Here's to the ones that we got
Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not'
Cause the drinks bring back all memories
Of everything we've been through
Harry looked around him. Death, anger, pain and sadness infused every particle of air and accompanied with the horror filled castle,it looked quite a terrifying scene. Never in his seven years in Hogwarts had Harry seen such a sight. Even during Dumbledore's death, there was at least one face smiling, showing the strength he desperately craved to have. But then again, Hogwarts had never witnessed a battle, so fierce and so deadly, in all those years.
Toast to the ones here today
Toast to the ones that we lost on the way
Cause the drinks bring back all memories
And memories bring back, memories bring back you
He could still remembered seeing their faces. The peaceful looks, contrasting greatly with the reality. Just... just thinking about them made the sheen of tears gathered in his eyes flow. Remus, Tonks, Fred, Sirius... so, so many lost tonight. Great warriors fallen down, families broken.
There's a time that I remember, when I did not know no pain
When I believed in forever that everything would stay the same
Now my heart feel like December when somebody say your name
'Cause I can't reach out to call to you, but I know I will one day, yeah
He always had a painful life . Death was a cruel older brother, fate, time and destiny terrifyingly destroying family. And now... now because of his selfishness those who knew, he took their happiness away from them. A bitter, humorous laugh escaped without his knowledge. What a selfless saviour he was, wasn't he?
Everybody hurts sometimes
Everybody hurts someday, ayy, ayy
But everything gon' be right
Go and raise a glass and say, ayy
Was there a force so greatly hating him that even after all that he had endured, it still continued to berate him? Hadn't he endured just enough? Was he that pathetic excuse of a human that,even after all these times all he got in return was hatred, malice, self- loathing? Maybe he was, maybe he is...
Here's to the ones that we got
Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not'
Cause the drinks bring back all memories
Of everything we've been through
He subconsciously pondered whether fate hated him as much as death did. He was not a superficial person by any means. No. Nope. But even he did follow the concept of doing good things to be born according your deeds. Vaguely he wondered about his past life. What event had he messed up so great that nature was against giving him the happiness, the ambrosia he desperately craved.
Toast to the ones here today
Toast to the ones that we lost on the way
Cause the drinks bring back all memories
And memories bring back, memories bring back you
Forbidden tears continued to flow and more joined the river when a voice at the back of his head whispered, with a clearly noticeable tone of hatred,anger,sorrow,pain and self-loathing, " But then again, you did lead them to their deaths. But for your birth, mom and dad would have been alive. Sirius would have not gone to that hell hole, he would be happy. Remus would have his friends, be able to live a happy life. The Weasleys would not have to spend their money on making you food, giving you shelter and love.Just what kind of a saviour are you? You are no better then Malfoy. At least he robs those who have money, unlike you who snatch away a poor person's money and yet claim to be the saviour. Ha, my foot. "
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
Memories bring back, memories bring back you
Thoughts about how he broke millions of family, snatched away brothers, forced sons to part from their parents, caused death of children, broke parents, lost sisters. Was he, the back stabbing 'saviour of the wizarding world' any better than Voldemort?
There's a time that I remember, when I never feel so lost
When I felt all the hatred was too powerful to stop( ooh, yeah )
Now my heart feel like an ember and it's lightning up the dark
I'll carry these torches for ya that you know I'll never drop, yeah
He thought about the remaining members of the Weasley family, Bill, Charlie, Percy , George, Ginny, Mr and Mrs. Weasley... what kind of a son was he? They took him in, showed him love and he.. he repaid them with Fred's death. He thought of Sirius, his death was the result of his stubbornness. If only he would have learned occumelency, if only... He thought of the kind Remus Lupin, a father and a big brother to him, and of Nymphandora ' Dora' Tonks, so carefree and full of life. If only he would have let Voldemort kill him, both of them would have been alive. If only...
Everybody hurts sometimes
Everybody hurts someday, ayy, ayy
But everything gon' be right
Go and raise a glass and say, ayy
He thought about the little Theodore Lupin, his godson, Ginny, the love of his life, Ron, his best friend, Hermione, his older sister, Mr and Mrs Weasley, his surrogate parents, Bill, Charlie, George, Percy, his adoptive brothers and suddenly a determination, so contrasting and so sudden after his brief period of self- loathing, filled him. He WOULD NOT let them down with his uncanny ability to berate every cell of his body.
Here's to the ones that we got
Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not'
Cause the drinks bring back all memories(ayy)
And memories bring back, memories bring back you
If he was the cause of all of their deaths, he would be the one to make them all proud. Subconsciously his magic made a vow, a vow to live up to their standards. He WOULD make them proud.
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
Memories bring back, memories bring back you
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo
Memories bring back, memories bring back you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, Yeah,yeah yeah, doh, doh
Memories bring back, memories bring back you
As dawn broke out in the skin and bathed everything in its reach, a pair of emerald green eyes looked up, filled with determination, so contrasting and sudden to his earlier self - berating speech, as a fist rested on his chest and a strong voice filled with determination boomed out, "I WILL MAKE THEM PROUD"
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