could while he avoided the most sensitive areas of her upper body. Not that it mattered to Alex, the blonde got more and more aroused with every second Oliver was touching her already.

Oliver pulled back slightly and looked into the now almost fully dilated stormy blue eyes, silently asking to remove the blonde's bra as he put his hands on the small but firm breasts. Not being able to speak due to the wanted look in Oliver's eyes, Alex nodded at her Detective and Oliver removed Alex's bra and was overwhelmed with the magnificent view in front of him. He had never seen Alex breast naked until now and he was stunned by what he was seeing now. Small but perky breasts were laying there on the display with their pink little stiff peaks pointing upwards proudly. He let out a low growl before dipping his head and took one of Alex's nipples in his mouth, softly sucked on it with his lips as he toyed with the little peak with his tongue. At the same time, he shifted his weight and leaned on one hand while the other one went up to cup Alex's other breast and softly but firmly squeezed it.

It had been only a couple of minutes but Alex couldn't take it anymore she was so incredibly aroused, nobody had ever touched her body like her husband did. It seemed like Oliver wanted to worship every single inch of her body and paid attention to her wimps and sighs, to her breathing and moaning. To the blonde attorney it felt like that even though it was their first time, Oliver already knew her body better than she had ever known it herself.

"Liv, please, touch me. I need you to touch me," Alex begged.

"I thought I was touching you already," Oliver teased, as he pinched Alex's nipple and the blonde let out a loud moan.

"Stop teasing me. Please, Liv, please, just touch me. Make me yours," Alex begged, pleaded, as her back lifted off the bed and she pushed her breast deeper into the Detective's hand.

Oliver pulled back and sat up on his knees while he looked at Alex. The moment he looked into her eyes he knew that Alex was almost painfully aroused and really needed to be touched, needed to relieve badly. The next seconds went by in a blur for the younger blonde, all she knew that at some point Oliver had removed her panties and she finally felt his tongue on her lower private parts. When Oliver latched up at her clit, Alex's eyes flew open and she looked down and straight into Oliver's eyes. Wanting, no needing that connection while her husband was doing all these wonderful things to her body and mind.

As for Oliver, the Detective had found a new favorite flavor, Alex. Oliver licked Alex but never gave her the chance to pick up on any rhythm at all. He licked her slowly but firmly and then he made quick short flicks with his tongue on Alex's clit. Making Alex wetter with each passing second. As he kept switching the way his tongue moved over Alex's sensitive nub he slides one finger through Alex's lips, collecting the wetness and using it as natural lubrication as he inserted his finger in the blonde's opening and started to moving it inside of Alex. Picking up a slow but steady rhythm, as Alex's hips moved upwards with every thrust of Oliver's finger.

Alex couldn't think anymore, the normally cool and collected attorney, couldn't come up with anything at all, not even a simple sentence. All that came up was that she wanted more, needed more of Oliver inside her. Getting closer and closer to the edge and at the same time so far away from it. Only one word came through in her fogged mind, more...

"More...need to...more," Alex, incoherently, moaned,

not caring how it sounded as long as her body would get what it so desperately craved for.

Oliver heard the need in the attorney's voice and gave in. He pulled back his finger, added a second finger. He was in awe of how Alex's body immediately clenched around his fingers, drawing them deeper inside her body. And in that moment he knew it wouldn't take long for the blonde to come. Oliver picked up his rhythm and pumped harder and faster, curling his fingers and hit Alex's g-spot every time he pulled out his fingers. With his tongue, he picked up his speed and flicked faster and more firmly over Alex's clit.

"Oh god, so good...so so good," Alex whimpered.

Her breathing was more rapid and Alex's heart hammered in her chest. It felt so good and she was climbing to edge faster and faster. In less than two minutes after Oliver had pushed two fingers into Alex's pussy, the blonde felt her walls clenching Oliver's fingers. She climbed closer and closer to the edge. Oliver felt Alex's walls clenching his fingers and pulled his mouth of Alex's clit and replaced his tongue with his thumb while he moved upwards and took Alex's mouth in a searing heated kiss until they both needed to catch their breath.

"Close, Liv, so close," Alex moaned.

Oliver felt that Alex was on the edge but couldn't fall over it and knew that only one thing was needed to bring Alex over the edge and have her explode. He moved his lips to Alex's ear.

"I love you, Alexandra Benson. Come for me, come for me, now," Oliver breathed into Alex's ear.

That was all it took for Alex and the blonde's body stiffened.

"LIV...LIV...LIV...GOD...LIVVVV," Alex screamed out loud, as she climaxed hard.

Walls clenching fingers so hard, that Oliver couldn't remove his fingers until after the first waves were gone. He gently removed his fingers but kept flipping his thumb over Alex's clit, extending her orgasm as long as he could, before slowly stopping all movements and just peppered Alex's face with soft kisses as Alex came down of her cloud and looked at Oliver while her body was still having strong aftershocks.

"I love you, I love you so much Oliver Benson," Alex whispered softly.

Oliver crawled next to Alex and pulled the blonde's body close to his own, as he pulled up the blanket and covered the both of them with it. Then he kissed Alex's forehead.

"I love you too, very much, Alexandra Benson," Oliver whispered back.

A/N2 Writing romantic, hot, scenes are not my strongest points as a writer, I do hope that y'all liked it and I apologize if it wasn't that well. Turning and switching to other directions within a story is what I normally keep y'all on the edge of your seats with after all.